The day after Shen Pei left, Ren Yi's personal ban was revoked. It is said that Chen Xiaofei went to the city leaders to file a complaint.
Ren Yi's mobile phone was sent back, and he held it in his hand, knowing that the hope was slim, he still called and sent a message to Gong Yingxian.
The result is naturally nothing.
He was asked not to contact Qiu Yan, Tan Haochun and other policemen related to the case, so he could only try to contact Qiu Yan through Qu Yangbo, trying to find out what was going on.
After Qu Yangbo came back, he sat beside him dejectedly: "You have to be mentally prepared, this time it's really serious."
"What happened?"
"The Ministry of Public Security issued an internal arrest warrant."
"... Wanted... Gong Yingxian?"
Qu Yangbo nodded heavily: "I didn't make it public because I was afraid it would affect the image of the police, but now the whole city is looking for them."
Ren Yi roared: "Why! What did Captain Qiu say?"
"Captain Qiu is having a hard time now, and has been suspended for investigation. It took me a lot of effort to contact her secretly, but she didn't dare to say more on the phone, she just said that Dr. Gong must have been framed."
"What evidence do they have? There must be some conclusive evidence to suspect the police, right?"
"It is said that key evidence was found in Zhang Wen's residence."
"Is there any news about Zhang Wen now?"
Qu Yangbo shook his head: "Can you believe it? That person is not Zhang Wen at all. The real Zhang Wen has disappeared. He entered the Huodiao Department under the false identity of Zhang Wen."
Ren Yi was dumbfounded.
"This is what Fu Kai told me. Zhang Wen's household registration information is at their police station. They cooperated with the investigation. The fake Zhang Wen looks a bit like the real Zhang Wen. They are both fair and delicate, not tall, very thin, plus After putting on hair, makeup, and glasses, it’s hard to tell them apart, and you don’t have to go through a security check, so who would seriously check your facial features? In short, he was fooled by him, and he worked in the fire department for more than a year.”
Ren Yi only felt cold all over his body. It turns out that "Zhang Wen" always wears that kind of half-length bangs, big black-rimmed glasses, and a slightly shrunken body. Is it all for camouflage
If you don't want to be an actor with this acting skills, what kind of X education are you doing
"Then...doesn't there be any news about Gong Yingxian?" Ren Yi's face was ashamed, worrying about Gong Yingxian's safety tormented him every second, he couldn't eat or sleep well, This fear is growing day by day, and it is almost over.
Qu Yangbo comforted him a little weakly: "No matter where he is, I believe he has the ability to protect his own safety."
Ren Yi murmured: "He must have his reasons for everything he does. He must have been framed. Zi Yan saw that framing me would not work, so he went to frame him."
"Sihuo, it's useless for you to worry too much now. It's better to take care of your body quickly to help. Also, if you don't go to see the old captain, he should be suspicious."
Ren Yi nodded: "It's time to see my dad."
Qu Yangbo patted him on the shoulder.
"How is the squadron doing recently?" Ren Yi wiped his face, "Because of me, the whole squadron is panicking."
"It's not your fault. Everyone is worried about you, so everyone works harder to do their job well so that you don't worry."
Ren Yi smiled wryly: "It's not my fault? I've heard too many comforting words. In fact, many things are my fault. At least for the private hospital, I can't absolve myself of the blame."
Qu Yangbo suddenly said excitedly: "You guys like to take all the responsibility on yourself. People are not sages, how can everything be done properly, don't blame yourself anymore, okay?"
"It's not harsh, it's self-examination, if we even...'us'?" Ren Yi looked at Qu Yangbo in confusion.
Qu Yangbo realized that he had slipped his tongue, and his expression was a little unnatural: "Anyway, stop thinking about it all day long."
"What do you mean by 'we'?" Ren Yi asked nervously, "Is Team Chen implicated by me?" What happened to him some time ago made Chen Xiaofei very anxious, and now he is involved in Gong Yingxian's case. The leader of the detachment, the squadron leader of the only special service squadron under his command, has had so many incidents, the pressure on him can be imagined, he is only suspended now, but not dismissed, which is already the result of many efforts. He was full of guilt towards this elder and leader who had watched him grow up since he was a child.
Qu Yangbo hurriedly said: "It's not Team Chen, Team Chen is quite a headache, but he believes in you, just like we believe in you, so he will withstand the pressure."
"Who is that?"
Qu Yangbo's expression changed slightly, as if it was difficult to speak.
"What's the matter?" Ren Yi had a premonition, "Is there an accident in the squadron?" Since he was suspended, then the cold storage arson case occurred, he was admitted to the hospital, and then the hotel incident continued. He has not returned to the squadron for more than a week. I don't know the current situation of the squadron. Since he entered the squadron ten years ago, he has never been out of the squadron for so long.
Qu Yangbo bowed his head in silence for a long time, then slowly raised his head, his eyes showed fatigue and fragility, as if there was a crack in the dam trying to resist the flood, he said in a deep voice: "something happened, but in your condition, I I told you, isn't it just increasing your burden?"
"Then you will bear it alone!" Ren Yi said angrily, "What did we say before, we will bear everything together, you can help me bear it, can't I help you bear it, what happened in the end!"
Qu Yangbo took a deep breath: "Don't get too excited after hearing this, it's all right now."
"Come on."
"Cui Yisheng, a few days ago..." Qu Yangbo pursed his lips, unable to maintain a calm mask, his eyes turned red.
Ren Yi's heart was in his throat.
"A few days ago, I attempted suicide."
Ren Yi was stiff all over.
"It was because I was negligent in my work that I didn't notice his psychological changes over the past few years." Qu Yangbo sniffed, "It may have started last year when the boy riding a motorcycle died in front of him... No, maybe it was just a Node, he has been in the squadron for more than four years, and one incident after another has accumulated, which has put him under tremendous psychological pressure, but he himself does not talk much, and he is always bored and embarrassed to speak. Then, Sun defined This matter has already brought him to the brink of collapse, this time in the case of Anjia Community, he just... "
Ren Yi trembled: "He thinks he is the one who got me involved."
Qu Yangbo said with difficulty: "He felt that it was because of his poor command on the spot that he failed to save the hostess in time, which caused conflicts between you and your family members, and caused such a big storm on the Internet, causing a series of negative comments. reaction."
As soon as Ren Yi lowered his head, tears fell down.
Firefighters have to face countless accident casualties and human tragedies every day. Seeing the fresh lives being mutilated and passing away in front of them, the helpless grief will bring great impact to people. Most people become strong and even numb after repeated experiences, because the psychological mechanism of self-defense is at work, but there are always some people who are addicted to pain and self-doubt and cannot extricate themselves, sinking deeper and deeper until they are completely trapped. Swallowed by the vortex of despair, even he couldn't save himself.
They do all kinds of psychological counseling and intervention on a regular basis, but these can only be relieved, not cured. Everyone is mediating the psychological load in their own way.
Qu Yangbo choked up and said: "I found out in time, he is fine now, and he plans to resign and return to his hometown."
Ren Yi wiped away his tears rudely: "Does Team Chen know?"
"The chief of staff knows that Team Chen... didn't dare to tell him that too many things happened in our detachment this year, so we dealt with it in a low-key manner."
"...I have to go see him."
"Farewell, he said that he has no face to see you, he said that when he recovers and can face you, he will take the initiative to find you."
Ren Yi sniffed: "This idiot, it's not his responsibility to settle down in the community. I should have found out that something was wrong with Sun Dingyi when he left, but I was also in a mess back then, so..."
"Me too. Everyone is very sad. I didn't notice that something was wrong with him. He shouldn't be allowed to lead the team at that time. He was obviously not ready."
Ren Yi looked at Qu Yangbo: "Yangbo, you've tried your best, and you've been the one supporting me all this time."
"Stop saying that, no matter what happens, we will definitely get over this difficulty, and we must not let the bad guys get their way."
Ren Yi nodded vigorously.
Three days later, Ren Yi was discharged from the hospital. Although the doctor still didn't want to let him go, he really couldn't just lie on the hospital bed and do nothing.
Gong Yingxian hadn't heard from him for four days. For four full days, he didn't know whether the person he loved the most was alive or dead, and where he was. This kind of suffering was the worst in his life. , Compared with death threats, it made him a hundred times more painful.
He planned to secretly go to Qiu Yan to find out about the situation, but before that, he had to go to the nursing home. If he didn't see his dad for such a long time, his dad would definitely be worried.
He washed his hair and shaved his beard, trying to make himself look less decadent, but the obviously thin and listless face in the mirror couldn't conceal the frustration radiating from the inside out.
When he arrived at the nursing home, Ren Xiangrong really saw how haggard he was. He had already found an excuse, saying that he had a fever some time ago and lost several kilograms all of a sudden. Believe it or not, his father didn't ask any more questions. Between a man and a man, he can understand the stubbornness that is willing to bear alone.
The two of them took a walk, chatted, and watched TV dramas as usual.
After dinner with his dad, he left.
It was past nine o'clock at this time, most of the old people went to bed early, the yard was very quiet, and the dim lights in the corridor seemed to be drowsy too.
When Ren Yi passed a room, the door suddenly opened, and before he could react, he was dragged into the room by a strong hand, while the other hand covered his mouth that was about to exclaim.
Just as Ren Yi wanted to resist, a familiar body odor wafted from his nose, dry, refreshing, and slightly grassy and woody, and the thick chest hugging him tightly made him very familiar.
Ren Yi's eyes were hot, and he almost shed tears.
A hand reached into Ren Yi's trouser pocket, took out his mobile phone, and whispered into his ear: "It's me, don't make a sound."
Ren Yi nodded tremblingly.
Gong Yingxian let go of his hand, Ren Yi turned around and hugged him, he bit his lip to stop himself from making a sound.
However, Gong Yingxian pinched his chin, hit his lips hard, and kissed him fiercely with a huge desire as if he wanted to eat him.
The two kissed violently for a long time in a dark room, until they were both a little hypoxic, and then they separated lightly.
In the darkness, Ren Yi stared closely at Gong Yingxian's bright eyes.
Gong Yingxian let out a soft "hush", then raised Ren Yi's cell phone, shook it, and mouthed two words - "monitor".
Ren Yi's expression changed.
Gong Yingxian took a towel from the medicine cabinet, wrapped the phone up, put it into a medical sterilized tin box, and finally put it into the tin cabinet.
Gong Yingxian let out a long breath, stared deeply at Ren Yi, and asked, "Have you recovered from your injury?"