He thought something had happened to her and he failed to protect her.
Apart from this, Mo Shiqian didn't think of any other reasons.
For example, when the wedding comes, she doesn’t want to marry him.
Even if someone told him that, he would just kick them away.
She was in his arms and didn't speak for a long time, as if she was really just an illusion.
I don't know how much time passed, but Mo Shiqian couldn't wait to loosen the strength of his arm that was strangling her to the bone, and slowly let go of his embrace.
He lifted her chin with his fingers, stared at her with his deep, dark eyes, and said again in a deep and hoarse voice, "Chi Huan, I'm waiting for you to explain to me."
Chi Huan narrowed his eyes and tightened his pupils, because when he saw that he had been cut when he crushed the porcelain cup and had not been treated, and his fingers that had been soaked in water and looked bloody, it felt like a needle had been stabbed in his heart.
"I'm sorry," she said, "after putting on the wedding dress, I suddenly didn't have the courage to marry you."
This sentence is not a lie.
She had indeed lost the courage to marry him. Perhaps since Lawrence appeared, this courage had never been enough and she was just holding on for love.
Mo Shiqian was slightly shocked, and then his whole body stiffened.
She lowered her head and he looked down at her.
This whole day was the first time in his life that he felt what it felt like to be on the verge of a breakdown of his emotions and calmness.
He even tried to think about... what it would be like to lose her.
But after much deliberation, I couldn't get the result.
So he knew that he simply couldn't lose her.
Then, he became calmer and more sober, and the more suppressed and crazy he became.
"You disappear for a day," Hanfeng's voice was overwhelmed by the man's slow and cold voice, "You don't leave a word, you don't answer a phone call, no matter whether I am worried or not, no matter how worried I am, and no matter who. What will others say if a wedding that everyone knows is suddenly cancelled, because after putting on the wedding dress, you suddenly don’t want to marry me?”
Mu Xi told her that something happened at Ning Youran's family, and he wondered if her disappearance was related to the Ning family.
So he went to Ning's house specially.
Ning Youran's father was in a small car accident, but he only bruised his leg. A plaster and lying in the hospital for a few months was enough. It was only when the nurse called that there was a car accident that Ning Youran rushed there in a hurry. Got to the hospital.
"sorry."
She always lowered her head, and the light was so dim.
Mo Shiqian couldn't see her face clearly, nor could he see the look in her eyes.
He couldn't see her heart clearly either.
sorry
These three words made circles in the man's mind, and then brought out a deep sneer.
A smile burst from his throat and gradually deepened, "Chi Huan, do you think I am a fool, huh?"
She said nothing.
Silence can sometimes irritate a person more than an argument.
Mo Shiqian straightened his body and leaned down again, holding her chin heavily with one hand. The distance was very close, and his hot breath sprayed on her skin, but his voice was extremely cold, every word and every punctuation mark was missing. As if spilling from the throat, "I ask you again, answer me, why did you disappear?"
His hand was so strong that it hurt her bones.
She tugged at her lips, and her voice was blurry and not so clear, "right..."
The man's voice was even more terrifying in the cold wind, "Try saying you're sorry one more time!"
Her face was fixed by his fingers, unable to move, and she could only look at his face and eyes as if forced.
His eyes, as deep as the dark sea, seemed to have blown up a whirlwind, trying to tear everything in sight into pieces. His breathing became heavier and heavier every now and then.
"Chi Huan..."
He called her name like someone biting her.
"I don't want to do this either..." She said slowly, "I thought about it for a long time today, remembering my wedding with Mo Xigu... In fact, maybe even if he didn't cheat on Su Yabing and sleep with Su Yabing, or we didn't have a relationship, I would I will still cancel the wedding, maybe that’s just me, I have to wait until marriage is imminent before I know what my feelings are like.”
how is it like
What are her feelings like
Don't you love him
Really love
"Last time, you promised to pick me up and reconcile with me at the airport, but you didn't come in the end. I asked someone to find you, and you were sleeping at home..." He stared at her frowning expression in pain, "It was also because... you suddenly regretted it. Already?"
Chi Huan's eyelashes trembled slightly.
Lawrence really did a lot of foreshadowing.
In other words, everything before the wedding is just preparation.
It caused cracks in their original feelings and trust.
Those cracks were not enough to separate them. He still loved her and had hesitations, but he still chose to believe her.
But it is no longer invincible, but there are gaps that can be exploited.
He even knew Mo Shiqian and her.
Chi Huan closed her eyes. She hadn't eaten or drank a drop of water all day. Her voice was dry, "I planned to go that day... But I regretted it halfway, so I went home. I originally thought, If you choose to break up with me in a fit of anger, forget it, but you still want to be with me... Now that the problem with the Lawrence family has been resolved, I think it's okay to continue to be together."
To her, he just... is it okay to be together
Mo Shiqian looked at her face, an unprecedented violence and desire for destruction surged in his heart, and he wanted to crush her in the palm of his hand.
But he held her chin, lowered his head and kissed her.
"Well… "
The woman's dry, white lips were licked and bitten by the man.
She didn't move.
She accepted his sex like a puppet, and seemed to feel no pain.
I thought she would struggle, but she was so compliant that she didn't seem to have any reaction.
Let him kiss, kiss, bite, and torture her lips and tongue.
Even Mo Shiqian himself didn't expect that this obedience would bring out the anger in his body more easily than her previous struggle.
Her lack of reaction... made him even more out of control than her ever clamoring to break up.
At that time... he actually didn't feel much scared, and he didn't really panic about losing her.
Chi Huan came out in the morning wearing a hat, scarf, and sunglasses. For some reason, she threw them to the ground, leaving her white jade-like neck exposed to the cold wind.
The man buried his head and kissed her, biting her like he was chewing.
He even took off her coat easily.
Mo Shiqian didn't know what he wanted to do, kiss, take off his clothes, it seemed like he was going to have a scene.
But he actually didn't have this idea. This was not a suitable place for making love, let alone a suitable time for making love.
But his fingers pulled down the collar of her sweater under her coat, revealing her fair shoulders.
He wanted a reaction from her, and it was okay to say no.
But he almost asked her to take off her sweater, and she showed no intention of struggling or resisting.
Mo Shiqian's eyes were bloodshot and he gritted his teeth, "You refuse to marry me and would rather run away on the wedding day. Do you mind if I fuck you in a place like this?"