It was this action that made her froze for a moment.
Seemingly knowing that he was looking for cigarettes, Song Yi turned her head, took the pack of cigarettes, opened the pack and took out one.
Handed it to Tang Si and smoked it for him.
Watching his emotions with fox eyes, Tang Si looked at the cigarette handed over by the woman in front of him, his eyes were light, his lips were lightly pursed, and he suddenly smiled: "Can I smoke?"
This time, he still didn't wait for Song Yi to answer: "It's better not to, smoking second-hand smoke is not good for your health."
Tang Si's Adam's apple twitched: "Put the cigarette back."
What she didn't expect was that Tang Si would have such a reaction. He has always been calm and calm, and there are times when he is expressed in agitation.
Tang Si asked her to put the cigarette back, she was slightly taken aback for a moment, the current atmosphere was inexplicably weird.
And this smoke, for his family, is a way to relieve emotions.
Holding the cigarette, she didn't even dare to raise her eyes to meet Tang Si's eyes.
Some words, when she just took a shower, she had already thought about how to make them up, but just when she was about to say them, she couldn't figure it out at all, and couldn't find the edge.
The mood followed like a hemp rope.
To tell the truth, would Tang Si believe it
After thinking about it, Song Yi first put the cigarette back to its original position, and she also understood Tang Si's mood at the moment.
If she was Tang Si, she came to this kind of place without telling her, and was met head-on, but the other party didn't reveal any information about it, that feeling would be very difficult, very uncomfortable.
Thinking like this, she exhaled slightly, and raised her eyes to face Tang Si squarely.
Meeting his gaze, his gaze was flat and lazy, without any waves.
Obviously something is waiting.
Song Yi's face was strong and calm, but her fingertips subconsciously picked the back of her hand: "I don't know either."
She licked her lips: "I really don't know, that's why I came here to test where my upper limit is. I want to know what kind of person I can beat."
As she said that, Song Yi's eyes looking at Tang Si became unbelievably soft, and anyone who looked at it would feel soft-hearted.
Unconsciously, she was acting like a baby with Tang Si again, hoping that he would trust her.
After she finished answering these, she also understood how blank and powerless the answer was.
It doesn't sound convincing at all, but it's true.
He doesn't speak.
Gradually, she began to feel restless in her heart, her eyes blurred and confused.
It was a panic like hanging on a cliff, about to fall into the abyss at any moment.
He wanted to say a few more words to Tang Si, but he didn't know where to start.
The more this happened, the more helpless her eyes looked.
"Since when did you find out?" Tang Si finally spoke in a soft voice.
"Did you find out when Gu Nanjiu kidnapped you?" His eyes didn't fluctuate much, and his tone was actually very peaceful.
Song Yi froze for a moment, then nodded.
The man was sitting, his eyes were deep, Song Yi kept looking at him, but she couldn't tell what he was thinking, and she didn't know what to say, after all, what happened was quite strange.
She didn't organize the language how to answer for a while.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked again.
The tone of the question was very gentle, not pressing, but relaxed.
This is the way of asking, but it puts more pressure on Song Yi's heart.
Song Yi's hands were stirring, and she lowered her eyebrows, staring at her own hands.
After all, I want to live with Tang Si, if there is any problem, I should have to work with Tang Si.
Finally made up my mind.
She took a deep breath, suppressing all the self-confidence and anxiety.
He raised his head and said frankly and truthfully: "It's not that I don't tell you, but I think that after telling you, your pressure will increase. I don't want to pester you with such unwarranted things that haven't figured out the problem yet."
"You are already very busy, and you are under a lot of pressure. I think I can solve this matter by myself, so I didn't tell you."
As she said that, Song Yi stared at him non-stop, as if mustering up her courage, she spit out the words stuck in her throat for a long time: "It's like, you have depression, and you don't tell me too."
"You don't want me to worry, do you? I believe you can understand my feeling of not telling you. It's nothing else, but I just don't want to add pressure to you."
After asking this question, Song Yi could clearly feel that Tang Si was startled.
Even those black eyes were stained with a little confused surprise.
He really didn't expect Song Yi to guess it.
He thought he was hiding well.
After Song Yi said these words, there was a trace of regret.
In order to convince Tang Si to convince her, he just exposed it like this, would he be a little embarrassed.
Tang Si was silent for a long time.
later.
I saw a faint smile on the corner of his lips, as if he was relieved, but also as if he touched her shoulder tentatively: "It's fine if you know, I also said to find a time to settle this matter with you Let’s talk, now that you’ve said it, it will save me a lot of trouble.”
Tang Si put his hand on his thigh, and involuntarily tapped his thigh lightly with his fingertips.
He looked contemplative, with a natural sense of abstinence.
Song Yi just looked at him like that, she only felt that the sound of breathing and heartbeat in her ears was as clear as a thread.
At this moment, every nerve in my body felt a little restless.
Under the dim light, Tang Si tilted his head slightly, exhaled slowly, as if he had made a lot of determination, and then asked slowly: "Will you still like me like this? "
"I'm not perfect, even full of flaws, my character is not good, I have low self-esteem, cowardice, and sometimes I dare not face it."
He is a man who is not even considered an ordinary person. He is struggling in the quagmire, unable to ask for help, unable to get out of trouble.
The dark and numb nerves made Tang Si unconscious at the moment, as if he was pulling himself into the sunlight in a dark and damp place to accept his execution.
From the beginning to the end, Tang Si didn't look at her either.
He showed himself completely in front of her, and she could refuse and dislike him, because that was her right.
Every minute and every second seems to be extremely long now, and he just sits there, waiting for execution and punishment.
Song Yi didn't speak for a long time.
Tang Si seemed to have been mentally prepared for this long ago, and the smile on his lips became a little bitter, but it seemed that the result was still within his acceptable range.
"It's okay." His voice was calm and magnetic: "If you really don't like it, you will dislike it."
After a pause, the man raised his brows and eyes, and the inside was dark: "I will heal myself, and then I will chase you again."
"Tang Si." Song Yi stood up suddenly, her brows were tightly frowned, her lips were stretched white, and she seemed a little angry.
The last thing she wanted to hear was these words.