Song Yi trembled all over, his whole body froze, and stared at him blankly.
This is something she didn't expect.
I know that he may have experienced a lot, but I really didn't expect such a thing, he has also experienced it.
It must be hard to bear, and it is not something ordinary people can live with.
"After returning home, I started to quit. It was quite addictive and difficult. At that time, I simply thought that it would be a one-and-done thing. Living is also very painful."
Tang Si's tone was very calm, as if the person who experienced those things was not him, he seemed to be a storyteller.
He didn't talk about the process, but said, "It's much more terrifying than the scene just now."
His hands and feet were handcuffed, and he struggled until the handcuffs sank into his flesh and blood, but he still couldn't restrain himself.
Until the pain passed out, the pain was smoldering, and after a while, he would be awakened by the urge to suck in his body.
Repeatedly, I don't know how long it took.
Tang Si has always been a strong-willed person, very self-centered, but he didn't expect this strength to be so strong.
If a lot of people say that if you are infected with that kind, you don’t want to live, and you still say quit? That is basically impossible. To quit is to die.
But in the end, he came out of it, and he was so thin that he lost his shape.
Tang Si rubbed Song Yi's head: "I can bear that, this is really nothing, I can hold on."
"It's a man." He tilted his head to stare at Song Yi's tender little face: "Don't be so sad."
"Didn't you say you are going on a trip?" Tang Si lowered her head and picked up her mobile phone to look at it: "Let's talk about where to go first, the yacht is also very good."
"You can pick whatever you want, but I have to pay for it."
Song Yi hasn't recovered from the momentum just now, and feels that he used to live on the verge of hell.
If she is not careful, she will not see Tang Si today.
Or if he made a small mistake in one of his missions, she would never meet him.
This dangerous profession.
Song Yi suddenly hugged Tang Si tightly.
Tang Si was stunned for a moment, then patted her on the back suddenly, and smiled lowly with his lips curled up: "So you love acting like a baby?"
"Do you want to kiss or hug? Huh?" The man's tone was lazy and drawn.
His emotions didn't face him at all in the incident just now, and it didn't seem to affect him at all.
He does not mean that.
But... that was just the tip of the iceberg in his life.
Song Yi buried herself in his arms and hugged her tightly, fearing that the man would disappear from her sight in the next second.
She wouldn't let go, and she wouldn't speak.
Tang Si raised his eyebrows clearly: "I see, I want to hug."
He lowered his head, lowered his chin to the top of her head, and gently patted her back with his big hands.
In this way, how can he explain his past
Still don't explain it.
He didn't say anything, he felt so distressed.
The corners of the man's lips curled up. He really is... What a kid.
I don't know how long it has passed.
Only then did the little girl in her arms speak sullenly: "Tang Si, why did you choose to do this job?"
Obviously so hard and so dark, I have to do everything myself.
Tang Si smiled: "Because I don't want more people like me to appear in the world."
What he has experienced does not want others to experience it again.
Song Yi pursed her lips, her heart sank.
Some people go through darkness and hate it or fall into it.
And he chose to drive away and face it.
In his bones, he has a kind heart.
Tang Si carefully rubbed her delicate and white face with his fingertips, and said in a hoarse voice, "Use one lamp to spread all the lamps, and eventually all the lamps will be lit."
Song Yi moved closer to him, as if she wanted to get into his flesh and blood.
"I don't know if others understand, but you illuminate me."
Let her not be afraid of anything, with him, all difficulties can be easily solved.
But obviously he himself is in trouble, who ever cared about him.
"Tang Si." Song Yi's tone was extremely serious: "Your belief, I will accompany you."
She will be with her in the future and will not leave.
Tang Si chuckled lightly: "What are you doing with men's affairs?"
"It comes in the wind and goes in the rain." He patted Song Yi on the head, and gently kissed the top of her hair. His voice was gentle and tender, but with evil intentions: "Stay in my arms all the time, sheltering from the wind and rain." , it is possible."
"I don't care. No matter where you are in the future, I will wait for you to go home." Song Yi: "If you don't come back after the specified time, and if there is no news, I will go find you."
Even if she dies, she will still look for it.
Tang Si's brows and eyes were stained with a smile: "You like brother so much?"
I like it, I like it very much. The love engraved in the bone marrow, wanting to give him all the good things in the world.
"Ding dong—" At this moment, the doorbell rang, which meant the takeaway had arrived.
Tang Si: "Okay, stop being coquettish, get up, brother to open the door."
Song Yi didn't move.
Tang Si simply hugged her and stood up, walking towards the door.
Song Yi turned pale with shock: "Put me down quickly."
Tang Si snorted, hugged and refused to let go: "I asked for it."
Song Yi's little strength is naturally impossible to struggle to open.
In this way, she was carried by his princess to the door and opened the door.
What the delivery staff saw was a man hugging a woman with a doting look on his face.
With the takeaway in his hand, the whole person froze.
This... the strangest pose.
"Uh...Miss Song Yi's takeaway."
Song Yi could not wait to dig a hole in the ground at this time, this man can really do anything!
Tang Si looked at the little woman in his arms, she kept pushing into his arms.
The peach-blossom eyes are dyed with a naughty smile: "Tsk, little friend Song Yi, pick up takeaways one after another, brother's hands are not empty."
His tone was soft, with the ending slurred, and every word could hit her heart directly.
He was deliberately teasing her again.
Seeing that she didn't move, Tang Si said again: "It's raining so heavily outside, hurry up and don't delay my little brother's delivery."
There was really no other way but to raise his head from his arms to pick up the takeaway.
Then closed the door.
The delivery boy ate a mouthful of dog food in a daze.
Standing at the door for two seconds, she suddenly raised her aunt's smile: "It's quite sweet."
I've never seen it play like this.
It was raining heavily outside, and it hasn't stopped since that morning.
In the end, Song Yi and Tang Si decided to go out on a yacht after dinner.
In two days, when the weather is fine.
…
Today is Friday, and in the evening, the third year of high school is also over.
Lu Yan's car stopped firmly at the school gate.
A Land Rover off-road, black, next second, the man inside, holding a black umbrella, got out of the car.
Tall and slender, standing straight and upright, dressed in black, restrained and abstinent.
In the distance, Song Nuan didn't bring an umbrella, and looked at the dark rain, standing under the teaching building, wondering if he should run back.
From behind, a boy came up: "Shall I see you off?"
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Use one lamp to pass on to all the lamps, and eventually all the lamps will be bright.
- "Lotus Sutra"
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