Chi Huan bit his lip, then said lukewarmly, "If you want to play, of course Tang Yueze is the right one. Mo Xigu blocked the knife for me. It would be too heartless for me to provoke him again, unless I plan to really spend the rest of my life with him. "
Mo Shiqian frowned.
Are you going to really spend the rest of your life with him
Without saying a word, he leaned over and hugged her.
Chi Huan naturally struggled, "Mo Shiqian, you don't understand what I'm saying, do you?"
He was strong and held her tightly, not allowing her to break away at all. He said in a deep voice in her ear, "If he blocks a knife for you, will you completely forget about his affair the day before the wedding?"
"I haven't forgotten."
"Then you still want to spend the rest of your life with him?"
Chi Huan said calmly, "If he is like that and you are like that, then I think all men are probably like that. In this case, I might as well find him. After all, he is willing to defend me. Besides, he only married me at that time. Marriage, no emotion, loyalty for the sake of loyalty, not many people can do it, so it's not surprising."
Mo Shiqian's wrinkles became tighter every day.
Although he had known that she had changed her mind about Moxxi after being at Larry's house before, and the fact that he got hurt trying to save her later made her fall in love even more, he still couldn't tell that he was gloomy when he heard her say it in person.
Without him, she would choose to be with Mo Xigu.
This is understandable. In this era, no one will stay with someone for a lifetime. No matter how deep the love is, it will still love you over time.
What's more, no one knows whether this love is deep or shallow.
But... she is still with him and is even preparing to get married. Has she already thought about the next man she will choose after breaking up with him
If it hadn't been for darkness, Chi Huan might have been able to see the cold light in his eyes.
Chi Huan felt the arms around her waist getting tighter and tighter, so tight that the bones in her waist hurt. She couldn't help but cry out, "Mo Shiqian, you hurt me."
After a few seconds, his arms relaxed and he let out a hoarse hum.
Then, the man pulled her deeper into his embrace.
Chi Huan struggled a few more times, but when she was not strong enough, he looked indifferent. Finally, she simply gave up and was too lazy to pay attention to him anymore. She closed her eyes and went to sleep.
… …
"ah… "
A scream escaped from her throat, and then Chi Huan suddenly sat up from the recliner. Just as she was in shock, a nightmare-like feeling of suffocation lingered around her body, and the cold sweat all over her body almost soaked her clothes.
She gasped for air, trying to understand the environment in front of her.
"Miss Chi."
Chi Huan stroked her sweaty forehead, and her eyes slowly regained focus. She turned her head to look in the direction of the voice, which was the psychiatrist in a white coat.
Her hands unconsciously clenched into fists, and her nails even dug into her palms. Her voice was extremely cold, "You hypnotized me and made me dream about those things. Do you think I don't remember them clearly enough?"
As she spoke, she stood up, picked up the coat next to her and turned around to go out.
The doctor looked at her overreaction and tried to explain to her, "I just think that since you don't have any resentment or even feelings for your parents now, it's better to be personally involved in the scene back then..."
She interrupted coldly, "That's enough."
"A large part of the reason why you were so traumatized in the first place was because you were young and had a weak ability to accept..."
Chi Huan closed his eyes and interrupted him again, "That's enough for today. I'm very tired and don't want to hear anymore."
The doctor looked at her helplessly, "Ms. Chi... With all due respect, your mental state has not been very good recently. You are under too much pressure and are very anxious. Of course, this is normal. Many people have fear before marriage... Do you want to talk to me? Let’s talk about this?”
Chi Huan stroked her forehead continuously or combed her long hair back repeatedly. She said calmly, "No matter how much we talk, we can't solve the problem... There is nothing to talk about. I just want to cure this."
After all, she was getting married, and the longer it took, the more scared she became.
The problem between her and Mo Shiqian cannot be solved psychologically.
"I'll come again next time."
Chi Huan put on his coat, picked up his bag and walked out of the office.
An Ke was waiting for her outside. As soon as the door opened, he saw her pale face and asked worriedly, "Miss Chi, what's wrong with you?"
"It's nothing, go back."
She said it was nothing, but her hand still unconsciously put on An Ke's arm, as if she wanted to support her so that she could stand steady.
in the car.
Chi Huan sat in the back seat and dialed Mo Shiqian's number on his mobile phone.
He should be at work at this time, and she usually wouldn't call him during working hours.
The call was quickly answered.
The man's voice was low and deep, "Huanhuan, is something wrong?"
Chi Huan sniffed and said, "Shall we have lunch together? I'll go find you."
The other end was quiet for a moment, "Do you have a problem with me?"
His voice was gentle, but no matter how gentle it was, it could not hide the rejection contained in his words.
"Don't you have time?"
"Yeah, I've made an appointment."
Chi Huan didn't speak for a while, "I understand."
The man whispered, "Is there something you want to tell me?"
"No, just keep busy. Goodbye."
After that, without waiting for his reply, he hung up the phone.
Throwing the phone back into her bag, she looked sideways at the changing scenery outside the window in a daze.
I was indescribably fragile at first, so I wanted to call him to talk for a while, or meet in person... because I suddenly missed him.
Now I just feel a little strange. The mood that should have been aggrieved is actually so calm that I don't have any thoughts.
… …
When Mo Shiqian came back in the evening, Chi Huan was sitting in the dining room reading a book. Looking at the man pushing the door open, she suddenly heard what Youran had said to her before -
Her fingers that were turning the book paused, and she raised her eyes to look at the man who was about to get the clothes, and stopped her, "Mo Shiqian."
The man who was pushing the cabinet stopped and turned to look at her, "Huh?"
She looked straight at him, "Come here."
He narrowed his eyes slightly, but lowered his arms, turned around and walked towards her. He didn't stop until he reached the bed and looked down at her face, "What's the matter?"
He should have taken off his suit or coat as usual when he entered the living room, leaving only a simple shirt on him.
Her eyes didn't move, she just pulled her lips and said, "Take off your clothes."
"Undress?"
"Yes, take off your clothes."
"Huanhuan..."
"Do I usually ask you to take off your clothes
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