Lin Zhi felt relieved when she heard this, but the story that surprised her is still to come.
"But this woman just left the delivery room and wanted to find the man who abandoned her. Even the me who was born in her womb, she asked herself if she was like that man in the first sentence. Look at her blond hair and green eyes. At that time, she actually wanted to throw me to death directly. If it weren’t for a maid in a delivery room to stop her, I would have been as early as the day of birth—" Lila’s heart-like words made Lin Zhi's heart tremble, but Also let her notice some problems.
"Who is telling you these stories, maybe there is a huge misunderstanding, a mother who tried to kill a newly born child, this kind of thing!" Lin Zhi said in a low voice, and the water glass in her hand kept shaking.
As if she had expected it, Lila let go of her bloody lips and said with a wry smile: "It's housekeeper Ning, and she is the maid accompanying in the delivery room that day."
Lin Zhi's mind flashed through the moment of serious and decent face of housekeeper Ning, recalling her past words, deeds and actions. Will the woman who has trained many outstanding maids lie to an ignorant child? And it is such a sad lie, the answer is naturally no.
"Mother seemed to tell her a lot of the past during the fetus. Most of the stories between her and her father were told to me by Butler Ning." Lila's words were full of gratitude to Butler Ning. Butler Ning was not only her savior. , Is her educator, who taught her how to survive from zero, and she is also the one who has a great skill.
"Later, the mother who was discouraged by the old lady finally gave up the idea of taking me to see my father, and because she was homeless, she was left in the mansion and became a maid and an instructor of the hometown language." Lila explained. Next, Lin Zhi learned that her mother had learned the native language with her father. Although not proficient, simple communication is not a problem.
"However, no matter how long it has been, she can't forget that man, but she couldn't ask for it over and over again. She finally put the resentment on the three-year-old me." Lila gently untied the collar of her tie, and gently lifted her left shoulder. Clothing, there, finger-length, narrow and ugly scars are slowly exposed on the white shoulders, just like Lila's memories, when her mother inserted the tip of the scissors into her shoulder, the grinning face was revealed.
"The wound had worsened when I was discovered, and this scar has not been able to fade away naturally."
Lila pulled her clothes back gently, covering her flawed shoulders, Lin Zhi frowned, her teeth clenched tightly and couldn't speak.
"After I was injured, the old lady sent me to the orphanage after discussing with my mother. Until the age of twelve, except for the annual meeting, I could not see my mother, but the housekeeper Ning and other maids often met. Come to see me, so it doesn't matter."
Lin Zhi opened his eyes, he stopped talking, and looked at Lin Zhi's strong smile, and finally swallowed one by one as he squeezed into his throat.
"Miss Lin Zhi may be wondering why someone like my mother is kept in Wenren's house by the old lady, but in fact, as long as my mother does not see me, she is actually a amiable person, and she has excellent work ability. The two languages have become an indispensable language teacher for that generation of maids."
"Even butler Ning and several other deputy supervisors were once students of my mother, and everyone sympathized with my mother's experience. I couldn't blame my mother too much for my injury. I could only do it when I was in the orphanage. I take care of it even more."
Lin Zhi nodded slightly, and couldn't help thinking: "That's how it is."
At the same time, she also vaguely recalled several times with Lila's Miu Miu. Indeed, before she was ten years old, her memories with Lila were almost obscured.
"Twelve years old? By the way, I remembered that that year, Guoguo and I were only ten years old. At that time, Lila was twelve years old, and she had just been working in Wenren's mansion." At the same time, she couldn't help but question, could it be that Isn't it child labor
"Yes, Miss Lin Zhi, the first time I met as a master and servant was in the autumn, but I was not good at all aspects at that time, and I have been receiving teaching for the next three years." Lila rarely smiled. In this regard, Lin Zhi There are more questions.
"Sorry to interrupt you." Although there were many doubts, Lin Zhi still decided to patiently let Lila finish.
"Well," Lila thought a little bit, and quickly continued with the previous words: "I didn't understand or know the past between my parents at that time, but because I said I hated my blond hair, I begged Housekeeper Ning dyed her hair black before a meeting with her mother, but the fake one was fake after all. After seeing it, her mother was not happy but was very angry. After scolding me, she left the orphanage."
"In the first few years of the orphanage, I always thought it was dyed color, so every year before the meeting, I would try to dye black with different shades, but none of them were praised by my mother." Lila stroked. The light brown on her chest, she has maintained this hair color for several years, and she has long forgotten what she looked like when she was once blonde.
"Obviously, I have been failing, but for some reason, when I saw Miss Ouyang's black hair, I couldn't help thinking, this must be the kind of black that my mother loves so much, and it's a hair color that I can't have." Lila Mumbling to herself, in fact, she now understands that no matter what she looks like, she will only hate herself. She finds that even if she has a child, she can’t win her favor. Little Lila seems to her. It's just a meaningless prop and an eye-catching burden.
"Ms. Lin Zhi, it is often said that if you have a mother you must have a daughter, I am after all her blood, not only the characteristics of her appearance, but even some strange feelings have been inherited to me." Lila said with a wry smile.
Lin Zhi also suddenly realized that the black hair and treasures mentioned in the dialogue originally contained this meaning.
Also because of Lila’s description of blond hair, Lin Zhi recalled the woman—that is, the memory fragment of Lila’s mother. In the vague memory, there is often a shiny blond hair walking in the garden in the mansion, accompanied by it. There is also an unintelligible but pleasant singing. At that time, she and Wen Renle were hide-and-seek in the garden. At this time, Lila’s mother would take her out of the bushes and put her on the ground carefully. Gentlely patted the dust and broken leaves on her body. At that time, the beautiful blonde maid seemed to have said some words of concern, but no matter how Linzhi recalled her, she couldn't remember her face and words.
"Your mother disappeared not long after Sister Lila entered Wenren's house, but now it seems that she just resigned, right." (End of this chapter)