But she said she loved him, but she couldn't do anything for him, and she even kept accepting his efforts.
This is actually very frustrating, even more frustrating than when he was constantly rejected by Mo Xigu when he pursued her.
What Song Shu told her made her suddenly realize that she was with him. Once he faced Mo Xigu's choice one day, she would have no confidence, even less confidence than Su Yabing did at the beginning.
Because at least Mo Xigu loved Su Yabing deeply back then.
And she doesn't even have love.
If that day really comes, how can she have the shamelessness to stay by his side—
He is willing to have her, but will not abandon her
That's too ridiculous, and it seems too pitiful.
The man pinched her chin accurately in the darkness, his voice seemed particularly low in the darkness, and he chuckled, "Chi Huan, you prefer a man to be with you because you can help him, or you can give him something. What? Do you think this reason makes you feel more at ease?"
"I… "
"As for sacrifice," he smiled lowly, "in your mind, I am an inhumane moral model, huh? No selfishness, no desire, noble and stalwart?"
Chi Huan thought for a while and said honestly, "Absolutely."
"Is this who you love me?"
"I don't know..." After a pause, she changed her tone again, "I don't seem to like it."
I don’t know that four words originally made a dark thought well up in the man’s heart, but five words that he didn’t like directly made his mood drop, and his tone also changed, “Don’t like it? "
She doesn't like him anymore
Chi Huan pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "Most of the time, you are like a customized robot husband. You are perfect in every aspect, and you can handle things without problems, but... there is a species difference between humans and robots. I Sometimes I feel like I am performing a one-man show to amuse myself.”
The reason why I say most of the time is because occasionally he loses his temper, which makes her feel incredible but real.
In the night, Mo Shiqian squinted his eyes and said nothing.
After a long while, he said calmly, "Is there more, huh?"
Chi Huan turned his face, buried half of his face into the pillow, closed his eyes, and whispered in a slightly tight voice, "Think about it carefully... To be fair, you have many better choices than me, although once You took me forcibly at first, but what you did for me was enough to offset it... And I don’t blame you now."
After a while, she continued to smile lightly, "Even if a man and a woman love each other deeply in this world, no one can guarantee that they will last forever, let alone us... Maybe you will feel that it is not worth it and regret it in the future... "
When she finished speaking, the bedroom became quiet again.
There was silence for five seconds before a man's voice came out, "Are you done?"
Chi Huan was startled, "...hmm."
The man turned over and covered her body, bowed his head and kissed her deeply, followed by only three simple words to explain, "Then do it."
Chi Huan immediately became angry. After she said so much, his response to her was to do it
"I don't want it, I want to sleep."
He kissed along her mandible and said hoarsely, "I see you have insomnia and can't sleep."
She turned her face away and avoided his kiss, "No, I'm very tired and I don't want to do it."
Under the quilt, the man's hot hardness was pressing against her, and his warm breath was all spraying on her skin. His voice was hoarse and hoarse, "But it's hard and it's uncomfortable."
Chi Huan only felt that her hearing, smell, and even taste were all wrapped up in the man, and his breath was everywhere, bewitching all her nerves.
She bit her lip hard, "No... Mo Shiqian, I didn't sleep all night last night. I've been tired all afternoon today. I want to rest."
The man didn't say anything, and responded directly to her with action—
He forcefully and brutally spread her legs and entered her.
This sudden intrusion made her tense up and even her pupils dilated several times.
She gritted her teeth in annoyance, but she could do nothing about him.
"Mo Shiqian..."
The man bent down and kissed her ear, smiling lowly, "Usually when you are tired, I am considerate of you. It seems that I am too considerate of you. You will directly underestimate my desire for you. I can't bear it, but you may not be able to do it either." What a joy, why bother, eh?”
The senses seem to be amplified in the dark, especially the man's breathy and sexy voice, which seems to have an aphrodisiac effect.
The unrestrained movements made Chi Huan scream several times, but she could only hold on to his nightgown tightly, otherwise she felt that she would drown in it at any time.
The ups and downs of lust cannot be controlled.
When the love was so deep, she couldn't even tell whether it was happiness or pain.
Finally, when the extreme sensory stimulation gradually dissipated, she let go of his nightgown that she had been holding in her hands, and vaguely heard the man's deep and hoarse voice whispering against her ear, "Huanhuan, let's get married. "
… …
marry.
The next morning, before she opened her eyes, these words suddenly rang in her mind, and she sat up suddenly.
She didn't get up too late, but the man had already gone to work.
Chi Huan's long, seaweed-like hair was spread messily around her shoulders. She tilted her head and looked out the window with squinted eyes.
Outside the window is the warm winter sun. Although the heat is insufficient, looking at the bright light can still bring a good mood to people inexplicably.
Last night was the second time he told her about marriage.
Although his attitude was far from decisive, there was a vague air of strength.
Every time she had doubts and was confused, he would immediately show her his determination.
She raised her jade-like arms and slowly combed her long hair with her fingers.
Wash and change clothes, then go downstairs to eat.
Mother Li is always kind and enthusiastic, "Miss Chi, these are the xiaolongbao that my husband specially ordered me to buy for you. They taste good... and I also warmed a small bowl of porridge to nourish your body."
She curled her lips and smiled, "Okay, thank you, Ma Li."
The xiaolongbao was well made and the porridge tasted good. When eaten together, Chi Huan was very satisfied -
I had no appetite all day yesterday, as if I had been hungry all day.
He was about to call An Ke and ask her to come and take her to the company. As soon as he took out his mobile phone and didn't make a call, the caller ID lit up first.
Another number without notes.
Chi Huan frowned, but still answered, "Hello, who's there?"
The voice on the other end was that of a young man, "Hello, Miss Chi, I am Mr. Mo's secretary."
Mo Shiqian's secretary
"Oh, do you have a problem with me?"
"It's like this. Mr. Mo went to a meeting. Before the meeting, he asked me to buy two air tickets... I don't have your ID information here, so I wanted to ask you if it's convenient for you to provide it."
"Ticket? Where to go?"