"At that time, I really couldn't bear it, I had nothing to rely on, nothing to rely on, everything dragged me into the abyss and endless darkness, maybe it was wrong to live, it was wrong to be born."
"I finally believed in fate and bowed my head. So I chose to end my life and jump off the building."
"I was rescued in the end. Maybe it was because of some heinous things I did in my previous life. You must let me live to bear these things."
There was self-mockery in this tone.
Song Yi's throat tightened and he made a sound.
"Tang Si"
"Huh?" Tang Si still had a smile on his face, and responded gently to her.
Seeing her face, the woman's eyelashes trembled slightly, a little wet.
Tang Si stared at her, smiled, and asked gently: "Are you scared?"
In fact, he has tried to moderate the matter to the greatest extent, just because he is afraid that it will scare her and disgust her.
Those things are beyond the imagination of ordinary people.
The truth is far deeper and more piercing than these words.
"It's nothing." Tang Si said: "That's about it, I won't talk about it."
He put his hands on his lap, and wanted to touch her head to comfort her, but he didn't dare.
He could only clenched his fist tightly and looked at her.
Song Yi has no way to imagine those things at all, the emotions in his heart are complicated, and most of them are distressed.
The man who came out of the darkness finally stood in front of her.
After experiencing so much, he still chooses to live, and he still has faith.
Compared to Tang Si, the worries and troubles of ordinary people are not worth mentioning.
He has never complained about life. Those ordinary people start to get angry when they are not satisfied at all, and most of the anger comes from their own incompetence, which cannot support their ambitions and desires.
Instead of complaining and complaining, it is better to fight hard, fight with the sky, and fight with your life.
If you feel pain and sadness, it is better to destroy the pain and sadness with your own hands and welcome the beauty.
Song Yi finally shook her head: "Not afraid."
Tang Si pursed her lips: "Do you want to hear me continue?"
Song Yi suddenly realized that asking him to talk about his past would also be a kind of harm to him.
So miserable, so dark.
He even said that passing on grief and pain is a kind of violence to others.
"No."
She didn't want to expose so many dark things in his past. Letting him recall was just forcing him to hold him down and let him go through the pain again.
She wanted to interrupt many times in the middle.
But Tang Si didn't give her a chance.
If Tang Si wanted to speak, she would speak in full, and would not let her stop because she felt that he was in pain and did not want him to speak anymore.
Only to stop because he felt he was scaring her.
Song Yi, there is no way to imagine how he survived, him. He also revealed his darkest past in the most bland tone.
Tang Si nodded lightly: "Yes."
The atmosphere suddenly fell silent.
Song Yi was anxious and wanted to say some comforting words, but she knew that no matter what she said now, it would be useless.
This kind of atmosphere is too sad, strong and depressed.
The man suddenly looked at her.
She saw Tang Si smiling at her.
He was a little tired, a little tired, with a slight blush at the end of his eyes, peach blossom eyes bent with a springy and ambiguous arc, his eyes were blurred and ecstatic.
The Adam's apple rolled, and a sexy and hoarse voice penetrated into her ears: "Song Yi, do you like brother?"
Good to hear the ultimate.
Every word seemed to carry an electric current, passing through every nerve of Song Yi numbly.
Her heartbeat was so fast that she couldn't calm herself down, and it was hard to calm down after being teased by his words.
Tang Si also waited, waiting for her answer, feeling uneasy.
She raised her eyes to look at him, softness and charm collided and combined in her eyes, she has her own charming and charming.
"Like it," she said.
Tang Si's fist clenched a little.
"Tang Si, I really, really like you." She added.
Before he could make a move, she leaned towards him, her soft body hugging him.
She said: "Tang Si, the past is all in the past. Now no one dares to look down on you."
The familiar smell came over his face, and Tang Si's blood was boiling restlessly.
He reached out to hug her, buried his head in the hollow of her shoulder, and took a deep breath.
She is his treasure, his life.
Her eyebrows moved: "I like you, but"
"But you are not sure if I really like you." Tang Si answered Song Yi's words: "You will think that I treat you well out of responsibility."
"Because of the words on the flyover, all the things I didn't tell you before made you sway your opinion of me even more."
Song Yi bit her lip.
Indeed it is.
And Tang Si is also very aware of this, nothing else, he has also experienced it.
Just like Ning Xia Chuan said, it's hard for others to feel depressed, maybe they can't see through it.
But he is living too thoroughly, too desireless.
"In that case, I'll chase you, okay?"
The man's tone was gentle, sexy and deep, hitting her heart.
Tang Si interrupted her and took her words because he knew Song Yi too well, and she liked her, but if she felt that they were not suitable, it made no difference whether she liked them or not.
So he was afraid that she would say that, so he stopped her and made such a request.
It's not reconciliation, it's not asking for forgiveness, it's not breaking up, it's me chasing you.
Song Yi's words were stuck in her throat and she swallowed deeply.
Song Yi didn't speak.
He pinched her earlobe, and his tone became a little softer: "Are you okay?"
The deep and sexy voice, the warm breath, just next to her ear, seemed to be carrying an electric current, making her whole body numb.
No one can resist.
"good."
"Song Yi, I have taken this step and will not back down."
He slowly let go of her, looked at her deeply, with a smile on his lips, and asked in that nice voice: "Can I kiss you now?"
Her lips moved, but she didn't say anything yet.
He said, "Just treat me as your comforter, okay?"
The tone was sad and pitiful.
Song Yi: ""
I always feel that she has somehow entered the circle set up by the fox, why is it
"Dear me." Song Yi also wanted to expose his past events: "You have been in the capital"
Song Yi shut up suddenly, and swallowed the second half of the sentence.
Tang Si smiled lightly: "Huh?"
"Don't kiss me."
Song Yi pushed him away, ready to get out of the car to get some air.
As soon as he turned around, he pinched his shoulders and forcibly turned back. The man's strong breath greeted his lips, which was hot and lingering.
When he was breathless from the kiss, he bit her lips, his peach blossom eyes were deep and somewhat blurred: "Don't say that, I will feel that I can do you anytime, anywhere."
Song Yi: ""
Shouldn't she feel sorry for him? pity him
She was dull and sad there, and he
Song Yi felt her face was hot, her ears were hot, her neck was red, she turned her face away and said nothing.
His mind is full of his words, and his mind is full of his past, he is not willing to scold or beat him, but he really owes it too much.
Eventually those emotions melted into shy silence.
He has deep eyebrows and eyes, rubbed her delicate face with his fingertips, and said in a low and ambiguous tone: "I know you are angry, then you should punish me more, be better, don't chase you so quickly, I will vent my anger on you, but You promise me, you can't let me go, okay?"
Song Yi was breathing heavily, her lips were rosy and twitched by his kiss: "What will happen if you are chased?"
"You let me do it?"
Please ask for a monthly ticket. I originally wanted to do more today, but my heart has been feeling uncomfortable, so I went to bed first. If I feel better tomorrow, I will give you more. I love you. don't forget to vote