It wasn't until the second day that I got a real sense of Alpha's susceptibility period.
Zhou Chen refused everyone's approach. After taking the inhibitor, his whole body was sleepy, like a lion that hadn't woken up and was about to wake up.
At the same time, he unreasonably forbade me from leaving his sight, as if I was really a pillow.
When hugging from behind, I always feel that he is going to bite me. But at most he just rubbed it with the tip of his nose and didn't say anything.
This relationship confuses me.
We are not like doctors and patients, we are not like friends, and we are even less like Lord Kim and his canaries.
Occasionally there is the illusion of a lover, but a lover will not stop at hugging.
In any case, it's not a bad feeling to be needed. And he needs me, just because I am me.
I took Qin to Zhou Chen's bedroom and played "Jacqueline's Tears" for him. After listening to it, he said that if the music needs to be watered with hard work, he would rather me be mediocre.
"You are so young, you shouldn't be so sad."
I told him I wasn't sad, the song was sad.
He frowned, and touched the scar on my forehead with his fingertips, his movements were as gentle as a butterfly kissing the first flower in spring.
"I have seen life and death so many times that I thought I would never be moved by anyone's life again," he said, "but that day you lay dying in the operating room, and I prayed that God would not take you away."
"You know what it means for a doctor to become superstitious about the power of a god? It means Achilles was shot in the ankle by a poisoned arrow."
"You can choose to survive, I am very happy."
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The thick setting sun was isolated from the window, and a ray of light passed through the gap in the curtains, casting a golden spot on the carpet.
I accidentally spy a different Zhou Shen, which does not belong to the gold-rimmed glasses and white coat, but only to this sensual dusk.
Maybe after the susceptibility period, he will return to his calm and self-possessed appearance, then this will be a secret that only the two of us know.
Later, Xu Xingze called and said that Qi Shu had sent someone to pick up Wen Ziqing.
"Anyway, there is a marriage contract, and he just throws people out for a whole day." He said.
What a whole day. Qi Shu didn't care.
I can't hate Wen Ziqing, nor can I sympathize with him. I just hope that after this time, he can stay away from me.
I am really afraid of him.
"I always feel that something is wrong with Qi Shu recently." Xu Xingze said hesitantly, "I used to look like I was going to eat people, but this time I took the initiative to ask me if I knew your whereabouts. Of course I didn't tell Him, don't worry."
I don't know what to say, so I just say thank you.
"I won't see you recently. He's the kind of person who might send someone to follow me."
What Xu Xingze said makes sense, and Qi Shu can really do it. He used to install a location on my car, mobile phone, and even my wallet. So when I left, I didn't dare to take a single old thing with me.
It's just that it's been more than a month, no matter what was lost, with Qi Shu's temperament, he should have forgotten, what else did he want me to do.
It's not always about wanting to renew my contract.
The alpha in the susceptible period was very unreasonable, Zhou Chen took my phone away and forbade me to mention Qi Shu's name again.
"Don't love him anymore," he whispered.
My heart trembled, "I don't love anymore."
Summer is really here.
On Children's Day, Zhou Chen took me to the amusement park.
We put on cartoon masks, mixed among the children and lined up with them on the carousel.
I wanted to play a roller coaster, but Zhou Chen said that my heart couldn't bear it, so I can't play this kind of project for the time being.
Surrounded by pink and tender little girls, Zhou Chen is tall and burly, especially conspicuous.
He was wearing a white dark pattern shirt without cuff buttons, and the sleeves were rolled up casually, exposing his slender and strong forearms. The hair was not taken care of deliberately, and it looked several years younger.
I wonder where I've seen him like this before.
After riding the merry-go-round, we met a parade team on the road. The children jumped and danced along with the floats. Zhou Chen took me to the side of the road, took the balloon in my hand, and then took my hand.
"Too many people, easy to get lost." He wrote lightly.
"Well… "
The sun is so hot and my face is so hot.
I didn't tell him that this was my first time in an amusement park.
Zhou Chen went to buy ice cream, and I sat on a bench outside the castle and waited. I didn't notice when there was a little girl with big eyes and chubby eyes, looking at me eagerly.
I followed her line of sight and lowered my head to see the Stella doll I was holding.
The little girl looked four or five years old, wearing a fluffy princess dress, like a pink cloud.
Cute love.
"Little sister." I waved at her, "Where are your parents?"
She blinked her big eyes, walked up to me after a moment of hesitation, and said, "I can't find them."
It turned out to be a child who got separated from his parents.
The amusement park is so big, she couldn't tell when she found out that her parents were missing. I thought her parents would come back the same way to find someone, so they pulled her to their side and asked, "What's your name?"
"My name is Xiaoyu."
"Huh? I'm also called Xiaoyu." She was really cute, and I couldn't help pinching her face.
"Brother Xiaoyu." She asked obediently: "Do you also like Xing Dailu?"
"I like it, Xingdelu is so cute, as cute as a little fish." I picked her up and put the doll on the bench, and put the doll in her arms, "Can I give it to you?"
The child's mood was written all over her face, her eyes lit up, and she smiled shyly, "Thank you brother."
Then she seemed to think of something suddenly, and took out a string of star bracelets from the small satchel she was carrying: "This is for you."
I reached over and asked if she could put it on for me.
Her face was flushed, and she whispered that it was okay. Then I fiddled with it with two fleshy little hands for a long time before I put the bracelet on.
A string of gold glittering stars hangs from my wrist, obviously a little girl thing. But I love it.
She asked me if I came to play alone, and I was about to answer when I looked up and saw Zhou Chen walking across the road holding two ice creams.
So I rushed forward and lifted my chin and said, "I came with that brother."
Zhou Chen saw the little girl froze for a moment, and cast a questioning look at me.
"She got separated from her parents, I will wait here with her." I replied.
Then the two ice creams were in the hands of me and Xiaoyu respectively, and Xiaoyu said, "Thank you uncle."
Zhou Chen rarely showed a gloomy expression, and asked, "Why do you call him brother and me uncle?"
Xiaoyu couldn't answer. Calling her uncle or elder brother is completely out of a child's instinct, such a question is too embarrassing for her.
So she turned her head on me, buried her face, and tried to solve the problem by evading.
The little girl is so soft, my heart is about to melt.
I returned the ice cream I took a bite of to Zhou Chen, picked up Xiaoyu and put it on my lap, and told her that this uncle bought the Xingdailu just now, and that uncle is a good person.
Xiaoyu cautiously revealed one eye to look at Zhou Chen, and asked, "Are uncle and brother in a relationship, like mom and dad?"
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Today's kids know everything.