Xu Yaping was speechless by the "Second Personality". The rhetorical question from her heart just hit her. She subconsciously escaped, but found that she couldn't escape at all. The second personality is like a bystander, seeing all the things she can't see, she can't avoid it: "How long have you been in this situation, how can you return to normal?"
Shao Zhan also thought about this issue, he speculated: "As long as he wants to come back, I should disappear soon."
Pretending to be like that.
Very consistent with the symptoms of a person with split personality.
Xu Yaping: "..."
Xu Yaping has heard stories of split personalities, and they seem to have their own names: "Do you have your own name too?"
Shao Zhan's expression froze for two seconds.
He didn't want to answer this question, and finally said, "You can call me... Xu Zhan."
Xu Yaping is not very used to this name: "Xu Zhan?"
Not to mention that Xu Yaping is not used to it, Shao Zhan himself is even more uncomfortable.
Pretending to have a split personality is not an easy task. After Shao Zhan finished speaking, afraid that Xu Yaping would ask more detailed questions, he sat up for a while and said, "If there is nothing else, I will go back to the room first, I still have exam papers to ask. Do."
Baidu question: My son has a split personality. I saw his second personality today. What is the reason for the second personality
Answer: Psychologically, the generation of the second personality is related to pressure. It may be caused by external pressure, or it may be caused by the patient's own pressure, which makes him want to escape, and the second personality that arises. What conflicts have he usually had with his children?
Xu Yaping sat on the sofa and muttered to herself, "...stress."
Did she put any pressure on Xu Sheng
In the past, she was eager for Xu Sheng to do more questions and write more papers, and always hoped that he would focus on his studies.
Thinking of this, she sat up abruptly, recalling the scene she saw through the crack of the door just now, the young man sitting in front of the desk with an expressionless face, in addition to writing the test papers, without stopping for a moment, she thought in a daze: This is Is it the pressure she put on Xu Sheng
Is this second personality "Xu Zhan" the "Xu Sheng" she expected
I see.
In this case everything is in order.
Xu Yaping choked on her chest - she actually forced the child into this.
As the second personality said, instead of encouraging him, she became the first obstacle in Xu Sheng's way, forcing Xu Sheng out of the second personality. Xu Sheng is now burying herself in writing the exam paper as she wishes, but she is not satisfied at all.
She realized very clearly that it was not a happy thing to make Xu Sheng become what she expected.
Because this is not Xu Sheng.
This is not her son, and she doesn't need a son who does everything she wants.
Xu Yaping sat quietly on the sofa, and finally realized how absurd her mother was.
She was also a mother for the first time, so she planned her life for Xu Sheng as much as she could, and gave him what she thought was "good". She had infinite expectations for him, but she never thought about what he wanted.
Shao Zhan underestimated a woman's ability to diverge and associate. His nonsense second personality was full of loopholes, but he didn't expect that Xu Yaping could help him round up this statement, and it was perfectly round, and he found enough explanations and reasons for him.
He didn't know if his second personality could help Xu Sheng, thinking that it would be inconvenient to interfere in other people's family affairs, he still couldn't help but intervene.
He knew very little about the joint entrance examination, but he had seen the sketch on Xu Sheng's mobile phone screen.
I also remember the last time I became "Xu Sheng", he was sitting in the studio, Xu Sheng grabbed his hand, and changed the painting with his hand.
He never said that the Xu Sheng that day was very different from the usual Xu Sheng.
Although Gu Yanwang's phrase "sleeping lion" was too exaggerated, he seemed to really see Xu Sheng open his eyes.
No longer like the day of the physical examination, the teenager lay on the table and faced the invigilator with the back of his head the whole time.
It's not like being called to the office, with the words "leave me alone" written all over her body.
If Xu Sheng's world is raining, he wants to hold an umbrella for him.
The next day was indeed a cloudy day. Even though it was dawn, the thick clouds still covered the entire sky. Pedestrians on the road were hurrying, and their clothes were wrapped tightly by the dull wind.
Xu Sheng didn't fall asleep all night, didn't check his mobile phone, and didn't know that he missed the scene of his boyfriend's car rollover.
At dawn, he put on the jacket from yesterday, opened the door, and got on the bus according to the direction indicated on the navigation. The air was cold and humid, stuffy and humid.
The bus drove away from the unfamiliar Nanping, the scenery outside the window gradually became familiar, and an illusory and distant voice sounded in my ears: "Do you really want to lock it? Throw it all in?"
"You really don't draw anymore?"
"Don't, you..."
The voices were interrupted by the announcement of the bus as it stopped - "Please prepare for the passengers who want to get off."
Xu Sheng got out of the car, walked along the road, and walked two streets before seeing the familiar warehouse.
Standing at the door of the warehouse, Xu Sheng remembered that he was Shao Zhan now, and he had no key, but the key was on "Xu Sheng"'s neck.
Xu Sheng stood at the door of the warehouse for a while, clicked on WeChat, and saw three unread articles.
Shao Zhan wrote the last answer in the evening, adjusted his mood, and then reported the situation to Xu Sheng.
This time, it was too unexpected to overturn the car in front of Xu Yaping. I didn't know where to start. Shao Zhan finally said: I have something to tell you.
- people.
- see the reply.
But the message was sent and there was no reply, and Xu Sheng didn't answer the phone call.
Xu Sheng leaned back against the warehouse door and lowered his head to type.
Xu Sheng: I also have something to say.
Xu Sheng: When we meet and talk, bring the string of things around your neck when you come.
When Shao Zhan arrived, it had been an hour since Xu Sheng sent a message. Xu Sheng's message was attached with the location. The location was near the studio he had been to before. As soon as he got out of the car, he saw "self" squatting in the distance. At the door of an abandoned warehouse.
This season, in this kind of place, there are often wild cats. Xu Sheng's dressing style is completely different from that of Shao Zhan. He pulled up his wide coat and hat, covering most of his face, only showing a little chin and nose tip, surrounded by a circle around him. cat.
The cat was not afraid of him. Xu Sheng squatted with his wrists on his knees, and moved his fingers to tease it from time to time. Xu Sheng lowered his eyes and reached out to hook it. There was one more thing in the outstretched palm: "..."
Shao Zhan let go, and the black rope key fell into Xu Sheng's palm: "This?"
Xu Sheng hooked the black rope and said "um".
Shao Zhan's body proportion has nothing to do with the word "slim", but Xu Sheng can wear this feeling. He slowly got up with the black rope between his fingers and opened the warehouse door with the key.
The door opened slowly, and the warehouse was very dark, full of painting tools and paper.
"Show you a place," Xu Sheng said, pushing the door open, "... your boyfriend's secret studio."
Compared with the studio, this place is more like another world of Xu Sheng.
Xu Sheng hung the key around his neck, as if he had come a thousand times before, stepped up in three or two steps, sat in front of the easel, turned over the stack of drawing papers on the side, and said, "I had a fight with my mother at that time. , she asked me to throw these things away, and I didn't."
Shao Zhan forgot to tell him about the overturned car, and also forgot to say that he got up this morning and opened the bedroom door, and confronted Xu Yaping, who hadn't slept all night.
After Xu Sheng finished speaking, he raised his head, and his wide hat slid down: "I owe you the answer yesterday, and I will make it up today."
The disobedience in his bones has never changed. He is still the same Xu Sheng who stood on the review platform under the scorching sun and knowingly ran rampant: "I won't give up."
It's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't.
Xu Sheng didn't sleep well last night, and he looked very sleepy, but his eyes were very firm: "If you don't agree, you can draw behind her back. If there are any problems, you can talk about it later."
A seventeen-year-old boy, all his feelings are very pure, his love is always vigorous, and he always has no hesitation when he wants to reach the stars.
outside the warehouse.
Just as Xu Sheng said the words "I won't give up", the sky that had been gloomy since last night finally reached its peak, and the wind suddenly roared, and a thunder light flashed in the center of the entire black sky - that light. Just like the fireworks that flashed in the night sky last night, they lit up the whole city in an instant.
At the same time, a muffled thunder sound came from the sky, and the sound was too familiar to both of them.
"Boom!"
Xu Sheng: "…"
Shao Zhan: "..."
Is it what they think.
Thunder shrouded the sky over the city, and there was another "bang rumbling"!
Then Xu Sheng clearly felt that the lightning broke through the whole sky, and slashed straight at their warehouse, because his whole body seemed to have been electrocuted, and he lost consciousness.
Xu Sheng was just halfway through his speech on "don't give up" when he was struck dumb by this thunder.
But this time things were different.
It was really raining this time. The torrential rain poured down outside, and soon the streets were wet. The raindrops hit the roof of the warehouse, and the ground made a "bang bang" sound - this scene gradually overlapped with the heavy rain more than a year ago. .
The consciousness of the two of them gradually pulled away, the world began to spin, and while the sky was spinning, Xu Sheng and Shao Zhan heard a word from a distant time and space at the same time.
"If I have a choice, can I not be Xu Sheng?"
"If I have a choice, can I be Shao Zhan?"
It's their own voice.
"Who can I become?"
"What do you want to become?"
Xu Sheng saw that all the surrounding scenes were rapidly fragmented, and many scenes were skipped in front of him. The first scene that appeared was on the day of the school year. He was crouching on the wall and bumped into Shao Zhan standing under the street lamp.
Countless small fragments were shining, and he and Shao Zhan seemed to be in a grand fireworks. He wanted to raise his hand to touch Shao Zhan who was near Chi Chi, but the moment was fleeting, but at that moment he suddenly found the answer.
After Xu Sheng noticed that he had resumed his activities, he moved his fingers and lowered his head to see his hand: "We, changed back?"
"It's back."
Shao Zhan took off the black rope necklace, put his fingers through Xu Sheng's soft hair, put his fingertips on the back of Xu Sheng's neck, and helped him put on the key: "If nothing else happens, Lei should never appear again in the future. ."
This thunder confirmed all Shao Zhan's previous speculations. Why did he swap bodies with Xu Sheng? Because I don't want to be myself anymore.
Why change it back
Because they accepted themselves, or, in other words, it was because they met each other that they found themselves.
As if to confirm his words, the thunder outside stopped and the rain weakened. Pedestrians on the street outside the warehouse were obviously not affected by the thunder, but complained about the muddy puddles on the street and continued to walk to the station with umbrellas. It was an ordinary day that couldn't be more ordinary, and everything went back to where it was.