Shen Yu's feelings for Wen Yi were long-term, hazy, and slow, unlike Wen Yi's feelings for Mo Shichen, which started with a stunning heartbeat, surging and stubborn.
Perhaps they have known each other for too long and are so familiar with each other that their feelings are so confused that it is difficult to distinguish which one they belong to. They are even hidden under the surface, and even he himself is not aware of them.
At that time, he accidentally learned that Wen Yi liked Mo Shichen. He never thought about their ending or intersection. Moreover, Wen Yi didn't even try to get close to him and get to know him.
He thought that it was just a charming and dreamy thought in her girlhood, which was untrue.
Which girl didn't secretly have a crush on those handsome men who looked like they were rimmed with gold when they were teenagers? They were just symbols, a source of conversation.
Later, he also learned about her determination and persistence—it was almost unshakable.
There had been a period of time, probably the worst period after her marriage, when he had repeatedly thought and wondered whether the outcome would have been different if he had taken action before she entered Mo Shichen's world.
But in the end, he still thought, no.
Unless Wen Yi's feelings for Mo Shichen are completely burned out, others will have no chance at all.
His smile was so weak that it only made people think that he was smiling thinly, "I didn't expect you to go that far for a man who didn't even say a word. At that time, I thought, even if I like you, Far less than you love him."
Wen Yi had calmed down, she picked up the teacup and drank slowly with her head down.
"Later, I went to the military academy, and you married him as I wished. I thought that we might never have a chance to have a close relationship again," Shen Yu's voice was very steady, and his speaking speed was always slow, as usual. He gave people the impression, "Until your brother mentioned to me that you didn't have a good relationship with him, until he later crashed in a plane and was thought to be dead..."
Shen Yu paused, then looked into her eyes and said calmly, "The few times I returned to China, I wanted to see you, including when I thought he was dead. I once went back to Paris to stay for a while."
Wen Yi was startled, and fell into a trance again and again.
Of course she knew what he said, but she had never thought about it deeply.
When her relationship with Mo Shichen was at its worst, Shen Yu returned to Paris, and he even made moves against Mo Shichen. At that time, she thought he was just plain grievances, similar to the kind of grievances that her brother would do if he were present.
After Mo Shichen's plane crash, he "happened" to come back for a vacation. At that time, she had just had a miscarriage, and she was extremely depressed due to the shock. Her physical condition was not good, and her mother recovered very slowly no matter how much care she took.
He often came to take care of her. Sometimes she couldn't speak a few words all day long, so he just stayed with her quietly.
However, she always thought... that was because he was on vacation, so he was relatively free.
Her fingers unconsciously rubbed the wall of the cup, and she opened her mouth to say something. After thinking about it, she asked, "Then why... in those five years, you didn't... tell me?"
"When he died... you were in despair," the man stated quietly and deeply, "Maybe you didn't notice it while you were there, and you never dared to think about it afterwards, so you didn't even know that you were in a state of despair at that time. In what kind of state."
The most intuitive manifestation of the impact of Mo Shichen's death on her is that, let alone her mental and psychological condition, her body seemed to be declining. Although the second miscarriage hurt her body, the doctor said that the most important thing was that she was Her spirits were broken.
"Later, you spent a few months coming out of it, and then you went to work, and it seemed like you were slowly recovering, and your heart was closed along with it."
After that man "died", it was like a certain nerve in her body also died.
"After you returned to work, you immersed yourself in work to distract yourself or numb your nerves. Later, I also returned to the army. Later, we accidentally lost contact, and we didn't contact each other for a long time. .”
There has always been a great conflict between Wen Yi and him, that is, he is stationed in the army all year round. Soldiers are not only his profession, but also his dream when he was young. It is very difficult for him to give up.
He felt that his love for Wen Yi was not deep enough, and he could not let go of his pursuit, so he never provoked her openly and openly. He had tried to fall in love several times over the years, but there was still something missing. In the end, even though He was willing to live an ordinary life, but the woman also thought that he was not interesting enough and could not love her enough. In the end, he was indifferent and ended in nothing.
This time he came back and planned to change his career because he encountered several frustrating things during his mission in the past year. His father asked him to step back and rest for a while.
"Yi'er," Shen Yu's voice was calm and clear, and Wei's eyes looked at her with a bit of aggression that was hard to avoid, "It doesn't mean much to say that you are too beautiful. I just want to tell you You, if you’re really going to end it with him, if you’re willing to give me a chance to start—I won’t let you down.”
The last words, word for word, were like raindrops falling into the silent night.
… …
Wen Yi did not reply to him right away. Naturally, she would not agree hastily to such a sudden and... important matter, but she did not refuse immediately either.
[I will not let you down…]
Yes, Mo Shichen had disappointed her so many times that she subconsciously no longer had expectations for him.
After having dinner outside, Shen Yu drove her to her new residence.
Because as Mo Shichen knew, she didn't even want to bother her own family, let alone living in Mo Shiqian and Chi Huan's home. Even if they didn't have any objections, she still felt uncomfortable all over, and she stayed there for one night. I still have to leave in the end.
Seeing that she was determined, Chi Huan asked her if she wanted to temporarily live in her previous apartment. It was fully furnished and had normal water and electricity. She only needed simple cleaning and buying some daily necessities.
Wen Yi agreed, and in the afternoon Shen Yu accompanied her to buy some daily necessities, then had dinner together, then took her home and helped her carry the things she bought upstairs from the trunk.
Daily necessities may seem like nothing, but when you actually buy them... they are quite heavy.
Shen Yu naturally picked up everything in his hand without letting her touch anything.
She pressed the code to enter the apartment, which had been vacant for several months, and felt a faint sense of dust.
After putting things down on the coffee table one by one, Wen Yi realized that there seemed to be no place to sit. She said awkwardly, "I wanted to let you sit for a while, but there were dust everywhere. I have to clean it first..."
Shen Yu was neither impatient nor impatient. He lowered his head and rolled up his sleeves. "The apartment is so big. How long do you have to clean it by yourself? I will help you." If you want to see clearly, go to [Dingdian.com o]