Her tone was deep and her eyes were firm: "Can you think about it, will I dislike it? I knew it a long time ago. I'm still by your side. I let you see a psychiatrist. Do I dislike it? I I just want a confession from you."
"What makes me angry is that you didn't tell me. What makes me angry is that you carry everything by yourself. You pretend to be calm, but in fact you live more tiringly than anyone else."
The more Song Yi said, the more she felt the tip of her nose sour, her heart was tugging and tugging, her eye sockets were a little hot, there was mist in her eyes, and tears were rolling.
Instead of looking at Tang Si, she turned her eyes to look at other places. Her voice was a little choked, and her eyes were blurred by water mist, but she suppressed her grief and continued to say: "On the contrary, I will worry that you are stressed and have negative emotions. Your condition is affected, and I dare not tell you anything."
"I'm afraid that after I tell you, you will become more and more serious and unbearable. At that time, what should I do? I'm also afraid that your self-esteem will be overwhelmed after you are exposed."
She worries a lot.
But every step of this is worrying, and like him, they want to live with each other for a long time.
As Song Yi said, she took a deep breath, sucked her nose again, trying not to let her tears fall.
Then, he turned his head and looked straight into Tang Si's eyes.
"Tell me, after you were with me, how many times did you have thoughts of suicide, and how many times did you have thoughts of resisting treatment?"
Her words sprinkled on Tang Si like fine cold rain.
It made him feel cold all over his body. When everything was opened and explained clearly, it was like the scene of an execution. It was hard to bear the depression, and no matter how he answered, he seemed to be in the wrong direction.
There is violence and darkness deep in his body, and he knows how unbearable it is.
Face her questioning.
His thin lips trembled slightly, trying to stabilize his emotions.
But the slightly trembling hands exposed his heart.
"Many times." The man's voice was hoarse, the kind of hoarseness that made people feel distressed: "This is beyond my control. I also want to live well."
"You let me know that the world is still beautiful and there is meaning to living."
The man's brows and eyes were deep, revealing a bit of pain: "So I chose to take medicine and receive treatment."
"I'm hiding it from you, because I'm afraid you think I'm not good." Tang Si's Adam's apple rolled, words overflowed from his throat: "I'm sorry."
It is useless to say more at this moment, and everything is pale and powerless.
His tone was heavy and serious: "I don't know."
I don't know that hiding this will bring so many bad effects.
I don't know what to do when I fall in love for the first time, and I don't know how to get along with someone who likes him.
Song Yi was the first.
But in this learning process, it is true that Song Yi has worked hard.
He thought he could handle it well, but no one could do it so perfectly when he did it for the first time.
Just when Tang Si thought that Song Yi was going to give up on herself.
Then I heard a woman's charming voice: "I don't blame you."
Tang Si raised his eyes, and there was a little more light in Tao Hua's eyes, staring at her with scorching eyes, his heart was trembling, his whole body was stiff and surprised.
Her eyelashes were soaked with tears, and she looked coquettish and seductive, but she said solemnly, "But you are still full of bad deeds."
Tang Si lowered his eyebrows, did not speak, and waited quietly for Song Yi's next words.
Song Yi suddenly restrained her emotions, she sat down calmly, but her eyes did not move away from him.
"If you chase me, you have to do three things. First, you can't hide anything from me. If I ask you, you have to answer truthfully. I don't ask about your work, and I don't ask about tasks. Ask, but I want to know what you did and when you'll be back."
"Second, cooperate well with the psychiatrist's treatment, take medicine well, and don't resist."
"Third, if you make a mistake, correct it, but if you make a mistake, you must be punished. To prevent you from making a mistake next time, so, chase me until I am satisfied."
"that's it."
After Tang Si listened quietly, the originally delicate sweat on the forehead gradually disappeared, the tight lip line loosened, and the lip color returned to the normal light red color. A few seconds later, he suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled.
The tense strings in my heart loosened at once, which is okay.
He had a chance, and she didn't push him away.
Even though she was still a little girl herself, she was here to comfort him.
The man pursed his lips lightly, and raised his brows and eyes with a beautiful arc: "So are you making an appointment with me for three chapters?"
Song Yi raised her eyebrows and nodded, with an unrelenting expression and unyielding attitude.
It is the three chapters of the contract.
Tang Si laughed lightly, with a lazy and hoarse voice: "Then can I make a condition?"
"How dare you have conditions?" Song Yi couldn't help but glared at him.
"Song Yi." Tang Si's tone was very serious: "My brother is already twenty-eight, and he will be almost thirty next year. You have to give your brother a guarantee, right?"
When he said this, Song Yi thought about it carefully, and it seemed that it was indeed the case.
"Let's listen first." She couldn't afford to suffer.
"When I'm chasing you, don't run away with other men."
"Well, what then?"
"Then" Tang Si licked his lips, his voice was very low: "If you don't like me anymore, give me a clear indication, I will continue to like you, for the rest of my life, but I won't pester you you."
This is said very lightly.
The hit on Song Yi's heart also seemed extraordinarily heavy.
"I won't" won't dislike you.
"You promise me." Song Yi was interrupted by Tang Si before she finished speaking.
"En." Song Yi muffled in response.
"Are you unhappy?" She stared at Tang Si and asked.
"What's wrong with me?" Tang Si: "We've all settled down. The misunderstandings have been resolved. I'm chasing after you, and I have something to look forward to."
The man's tone was really a little satisfied: "So I have nothing to be unhappy about. I am happy today."
"Song Yi." Tang Si called her: "If there is anything wrong, you must tell me. I am not a decoration. I can handle many things."
"It's not that you have to carry it by yourself. Just like today's incident." Tang Si said with deep eyebrows: "If you meet other people and something bad happens on the field, what should you do?"
Song Yi pursed her lips, her heart softened: "I know."
"So." Tang Si's Adam's apple rolled, staring at her tender little face: "What do you think of your abilities and skills?"
Song Yi frowned, and her mind was in a mess: "I have had my memory washed for several years, and the memory of those years is empty. I want to know what I used to do, but I don't know where to start. "
"I'll help you check." Tang Si said: "But in the future, don't show your ability to others, so as to avoid being targeted by unruly people."