Yan Jing only felt that a hand grabbed his heart and squeezed it tightly.
Lu Jingxiu knew how to swim, but allowed himself to drown. How desperate should he have been at that time
But in this way, some things that could not be explained before can be explained.
For example, Lu Jingxiu clearly knew that the original owner had put drugs that were harmful to him in his food and wanted to harm him, so why did he go to the original owner to confront him alone
He probably... just didn't want to live.
Yanjing had always felt very uncomfortable after knowing Lu Jingxiu's physical condition in the morning, that is, he didn't want to be seen by Lu Jingxiu, so he pretended to be nothing in front of Lu Jingxiu.
But now, he can't pretend like this.
Yan Jing came to Lu Jingxiu, and suddenly knelt down in front of the sofa and hugged Lu Jingxiu.
Lu Jingxiu was taken aback - what happened to Yan Jing
"Jingxiu, I really love you, you are more important than my life." Yan Jing whispered.
His voice was not loud, but it was extremely firm. Lu Jingxiu could hear it clearly and trembled slightly.
These days, Yanjing has taken care of him in various ways, but he has never said such love words. His body is filled with enthusiasm, the whole person is a little dizzy, and his heartbeat is even faster.
Even if it was false, he felt content.
"Jingxiu, you must not leave me." Yan Jing said.
Yan Jing originally planned to take it slowly. He took Lu Jingxiu around these days to play, see the world, and cultivate the relationship between the two little by little... But now, he couldn't help it.
He wanted to be with Lu Jingxiu soon, he was really afraid that something would happen to Lu Jingxiu.
He came to this world for Lu Jingxiu. If something happened to Lu Jingxiu, what would he do
Lu Jingxiu didn't speak, just looked at Yan Jingze who buried his head in his arms.
Yanjing's black hair that came out of his scalp became longer, and he didn't know why he didn't dye it again.
Well, his mind drifted a little further.
He is... At this moment, he doesn't know how to answer.
Of course he couldn't leave Yan Jingze, as long as Yan Jing would not leave him.
"I really love you, you know?" Yan Jing said again.
"I see." Lu Jingxiu finally said, his face getting hotter.
In front of the villa, a few gardeners are packing their tools, behind the villa, the person who cleans the swimming pool is doing the final finishing work, and in the kitchen, the nanny is cooking vegetables.
Although these people were far away and could not hear what he and Yan Jingze were saying, he still had the feeling that his feelings with Yan Jingze were being exposed in front of others.
In addition to being a little embarrassed, I also feel a little… cool.
"I can't live without you." Yan Jing said again.
Lu Jingxiu opened his mouth, he wanted to say "I know", but thought, would this be too perfunctory
Just thinking about it, Lu Jingxiu suddenly felt that Yan Jing let go of him a little, then grabbed his left hand and kissed him.
His left hand can't do many things, but it's still conscious.
He felt something soft touch his hand, it was Yan Jingze's lips.
Lu Jingxiu only felt his heart beating faster and faster, he frowned, and finally sighed: "I can't live without you."
Yan Jing suddenly raised his head and looked at Lu Jingxiu in disbelief.
There was still no expression on Lu Jingxiu's face, but his eyes looked extraordinarily gentle, and Yan Jing could even see deep emotions in these eyes.
He suddenly realized something - Lu Jingxiu likes him
Maybe not just like, Lu Jingxiu even loves him.
Ecstasy surged into his heart instantly, Yan Jing was about to say something when Lu Jingxiu pushed him away.
Lu Jingxiu's eyes became calm and restrained again, and he said with a sullen face, "It's time to eat."
Yan Jing stood up, only to realize that the nanny had walked out of the kitchen carrying the dishes. He smiled and said, "Yan Shao, it's time to eat... Yan Shao, why are your eyes so red?"
Yan Jing was in a turbulent mood just now, not to mention red eyes, tears actually flowed, all wiped on Lu Jingxiu's clothes...
Yan Jing said, "I'm fine, but when I went to the backyard just now, I got sand in my eyes."
"You have to be careful, Mr. Yan," the nanny said.
Lu Jingxiu gave Yan Jingze a puzzled look. He felt that Yan Jing was a little sad... But should this be an illusion
Yan Jing is fine, why are you sad
Just wondering, Lu Jingxiu saw Yan Jing looking at him with a smile, his eyes were full of himself, but he didn't look a little sad.
Yan Jing gave Lu Jingxiu some food: "Jingxiu, eat more."
"Yeah." Lu Jingxiu took Yan Jingze and ate it with his own dishes.
Yan Jing saw him eating seriously, and thought about what he had just realized, Lu Jingxiu liked him.
He didn't think much about it at first, but now the more he thinks about it, the more he thinks it's the case.
Lu Jingxiu really tolerated him. Lu Jingxiu probably liked him a long time ago, not what he thought before. Lu Jingxiu was with him just to piss off Lu Ruiqun.
If Lu Jingxiu doesn't like him... A person like him who probably doesn't want to live much, does he need to tolerate him so much, just to get angry with Lu Ruiqun
Lu Jingxiu really wanted to deal with Lu Ruiqun, but there was a way!
Therefore, Lu Jingxiu likes him.
Realizing this, Yan Jing felt even more uncomfortable.
Since he crossed over, Lu Jingxiu has always been very kind to him. For example, at the beginning, he always worried that Lu Jingxiu would drive him out of the Lu family, but Lu Jingxiu never chased him away.
Even Lu Jingxiu didn't say anything harsh to him, not even "get out".
He and Lu Jingxiu had only known each other for a few days, and they rubbed against Lu Jingxiu's bed, but Lu Jingxiu was not angry.
Lu Jingxiu already liked him? Even... like the original owner
If he didn't wear it... Being questioned by the person he liked, drugged by the person he liked, and finally pushed into the pool by the person he liked, how painful would Lu Jingxiu be
Yan Jing thought of this, and he had no appetite to eat.
"What's wrong with you?" Lu Jingxiu felt that something was wrong with Yan Jing.
Yan Jing smiled and said, "I'm just too excited!"
After he finished speaking, he took a big mouthful.
In fact, he should be happy.
Lu Jingxiu likes him!
He is not the original owner, so all that will never happen, he will make Lu Jingxiu happy!
Thinking of this, Yan Jing is not so uncomfortable.
It was getting dark, and the people who cleaned the pool had finished their work and left.
Yan Jing looked at Lu Jingxiu opposite, grabbed the dish that Lu Jingxiu had just picked up with chopsticks, and ate it quickly.
Lu Jingxiu looked at Yan Jingze in confusion.
Yan Jing smiled and put the same dish to Lu Jingxiu's mouth: "Indirect kissing to find out."
Lu Jingxiu: "..."
Lu Jingxiu sat up straight and glanced around for a week, and found that the nanny was busy closing the window, while his life assistant was eating in the kitchen...
He ate the food in one bite.
Yan Jing is really boring! But he is not easy to refuse, he can only pet.
Lu Jingxiu thought that Yanjing would stop next, but he did not expect Yanjing to do something more boring - Yanjing stretched out a leg and hooked his leg under the dining table.
Lu Jingxiu went to see the nanny again.
The babysitter was still busy closing the windows and still didn't notice them.
Lu Jingxiu breathed a sigh of relief, and glared at Yan Jingze: "Don't fool around!" Their table was not covered with a thick tablecloth, and when they looked over, they could see the situation under the table!
Although he was stared at, Yan Jing felt that Lu Jingxiu was not angry.
So he simply took off his shoes and rubbed Lu Jingxiu's leg again.
Lu Jingxiu noticed that the nanny closed the window, pulled the curtains, and went back to the kitchen... He glared at Yan Jingze again and ignored Yan Jingze.
Young people are very enthusiastic, and it is not easy for him to attack his enthusiasm. What should he do if he is not enthusiastic if he is attacked too much
Yan Jing's heart was sour, but he couldn't help but laugh.
Although he was bold with Lu Jingxiu before, he never dared to be so bold. Now that he saw Lu Jingxiu's reaction, he realized that he had missed a lot.
Maybe he could have been more daring.
After eating, Lu Jingxiu stood up: "I'm going upstairs."
The meal he ate... he felt uneasy.
When he was confessed before the meal, he also said what was equivalent to a confession, but Yan Jing even teased him when he was eating.
Lu Jingxiu walked upstairs with a cane.
As a result, as soon as he reached the stairs, Yan Jing followed, and it was okay to follow, but Yan Jing actually picked him up and walked upstairs with him.
Lu Jingxiu: "!!!"
Lu Jingxiu never thought that at such a great age, he would still be picked up and his feet vacated one day.
He subconsciously hugged Yan Jingze's neck, and then saw the high stairs.
It was inexplicably frightening and made him worry that he would fall down the stairs.
Of course, he didn't fall, but Yan Jing hugged him and went upstairs quickly.
When he got upstairs, Yanjing still didn't let him go, he kept holding him to the door of his room, and finally put him down.
Lu Jingxiu finally stood up, frowned and looked at Yan Jingze: "Nonsense! What should I do if I fall?"
In that case, he really wanted to fall, but he didn't fall alone, and Yan Jing might have to roll down the stairs!
"It won't fall." Yan Jing laughed. The original owner attached great importance to his body and so on. He had been exercising all the time, and he was very strong.
Speaking of which, he wanted to hug Lu Jingxiu for a long time, but he didn't dare because he was afraid that Lu Jingxiu would get angry, but now it is different.
He is now fearless!
Lu Jingxiu said, "Don't do this kind of thing in the future!"
Yan Jing smiled and did not speak or agree, obviously just wanting to continue.
Lu Jingxiu especially wanted to go up with a cane.
But this is the little wolf dog he likes. If it is broken, it will be gone... After all, Lu Jingxiu held back, and went to open the door with a sullen face.
As a result, he was opening the door when Yan Jing came over and kissed him on the face.
In order to open the door, Lu Jingxiu had put his stick beside him, but now one of them almost fell, he hurriedly stood up, and then was picked up by Yan Jingze.
Lu Jingxiu: "..."
He finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed Yan Jingze's ear, and twisted it hard.
Yan Jing laughed, and after putting down Lu Jingxiu, he took off his clothes and shoes for Lu Jingxiu, and put the person on the bed: "I'll give you a massage."
Lu Jingxiu was lying on the bed, his pale face was completely red, he looked at Yan Jingze angrily, his eyes seemed to breathe fire, but obviously, Yan Jing didn't care.
Lu Jingxiu could only lie there helplessly.
He wanted to ask before, why Yan Jing cried before eating, and why he was sad when eating, but now, he has no time to think about it.
He still... enjoy the little wolf dog's service.
Yan Jing stopped thinking about those unhappy things, and now Lu Jingxiu is still alive and kicking in his arms!
And Lu Jingxiu can swim, which is a good thing! In the future, he won't have to worry about Lu Jingxiu's accident in the swimming pool.
Yanjing put Lu Jingxiu's leg on his own, and was about to rub Lu Jingxiu essential oil.
However, at this moment, Lu Jingxiu suddenly remembered something: "Wait, I haven't showered yet."
Yan Jingze: "..." He forgot about it...
Yan Jing looked at Lu Jingxiu: "Wash together?"
"Get out!" Lu Jingxiu was ashamed and annoyed, and threw Yan Jing out.
In fact, his strength could not drive away Yan Jingze.
Yan Jing also felt that he was not good for such a beast, so he left.
He was smiling when he went out, but as soon as he left the door, his face became ugly.
After returning to his room, entering the bathroom, and letting the water from the nozzle pour on his face, Yan Jing felt a little better.
After taking a shower, he went to Lu Jingxiu's room again.
Lu Jingxiu came out of the bathroom after a while, the scent of shower gel all over his body.
"Jingxiu, you are really fragrant." Yan Jing said.
Lu Jingxiu frowned: "Can't you be serious?!" Yanjing had been fine before, what's going on today
Yanjing suddenly confessed that it actually made him a little uneasy. He always felt that things shouldn't be so good, but the things he did following Yanjing were particularly unreliable, which made him have no time to tangle.
Even when he was taking a shower just now, he only thought about what to do if Yanjing wanted to do something, but he didn't have time to think about whether Yanjing really liked him.
"No." Yan Jing said.
Lu Jingxiu was lying on the bed, not wanting to talk to Yan Jingze anymore.
Yan Jing laughed again, sat beside Lu Jingxiu, and massaged Lu Jingxiu's hands and feet.
He used to give Lu Jingxiu a massage, but he had always been very disciplined, but today it's not so disciplined.
Lu Jingxiu silently pulled the quilt over his body. Although he was disabled, he was also a normal man. Yanjing continued like this...
After thinking about it, Lu Jingxiu finally decided to pretend to be asleep.
He had a lot of insomnia, but he couldn't do anything else, but he was already very good at pretending to be asleep. In fact, most of the time a few days ago, he pretended to be asleep first, and then waited for Yanjing to fall asleep.
Although Yanjing was by his side, he could always fall asleep, but at most he could only sleep for four or five hours a night.
Yan Jing was massaging and found that Lu Jingxiu fell asleep.
Before, every day was like this.
He pressed it for a while, got off the bed lightly, went into the bathroom to wash and use the toilet, hugged his quilt again, and lay down beside Lu Jingxiu.
He used to fall asleep quickly, but today he has a lot of things on his mind, so he can't fall asleep for a while, so he closes his eyes and pretends to be asleep.
His memory is very good. After wearing it, he remembered everything about getting along with Lu Jingxiu. At this time, when he slowly recalled, he noticed a lot of things that he hadn't noticed before.
Lu Jingxiu looked gloomy, but in fact, he was really cute.
Yan Jing recalled the memories, his heart became hot, his body also became hot, and he couldn't sleep.
If it goes on like this, he won't want to sleep all night. Should he go to the bathroom to solve it
Just thinking about it, Yan Jing suddenly felt the people around him move.
Lu Jingxiu hasn't slept yet
Of course Lu Jingxiu didn't sleep. Today, he was officially confessed. He was too excited. Where did he fall asleep
After closing his eyes, he thought about it a lot, and finally decided to think about nothing.
Whether Yanjing really likes him or fake likes him, that's it, he just accepts it well.
He is just a crippled old man, and with Yan Jingze, he will never suffer.
Thinking like this, Lu Jingxiu wanted to fall asleep, but couldn't fall asleep for a while.
After thinking for a moment, Lu Jingxiu took La Yanjingze's hand.
Yan Jing didn't know what Lu Jingxiu wanted to do, but finally chose to continue pretending to sleep.
Then, he felt Lu Jingxiu move over and lie down under his armpit.
Yan Jingze: "…"
In the past few days, when he woke up in the morning, he often hugged Lu Jingxiu in his arms. No matter how bad it was, Lu Jingxiu would be next to him.
He always felt that he was the one who hugged people, and there were two times when he did consciously hug people.
But now, the facts told him that it wasn't necessarily that he hugged the person, it could also be that Lu Jingxiu took the initiative to embrace him.
Yan Jing couldn't be too happy, and wished he could lean over and give Lu Jingxiu a good kiss.
But just as he thought so, he remembered something Lu Ruiqun had said. His heart sank again, and all his charming thoughts were gone.
Lu Ruiqun said that Lu Jingxiu had insomnia all year round, and often stayed up all night, so his spirit was very poor, and he was in a bad mood because of it.
Yan Jing didn't see revenge on the society or something, but the matter of insomnia should be true.
Yan Jing suddenly realized that what he thought before that Lu Jingxiu slept earlier than him and woke up later than him was false.
Lu Jingxiu may not have slept well at all.
Yan Jing felt that his eyes were a little sore again.
At the same time, he also remembered something.
The morning he woke up in the same bed with Lu Jingxiu for the first time, Lu Jingxiu was not happy.
He didn't want to understand why Lu Jingxiu was unhappy before, but now he suddenly understood.
At that time, Lu Jingxiu might not have fallen asleep at all, he was pretending to be asleep, and then the person he liked suddenly came over...
Lu Jingxiu probably thought he was going to kiss him, but he didn't.
He sniffed his armpits.
Yan Jingze: "…"
How stupid was his behavior at that time
His Sleeping Beauty was waiting for him to kiss and he sniffed his armpits
Yan Jing felt that he was too sorry for Lu Jingxiu.
Tomorrow morning, he must make it up, he must not disappoint Lu Jingxiu!
Thinking like this, Yan Jing was dazed and fell asleep.
The next morning, he woke up on time.
Lu Jingxiu's head was not resting on his arm, but lay under his arm, his whole body still shrunk into a ball.
This is a very insecure posture, but looking at it, Lu Jingxiu seems to be sleeping well.
In the past, at times like this, he would often get up quietly, go downstairs to do some exercise, and then open the curtains, so that Lu Jingxiu could have a bright morning.
But now... Yan Jing leaned over and kissed Lu Jingxiu.
As soon as he finished kissing, he felt Lu Jingxiu's eyelashes tremble.
Lu Jingxiu was really awake...
And Lu Jingxiu wasn't angry, and didn't even "wake up". Does this mean... Lu Jingxiu still wants him to continue kissing
Yan Jing thought so, and kissed a few more times.
Lu Jingxiu: "..."
Yan Jingze's lips fell on his face and forehead, which made his whole body burn, and Yan Jingze kissed endlessly...
Lu Jingxiu felt that normal people should be woken up. He moved, opened his eyes as if he had just woken up, and looked at Yan Jingze darkly: "What are you doing?"
Lu Jingxiu frowned, looking a bit fierce, but Yan Jing was not frightened at all, he smiled and kissed Lu Jingxiu's forehead: "Kiss you."
Lu Jingxiu: "..."
Yan Jing kissed his brow again: "Don't frown, what if there are wrinkles in the future?"
Lu Jingxiu: "..." He subconsciously loosened his brows and looked at Yan Jingze blankly.
Yan Jing kissed him on the mouth again: "It's good for you to be expressionless like this, and you won't have wrinkles."
Lu Jingxiu pushed Yan Jingze away, his face flushed: "It's time to get up!"
Although he really wanted Yan Jing Ze to continue kissing him like this, he really felt that this was progressing too fast.
And... his heart skipped a beat after he hadn't slept for a long, long time before.
Yan Jing was pushed away and moved closer: "Jingxiu, I love you, I really love you very much, you are the person I love the most in this world."
Lu Jingxiu like this really made him feel like he missed 10 billion.
If I had known it earlier... He should have gone to kiss Lu Jingxiu every day a few days ago!
How many kisses has he lost? How much precious time did he waste with Lu Jingxiu
Although Yan Jing hadn't washed his face and his hair was messed up because he slept all night, Lu Jingxiu still thought he was very good-looking.
At this time, Yan Jing confessed and felt even more happy.
He was at a loss, his left hand trembled slightly, he didn't know how to respond, and finally said with a cold face: "Well."
"Do you love me?" Yan Jing asked with a smile.
Lu Jingxiu didn't speak. He was not used to saying whether he loved or not. No, it should be said that he had never said "love" to anyone before.
"Uncle Lu, I've said several times that I love you. If you don't tell me, I'll be sad." Yan Jing leaned over and looked at Lu Jingxiu eagerly: "I love you so much."
When Lu Jingxiu heard that Yanjing was called "Uncle Lu", he felt a burst of shame, but also some inexplicable joy.
Yan Jingze's lethality is really too great, he can't refuse such a Yan Jingze at all.
Well, there is nothing to refuse.
Lu Jingxiu looked at Yan Jingze and said seriously, "I love you too."