The old-fashioned streetlights are dim, and small advertisements for handling various documents, unlocking, and selling medicines are pasted on the metal pillars. The rain and the wind blow, and the paper is yellow. On the gray concrete exterior wall, the "Harmonious Neighborhood" poster did not stick firmly, and was blown by the wind.
Entering from the low building door is a narrow passage, and a stair railing with almost finished green paint. The voice-activated light was activated and turned on orange light.
Chu Yu was confused, half-opened his eyes and looked around, his voice was soft, "Where are we going?"
"my home."
Stopping in front of the door, Lu Shi took the man in his arms with one hand and opened the door with the key in the other.
Chu Yu's brain turned slowly, he sucked blood, and his whole body became weak and weak. It wasn't until he heard the door slamming that he realized that he had arrived at Lu Shi's house.
Lights on.
Neat, clean, and empty.
Chu Yu looked at the interior decoration and felt a little cold.
Apart from the necessary furniture, there is no other decoration in the house.
In the narrow living room, the walls were painted white, and there was just a wooden table and a two-seater sofa, and it was spotless. The bedroom door is open, and you can see the old-style desk, with a lot of exercise sets and teaching aids stacked.
Chu Yu is a person who is very happy to enjoy, and is used to decorating the place where he lives in a delicate, warm and comfortable way. The floor is carpeted, and beautiful paintings must be hung on the white walls. There are not only books on the bookshelf, but also all kinds of knickknacks and gadgets. As for the desktop, there are a lot of small things in bits and pieces. After finishing, we will put green plants in the room to add vitality and greenery.
Sitting on the sofa, Chu Yu held the water cup that Lu Shi handed over, and suddenly there was a feeling that Lu Shi had almost eliminated all the feeling of indulging in materialistic enjoyment.
Just like an ascetic, get rid of everything around you that shakes your mind.
He remembered that Zhu Zhifei once mentioned to him that Lu Shi moved to Qingchuan Road alone during the summer vacation more than a year ago.
And here, is his mother's house.
"Chu Yu."
Chu Yu raised his head, and answered without turning his head, "Here."
There was a smile in Lu Shi's eyes.
"You sit, finish the water, and I'll take a shower."
Chu Yu held the water glass and nodded, "Okay."
After Lu Shi finished speaking, he turned and walked to the bathroom.
As he walked, he crossed his hands, pulled up the hem of his clothes, and took off his black T-shirt.
He is thin, but after taking off his clothes, he can see the tight muscles, which are very linear. The black trousers wrapped the long legs, and the waist of the trousers was wrapped around the thin waist, which set off the cold white color of the complexion and wanted to be charming.
Chu Yu couldn't look away.
I even forgot to drink water.
As if knowing that Chu Yu was looking at him, Lu Shi turned sideways, "How long do you want to watch?" The end tone rose slightly, with a hint of incomprehension.
Seeing Chu Yu staring at him without speaking, Lu Shi left another sentence, "Concentrate on drinking water."
That's when I went to the bathroom.
When Lu Shi's hair was half-wet, he came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and Chu Yu was already leaning on the sofa and fell asleep.
His head was tilted, his breathing was even, and his hair fell naturally, covering the end of his eyebrows.
The water in the cup has been drunk, and is held loosely by both hands.
In October, the temperature had begun to cool down, and the night was cold, and he curled up a little afraid of the cold.
Lu Shi stood there for a while.
It was found that the breathing of another person in the family was not as repelling as he imagined.
Approaching, Lu Shi did not try to wake Chu Yu, but bent down and picked him up.
very light.
Putting the person on the bed in the bedroom, Lu Shi took out the clean thin quilt from the cabinet and put it on Chu Yu.
Turning off the light, Lu Shi lay beside Chu Yu, sleeping with his eyes closed.
Chu Yu had a dream.
The clock of the whole world seems to be slowed down, and every second is infinitely stretched.
In the closed conference room, he stood there, watching his mother's brows gradually wrinkle, his eyes were full of impatience, and he said, "I have already given up on you completely."
The syllables of each word are dragged out very, very long.
In the end, it turned into an ice edge needle and stabbed it.
The picture changes. When he was a child, he escaped from the tutor's lessons and quietly went to the garden to watch the ants. I also folded a flower to give to my mother.
Turning around, he saw Shi Yaling standing on the lawn and instructed, "In addition to etiquette, there is no need to arrange other courses for Chu Yu in the future."
He didn't notice anything at all, handed the flower in his hand to Shi Yaling, and said with a smile, "Mom, for you—"
"Chu Yu, I have given up on you completely."
The flowers in his hand withered quickly and scattered like ash. He panicked, "Mom, why did you give up on me?"
As soon as the picture changed, his sister Chu Xi came over, "Mother only cares about those who are useful to her, and she is stingy with spending any energy and attention on the rest. Chu Yu, don't you understand?"
I understand.
I have now figured it out.
Waking up from the dream, Chu Yu closed his eyes, feeling as if he was sweating coldly, and his forehead felt cool. The temples were swollen and uncomfortable, and there was a little heart palpitations when I woke up.
When he opened his eyes, his vision was pitch black and there was no light.
He noticed something was wrong.
The bed was hard, and the thin quilt covering him was soft and smelled of familiar cleanliness.
"Have a nightmare?"
The hoarse voice was right next to his ear, very low, and there was two points of displeasure at being woken up.
Chu Yu breathed for a while, and turned his head in the direction of the sound source, not sure, "... Lu Shi?"
"Um."
Lu Shi seemed to turn sideways and asked repeatedly, "What dream did you have?"
Chu Yu didn't want to mention it.
In the darkness, a finger touched the tip of his nose, then moved to his eyes, wiping the wetness at the end of his eyes.
With the warmth of his fingertips, Chu Yu shrank slightly, feeling as if he had been scalded by sparks.
Lu Shi's voice was very light.
"I heard you calling your mother, asking why she gave up on you, and crying."
Sure enough, it's a little crying bag.
The feeling that was the most difficult to reveal was revealed without euphemism.
Lu Shi was like a sharp sword, using a sharp blade to open the bloodiest wound, not giving Chu Yu a chance to escape and breathe.
Chu Yu didn't speak.
He was lying on his side, his legs bent, curled up—an insecure position.
After a long time, Chu Yu said softly, "Did you laugh at me in your heart, concentrate on it, put your heart into it, and do useless work for so long?"
"I thought that if I showed her that I was very powerful, she would change her opinion of me. But in fact, before I knew it, she passed the sentence from a high altitude and gave up on me completely. She didn't even look at me at all. won't look at me again."
He suppressed his voice, confused and self-deprecating.
"But I, self-righteous, had to exert all my strength, rush to the south wall in one breath, hit my head and bleed, only then did I wake up and realize the reality."
"Like a joke, it's really funny."
"You think you're funny?"
Lu Shi asked him, "Do you remember what I told you?"
"Um."
No matter what the outcome is, don't cry.
In the darkness, Lu Shi's voice, like a icy spring, slammed into the eardrum.
"Since you have set a goal and are willing to do it, you must recognize the risks involved. Some things are not done by you, but if you do your best, you can achieve the expected goal."
Lu Shi stopped talking, his voice was deep like a deep pool, "Getting an answer and an ending is better than walking on a dark road, no matter what you do, the exit is out of reach, and that hopeless feeling of powerlessness is better."
Chu Yu felt that Lu Shi seemed to be talking about himself.
It was the first time he heard Lu in such a tone.
Did not dare to ask.
Chu Yu instinctively realized that this was Lu Shi's restricted area, an area that no one was allowed to set foot in.
Turning over and lying flat on the bed, Chu Yu looked at the ceiling and could vaguely see the outline of the ceiling lamp.
His chest heaved and he took a deep breath.
"Actually, this matter is not a big deal, it's not a big deal, right?"
"Um."
"I thought it would be more difficult for you to accept that you suddenly became a monster that needs to suck human blood than to be abandoned."
Chu Yu was strangely comforted.
Yeah, I'm going to live by sucking blood, what's the big deal
He hadn't had a good night's sleep during this period of time, and once persuaded himself temporarily, Chu Yu yawned.
He was wrapped in a thin quilt and quickly fell asleep.
Early the next morning, before the commotion downstairs, Wei Guanglei knocked on the door of Lu Shi's house.
After a while, the door opened, and Lu Shi stood at the door, irritable between his brows.
Knowing that he got up in a hurry, Wei Guanglei quickly lit the thing he was holding in his hand, "My mother boiled the soup for a whole night, and it was very fragrant. She asked me to bring it to you immediately so that you would not miss the heat. Tenderly delicious!"
Lu Shi let him go.
Wei Guanglei entered the door, "You—"
As soon as he said a word, he was interrupted by Lu Shi, "Don't speak."
"Ah?" Wei Guanglei didn't understand, and felt that his brother Lu's symptoms of getting out of bed were getting worse.
Lu Shi was too lazy to explain and pointed to the bedroom.
Wei Guanglei was surprised. He took two steps and glanced at the door.
There was a bulge on the bed, and a person was sunk into the soft pillow, half of his face exposed, wrapped tightly in the quilt, and was sleeping soundly.
It is Chu Yu.
A good-looking person looks good even when they are asleep. Wei Guanglei pondered that if he filmed this scene and threw it on TV, it could be used to advertise mattresses and pillows.
Just as he was about to ask Lu Shi why the young master fell asleep here, his withdrawing gaze suddenly froze.
"My day."
Wei Guanglei cursed silently.
His eyes stopped on Chu Yu's exposed hand.
Pretty white fingers, clutching a piece of clothing, gray.
Lu Shiman was full of calculations, and he had few clothes, so he changed his clothes.
Wei Guanglei remembered clearly that his brother Lu had two gray T-shirts, pure cotton, which they bought together and used as pajamas by Lu Shi.
Now, one of them hangs on the balcony to hang out, being blown around by the wind.
The other, Chu Yu is sleeping with his arms in his arms.
Looking back at the white T-shirt that Lu Shi was wearing, Wei Guanglei had a few thoughts in his mind, but it was not very clear.
Leaning over, Wei Guanglei lowered his voice and asked Lu Shi carefully, "Brother Lu, what the young master is holding in his hand seems to be your clothes?"
"Um."
Lu Shi's brows and eyes were light, suppressing the restlessness that he didn't wake up from.
"He fell asleep. He held my clothes in his arms, so he just took them off and gave them to him."