After more than a month, I once again won the Best Actress trophy.
When Xia Siyu first entered the industry, she never thought that she would reach this point. At that time, her parents were at odds, she and her mother were kicked out by the Xia family, and her mother fell ill again. She was alone on the street when she was discovered by Qin Baizhou, who was a talent scout at the time, and invited her to enter the entertainment industry.
She didn't trust her at first, but Qin Baizhou and the company at the time were very optimistic about her, and even came to invite her, repeatedly promising that she would not be allowed to take pictures of illegal things. She also knew that the Xia family looked down upon her mother's status as an artist, so she agreed angrily.
She was also lucky. At that time, the film and television company was a solo operation by a big shot in the industry. It had just been established and was in urgent need of hits, so there were not so many gray areas. After a few months of training, she made a youth movie and became an instant hit. She just got into the entertainment industry in a daze.
Later, her mother passed away, and she fell to rock bottom for the first time because of "dirty information". She secretly married Bo Yan, changed her agency, and Bo Yan became famous. Even so, she never thought about how she would go in the future. It seems that she doesn't hate filming, but she doesn't like it that much either. Just because this is work, you have to do it seriously. There is no planning, no motivation, and no pressure. The whole social animal mentality is to just go with the flow and take it one day at a time.
It wasn't until her relationship with Bo Yan gradually became closer that she seemed to realize that filming was actually a kind of fun. Then there was the PK with Shang Feier. She was inspired to be competitive, so she studied hard. At first it was just for PK, but maybe later on, she also felt the joy of filming without realizing it.
Her life only ends here, but she can interpret other people's lives in the script. You can travel to thousands of places for those people, you can meet many different people and encounter different things. Experience the joys and sorrows, the rise and fall of the family and the country.
Until last year, she was still obsessed with winning the award and winning the PK. But repeated failures have made her calm down. She never expected that after she lay down completely, the honors would come one after another.
She was really not that touched by the Golden Moon Award a month ago. After all, the Golden Moon Awards are now jokingly called "Hong Kong circles' self-entertainment". Films that can participate in the selection must have Hong Kong investment. Although the Golden Moon Award is still one of the three gold medals in Chinese, it is not worth mentioning at all compared to Jinfeng and Jinao who look at the entire Huaxia Kingdom and even the entire Chinese-speaking world.
Besides, winning a trophy doesn't mean anything. Mom got two seats before, and Shang Feier also got two seats.
But now, she has also won the second trophy in her life.
Although it was a few years later than her mother who won two awards before she turned thirty, she had already won two awards and was no longer the person who was ridiculed for having box office but no awards.
Xia Siyu was a little confused and still sat in her original position without moving. On the contrary, when Bo Yan next to him heard that it was her, he immediately turned his head and held her hand: "You won the prize! You won the prize!"
Xia Siyu was held by his big hand, and there were deafening slaps next to her. She turned her head, looked at Bo Yan, and looked at his smile before she came back to her senses.
"Congratulations, congratulations to Xia Siyu, congratulations!"
The host made a series of noises, asking her to go up to receive the award. She stood up first, but she held her arms on the armrests to get up from the chair, but she seemed to have no strength. Bo Yan saw it anyway and gave her a gentle hand before helping her up.
But the loss of consciousness was also a matter of a moment. When she walked onto the stage and received the trophy from the award-giving guest, she did feel down-to-earth.
She looked at the trophy for about ten seconds. Although ten seconds is not a long time, in an occasion like an award ceremony, ten seconds is a long time. She held the trophy and had only one feeling: "This trophy is beautiful."
This kind of speech made the audience burst into laughter. Generally, trophies are carefully designed by sculpture masters, especially for this highest-level Chinese award, they are definitely works of art.
Xia Siyu also said: "What you see is that I looked at this trophy here for ten seconds. In fact, it took me ten years to get this trophy."
She was discovered by a talent scout when she was nineteen, and her movie was released when she was twenty, which means she made her official debut ten years ago. I fell twice in ten years and got up again. Especially Jinfeng. Two years ago, she clearly had a chance to win the award for "The Tempest", but she was not even qualified to be a finalist. It was absolutely a top-notch humiliation.
She can be scolded, questioned, and doesn't care about being discussed, but not being recognized for her work is even worse for her than being riddled with negative information and her reputation plummeting.
But she will not forget: "I am here, and I really want to thank Bo Yan, really. Although the relationship between the two of us at this time, it seems a bit strange to say thank you, but I really want to thank him, thank you."
Her ability to win this award is absolutely indispensable for Bo Yan's support. Whether it was guiding her to improve her acting skills along the way, persisting in her when she was at her lowest point, first using a drama to further hone her acting skills and deepening her understanding of the character, or later developing this movie specifically for her to let her Be the protagonist.
Although, Bo Yan later lamented that Xia Siyu's acting skills exceeded his expectations. She really used 120% of her strength in it. Starting from this drama, she became the kind of person who "leads the drama". It was she who drove the direction of the entire film and influenced the people around her who acted opposite her, including the subsequent films.
However, without Bo Yan's foundation and constant support, she would never have gotten to this point.
Suffering is indeed the source of artistic creation. Only when you have experienced joys and sorrows, and seen the ups and downs, can you play the role more fully.
But if, in times of suffering, no one is there to support and support, maybe the person himself will break the string. It is said that popularity nourishes people. When a star is popular, he walks with high spirits. But when something unexpected happens in the middle, if there is no one to support you, even if you come back later, your spirit will not be there, and you will be beaten out of shape.
During the filming of the Golden Moon Award-winning "The God of Catch", Xia Siyu was still in the limelight. But filming "Sunrise" was definitely her cry at the lowest point in her life.
Between her and Bo Yan, whether to thank her or not, whether she loves her or not, it seems a bit vulgar to say too much. However, holding this trophy, at this moment, she has more thoughts in her heart, and she is not ready to hold it like her mother. Two trophies, the joy of being on the same level as her, was not like going to the Xia family to show off with the trophy as she had initially imagined.
All she could think about was words.
(End of chapter)