On the way, Gong Yingxian couldn't help asking: "What did the doctor tell you just now?"
Ren Yi teased and said, "Tell me how cute you were when you were young."
Gong Yingxian feigned anger and said, "Speak seriously."
"What's the matter? What are you embarrassed to let me know?"
"… No."
"Don't worry, I didn't talk about anything important. The doctor just said that I will help your recovery." No matter how disturbed and helpless Ren Yi was, he would not let it out on his face. He could understand Qiu Yan and Dr. Pompeii's desire to protect Gong Yingxian, after all, they were the ones who witnessed Gong Yingxian's worst state and accompanied him all the way.
This also made Ren Yi feel particularly heavy. He always suspected that he had done many things wrong, even the matter of liking Shang Gong Yingxian without authorization, maybe it was all wrong. Not to mention their current relationship, knowing that it is wrong but unable to resist the temptation of desire, can not help but make people worry about the future.
Gong Yingxian was silent for a moment, then said, "There is one thing you need to help me with."
"what?"
"Deep hypnosis."
Ren Yi turned to look at Gong Yingxian: "The doctor has already refused."
"But I didn't give up." Gong Yingxian looked ahead, his eyes were calm but unwavering, "Deep hypnosis can really help people find a lot of memories they thought they had forgotten, this time I have more clues , will definitely gain more from memory.”
Ren Yi said in a deep voice, "But the doctor said it's dangerous, and I can't help you, the doctor has already refused."
"The reason why deep hypnosis is dangerous is because the memory contains the things I fear the most, as well as my close relatives. I tend to get stuck in it and can't get out. But now I am not as afraid of fire as before, and when I am hypnotized..." Gong Yingxian Glancing at Ren Yi, "I will feel much safer when you are by my side."
Ren Yi stared blankly at Gong Yingxian for a long while, feeling very complicated: "I... unless the doctor has the confidence to protect you, I can't watch you take risks."
"I'll convince him, you just need to be by my side when the time comes."
Ren Yi sighed softly: "Ying Xian, I have advised you many times, don't push yourself too hard."
Gong Yingxian did not answer. Back then he was too young to protect his family, it was his nightmare all his life, now he is strong enough, he will never allow anyone to hurt Ren Yi. He will use all means to catch Zi Yan.
Do whatever it takes.
The car stopped firmly at the entrance of the squadron, and Ren Yi unbuckled his seat belt: "Be careful on the road, don't stay up late, you really can't sleep in the branch office."
Gong Yingxian nodded.
Ren Yi was still flustered, so he didn't say much, and was about to get out of the car. Gong Yingxian suddenly pressed his shoulder.
When Ren Yi turned his head, Gong Yingxian leaned over and kissed his lips.
Ren Yi's widened eyes showed a look of surprise.
Gong Yingxian seldom took the initiative, and most of the time, she was awkward and reserved, even if she expressed her longing in her eyes, she would hold back her mouth. Ren Yi thinks that Gong Yingxian is also very cute.
After the kiss was tasted, Gong Yingxian let go of him and said softly, "Go back."
Ren Yi smiled faintly: "Why are you so active today?"
Gong Yingxian's eyelashes trembled, and he stared straight into Ren Yi's eyes: "Isn't it possible?"
"of course can."
Gong Yingxian traced Ren Yi's facial features with his eyes, not letting go of every detail on this face, because it all belonged to him, and he asked again, "Is it only me?"
Ren Yi was stunned.
Gong Yingxian asked in a strong tone: "Only I can, right?"
Ren Yi was at a loss for a moment, he didn't know what Gong Yingxian meant by saying this.
Seeing that Ren Yi didn't answer for a long time, Gong Yingxian's heart sank, and his breath was a little unsteady: "Only I can do those things to you."
Ren Yi realized that if some problems are avoided blindly, sooner or later they will overflow. He took a deep breath: "Ying Xian, do you know what our relationship is now?"
Gong Yingxian didn't speak.
Ren Yi explained with some difficulty: "There is a relationship between adults, which generally refers to..."
"Booty call, you don't need to treat me as a primitive person, I know everything." Gong Yingxian was furious, "You mean to say that based on this relationship, I can't make that request?"
Ren Yi lowered his head, not knowing how to answer, in fact, he didn't need Gong Yingxian to make any request, he would never have an affair with anyone else. It's just that he's secretly pretending they're in a relationship, and he doesn't want to be found out.
Ren Yi didn't speak, and in Gong Yingxian's eyes, it was like acquiescing, he gritted his teeth secretly: "You know I have a cleanliness, so..."
"I know." Ren Yi said quickly, "Just as you said." He opened the door and was about to get out of the car.
Gong Yingxian grabbed Ren Yi, but Ren Yi uncharacteristically shook off his hand.
The action made both of them freeze.
All along, Ren Yi has been very gentle and tolerant towards Gong Yingxian, except for that time when Gong Yingxian disobeyed the command to touch the chemical tank, he never lost his temper with him.
Gong Yingxian suddenly felt uncomfortable, even felt a little wronged, he looked at Ren Yi incredulously: "Are you angry with me?"
Ren Yi had no choice but to turn around and explain: "No, I just..." He looked at Gong Yingxian's face, but didn't know what to say.
"Is it difficult for you?" Gong Yingxian's voice trembled imperceptibly, "Just with me... can't you?"
Ren Yi showed a wry smile: "What kind of person am I in your eyes? Is it the kind of person who casts a net everywhere and shows mercy?"
Gong Yingxian couldn't answer. He has always cared about Ren Yi and Qi Xiao.
"Even if you don't tell me, I won't find anyone else, you can rest assured." Ren Yi forced a smile, "I'm leaving."
Gong Yingxian still tugged on Ren Yi's arm, clearly not intending to let go.
Ren Yi emphasized his tone: "Good night."
Gong Yingxian suddenly hugged Ren Yi from behind, and wrapped him in his arms with two iron arms, holding him tightly without leaving any room.
Ren Yi didn't move at all.
Gong Yingxian whispered in Ren Yi's ear, "Don't be angry with me."
Ren Yi sighed helplessly: "Okay." Gong Yingxian who relied on him like a child could easily soften his heart.
"keep your word."
"it is good."
Gong Yingxian hugged her in silence for a long while before letting go. Ren Yi got out of the car, waved at Gong Yingxian, turned and left.
Gong Yingxian kept watching Ren Yi's back until he went upstairs before driving away.
Ren Yi tossed and turned all night.
He chose to like Gong Yingxian, and he also chose to agree to Gong Yingxian's request. It would be too hypocritical to feel wronged by the matter, he was just sad.
It's more sad than Gong Yingxian's treatment of him, not as good as his treatment of Gong Yingxian's eleventh, but he has known it for a long time, but he is still the same. Yes, just sad, nothing more.
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Two days later, Ren Yi received a notice from the headquarter to let him go to study. There are many kinds of studies and meetings every year. Usually, Ren Yi tries to find excuses not to go, but he has just been punished recently and decided to behave himself. , I reported it honestly.
The content they study can be roughly divided into two categories, ideological and actual combat. What Ren Yi dislikes the most is listening to party lectures. He can sit and fall asleep every time. Or equipment, etc., can really learn something, and he is more willing to listen.
This time it was the latter.
Yan Jue happened to be among the selected squadron leaders. After the previous two incidents, the two had become friends, so naturally they sat together.
Yan Jue glanced at him: "Didn't sleep well, such big dark circles."
"Oh, there was no police report at all this week, which made me stay up all night playing with my mobile phone." Naturally, Ren Yi would not say that he was worried all over his head. He was worried about the pervert who wanted to blow him up but got away with it so far, and emotionally. Things, where to sleep well.
Yan Jue chuckled happily: "Do you play games too, take a break and play a game later."
Ren Yi smiled and said, "It's okay, how about you fight, tell me in advance if you want food, I will try not to scold you."
"Hey, let's see who scolds me then."
Classes will start soon.
The study lasted for three days. There were theoretical courses related to fire fighting, and advanced technologies and equipment were also introduced. Ren Yi is particularly interested in two parts, one is the classic accident analysis of cold storage fire handling, and the other is the introduction of a new equipment to be purchased from Germany next year. Ren Yi decided to take good notes, and when the new equipment arrives, he can get a few more.
When it was time for lunch break, Ren Yi and Yan Jue went back to the guest room after eating, and played a game.
As soon as the interface opened, Yan Jue laughed out loud: "What's your name? What is it?"
"It's fine to call her a goddess." Ren Yi looked at Yan Jue, "Yo, king."
"Did you take this screen name to neutralize your name?"
"Yeah, otherwise it would be unlucky for a firefighter to be named Sibahuo. I really don't know what my dad thought at the time."
"The old captain is a legendary figure. Of course he has his own intentions in taking this name."
Ren Yi said helplessly, "It has something to do with the five elements and superstition. I really can't understand it. Haven't you watched enough of it in this life?"
"Fight poison with poison."
The game started, and Sun Definition called out: "Team Ren, how about studying?"
"It's great, I don't have to see you bastards for three days, clean up."
"Then you can't wait to listen to other people's voices and watch their coquettish movements."
"Don't fart, come to the middle lane quickly." Ren Yi said while beating, "Let me introduce, this is Captain Yan of the Special Service Squadron in the Western Suburbs, Yan Jue, these three are from our squadron."
"Hey, brother." Yan Jue said with a smile, "Your captain usually takes you to play games?"
"Yeah, don't you guys play? How boring it is to be in the squadron without playing games."
"I don't play with my soldiers." Yan Jue turned off the loudspeaker and said to Ren Yi, "I have a different philosophy of leading a team than you. I am very serious in the squadron."
Ren Yi glanced at him with a smile: "It's true."
"Of course it's true, they are all afraid of me." Yan Jue pursed his lips and smiled, "It's just you who are so amiable, I'm touched."
"Don't dare to move." Ren Yi yelled, "I'm dizzy, hurry up and save me!"
When the battle was at its most intense, Gong Yingxian suddenly called, Ren Yi shook his hand and hung up the phone. After he finished hanging up, his heart skipped a beat, thinking that Gong Yingxian's narrow-mindedness would definitely think too much, but if hanging up is too deceitful now, let alone Yan Jue is next to him, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and hit it.
This round lasted for more than ten minutes.
As soon as the game was over, Ren Yi immediately went to the corridor and called Gong Yingxian back.
After the call was connected, Gong Yingxian didn't speak, even if there was no movement at all, Ren Yi could feel Gong Yingxian's ups and downs through the phone, and he immediately coaxed: "I'm studying at the head team. There is a leader, so it is inconvenient to pick up."
Hearing this, Gong Yingxian heaved a sigh of relief: "Oh."
"What's up?"
"Can't you make a phone call?"
"Of course I can."
"Why don't you call me."
"I'm fine right now."
At this moment, Yan Jue popped his head out of the room: "Ren Yi, shall we drive first?"
Ren Yi hurriedly nodded and waved at him.
Gong Yingxian was silent for a moment: "Who, the voice sounds familiar."
"Other squadron leaders."
"...that Yan Jue?" Gong Yingxian seemed to recall the voice.
"Yeah, he's here too."
Gong Yingxian snorted lightly: "Then you should be busy."
"You can come and see me." Ren Yi said, "I'm in the team's guest house. It's safe here, so you don't have to worry."
"I'll be there."
Back in the room, Yan Jue had already restarted the game, and asked without raising his head, "Is that the policeman surnamed Gong again?"
"how do you know?"
Yan Jue paused, and the corners of his lips pursed slightly: "When it was him, your expression was different."
Ren Yi was startled, and subconsciously touched his face.
Is it that obvious
The two played games all afternoon, and they didn't want to go to class in the afternoon. Even Ren Yi's bright personality who can get along with anyone feels that Yan Jue is particularly compatible with him. It seems that studying these days will not be boring.