It was the man who gently lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
As soon as his feet hit the ground, he staggered and almost fell.
Kneeling on the floor with one knee, clutching the sheet tightly with one hand, her breathing was a little short of breath, and there was fine and dense cold sweat on her forehead.
The veins on his hands were also bulging, and he was gritting his teeth to endure something.
He stood up tremblingly from the ground and walked outside, stumbling unsteadily with every step.
But it didn't wake up the sleeping woman at all.
…
The light in the living room was turned on, and the man's hands were tightly squeezed, his forehead was full of forbearable blue veins.
In this case, driving again will definitely not work.
He came to the Song family temporarily and did not bring any medicine.
He made a call.
The people over there were in a daze, apparently still asleep, but since it was Tang Si's call, they still asked, "What's wrong?"
"Xia Chuan." His voice trembled, and almost every word was squeezed out between his teeth: "Go to my house, bring me the medicine, and send it to you."
Hearing this trembling voice, Ning Xiachuan knew the seriousness of the matter, and immediately got up from the bed: "I'll go right away, please send it to me quickly."
"I broke the door open for you?"
After all, if you don't have a key, please ask a master lock picker, and at this point, you can't ask for it.
Tang Si clenched the phone tightly: "Well..."
He didn't ask what exactly happened to make it like this, he got up and drove to his house directly.
Hang up the phone.
Tang Si was really uncomfortable.
Something in the body is disturbing the nerves, irritable, irritable, irritable when looking at everything.
There is a rush of energy, I can't hold it back, I want to vent.
Every nerve in his body felt piercing pain because of his suppression.
Difficult, cold, falling into the bottomless abyss.
Repressed breathing is difficult.
Finally the man got up, walked out of the living room, and walked out the door.
Ningxia Chuan came a little slowly.
The car stopped, and the headlights shone on the man's figure.
He got out of the car immediately, holding the medicine and a bottle of mineral water in his hand, and hurriedly supported Tang Si: "How is it?"
Tang Si took the medicine and swallowed it.
I didn't speak for a while, and stayed there for a long, long time.
Tang Si lowered his head and sat on the ground with his legs spread wide, his hands resting lazily on his knees.
Still short of breath.
Ning Xiachuan was watching from the side, but didn't say anything.
I don't know how long it has passed, it seems that the man has finally calmed down.
His hair was all wet, he licked his lips, and his voice was very hoarse: "Why don't you come here more slowly."
Ning Xiachuan frowned: "You didn't tell me in advance that you have a dog at home."
He stretched out his hand and handed it to Tang Si, with the mark of being bitten by a dog on it: "Take the money, I'm going to get the rabies vaccine."
Tang Si watched, and laughed softly, the laughter came from his chest.
"Still laughing." Ning Xiachuan: "Really, if it wasn't for my good skills, I would have been appointed to be killed by it, and it would have attracted the property because of it."
"If I hadn't carried my police officer ID with me and found a reason, I would have been sent to the detention center by now."
Tang Si: "Thank you."
Ning Xiachuan: "Don't thank me, bring me the money for the rabies vaccine first."
Tang Si took the mineral water, raised his head, under the street lamp, his Adam's apple was rolling, his jaw line was sexy, and there was sweat, making him look more wild and masculine.
A man who can feel beautiful even when he drinks mineral water.
After he finished drinking, he twisted the bottle cap: "I'll turn it to you later."
"What's going on?" Ning Xia Chuan then got to the point: "Why is it getting more and more serious?"
Tang Si leaned back slightly, looking at the sky.
After a long absence, there are stars in the sky, shining and shining.
He smiled softly, and said in a calm tone: "Who knows."
"I can't tell, my life is not long."
He was quite indifferent.
Life and death is the norm.
Ning Xiachuan: "Did you not follow the doctor's prescription normally?"
"Why not?" Tang Si tilted his head, his peach eyes were stained with a smile, and he looked at Ning Xia Chuan: "Be good, I'm afraid I'll eat less someday."
As he spoke, the man narrowed his eyebrows lightly.
"Before I changed it, I didn't care. Death is what I pursued. People always have to die. Death is a kind of relief for me. Living is really tiring."
His tone changed from light to heavy to deep, and every word seemed to weigh a thousand catties.
The man's hands tightened slightly, and the grass on the lawn was torn off by him. His voice was slow and deep: "Xia Chuan, but right now... I really don't want to die."
He is dead, what should she do
He was most worried about Song Yi, he just wanted to protect her and watch her alive.
No matter how much torture he suffers in life, he still wants to live, he can bear the torture, no matter how hard it is, he can afford it.
Just don't take his life.
It is true that it is better to live than to die.
Ning Xiachuan was hit so hard by his words that he didn't know how to respond.
"Cooperate well with the treatment, take medicine, and you will get better." Ning Xiachuan pursed his lips tightly: "Depression can be treated, it is not a terminal illness."
"Anything, don't think so transparently."
Tang Si lives too transparently, that's why he is like this, he knows everything, he understands everything.
If you want to persuade others, you have to persuade them to be more open. To persuade Tang Si, you can only tell him not to be too transparent.
"Really?" Tang Si raised the corners of his mouth, his eyes were deep and boundless: "If it can't be cured, what should I do?"
"what do I do?"
Ning Xiachuan: "Don't talk nonsense, how could it be cured?"
"Yes." Tang Si suddenly laughed again: "Go to the hospital quickly. Don't delay, I will transfer the money to you."
Ning Xiachuan: "Can I really ask for your money?"
"I'll find another doctor another day." Ning Xia Chuan frowned: "If this one doesn't work, just switch to another one."
"I see that your medicine is very effective after taking it." Ning Xiachuan said.
Tang Si nodded lightly: "Well, you can go."
He looked at the Song family villa: "My wife is asleep upstairs, I have to go upstairs."
"If she knows, she should cry with me again."
Once crying, he can't bear it.
Remind Song Yi, the man always has a smile on his face.
Ning Xia Chuan laughed: "It's just to show affection."
"Have you settled down my dog? Remember to ask someone to dress me up." Tang Si asked suddenly.
"Got it, the dog property is watching."
…
After Ningxia Chuan left.
Tang Si was alone in place, silent for a long time.
Taking the medicine will make you feel better. He looked at the medicine bottle on the ground, picked it up and looked at it at a closer distance.
The pupils are bottomless.
The cold wind blew against his face, and the man suddenly sneered.
It is useful, quite useful.
Drug dependence also arises, and the first time, it turned out to be thinking about finding medicine to take.
Eat it once, and the next time you get sick, it will be more serious than the last time. Over time, he doesn't know how ruthless he will be when he gets sick next time
Is this really, is it healing and palliative
He got up and walked into the house upstairs.
It would be better to never take this medicine at all.
This is the reason why he resisted taking medicine at the beginning. The root of human weakness is dependence.