The night before my departure, I packed my things in the room. The luggage has been checked in in advance, and it is just a few bits and pieces to collect and collect.
Zhou Chen bought a two-person apartment there. It was not big, and he could see the blue Danube River by opening the window.
I don't like living in a big house. He joked that I don't have a rich life, but I don't know how to enjoy myself when I marry into a rich family.
I said to enjoy yourself and don't get into my little quilt if you have the ability.
He bullied me, picked me up and threw me on the bed, saying that the little thing was getting sharper and sharper.
I purposely pulled his shirt with my toes, "I have sharp teeth and a sharp mouth, but my flesh is crispy and soft. Do you want to try it?"
His eyes were deep, and he lingered on my waist a few times, warning me to be honest.
The night is long, why be honest
I got up on my knees and moved over, grabbed his neck and bit his chin, "Sir... can't you?"
…
Very good sir.
In the middle of the change of safe and full sets, I pressed his hand and asked a question that I had considered for a long time: "Zhou Chen... Do you want to have a child?"
His eyes dimmed.
"I asked the doctor... My genital cavity is not damaged, it can be used... Although the probability is very small, but..."
The scene at this moment is matched with such words, even if I am shameless, I am flushed with embarrassment.
He sighed and hugged me tenderly, "It is enough for me to have you, you are my little friend."
"But… "
I know he is worried about my body and the huge risk of beta birth. But what if I leave early and he is alone...
Zhou Chen seemed to be able to see through my heart, and said: "You will live a long life, and you will spend your whole life with me. Baby, I have already given all my love to you, and I can't give any of it to others, not even my children."
I pressed my forehead against his shoulder, and couldn't help but feel sour: "You have sacrificed too much for me..."
I have nothing I can't give up, so it doesn't feel hard to love him wholeheartedly. But for me, he gave up his easy-to-get family business and status, his existing contacts and career, and even a happy family and a full old age full of children and grandchildren. I can't imagine how much love is needed to support him to do this.
"Sacrifice is not used in this way." He pressed the back of my head like coaxing a child, stroking, "In the past many years, I doubted everything, hated everything, and even my blood was not enough for me to trust. You What I thought I was sacrificing wasn't important to me."
He said in a low voice: "During that time, I couldn't be sure of my relationship with the world until I met you. The process of growing up with you is also the process of establishing a connection with the world. This is the same as parents raising children, or alpha mark omega It's different, there is no physical bond between us, but your existence is really related to me."
Zhou Chen's voice can always comfort me just right, making me feel like I am in a warm deep sea, and the anxiety in my heart gradually returns to tranquility.
"You may not be able to understand how important it is to me that there is a person in this world that is related to me."
"I can become what I am today, without falling or decaying, all because of you."
"So I didn't save you, you saved me."
He kissed my forehead lightly as he said, "Now, of course, this connection has a new name, love."
This is the first time he told me about the past after I found the disc and the diary.
I also thought of what he said that he and Qi Shu had a similar growth environment and bloodline, and should have become the same cold and ruthless person, but they didn't.
Maybe it's because of me...
He preserved love and affection for me, and I gained new courage for him.
It turned out that everything had been arranged long ago.
In the sunset every day, we love the world again because of each other.
It was raining lightly when I landed in Vienna. I had been tossing around for too long the night before, and I didn't sleep well on the plane. My bones felt as if they were falling apart. Zhou Chen was helpless and distressed, he didn't let me touch the ground from the airport to home, I was tired and sleepy, I fell asleep in his arms unconsciously.
Waking up in a daze, I saw a strange room and a strange bed, and I didn't realize where I was for a moment. Fortunately, the smell around me is familiar, it is the pheromone released by Zhou Chen to appease me.
Put on your shoes and go out, and saw him cooking porridge in the kitchen.
The rain outside the window has stopped, and when the window is opened, the Danube River in the distance is sparkling in the sun.
The whole city is full of classical romance and elegance, and the oncoming air is full of sleepy notes.
Before I could take another look, I was pulled back by someone's arms, and the window slammed shut.
"I just woke up and blown the air, do you want to find trouble for me again?" Zhou Chen's expression was not good.
I had no choice but to turn around and apologize to him, kissing his lips on tiptoe while saying sorry.
After finally coaxing people, the porridge is cooked.
During the meal, Zhou Chen said that Mr. Evans was on tour with the orchestra and would be back in a few days. He could take me to play around during this time.
I seldom travel, and when I hear about playing, the porridge in my mouth will not taste good.
"Eat first." He tapped my forehead and said helplessly, "Kids."
Autumn in Vienna is beautiful. Large golden leaves cover the whole city. The buildings of centuries ago are like solidified movements, shining brightly in time.
We kissed at the highest point of the Prater Ferris Wheel, hugged and watched the sunset in the red leather train on the Schafborg Mountain, and lingered in the hot springs of Bad Gastein, with the blue sky above and the snow behind us Alps.
I said I love you ten thousand times, and Zhou Shen responded ten thousand and one times.
I love you, so I love the world with you.
On the day we came home, we picked up a kitten downstairs in the apartment.
The three-month-old Rubai Yingshao was lying in a cardboard box, with a note under her body, "Please take me home".
So we took it home.
The kitten is obedient and soft, and it didn't make any fuss when it was taken to the veterinarian for examination. It only whined when it was vaccinated, as if it was accusing humans of being vicious.
Zhou Chen gloated: "Like you, you will only cry when you are bullied, and you will not fight back."
In order to prove that I am not what he said, I immediately gave him a hard squeeze.
The first thing I do when I get home is name the kitten.
Zhou Chen said without thinking, "Call it Xiao Dao."
"Why? It's strange."
He smiled: "I said, don't be angry."
I agreed puzzledly: "Okay."
Zhou Chen said that when he was nine years old and was hospitalized, he listened to the uncle next door playing the cello every day, and he became familiar with it after going back and forth, knowing that his uncle had a baby in his stomach.
Zhou Chen felt strange as the baby grew bigger and bigger, and always lay beside him to watch. Later, he was allowed to post it occasionally to listen to the baby's fetal movements.
He asked his uncle what the baby's name was. The uncle said that he hadn't figured it out yet, so Xiao Zhou could help him think of one.
Zhou Chen thought for a while and said, "My name is Xiao Zhou, his name is Xiao Dao."
The uncle was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, and said, "The small island is full of foreign flavors, why not call it Xiaoyu, the island and the island are the same."
So the baby had his name.
And the "small island" that was denied fell on the head of the poor cat after many years.
"Xiaojima." I lifted the cat's face, and it looked at me innocently with wide eyes, "If you don't like this name when you grow up, don't blame me, blame Dad."
Kojima might not understand what I said, but he meowed cooperatively.
"Well, you're so cute."
A few days later, Lan Orchestra returned to Vienna after the tour, and Zhou Chen accompanied me to meet Mr. Evans.
The whole process was unbelievably smooth, and I never dreamed that I would join the best band in the world.
On the same day, Zhou Shen told me that he returned to his job, officially accepted the employment of the hospital, and became a gland doctor.
It was rare to open a bottle of red wine at night, and in the dancing candlelight, I raised my glass to Zhou Chen: "To health and life."
He smiled slightly, "I respect music and art."
Respect all encounters and waiting in the world.
Love and freedom.
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