Ren Yi scratched his hair, his face full of perplexity, looking at Gong Yingxian who seemed really sad, he couldn't say anything if he wanted to give him the recording and let him go back quickly.
"Well, let's go in and talk." Ren Yi pointed to the reception room beside him.
The two entered the room and closed the door, Ren Yi sighed: "What is this?"
Gong Yingxian took out a gift box from the paper bag, opened it, and inside was a broken...skeleton.
"..."
"It's the first maned lion lizard I raised, called Lily of the Valley." Gong Yingxian said in a low voice, "It died a while ago, so I made a specimen of it and wanted to give it to you." This specimen It used to have a special meaning, but now the shape is broken, and it can't be seen at all.
Ren Yi had long thought that what Gong Yingxian would send must be something different, but he never expected that it would be a stuffed animal. But seeing the white and clean skeleton, although the spine is now broken into several pieces, but I can still imagine how it looked when it was intact, it must have been done with care. He said, "Can it stick well?"
"Yes, but there will be traces." Thinking of Yan Jue, Gong Yingxian immediately became angry, "I shouldn't have let him go!"
Ren Yi frowned and said, "It's really wrong for Yan Jue to kick it, but it's your fault first."
Gong Yingxian glared at Ren Yi: "You still speak for him?!"
"It's not about speaking for anyone. It's you who spoke harshly first. Even if you don't like Yan Jue, he is the squadron leader of the Special Service Fire Brigade after all. You should respect each other. You are neither like a policeman nor like a policeman when you target him again and again. Like an adult."
"Didn't he target me? He's been provoking me. He looks at you wrongly, speaks to you wrongly, and it's wrong for him to appear beside you. "
"What kind of nonsense are you talking about?" Ren Yi scolded lightly.
"Yes, what I said is unreasonable." Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth, "Just like what your vice-captain said, I just have a personality problem and I'm difficult to get along with. I'm not good to anyone, and no one can bear me, right? !"
"Gao Ge is just saying something to persuade a fight." When Ren Yi said this, he really lacked confidence. Because he liked Gong Yingxian, he was willing to accept all the unusual things about this person, but as for the others, he thought that he had just met Gong Yingxian. When Xian got to know each other countless times, he went crazy, maybe other people really thought like Gao Ge.
"It's also true." Gong Yingxian's lips trembled slightly, "Everyone around you thinks so, do you think so too?"
"I don't think so." Ren Yi said without hesitation, "But it doesn't mean that I agree with everything you do, such as my father's affairs, such as today's affairs." He took a deep breath, " I have to apologize to Yan Jue later."
"Why do you apologize to him!" Gong Yingxian said angrily, "Does he like you?"
"No." Before deciding how to answer, Ren Yi had already denied it. Lying for his own instinct, he suddenly didn't know what it was like.
Gong Yingxian obviously didn't believe it: "Could it be that you really can't see it?"
"If I say no, then it's not. You overreacted." Ren Yi gritted his teeth and firmly denied it. He knew that admitting it would definitely cause more trouble—for all three of them. He said again, "Besides, what does this have to do with you?" He took out the recording and threw it to Gong Yingxian, "You should go back."
Gong Yingxian said sharply: "What do you mean has nothing to do with me!"
"It has nothing to do with you." Ren Yi suppressed his grief and indignation, "What is our relationship? Huh? We are just P friends, there is no commitment, no feelings, we can break up at any time, and we can find someone at any time. other people."
"How dare you!" Gong Yingxian was so furious that his scalp would explode upon hearing Ren Yi's words.
"You dare to use me and my father, why would I not dare?!"
Gong Yingxian put his big hand against Ren Yi's chest, pushed him back, and directly pressed him against the wall. His tall nose almost hit Ren Yi's nose. He stared at his red eyes and said through gritted teeth: " I don't allow you to break up with me, I don't allow you to find someone else!"
Ren Yi tried to push Gong Yingxian away, but Gong Yingxian held his hands tightly. The two glared at each other angrily, hoping to find something in each other's eyes, but they didn't know what it was.
"Let go." Ren Yi whispered.
"No." Gong Yingxian said in a hoarse voice, "Why are you being so nice to Yan Jue, you're just like this to me... He ruined all the presents I gave you, and you still have to apologize to him."
"If you know how to apologize when you do something wrong, I don't have to apologize for you."
"Why don't I understand?" Gong Yingxian asked anxiously, "I have never bowed my head to anyone in my life, but you are still angry no matter how much I apologize to you."
"That's because you don't think you're wrong at all." Ren Yi said angrily, "Whether it's my dad or Yan Jue, you don't think you're wrong."
Gong Yingxian bit her lips: "I know I was wrong about the old captain. I made a mistake in deeply hypnotizing him without your consent, but I was not wrong in my suspicion and investigation of him. I can't do anything for him. I don’t think I’m admitting I’m wrong.”
Ren Yi was too angry to speak. He knew what Gong Yingxian said, there was no problem with Yu Gong's point of view, but Yu privately, the whole thing was a use and betrayal of himself.
Gong Yingxian stared at Ren Yi: "Yan Jue is the same, he clearly has thoughts about you, I don't know if you can't see it, or pretend not to know."
Ren Yi said wearily: "Let go of me, I don't want to talk any more."
Gong Yingxian said with red eyes: "He kicked my lily of the valley, you still speak for him, you still ignore me, you...do you hate me too? Am I really hated by everyone?"
Ren Yi found that he was really soft-hearted, once Gong Yingxian behaved pitifully, he would soften his heart, he sighed heavily: "I don't hate you, you are just different from most people, and the people around you Most of them can understand you. It's not a problem between us."
"Then how do I solve the problem between us?"
"You..." Ren Yi felt that the communication between himself and Gong Yingxian was not in the same dimension. He thought for a moment and said, "Let me go first."
Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi's lips, his Adam's apple was rolling, but finally let go unwillingly.
Ren Yi looked at the little lizard that fell apart, feeling a little pitiful, "I have glue upstairs, let's stick it together first."
Gong Yingxian's eyes lit up, it has been a month, the earth has survived the cold of the first month of spring, ushered in the melting of ice and snow, Ren Yi finally began to respond to him positively, instead of always avoiding him in fear.
The two returned to Ren Yi's dormitory, and Ren Yi dug out 502 glue, and found a few toothpicks, trying to put it back together, but the specimen was so broken that it couldn't be put back together for a while.
While the two were fighting, Ren Yi said, "Let's talk about Yan Jue first." "
"En." Gong Yingxian said reluctantly.
"You have to promise that if you see him again in the future, you must respect each other. He is not a suspect you can call around. He is a fire squadron leader who deserves respect, just like me." Ren Yi whispered, "You It's not as disdainful to get involved in the interpersonal circle as I imagined, you still care about what others think of you, don't you. If this is the case, you have to change yourself. "
Gong Yingxian wanted to stop talking, but what he cared about was what Ren Yi and the people around Ren Yi thought of him. As for other people, if you care about him in the past twenty years, you should care about it. But he didn't deny it, and said sullenly: "Got it."
"Let's talk about my father." Ren Yi's hand obviously slowed down, "The biggest problem between us is that your empathy is too low. Since you can't feel it, then I will tell you. Yesterday, my father and I On the phone, do you know what he said to me?"
Gong Yingxian was silent.
"He said that recently he has been dreaming and thinking of his comrades-in-arms back then, and he feels that he may soon be reunited with them."
Gong Yingxian froze.
"I told you that nineteen years ago was a year he avoided going back. This was a human self-protection mechanism at work, but now he frequently touches the memories of that year. He is confused, sad, and Sad, even suspected that I might die, it's all your fault, do you understand." Ren Yi said, his voice trembling again.
Gong Yingxian said sadly, "I'm sorry."
"He is my father and the most important person to me in this world, so I can't let go of what you did. It has nothing to do with how much friendship we have had in the past."
Gong Yingxian pursed her lips and said nothing.
Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian, and said calmly, "Now I'm going to ask you a question, you must answer me honestly, you are not allowed to lie."
"You ask."
"Did you really know that we are father and son when you were in the hospital, or did you already know that you approached me on purpose?"
"I only found out in the hospital." Gong Yingxian said with great certainty.
Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian's unwavering gaze and nodded: "Okay, I believe you on this point. I have no objection to your investigation. I hope to find the truth of the year just like you, not just for your revenge. , for the sake of justice, and now for my father’s innocence, but I firmly oppose the method you used. Since you want to know what happened at that time so much, you might as well ask my father directly.”
Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi in surprise.
"I've thought about it for a long time. If I don't tell my father that he has frequent dreams, or 'returning' to that year, it's because of hypnosis. He will keep thinking wildly, which is not good for the body. I might as well tell him, maybe I can To evoke more memories of his time, you can also ask questions face to face and in a proper way." Ren Yi paused, "Then apologize to him."
"Okay." Gong Yingxian replied solemnly.