Xia Siyu drove the car and took him forward. Originally, Qingcheng Apartment was in the center of Yancheng, but Xia Siyu took him directly to the west and north, and even took the expressway out of the city.
Along the way, Xia Siyu was also silent. There is no need to look at Xia Siyu's navigation and positioning. Just look at her face and her expression at the moment to know where she is going and who she is meeting.
The car drove farther and farther, and at dusk, the sun shone down from the winding mountains in the north. It's autumn, and the maple leaves on the mountains are all red. Coupled with the blood-like sunset, there is an especially desolate feeling.
We got off the highway and walked down a small road. After driving for a short time, the car stopped in a parking lot. As soon as Bo Yan got off the car, sure enough, he arrived at his destination - "Yancheng Cemetery".
You know, Xia Siyu is usually careless. Even if she was suppressed, she didn't react much. But there is only one person who can touch her heart - her mother.
No wonder this guy burned incense and bathed last night, and didn't eat meat today, just to see her. So this guy wanted to take pictures before, including the two trophies he won, just to show her mother.
Speaking of which, they had been together for several years, but Xia Siyu had never brought him over to see her mother. For a long time when they got back together, she didn't even mention it. This doesn't mean that she doesn't care, it's precisely because she cares most about it that she doesn't want to share it with others. Even mentioning it feels like blasphemy.
In addition, she herself "didn't live up to expectations" back then. I have been in the industry for ten years, and I only won the supporting role the year before last, and the female lead this year. The previous eight years were just a mess. Some people will say that some stars have been in the industry for 20 or 30 years, but they still can't win even half an award.
This can only be said to have different pursuits. Xia Siyu's goal is only her mother. To this day, she doesn't think she can surpass her mother's ability. After all, my mother was a genius who won two Best Actress Awards before she was thirty, and could also win gold medals for dancing. If it hadn't been for the public controversy, maybe she wouldn't have quit the industry, maybe she could have continued to shine, and maybe her achievements would have been limitless.
This was also the reason why she didn't visit her mother for several years because she felt too embarrassed to see her. It was only today, after she had won two Best Actress Awards on her own, that she felt that she was qualified to meet her, so she dared to come over.
Bo Yan walked in with her. Today is not a weekend, nor is it a day like Qingming Festival or Double Ninth Festival, so there are not many people in the cemetery. Especially now that it's close to dusk, it's even more deserted.
The entire cemetery is surrounded by mountains and rivers, with winding mountains to the north and a moat flowing slowly not far away. Feng shui is good, but people in the tomb cannot enjoy it. No matter how good it is, it is only for the living people to see.
Only when he arrived at the location did Bo Yan know why Xia Siyu said there was no need to buy flowers.
Because there was no tombstone at all, Xia Siyu planted a tree at the place where the tomb was.
The tree chosen was a verdant green pine, and the year of the transplanted tree happened to be the year of my mother’s birth and death. A few years have passed, and the tree has grown well and is very green. Although Xia Siyu has been shameless in recent years, she has always been well taken care of. There are specialized people pruning and fertilizing, so it doesn't have the spooky feeling in ordinary cemeteries, but is more solemn.
The land Xia Siyu chose was not bad, it was at the highest point of the hills. The trees stand proudly and independently, overlooking the cemetery area below. If it is the position of the tree crown, you can also see the edge of the city.
The environment is quiet and there are trees, so there are many birds in this area, and they are constantly singing. Autumn is the season when pine cones are ripe, and there are even squirrels jumping between the branches and leaves.
Xia Siyu took a step forward, and Bo Yan followed her. I kept observing her expression, fearing that she would be angry or sad. Xia Siyu walked to the tree, stretched out her hand, and gently touched the trunk. The bark had a moist and rough texture. She raised her head and looked at the pine needles that were green all year round: "Actually, I also violated my mother's last wish. She thought that when a person dies, he dies, burns it into ashes, and sprinkles it into the river. How did she come to the mountain, and how did she go back. She didn't want to see other people in the Qin family, including my father. Anyway, at the end of life, she had experienced everything. There were times of suffering and times of happiness. In the end, she only wished me well. She doesn’t want to be a burden to me, and she doesn’t want me to come here every year just for her.”
In fact, she understood that her mother didn't just want to see people she didn't want to see. My mother withdrew from the entertainment industry because of her discredited reputation. Later, she was looked down upon by the Xia family for a long time because of this incident. Although she didn't say anything on the surface, she definitely still had a grudge in her heart. If this happened to Xia Siyu, she would not feel ashamed at all. Instead, she would call the police and send the person who wantonly spread her private photos to jail.
But my mother is different. After all, she is still from the older generation, and she is also very strong, so I still feel hard to let go.
In other words, Xia Siyu's attitude of not caring about anti-fans is because of her mother's experience. It was also a combination of circumstances that made her remain firm in her heart no matter how she was scolded in the entertainment industry over the years. Otherwise, she fell into the trough twice and was subjected to overwhelming blackmail for many years. Most people are not strong enough to bear it, and they may not be able to wait for the day of "rehabilitation" before they can recover.
He said nothing in silence. There are many painful experiences that take a lifetime to heal. If it cannot be cured in one lifetime, it may still fall on the next generation. Xia Siyu's weird personality all stems from her childhood. Although her parents love her very much, they cannot give her a complete family. Living in two countries increased the sense of separation in her character. Her mother’s experience also warned her that she just needs to be herself. There is no need to care about other people's comments.
So she is confident yet inferior, arrogant yet sober, enjoying a lot of love but lacking it.
But all the way to now, she seems to have finally understood that a person's life should not be limited to the shackles of childhood. Her world can actually be very broad. Ms. Tong's family, who originally hated them, and the unsympathetic Xia family regarded them as mortal enemies. But looking back now, I suddenly feel that those people are a bit ridiculous.
Everyone talks about benevolence, justice and morality, but in the end they are beaten to death in the fight for property. Why bother
Competing with these people will make her lose value.
Likewise, she also found her career goals. It's not just a PK with Shang Feier, she also wants to stand higher and farther. Let generations of people remember that there used to be a particularly awesome actress. She was from China, the daughter of Wen Qunxiao, and her name was Xia Siyu!
(End of chapter)