Beloved Empress

Chapter 203: 150 Reluctant to give up

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The Chinese New Year is lively and happy for every family, but only for those happy families, and those who are worried will never feel happy no matter how lively the Chinese New Year is.

Yang Shihan did not go to the palace reunion banquet tonight because she was sick and had a cold a few days ago. She has not been able to go well, so she did not want to go. In fact, she did not want to be in such a lively environment and had something on her mind. Even if I go there, I won’t be happy. Seeing others happy while I feel depressed on the side will also disappoint others. The happy smiles of others may hurt my heart.

The night was already very late. Yang Shihan was half-sitting on the bed but was not sleepy. Feeling the silence of the night, she felt more and more lonely. The more lively and festive the festival was, the more lonely it was for those who were worried.

I was thinking about Mo Chengxuan and what was he doing? You must be celebrating the New Year with your family, you are very happy! Does he think about himself? Will you miss yourself as much as you miss him? Even if it’s just for a moment, it’s okay.

"Cough cough cough—" Yang Shihan felt her throat itchy, covered her mouth with a handkerchief, lowered her head and coughed a few times.

After the tickle in her throat disappeared, her breathing became breathless due to coughing.

Suddenly a cup of tea was handed to her. Yang Shihan was surprised. She raised her head, and she was even more surprised. The person she had been thinking about day and night was actually standing in front of her: "You, why are you here?"

"I heard that you are sick. I came to see you. Drink some water and your throat will feel better." Mo Chengxuan said warmly. She had been watching him secretly for a while, and didn't want to come in to disturb her. Seeing that she was coughing badly, she couldn't help but walk in.

"Thank you!" Yang Shihan took a few sips from the cup in his hand.

Mo Chengxuan took the cup and put it on the table, walked back to the bed, looked at her haggard face and asked with concern: "Have you taken your medicine? Why are you sick?"

"It's cold and I accidentally contracted the wind-chill. The imperial doctor has checked it out and it's fine. I'll take the medicine every day." Yang Shihan said calmly. I just made my voice sound as calm as possible, but actually I was very excited.

"Why aren't you getting better after taking medicine every day? Is the medicine not right? You can ask the imperial doctor to change other medicines." Mo Chengxuan said calmly, but actually he felt very distressed.

Yang Shihan shook her head: "No, the cough needs a process, and it should be better in a few days." It wasn't that the medicine given by the imperial doctor was wrong. The imperial doctor said that it was because she worried too much, which affected her body's recovery.

"Sit down!" Yang Shihan patted the edge of the bed and motioned for him to sit down.

Mo Chengxuan hesitated and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Yang Shihan looked at him without hesitation and said bluntly: "It's great to see you on the reunion night. Have you spent the reunion night with your parents, right?"

Mo Chengxuan nodded: "It's very late. They went to rest after watching the New Year's Eve." Then he came here. In fact, these days, he deliberately did not listen to things about her. Although he rarely heard about her in the military camp, when he returned home, there were still people who would discuss anything related to her. Avoid.

But today when I was at home during the day, I overheard a maid saying that she has a good sister who works as an errand in Guining Palace in the palace. I heard that the imperial concubine has been ill for several days and she is not feeling better yet. He said that he had also sent someone to tell the Queen Mother about the reunion banquet in the evening, and he would not go to see it.

When Mo Chengxuan heard this, his heart was lifted. He had no intention of eating anything at the family reunion dinner tonight. Her presence was lingering in his heart and mind.

So after the reunion banquet, he pretended to drink too much, went back to his room, and then secretly left the house and entered the palace. He wanted to see her in secret to see how seriously ill she was. She couldn't even attend the palace banquet. Go see.

"Are you seriously ill? I heard that you didn't even attend the palace banquet tonight." Mo Chengxuan asked.

Yang Shihan shook her head, with a slight smile on her lips: "It's not serious, I just feel that such a festive and lively day is incompatible with me, and I don't want to participate."

"Don't you like festivals and liveliness? I remember that the imperial concubine would go to see the banquets in the palace in the past." Mo Chengxuan didn't meet her many times. Most of the time they were at banquets in the palace. Every time he went to see her, he could see her. After meeting her, I thought she might like this kind of lively scene.

Yang Shihan smiled bitterly and said: "Actually, I don't like this kind of excitement. The reason why I went to see you every time before was because I knew you would go, so I wanted to see you. Tonight's palace banquet is just a royal gathering. You He won’t come, so I have no interest in going to see him.”

Her simple and direct confession made Mo Chengxuan a little embarrassed and didn't know what to do next.

The two of them fell into silence. After a while, Mo Chengxuan stood up and said, "Your Majesty is not in good health. You should rest more. I will not disturb you anymore."

Just about to leave.

Yang Shihan held his hand and said in a weak voice: "Don't leave."

Mo Chengxuan looked at the hand she held and felt a little confused: "My dear, it's late at night, you should go to bed early."

Yang Shihan shook her head: "I've been lying in bed for a few days. I'm really not sleepy. Can you stay with me?"

Mo Chengxuan hesitated for a moment. Seeing her haggard and weak look, he really couldn't bear to leave. Although there was a voice in his heart telling himself, leave quickly, you and her can't be together. Don't give her hope, and don't have extravagant hopes either. .

But his footsteps seemed to be frozen on the ground, and he was reluctant to move. In the end, the voice in his heart was defeated by his body, and he sat back on the edge of the bed again.

Seeing that he stayed, Yang Shihan was very happy. She sat up and threw herself into his arms. Her eyes were moist, but with a sweet smile on her lips, she murmured: "Thank you, I'm so happy."

"Empress—"

"Don't move, can you give me a hug? Just for a moment." Yang Shihan begged softly.

Mo Chengxuan wanted to refuse, but his body didn't obey his orders and he reached out to hug her.

Yang Shihan was very moved, and the smile on her lips became brighter. Feeling his warmth and his breath, she felt that this was the happiest reunion night she had ever had.

"Mo Chengxuan, thank you, thank you for coming to see me, thank you for staying with me, thank you for your hug." Yang Shihan said thank you several times in a row. It is difficult for a proud woman like her to say thank you to others, because No matter how good others are to her, she takes it for granted, but in front of him, she is just a little woman. She has no arrogance or thorns. She just wants to be a little woman who needs to be cared for and loved by him.

"Your Majesty, you should take good care of yourself and cherish your body." Mo Chengxuan asked softly.

Yang Shihan left his arms and looked at him, not daring to look away or blink, for fear that if she blinked, he would disappear. Looking at him would make her feel shy, but she still wanted to look, because she liked to look.

Seeing that her cheeks were red, Mo Chengxuan was worried that she had a fever. He reached out and gently touched her forehead: "Why is your face so red? Do you have a fever?"

Feeling his warmth and tenderness, Yang Shihan felt so happy and touched. This was the man he loved, the man she wanted to marry. He was really good, and he couldn't fault anything.

Yang Shihan grabbed his hand on his forehead, took it off, held it tightly, and said softly: "I don't have a fever, I blush because I feel shy when I look at you, but even if I am shy, I still want to look at you. I love you because I like you."

Facing her boldness and directness, Mo Chengxuan was embarrassed and wanted to withdraw his hand, but she held her tightly.

Mo Chengxuan did not forcefully withdraw, for fear of hurting her, he comforted her softly: "Go to sleep! I'll watch you fall asleep before leaving."

Yang Shihan shook her head: "No, I don't want to sleep, I want you to stay with me all the time."

"Empress—"

"Don't call me empress, call me Shihan." Yang Shihan requested.

Mo Chengxuan hesitated for a moment, then shook his head: "Madam, this is unreasonable."

"Why do you care so much? Don't you like me? Don't you want to call me that? Your mother-in-law will make each other very unfamiliar, don't you think?" Yang Shihan frowned, not liking him calling her mother-in-law and not liking him calling her mother-in-law. So serious in front of me.

"The etiquette cannot be revoked. Your Majesty, don't embarrass the general." Mo Chengxuan looked away, not daring to look at her. Afraid of seeing her sad and disappointed eyes. Although he wanted to call her that, he didn't have the qualifications.

Yang Shihan felt bitter in her heart, feeling that everything in front of her was blurred, and there was mist in her eyes. In order not to scare him away, she raised her chin slightly and forced back the tears. When she lowered her head again, the tears were gone. The red line on his wrist came into view clearly. A faint smile appeared on her lips, she took his hand and looked at the red line on his wrist.

Mo Chengxuan wanted to take his hand away, but she held it tightly and murmured, "You are still wearing this red thread."

Mo Chengxuan followed her gaze and found that she was looking at the red line on her wrist, wondering why she asked like this.

Yang Shihan opened her right wrist, revealing the red thread she had worn for many years, and placed it next to his wrist, making the two red threads into a pair.

Mo Chengxuan looked surprised: "This, this red thread -" He didn't know how to ask. This red thread was obviously given to him by a young boy. The young boy also left one at the time. Why was it on her wrist? superior? Because this red thread is very special. There are concentric knots on it. One red thread is only half of it. Only by putting two red threads together can the concentric knot be complete.

The corners of Yang Shihan's lips raised, and it was sweet to recall the past: "I wore this red thread when I was ten years old, and I have worn it for nine years now, and it has never left my body."

"Was this red thread given to you by a little boy?" Mo Chengxuan asked.

Yang Shihan shook her head and smiled: "Mo Chengxuan, you big fool, this red thread was not given to me by a little boy, but that little boy gave one to a silly boy. Mo Chengxuan, are you really Didn’t you recognize me?”

Mo Chengxuan looked at Yang Shihan carefully. The little boy at that time was very beautiful, with big eyes, fair and tender skin, very cute, and delicate and not like a boy, but it is normal for children to be delicate and good-looking! So he had no doubts. Now looking at Yang Shihan and thinking of the little boy, the two pictures suddenly overlapped.

Mo Chengxuan said in surprise: "You, are you the little boy back then?"

Yang Shihan nodded: "Yes, you big fool, didn't you recognize me until now?"

Mo Chengxuan found it incredible: "This is so surprising. You were dressed as a boy at the time and I only met you once, so I really didn't recognize you."

"But I have recognized you a long time ago. On the Chinese Valentine's Day when I was ten years old, I was curious about the excitement outside, so I secretly hid it from my family, changed into boy's clothes and ran out of the house. That was the first time I saw people celebrating. The Chinese Valentine's Day was very lively and I liked it very much, so I walked around along the lively streets. I don't know how long I walked, and I don't know where I went. In short, I was very happy and forgot everything. I didn't worry about my family being unable to find me, and I forgot what to do if I encountered bad people, and I never thought about what to do if I couldn't find my way home. I just had fun playing to my heart's content.

But when I got tired of playing and wanted to go back, I found that I was a little lost. After walking around in the lively streets for a few times, I couldn't find the way back. But I stood on the roadside very frustrated and didn't dare to go back. Asking random people for directions, afraid of what if you meet a bad person

So I could only keep searching alone. Just when I was most depressed and helpless, you appeared, a boy of fourteen or fifteen years old, tall, handsome, elegant, and I was fascinated by you from afar. Yes, I was stunned.

And you seemed to see my embarrassment and actually walked over to me and asked me if I needed help.

Although I was very scared when I got lost and was afraid that I would meet bad people, when you came to me, I was not afraid at all. Listening to your gentle inquiry, I felt very excited and happy, and the fear in my heart was swept away. I was very sure in my heart that you would not hurt me and that you must be a good person, so when I was helpless and hesitant, I told you my situation -" The picture from that year appeared in my mind -

"Little brother, why are you alone? Are you separated from your family?" Mo Chengxuan, who was dressed in white and fluttering like a fairy, walked up to the beautiful little boy and squatted down, looking at her with a gentle smile on his lips.

The little boy was fascinated by the young man in front of him and nodded mechanically.

The young man said calmly: "Don't be afraid. Tell me where your home is. My brother will take you back."

The little boy hesitated and said, "My home is near uncle Yang's house." I don't know why, but he believed that the young man in front of him was not a bad person, but he still didn't tell him truthfully that he was the daughter of uncle Yang and lived in Yang. Mansion.

The young man reached out and stroked her head lovingly, and said gently: "Let's go, big brother will take you back."

The little boy showed a sweet smile to the young man: "Thank you, big brother."

The young man rubbed the little boy's head and smiled.

Along the way, the little boy told the young man about the interesting things he had encountered tonight. He kept talking all the way, wanting to share all his happiness with the young man.

The young man kept a slight smile and looked at her tenderly, feeling very cute.

When he was still some distance away from the Yang Mansion, the little boy stopped, looked at the young man and said with some reluctance: "Brother, my home is right in front. Just send me here. I can go home by myself."

The young man nodded: "Okay, it's very late, go back quickly!"

The little boy did not leave immediately, but took out two red threads from his arms, looked at the young man and said: "Brother, I asked the mother-in-law who sells red threads to make these two red threads tonight. I requested them to be made like this." , a very special red thread, today is Chinese Valentine's Day, I will give you one as a gift! This red thread is given to you, I hope you can meet the woman you like in the future, I will help you wear it."

He personally put this red thread on the young man's wrist.

Then he waved to the boy: "Brother, see you later, I'm going home first." The little boy ran away happily, because the mother-in-law who sold the red thread told her that the red thread could help her tie the destined person, so she wanted to tie the boy .

The young man looked at the direction in which the little boy disappeared, looked at the red line on his wrist, shook his head and smiled, wondering in his heart: The red line has half a concentric knot. Since he hopes to meet a destined person in the future, shouldn't he? Give the other one to yourself too! In this way, you can help the destined person wear it when you meet him!

But I felt that the little boy was young and might not think so much, and he didn’t think too much. But he didn't know that from that moment on, the little boy disguised as a man had taken a fancy to him and wanted to tie him up. She didn't forget to give him the other half of the red thread, but deliberately didn't give it to him because she wanted to Another red thread is worn on oneself, tying each other together.

Seeing that Mo Chengxuan was also lost in memories, Yang Shihan asked warmly: "Do you remember the first time we met?"

Mo Chengxuan nodded: "I never thought that that little boy would be you."

"But I have found you a long time ago. At a palace banquet when I was fifteen years old, I went into the palace to see you. At that time, you came back from a victorious battle at the border. After five years of not seeing you, you have become more mature, stable, and handsome. Now, looking at you in high spirits and listening to the courtiers' compliments to you, at that moment, I really felt that you were so handsome and powerful, and my obsession with you became even deeper.

Since that Chinese Valentine's Day night, I have let myself imagine what you look like every day, for fear that I will forget you and that I won't recognize you when we meet again.

Fortunately, I have not forgotten you. When we met again, I recognized you at a glance, but you did not recognize me. You accepted the toasts from the courtiers without even seeing me. I was very disappointed at the time, but I still didn’t give up on you. I told myself that I must meet you again and make you fall in love with me.

However, the relationship between the Mo family and the Yang family makes it difficult for us to meet each other. Except for banquets in the palace, we have almost no chance to meet each other at other times.

A lot of things happened later. I entered the palace, but I still thought of you. Later, when we met in the palace, in order to attract your attention and have a chance to be alone with you, I deliberately spilled the soup for the emperor. I asked you to follow me to Guining Palace. Although I did ridiculous things and wronged you, I wanted to leave an impression on you. Mo Chengxuan, I have been in love with you since I was ten years old. You, I have been telling myself in my heart that I must find you when I grow up and make you fall in love with me.

I believe that you also have me in your heart, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't have been wearing this red line, and would have secretly come to see me if you knew I was sick. "

"I -" Mo Chengxuan wanted to tell her, yes, I have you in my heart. Although I didn't know that the little boy was you or a girl at the time, every time I saw this red line, I would think of that beautiful girl. Cute little boy, although I don’t know why I feel happy when I think of a little boy, but I just like that little boy.

And since that time you deliberately framed me to come to your bedroom, you have walked into my heart, slowly getting in touch, and really falling in love with you, but what's the use, you are already married, there is no way between us .

Yang Shihan waited for his answer.

But in the end, Mo Chengxuan still didn't say anything, and instead said: "Madam, it's late at night, go to bed early! I'm going to leave." He stood up again and walked away.

Looking at his leaving figure, Yang Shihan felt very depressed. Seeing his footsteps moving away from her step by step, Yang Shihan suddenly said: "Mo Chengxuan, if I were not the emperor's woman, would you fall in love with me?"

Mo Chengxuan stopped and said yes in his heart, but the reality was cruel, so he could only let her face the reality: "There are no ifs in the world."

"No, if anything, the emperor and I are innocent. We have never had any relationship. Our relationship is not what everyone sees on the surface." Yang Shihan boldly told the truth.

Mo Chengxuan turned to look at her with a question mark on his head.

Yang Shihan had already lifted the quilt and stepped out of bed.

Seeing this, Mo Chengxuan took three steps in front of her and said worriedly: "Why are you down? You're wearing so little, you'll be cold."

Yang Shihan shook her head, grabbed his arm, looked at him and said seriously: "Mo Chengxuan, today I want to tell you about my relationship with the emperor. In fact, the emperor and I are just innocent brothers and sisters. I entered the palace just to think about it. To get revenge on Mo Qiqi, she always bullied me. I was unconvinced and wanted to fight with her, so I begged the emperor to let me enter the palace and be his concubine. I was very angry with Mo Qiqi, but between me and the emperor, It's just acting, we are pure. The person he loves is your sister Mo Qiqi, not me. I am just a sister in his heart, and he is just my brother. Others say that the emperor only loves Concubine Yang Guifei, but it is actually our intention. It's for others to watch. Every time he comes to my bedroom, we just play chess, chat, and talk about things about the court or the Mo family, and then he will secretly go back to Yujing Palace."

Mo Chengxuan was shocked: "You, everything you said is true?"

Yang Shihan nodded vigorously: "It's absolutely true. If you don't believe it, you can ask the emperor or Mo Qiqi. It's because Mo Qiqi knew the truth about this matter that she rushed to find a suitable woman for you. I hope you can Hurry up and get married. We have been fighting for so many years, but how can she let me like you? That's why he anxiously found a woman for you in order to make me give up.

The emperor also knows that the person I like is you. The emperor and I grew up together. We are the kind of brother and sister who talk about everything. He has been like a brother since he was a child, so I will tell him whatever is on my mind. From the age of fifteen After I recognized you and knew who you were that year, I told him, so he already knew that the person I liked was you. The emperor said that as long as I want to leave, I can leave the palace at any time. Mo Chengxuan, would you like me like this? For you, I am willing to leave the palace, you, will you accept me? "

Mo Chengxuan was very excited, and he felt like he had regained something. He thought that he would never interact with her again, but he didn't expect that she would tell him this. He was very excited and very happy.

He hugged Yang Shihan into his arms and hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear if he let go: "Is everything you said true? Didn't you lie to me?"

"I'm not lying to you. I know that you care about rules and etiquette and will not do anything that goes beyond the bounds. You rejected me time and time again just because I am the emperor's woman. In fact, I am not. I have always wanted to tell you, but I was afraid. You will blame me, because the original purpose of my entering the palace was for my ambition. Mo Qiqi, she is your sister, and you love her so much. I am really afraid that you will never ignore me again after knowing about it, so I dare not say, Instead of watching you leave today, fearing that you would never show up again, I still dare not tell you the truth. Mo Chengxuan, I’m sorry, I’ve always been against Mo Qiqi before, please don’t blame me, okay?"

Mo Chengxuan let go of her, looked at her seriously and said: "I don't blame you, I understand Qiqi's temperament. In fact, your temperaments are very similar, so when you treat each other as enemies, you will not give in to each other. But at the same time You are both kind. Although you fought and deliberately angered each other, you did not intend to harm each other's lives. When Qiqi was in danger, you stepped forward to save her and the child in her belly, so How could I blame you!"

Hearing what he said, Yang Shihan smiled happily, put her arms around his neck and said, "Thank you! The man I like is really generous."

Mo Chengxuan smiled. This was the best night since he found out he fell in love with her.

Yang Shihan looked at him and asked shyly: "Mo Chengxuan, I fell in love with you when I was very young. What about you? Do you like me?"

Mo Chengxuan was a little embarrassed, but still nodded: "I like it."

Yang Shihan was as happy as a child, and suddenly came forward and kissed his lips.

The four lips touched together, and both hearts softened. The timidity, restraint, and care before all disappeared at this moment. Mo Chengxuan could finally accept her kiss with a relaxed attitude, and hugged her slim waist. , wanting to deepen the kiss.

But Yang Shihan suddenly left his lips, looked at him, and blamed herself: "I'm sorry, I'm sick, I'm afraid I will infect you."

Mo Chengxuan smiled faintly, captured her lips, and deepened the kiss. He is not afraid of being infected. If he can get sick with her, it will be considered as sharing the same hardship. Now he can finally kiss her without any scruples. She is no one's woman. She has liked him since she was a child. In order to repay her love , he will definitely cherish her and this hard-won relationship.

After a passionate kiss, Yang Shihan snuggled into his arms, listening to his faster beating heartbeat, a sweet and satisfied smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. As long as she could stay with him like this, even if she used her ten If she could exchange her life for several years, she would do so without hesitation.

I am really happy to think that we have finally come together after going through so many things, but when I think of the relationship between the two families, my heart is lifted again, and I am afraid that all this beauty will disappear too suddenly.

Yang Shihan raised her little face and looked at him and asked, "Mo Chengxuan, will we really get together? The Yang family and the Mo family have always been at odds. They will definitely oppose it. I'm so scared."

Mo Chengxuan stroked her hair and comforted her: "Don't be afraid, the road ahead may be difficult, but as long as we work together, I believe we will overcome all difficulties."

Yang Shihan nodded and smiled: "With your words, no matter how difficult it is, I will accompany you. Chengxuan, I will find time to tell the emperor and the queen mother about our affairs, and then find an excuse to leave the palace." ."

Mo Chengxuan nodded: "Okay, I will wait for you." He held her hand and looked at her affectionately.

Two people who love each other finally hold hands sweetly on the first day of the New Year. There may be many difficulties and obstacles in the road ahead, but they believe that as long as their hearts are together, they will definitely overcome the difficulties. Come together.

Mo Chengxuan stayed with Yang Shihan and watched her fall asleep before leaving.

And the time we get together always feels like it passes quickly, and it always feels very short.

Mo Qiqi finally saw her son, so she didn't close her eyes all night looking at him. Jun Qianche stayed by her side.

How they wished that tonight's night could be longer and longer, and that the dawn would come later, but time moved forward little by little, and the sky was still getting brighter.

Mo Qiqi looked at the brightly lit room, feeling a strong sense of reluctance in her heart. Her eyes became moist again, and she murmured: "Is Chen'er going to leave us?"

Jun Qianche held her in his arms distressedly and said warmly: "He just left us temporarily. We will take him back soon so that he will never leave us again."

"I really can't let him go. He is so cute. I want to be with him every day and watch him grow. I don't want to miss every stage of his growth. I want him to be able to see me every time he opens his eyes."

"Qiqi, don't be like this. We are doing this for Chen'er's own good. The separation is only short-lived, and in exchange, he will grow better." Jun Qianche comforted softly.

Mo Qiqi nodded, and tears flowed down unsatisfactorily, dripping on her son's pink cheeks, and murmured: "I know all this, but I just can't let him go."

Wiping away the tears dripping on his son's cheeks, he looked at his son dreamily.

The little guy seemed to feel the reluctance of his parents. The sleeping little guy slowly opened his eyes, stretched, and then looked at the person in front of him. His beautiful and clean eyes looked at Jun Qianche and Mo Qiqi. Dancing happily, as if to say: It's great to open your eyes and see your father, emperor and mother.

The child's smile hurt Mo Qiqi's heart, making her even more reluctant to let go and feeling even more guilty.

"Dong dong dong -" There was a knock on the door.

Jun Qianche said: "Come in." He knew who was coming.

Prince Lu and Princess Lu walked in.

When Mo Qiqi saw them coming, she knew that her time with her son was coming to an end. She reluctantly picked up her son and kissed him on the cheek, letting her cheeks touch her son's.

Her son was babbling as if he was talking to her, as if he was comforting her.

Mo Qiqi's tears flowed uncontrollably.

Seeing this scene, Prince Lu could only stand aside and watch helplessly, not knowing what to say, but if he thought about it from his perspective, if it were his daughter who was fostered in someone else's home and separated from him, he would also be very reluctant to let her go. , very sad, so parents can understand the queen's mood, but there are always a lot of helplessness in life, so no matter how hard it is to let go, we can only give up temporarily. After all, it is for the good of the children.

Princess Lu handed the child to her husband, walked towards Mo Qiqi, and said gently: "My queen, don't worry, the separation from the little prince is only temporary. I believe you will be reunited soon and never be separated again, my wife." I will take good care of the little prince and never let him get hurt."

Jun Qianche patted his wife's shoulder to comfort him: "Qiqi, don't do this, Chen'er will be sad." He took the child out of Mo Qiqi's arms and took a deep look, feeling a lot of reluctance, but For the sake of the child's safety, no matter how much reluctance she felt, she had to endure it and handed the child to Princess Lu.

Princess Lu took the child and said, "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, I am taking the little prince out of the palace. Please rest assured, Your Majesty and Your Majesty, I will definitely take good care of the little prince. Your Majesty, don't be sad."

Mo Qiqi stood up and walked to Princess Lu, then looked at her son.

The son smiled at her.

Mo Qiqi tried her best to hold back her tears, smiled at her son, kissed him on the cheek, and said softly: "Chen'er, your father, the emperor, and your mother will take you back as soon as possible."

Jun Qianche walked up to her and put his arms around her shoulders, hugging her into his arms. Then he took out the red envelope that he had prepared at some point and put it into the child's hand. He said softly: "Chen'er, this is my father's birthday." The Queen Mother gives you the lucky money. I hope you will be healthy, happy and safe in the new year."

When Mo Qiqi saw this scene, she was moved to tears. When she hadn't seen her son before, she was still thinking that if her son was around, she would prepare red envelopes for him. But when she saw her son, she forgot everything. Fortunately, he still remembered .

"Your Majesty, when did you prepare it?" Mo Qiqi asked.

Jun Qianche looked at her dotingly and said, "Last night, according to custom, the New Year's money should be placed under the child's pillow during the Chinese New Year, so I put it for Chen'er last night."

Mo Qiqi was very touched. He was really attentive and attentive, even more caring than her, a mother.

Jun Qianche looked at Princess Lu and Prince Lu and said, "Thank you for your hard work."

"Don't worry, Your Majesty, the little prince will be fine." The couple bowed and left.

Mo Qiqi snuggled into Jun Qianche's arms and cried bitterly.

Jun Qianche's heart was severely torn. Looking at his leaving son and listening to the sad cry of his wife in his arms, he suddenly felt so useless and blamed himself: "Qiqi, I'm sorry! It's not me. OK."

Mo Qiqi shook her head, stopped crying, looked at him and said: "Your Majesty, don't blame yourself, I know you are doing it for your child's good. Although you can let the child stay with us, the danger is always there, even if No matter how careful we are, we may not be able to help him avoid danger every time, so his life outside the palace is good, at least it is safe. I just can't be with him, and I feel like I owe him a lot."

"Don't worry, it won't take long. I will definitely get rid of those who want to harm our child, and then give him a safe environment so that he can grow up healthily."

"Your Majesty, I believe you." Mo Qiqi tried her best to calm down her mood and stop her tears. She knew that Jun Qianche was just as reluctant to let go of her child as she was, and she felt a lot of reluctance to see her child leave, but the reality was cruel. For the sake of the child, he could only reluctantly part ways with her. He was already very bitter and tired, and he felt so sad again. Crying sadly will only make him feel more sad, so for him, I have to endure this sadness.

"Your Majesty, you haven't rested all night. Let's get some sleep! Today we are going to worship our ancestors, and all the ministers will attend. Later, the ministers and family members will watch the performance together, and there will be a palace banquet. We have another busy day, so let's get some sleep first and recuperate. Keep your spirits up!”

"I'm fine, but you, Queen, haven't slept all night, so you need more rest."

Mo Qiqi nodded: "Your Majesty, please sleep with me!" She held his arm and wanted to be willful on the first day of the new year. She didn't want to let him go to Yujing Palace. When he returned to Yujing Palace, he would definitely be busy again. Some political matters will not let you rest! So I have to leave him here and let him sleep with me. Although I can only sleep for a while, it is good for a while. "

Jun Qianche smiled, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll stay and sleep with the queen." He picked her up and walked towards the big bed.

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