Chi Huan's brain shook slightly.
Yes, that's probably true. He was just a bodyguard at the beginning, and she thought it didn't matter. But now she is becoming more and more dissatisfied. Even she doesn't know whether it's because she has lost too much or because she wants something. More.
Chi Huan looked at his handsome face, half-dark in the still light of the desk lamp, looking at her deeply and calmly.
Her heartstrings moved slightly, her fingers suddenly curled up, and then she clenched them tightly. She looked into his deep and dark eyes, and said with a slightly tense voice, "I...maybe...fall in love with you."
Saying these words, she felt as if she had taken off her armor for many years, leaving only her most primitive weakness, waiting for his judgment.
The silence was actually very short, but Chi Huan felt like it was as long as a century.
And these few seconds of silence made her heart sink endlessly.
She lowered her head.
The next second, the man raised her chin and asked in a low voice, "Why?"
When she raised her eyes again, there were tears for no reason in her eyes, and she repeated his words blankly, "Why?"
Why does such a question exist
His voice became lower and gentler, "Because I showed up today when you were being bullied, Chi Huan, that was just an illusion, not love."
The tears in her eyes welled up immediately.
She didn't even know where her stubbornness came from, "I just fell in love with you."? If he didn't accept it, he wouldn't accept it. Why should he say that her love was just an illusion.
Mo Shiqian lowered his head and pressed his forehead against hers. He said in a low, gentle and almost seductive voice, "This is just an instinctive vanity and touch. They are twisted together to make you fall in love." My misunderstanding, what you love is not me as a person, but just the feeling at that moment, huh?"
Chi Huan's eyes were red, she held back her tears and repeated, "I just love you."
"Chi Huan."
"You don't want to marry me, why don't you want my love?"
The man wiped her tears with his fingers, slowly, meticulously and gently. The only thing that made people sad was that he was too calm, and even the tone of his voice was, "I can give you everything I can give you, but I may not be able to give it to you." Yours, I don’t want to lie to you, Chi Huan, I told you, love has no value except bringing negative things."
Chi Huan didn't want to continue crying, but when he closed his eyes, the tears fell even more.
"Like now?"
She couldn't control her emotions. She was famous on the set for shedding tears at the drop of a hat and holding them back at the drop of a hat. But in front of him, this wasn't the first time she cried uncontrollably.
This is indeed a rather negative existence.
Mo Shiqian frowned, looked at her tears, lowered his head and kissed her one by one, and then sighed softly, "Good boy, stop crying. Let's not talk about marriage for now, okay?"
"No," it was already revealed. She couldn't pretend that she hadn't noticed it, let alone that it hadn't happened. "You're right, love will bring a lot of negative things, so I'm very sad now, so I I disliked Ji Yu very much when I saw her, so I knew that you were jealous and angry after eating her lunch for a month, so Mr. Bai told me that you could obviously help me but you saw me being criticized by thousands of people, and I felt that you were cold, heartless and annoying. Damn it, if I didn't love you, I might think you're nice, and I wouldn't always want to lose my temper."
He said love was negative and she couldn't argue with that.
She could have been beautiful, proud, and dashing.
But now, he is weak, irritable, unreasonable, and jealous.
Negative or not, they are all negative.
"But I still love you, and I can't bear to leave you even if I find you annoying."
Mo Shiqian looked down at her and said nothing for a while. Only the thin cracks in his pupils showed that he was not without fluctuations.
Chi Huan looked at him, but he didn't speak.
Finally, when all her tears were gone and her sobbing had completely stopped, she bit her lip, lowered her head and said, "I'll go back and take off my makeup and take a shower."
Her makeup must have been messed up, I don't know how ugly it is now.
She got off him, and he let go, and whispered in a hoarse voice, "Yeah, okay."
She was sad and very lost. She didn't step on the high heels properly and tilted them to the side. Fortunately, Mo Shiqian had quick eyes and quick hands and quickly stood up and put his arms around her waist.
Chi Huan held his arm and stood up straight. He wanted to take two steps back and turn around, but the next second he was hugged by the man. He still said in a low voice, "I will carry you back." Chi Huan originally said He wanted to refuse, but still pursed his lips and said nothing.
She didn't know what would happen between them after saying these words, but she intuitively didn't want to fall into a cold war.
Mo Shiqian carried her back to the bedroom without saying a word, put her on the bed, leaned over and took off her high heels for her, then straightened up and said, "I'll put the water in for you, and you get the clothes."
"good."
Chi Huan sulked and took out a nightgown. When he went in, he happened to meet a man coming out of it after draining the water.
He raised his hand and touched her head, and whispered in a normal tone, "I'll go to the study to handle some things. You can go to bed early after taking a shower."
Chi Huan raised her head to look at his face, but his expression was as usual and there was nothing unusual about it, so she just said a nice word again.
She walked towards the bathroom, closed the door behind her back, and soon heard the man's movements.
After standing for a while, she took off all her clothes, got into the bathtub naked, and lay down in the warm water. She just had no intention of enjoying it and was lost in thought while leaning on the bathtub.
[This is just a kind of instinctive vanity and touching, twisted together to make you have the illusion of falling in love with me. What you love is not me as a person, but just the feeling at that moment.]
Thinking of these words, she felt a little sad, but at the same time she was a little confused.
Yeah
He was right, his appearance today did make her feel vain and touched, but...
She didn't think she was delusional at that moment.
That moment was about...definitely.
She had never thought of saying it like this, and there was nothing wrong with maintaining the status quo. Maybe with a little more time, their feelings would be deeper, because they hadn't been together for long.
Maybe it was because he said he was getting married today... that gave her an unknown impulse.
After all, getting married is a very cautious matter.
Chi Huan was not in the mood to take a bath, so he dried himself off and came out not long after taking a bath.
She was not in the mood to do anything else, not even to chat with Youran. The screen of her mobile phone lit up with Pei Yi greeting her on WeChat, but she only glanced at it without replying.
He just lay there in a daze until ten o'clock. At this time, even if he didn't sleep, he would go back to the bedroom to take a shower.
It wasn't until he vaguely heard the sound of the car engine that Chi Huan sat up from his bed in vain.
Is he going out