Qi Shu didn't let me go in the end.
Lust. Desire is the umbrella of tears, I can finally cry wantonly, he just thinks that I am being fucked.
He always knew how to make me surrender. Today I didn't want to be so obedient, I desperately tore the bed sheet under me and said not to be here.
Anywhere is fine, as long as it's not here.
The smell of the pheromones left and the thought of their intertwined flesh makes me want to throw up.
I thought fierce resistance would lead to more rough treatment, but Qi Shu abnormally didn't do anything, but carried me to the sofa outside.
Probably because the little omega was happy to serve him, and I also touched the light and rubbed a little tenderness.
"What else can you do but cry." Qi Shu said.
I can't do anything.
She won't act like a baby, won't softly call Brother Qi, and won't be like any omega who can please her own alpha just by instinct.
I even fake the pheromones.
The doctor said that what kind of pheromones will be obtained after transplanting the glands depends on the original body, so my plan to choose a flavor that matches Qi Shu also fell through.
Wen Yan's pheromone smelled like lychee, and most of the bed partners Qi Shu found afterward also smelled of sweet fruit. I can't satisfy him with such a simple thing.
In the past, I always wondered, if I behave better and like him more, one day, Qi Shu will leave me a small place in his heart.
But the closer the day when Wen Yan returned to China, the colder he was to me, and I realized that delusion is delusion after all, and I will never be able to stay in Qi Shu's heart.
Even after a while, there was no way to stay by his side.
Maybe I should consider the teacher's suggestion.
Qi Shu still has a meeting in the afternoon, so let me wait for him here. I didn't want to go back to the bedroom, so I wrapped myself in a blanket and curled up on the sofa in a daze.
During the period, Xiao Wu came in to bring me coffee and snacks, and carefully advised me not to make trouble with Qi Shu. Every time he got angry, the people under him would have a hard time.
I'm at odds with Qi Shu
I made him angry
Will you think too highly of me
I asked Xiao Wu if he knew who the omega was today, Xiao Wu's face changed suddenly, and he said hesitantly that he was a new intern.
At the age of eighteen or nineteen, he just went to college and was able to enter Qi Shu's company as an intern, only a fool would believe it.
After Xiao Wu went out, I called the doctor and asked if I could make an appointment for tomorrow's physical examination. The doctor asked me what I felt uncomfortable, and I briefly explained my symptoms. After a moment of silence, I asked, "How often do you faint frequently?"
I thought for a while and replied: "One or two days, every time suddenly."
"There may be something wrong with your glands, come here as soon as possible tomorrow." The doctor said in a serious tone.
"Good. Thank you."
There's something wrong with the gland... I touched the back of my neck, and it was bitten by Qi Shu just now.
Still had his amber smell on him, still evident after washing.
I didn't find him so much like a dog who likes to enclose land before.
I remember a long time ago when I finished it, he sniffed the back of my neck and said, why are you not an omega, and I was so dazed that I forgot to answer.
Later, I asked him if you want me to be an omega, and he said fiercely, don't think about those useless things, and never talked about the topic of omega again. He wasn't happy until I had the glands transplanted.
If you are not happy, you are not happy, and you will have to take a bite.
This is probably the inferior instinct of the alpha.
I fell asleep when I hung up the phone. I don't know how long I slept, and I was carried up and carried into the car in a daze. I heard Qi Shu say: "I have to fuck you before you are obedient."
"I've always been obedient..." I retorted instinctively.
"Have you heard me tell you to stay away from those messy alphas?" Qi Shu asked.
His movements were not gentle at all, and he slammed my head against the car window again.
The bastard.
What else is good besides the skin, why should I like him.
"Only you are the messiest... you sleep with other people... you are so dirty..."
Worse, I seem to have said what I thought.
I dare not open my eyes.
Feeling Qi Shu sitting next to me, all the muscles in my body tensed up. His gaze was so existential that it made my heart shudder.
"Say it like how clean you are."
After a long time, Qi Shu snorted lightly.
"Being so dirty by me, how are you going to see him?"
who
I pricked up my ears and waited for Qi Shu's next words, but he stopped talking.
We didn't sleep together at night, he was busy in the study until late, and I didn't dare to disturb him. When I woke up the next day, there was no sign of anyone lying beside me.
I followed the doctor's advice and went to the hospital early.
Private hospitals always look empty, as if not many people in the world are suffering from illnesses.
The doctor's expression was similar to Xu Xingze's when he saw me. When I performed the operation by myself, I was unaccompanied before and after and acted extremely self-reliant. The doctor probably believed that I was a strong person, so he did not restrain his expression.
Looking at him, I seem to be terminally ill.
Fortunately, not terminally ill.
"... In short, the artificial gland cannot reach a reconciliation with your body, and the game between the two sides continues to consume your vitality..."
The doctor held the CT report and opened and closed his lips. It took me a few minutes to understand what he said.
"... your heart is already showing symptoms of failure, and all the indicators of your body are not very optimistic. If you continue like this, you may not be able to last long..."
Oh, that little thing on the back of my neck that wasn't mine was going to kill me.
"Then what should I do..." I interrupted the doctor and asked.
Although life is hopeless, I don't want to die just yet.
"The easiest and most effective way is to perform an operation to remove the gland immediately." The doctor paused, "But..."
It's over, and there's a but.
He took a deep look at me, sighed and said: "But removing the gland will have unpredictable effects on the fetus, you should know how important the mother's pheromones are during pregnancy... In other words, your glands It is a relationship of coexistence and death with your children."
Wait... I don't understand again.
What fetus? what child
"Doctor, you, what are you talking about?"
"Don't you know?" The doctor's surprised expression didn't look fake, "You're six weeks pregnant."
Pregnant? !
how is this possible? !
Beta males have underdeveloped reproductive organs, and the chance of conception is extremely low. Qi Shu is fine without wearing a condom for so many years.
Before the operation, the doctor also said that generally speaking, transplanting omega glands will not increase the possibility of conception.
How can I be pregnant
There was a buzzing in my head, and I grabbed the armrest to try to suppress the trembling of my body, and confirmed to the doctor: "I'm really... pregnant? Did I make a mistake?"
"There is nothing wrong with it." The doctor said firmly, "Your recent weakness is also related to pregnancy."
So I'm pregnant with... Qi Shu's child...
At this moment, I had the urge to cry, but at the same time I wanted to laugh.
Damn fate, really won't let me go for a moment.
"It's best to have the father of the child come to the hospital," said the doctor.
"He... is very busy." I said with difficulty, "I will go back, I will tell him..."
The doctor didn't force it, and said: "In addition, I suggest you go for psychological counseling. It is easy to lose control of your emotions during pregnancy. Your insomnia and anorexia are not entirely caused by your body. Oh, by the way, there are two experts in the Department of Psychiatry, etc. You can drop by and have a look."
I had other things on my mind and didn't catch what the doctor said.
Gland and fetus coexist and die.
And the glands are at odds with my body.
That is to say...
"Doctor, if... how long can I live if I don't remove the gland?"
"Mr. Xiao." The doctor's shock was tinged with anger, "Healthy beta males still have great risks in giving birth, you..."
"I know, I'm just asking..."
The doctor stared at me blankly for a long time, and finally compromised: "... If you take care of me carefully, it will take half a year."
half a year...
After getting the answer, I suddenly calmed down.
I am very clear about my virtues, as long as Qi Shu says I want it, I will give birth to the child even if I die.
But he probably doesn't want it.
Still looking for a chance to ask.
What if.
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