Ren Yi turned his neck stiffly and looked away, not wanting to look at the face he loved so much, and the bewilderment, shock, and grievance on this face at this moment, as if he was the one who did the wrong thing. The person - did something wrong that made Gong Yingxian sad.
Ren Yi lowered his head, pushed Gong Yingxian away and wanted to leave, but Gong Yingxian grabbed Ren Yi's wrist: "Don't leave."
Ren Yi raised his head and said angrily, "Get out of the way."
Gong Yingxian pursed her lips, "How long are you going to be angry?"
Ren Yi wanted to withdraw his hand, but Gong Yingxian grabbed his wrist tightly. He stared at Gong Yingxian in disbelief: "Do you think I'm losing my temper with you? Do you think I should follow your rules?" When you get angry, do you want to reconcile with you?" He roared, "Do you fucking think this is just playing tricks!"
Gong Yingxian's lips trembled slightly, and he muttered: "Then... what do you want?"
Ren Yi stared at Gong Yingxian, his eye circles gradually turned red, and a stream of soreness rushed into his nasal cavity, forcing him to almost cry: "I don't know, but I... I don't want... to see you."
He never thought that one day he would say this to Gong Yingxian. How much he likes this person, he likes him so much that he can compromise on anything, he likes him so much that he is willing to match the rhythm of the other person, as long as the two of them can be together. He used to worry about gains and losses, and was afraid that Gong Yingxian would say this to him. Who knew that fate would be so ridiculous. It was himself who said these words, and he was serious.
He didn't know what to do, and he couldn't do anything to Gong Yingxian. He was angry and sad, and they couldn't change the fact that he liked this person. He also knew that Gong Yingxian didn't do evil on purpose, but just did something wrong. But he can't forgive anyone for hurting his father, and now he just wants to stay away—as far away as possible, so that he won't struggle in the quagmire of love and hate.
But this sentence almost pushed Gong Yingxian off the cliff. When he decided to do this, it was not that he didn't think that Ren Yi would be angry, but he thought that Ren Yi would forgive him in the end. And after he experienced the near-explosion of the barbecue restaurant and the sacrifice of Sun Yiyi in the Wenhui Shopping Mall, he was worried about Ren Yi's safety to the extreme, and he just wanted to use all means to catch the gangster as soon as possible.
He didn't expect Ren Yi to be so angry, and even say... say that he didn't want to see him.
His usual calm was almost gone, he was flustered, sad and angry, all kinds of emotions were stagnated in his chest, which made his brain swell and his breath fluttered. He stared firmly into Ren Yi's eyes, gritted his teeth and said: " You are not allowed to say this sentence, you can be angry, you can scold me, beat me, but you are not allowed to say this sentence."
Ren Yi desperately wanted to take back his hand, but Gong Yingxian didn't let go of it no matter what, his wrist hurt so much, he shouted: "Let go!"
"What do you want me to do?!" Gong Yingxian growled, "Speak out, and I will make it up to you."
"I want you to let go." Gong Yingxian said viciously, "I want my eyes to be clean."
Gong Yingxian was filled with grief and indignation, and desperately pushed Ren Yi against the wall, possessed himself and blocked his lips, blocking all the words he didn't want to hear from this mouth.
Ren Yi's round eyes were full of surprise.
Gong Yingxian violently plundered those soft lips. It was the smell he was familiar with and that made him miss it endlessly. No one could take it away from him!
Ren Yi came back to his senses, only to feel that Gong Yingxian's brute force hit his teeth sorely, he pushed Gong Yingxian away with all his strength, and roared: "You are enough of you! What do you want? Ah? What do you want!"
"I think we are the same as before!" Gong Yingxian also roared back.
"Like before?" Ren Yi sneered, "What was it like before? That I can solve your physical needs at any time?"
"You know that's not what I'm talking about!"
"What is that?" Ren Yi stared at Gong Yingxian with blood-red eyes, "What do you think of me? I used to think you regarded me as a friend, and that's how you treat friends? Of course you hope to be the same as before. I can not only help you investigate the case, but also make you C at will, where can you find such a convenient and useful 'friend'!"
Gong Yingxian said anxiously: "What nonsense are you talking about! I never thought about it like that! I know I shouldn't do that, I just want to catch the murderer as soon as possible, so that you can get out of danger sooner, you, can't you forgive me?"
Through his blurred vision, Ren Yi stared blankly at Gong Yingxian, and said softly: "I can't." These two simple words made his heart ache.
Gong Yingxian's tears rolled in his eyes, his clenched fists and tight lips were all restraining himself from bursting out with more intense emotions. He had never, never been so depressed.
Ren Yi couldn't see Gong Yingxian's expression, and wanted to leave the ward again, but Gong Yingxian blocked his way again.
Ren Yi was extremely angry: "Get out!"
Gong Yingxian was shocked all over, seeing the anger in Ren Yi's eyes, he suddenly lost his strength. Ren Yi is the only person who can break him apart with a single word or a look.
Ren Yi pushed Gong Yingxian away and escaped from the ward. When he ran to the front desk, the head nurse stopped him: "Captain Ren, the materials are not yet..."
"No need." Without stopping, Ren Yi quickly left the hospital and ran towards the parking lot.
He wanted to leave the place where Gong Yingxian was as soon as possible, and let Gong Yingxian's breath, expression, touch and voice disappear from his senses as soon as possible, otherwise, he was afraid that he would soften his heart.
Gong Yingxian stood by the window, looking at the back of Ren Yi who was leaving in a hurry, his whole body was trembling. With a loud bang, he kicked the aluminum alloy door so hard that it dented a large piece.
No, absolutely not, Ren Yi can't leave his world, this person who broke in without authorization and completely changed his life, he will be bound by his side for the rest of his life!
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On the way Ren Yi drove back to the squadron, due to too much emotional ups and downs, he almost had a car accident. Amid the screeching sound of sudden braking, he finally woke up a little bit, parked the car on the side of the road, calmed down his emotions, and then drove back steadily and slowly. squadron.
As soon as he got off the car, Ren Yi bumped into Qu Yangbo, Qu Yangbo wondered, "Where have you been?"
"Go to the hospital." Ren Yi said in a muffled voice.
"Change the medicine?"
"No, it's going to my dad's hospital."
"Ah, did you send uncle back today? Why didn't you tell us?"
"No." Ren Yi dodged Qu Yangbo's gaze, "I'll go get his things back, and Chu Qi will send him to a nursing home."
Qu Yangbo frowned: "What do you mean, change places? Why?"
"There are some problems between Gong Yingxian and I. I don't want to talk about the specifics. Anyway...that's it, don't ask." Ren Yi finished speaking quickly, turned and walked to the dormitory.
Qu Yangbo was stunned for a moment, and followed him: "You guys... okay, I won't ask, have you told your uncle about this?"
"I said so."
"Have you decided yet?"
"There's nothing to think about."
Qu Yangbo didn't ask any more questions. Although he was short-sighted, it didn't prevent him from perceiving things. He had already seen that something was wrong with Ren Yi for the past few days. At first he thought it was because of Sun Dingyi, but that kind of faint anger absolutely There is another reason, and now that the "cause" has been found, if he gets to the bottom of it, Ren Yi will be in a hurry with him.
Ren Yi returned to the dormitory, washed his face with cold water, then looked up at himself in the mirror, and was stunned.
It seems that he hasn't looked in the mirror for a long time. Is it him that dejected, pale face with stubble in the mirror? No wonder everyone was cautious about him, no wonder his father could see that he was not doing well, it turned out that everyone was cooperating with him as if nothing had happened.
Everyone around him knew what he was going through, and they all accommodated him, comforted him, and protected him. Only Gong Yingxian stabbed him in the heart without hesitation.
Only Gong Yingxian.
Ren Yi raised his hand and wiped the mirror with his wet hand. He didn't want to see such a face again, he couldn't just be depressed, especially because of Gong Yingxian. He wants to cheer up for his father, for sun definition, and for his brothers.
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In the early morning of the seventh day, Qu Yangbo accompanied Ren Yi and sent Ren Xiangrong to a new nursing home, which was closer to the squadron and would be more convenient to visit in the future.
After completing the formalities and settling down his father, the two of them drove back. On the way, Ren Yi's phone screen flickered non-stop. Qu Yangbo took a peek at it. It was a WeChat message notification from Gong Yingxian.
He glanced at Ren Yi, and Ren Yi also glanced at him. Although the two of them didn't speak, Ren Yi had already guessed who sent it, but he pretended not to know: "Has your mother asked you recently?" Introduce a girlfriend?"
"Not really."
"No way, isn't this a must-have program for your family during the Chinese New Year?"
"I told them I was chasing a girl and it was over."
Ren Yi turned to look at him: "Who is it?"
"Hi, made it up."
"Okay, if you're married, I'll be under more pressure. Now that we're both single, it's hard to tell who is leading the other."
Qu Yangbo cast a sideways glance at Ren Yi, and said mockingly, "'Single'?"
"how."
Qu Yangbo snorted, "Nothing."
Ren Yi was silent for a while: "I have never been with him, at most we can be regarded as P friends."
"There are such sincere P friends as you? Don't be funny."
Ren Yi's heart ached again, and he said bitterly: "... There are many things you don't know."
"Then you tell me."
"Prefer not to say."
"Tsk tsk, I really... don't know what to say about you. You all look smart, but in fact, one is more stupid than the other."
Ren Yi wanted to refute, but after thinking about it, he couldn't refute.
At least he is really stupid, treating Gong Yingxian as a simple person, who knows when Gong Yingxian decided to use him
"Look at the information. I glanced at it. I mentioned some footprints, evidence, etc. It seems to be serious."
Ren Yi hesitated for a moment, and while waiting for the traffic lights, he turned on his mobile phone. Sure enough, Gong Yingxian sent a long series of messages, none of which contained any personal emotions. In a business-like tone at the time, he explained to him the findings of the investigation of the evidence they found in Wenhui Mall.
The shoe prints belong to the new trendy shoes released by Nike last fall. They are expensive, and they are aimed at young people. The shoe size is 43. The estimated height is between 175-185 and the weight is between 65-75 kg. Male, it does not belong to anyone who has been in contact with it. The police at the scene did not collect fingerprints, but they found the suspect's image through searching the streets and shops around Wenhui Shopping Center with cameras.
Ren Yi gripped the phone tightly.
That's okay, from now on, this may be the only reason for his communication with Gong Yingxian.