Although Ren Yi can't be a police officer, he can still guide the soldiers in training, so he got up early the next day after returning to the squadron, wanting to return to the familiar and regular life before.
However, just in the middle of the morning exercise, the alarm bell rang.
That voice inspired every pore in Ren Yi's body, but when he subconsciously wanted to run to the garage, he suddenly remembered that he was still being suspended. Thinking of this, he was inevitably a little bit disappointed.
Half of the squadron was empty, and the rest of Ren Yixun worked harder. When eating at noon, everyone complained incessantly.
Free activities in the afternoon, Ren Yi first called his father for a while, and then played games for a while. When his eyes were tired, he went to work in the vegetable field they opened up in the backyard. Anyway, he never let himself be idle for a moment. with.
Of course, he didn't forget the doctor's order, so he wouldn't be overworked.
Ren Yi was digging the soil, Fenghuang and Miaomiao were playing at the side, the spring sun was baking on his back, warming his heart, and he was lazy. He didn't want to think about anything, but just enjoyed this moment.
Not long after, a little soldier ran over: "Captain Ren, Dr. Gong is here."
Ren Yi was not surprised, but felt a little pity for the short-lived peace. He said lightly, "Tell him I'm working, let him come back another day."
"Ah?" The little soldier thought to himself, why did their captain and Dr. Gong become ill all of a sudden
"'Ah' what 'ah', go."
"Oh."
Ren Yi continued to dig the soil, thinking about whether to grow leeks or Shanghai greens today, but at this time his mood was already frizzy.
After waiting for a long time, there was a sound of footsteps from behind, and it was not from their squadron. They all wear insulated combat boots with thick tendon soles, and the footsteps are solid and steady, and the sound of these footsteps is chic, elegant, and gentle. If they walk more carefully, the sound will be almost inaudible. His monthly salary is also expensive handmade leather shoes.
Ren Yi straightened up and turned to look at the person coming.
After that day, this was the first time Ren Yi looked directly at Gong Yingxian.
Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi with good eyes: "The doctor should let you have a good rest."
"It's not much work."
Miaomiao let out a "meow", jumped to Gong Yingxian's feet, and rubbed against his calf.
Gong Yingxian bent down to pick up Miaomiao, stroked its head, and said to himself: "I've been very busy these days, and I've arrested so many people from the organization at once, I can't even pass the interrogation, Qing Yan In the computer left behind, there are a lot of data, although he destroyed it, Xiao Tan is working hard to restore it, in short, this time the harvest is particularly great."
"Good thing." Ren Yi continued to bury his head in the soil.
"Both Zhang Wen and Zi Yan are still on the hunt, but they are at the end of the road and cannot escape." Gong Yingxian continued.
"it is good."
"My family's case, now..."
"Actually, you don't need to tell me these things." Ren Yi said, "I only discovered it recently, and these things don't seem to have anything to do with me."
Gong Yingxian's gaze darkened: "Ren Yi, you have reasons to be angry, and I know you will, but I still have to do this. I think I will apologize to you after everything is over, I'm sorry."
"Last time, when you took advantage of my dad, you apologized, and I forgive you, because I think you didn't do it on purpose, you just have too weak empathy, you just don't understand the world, and you just did this for the first time. It's my fault. But this time, you did it on purpose, you knew how uncomfortable I would be, and you didn't seem to care. "
"I care!" Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth, "I don't want you to get involved in this matter, I know it will hurt you, but there are still many things that I can't predict."
"You said you didn't want me to get involved, so why did you come to me then?" Ren Yi's hand holding the hoe was already tightly clenched.
Gong Yingxian said in a low voice: "I miss you very much, but I am afraid that you will be too worried without news from me. Besides, I need your help. Few people know about this plan. After Zheng Pei came, Sister Yan, Cai Qiang, Xiao Tan and the others are being watched, and the only person I can trust is you."
"You trust me?" Ren Yi asked back, "This sentence is too nonsense. If you trusted me, there would be no such conversation between us."
"I trust you, but the police's plan must be kept absolutely secret." Gong Yingxian took a deep breath, "I didn't expect you to follow Yue Xingu, and I didn't expect you to follow me. If I tell you, or stop you, Zi Homura may find something strange, this plan does not allow for a little error."
Ren Yi nodded: "I know, you have your reasons. In fact, I still have a lot of questions, but I don't want to ask any more. Like I said just now, I suddenly realized that it has nothing to do with me."
"Ask, I'll give it all..."
"You won't." Ren Yi stared straight into Gong Yingxian's eyes, "I never asked you to tell me everything about your work. It should be adapted to local conditions. I thought you all regarded me as a comrade-in-arms, but in the end I was the only one who thought so. When I was needed, I would do my best to cooperate and help. When I was not needed, I would keep it a secret. You don’t care about the pain of the false illusion you created. The reason is that I can’t fucking lie?” Ren Yi originally hoped that he could keep calm, after all, the doctor told him not to get angry, he treated his body badly for so long, now he just wants to Take good care of it, but the more you talk, the more excited you become, "Gong Yingxian, I don't know if you can understand this sentence. You have to keep it a secret from me in order to handle the case. There is nothing wrong with right and wrong, but no one wants to be used. Especially like me, who gave without reservation, was used up in the end, and then ignored by you. When you planned, you didn't consider me from the beginning to the end, and the others were fine, and you didn't... considered me .”
Gong Yingxian's lips moved, and there was pain in his eyes, "You...you're right, it's my fault, I know that doing this will hurt you, but I still did it to catch Zi Yan. Ren Yi, give me a Make up your chances."
Ren Yi was silent for two seconds: "You are very smart, and you are very good at drawing inferences. Last time, you found that a sincere apology can be forgiven, so this time you don't make excuses, just apologize directly, but I found that you are not Feeling like you’re wrong and all you want is an outcome that’s in your favour.”
Gong Yingxian was stunned.
Suddenly Ren Yi's eyes were red, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I have thought a lot these days, and I found that we are really... not suitable." He took a breath, feeling a bit speechless, but still forced himself Finish what I want to say, "I didn't really like this sentence before. I think that as long as you like each other, most difficulties can be overcome, not to mention the difference in personality. Now I understand that it is not that simple. I see There are all pits in front of us, and I can’t fill them in even though I try my best, this time I’ve been tormented enough, I don’t dare to think about the next time.”
Gong Yingxian's voice was trembling, and he suddenly realized that the previous Ren Yi would still get angry with him and yell at him, but now this calm Ren Yi, who seemed to be completely silent, made him even more afraid: "Ren Yi, I I will never hurt you again."
"You will, next time you have to choose between me and more important things, you will still choose to sacrifice me. You weigh the weight with the result, you think, just let my father be in a trance for a while, just make me uncomfortable For a few days, I just let me get shot through the body armor, as long as it doesn’t cause major damage, I can fix it.” Ren Yi smiled wryly, “I will never treat you like this, so I can’t accept it. The person I love treats me like this. Ying Xian, let's... let's break up." When he said this, his internal organs were throbbing, and the pain was so painful that he could hardly stand up straight, and had to rely on the hoe in his hand to stabilize his body.
Gong Yingxian froze, and the light in those deep and beautiful eyes went out in an instant.
Ren Yi couldn't look directly at Gong Yingxian's face, he knew that Gong Yingxian liked him, he knew that Gong Yingxian would be sad, he was the same, but, in the foreseeable long future, such things might happen again and again , While he still likes this person, let's stop here, don't make love between two people turn into fluff in the end, and precious likes become ugly hates.
Gong Yingxian's tall body trembled, and even Miaomiao felt the disorder of his breath, struggling to jump away from him, he clenched his fists, and said in a low voice: "How can you...how dare you say Say that!"
Ren Yi didn't answer, and he never thought that one day he would say these two words. All forms of literary and artistic creation are instilling in people the idea that all lovers who have experienced life and death will eventually be accompanied by life and death.
That's just because the long and mediocre life behind it is no longer worth expressing.
He used to think that with everything he and Gong Yingxian experienced, so vigorous and so thrilling, they were already destined. But after all, people don't live in the drama all the time, what grinds people is the little details.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, this sentence, the more you taste, the more correct.
Gong Yingxian's eyes were red: "Ren Yi, how dare you say these two words to me? If something goes wrong, we will find a way to solve the problem. Why do you say these two words?! Are you going to give up on me? Didn't you say We will never be separated forever!"
Ren Yi's nose was sour, and he turned his back, he didn't dare to look directly at Gong Yingxian's sadness: "It's your problem, not mine."
Gong Yingxian was struck by lightning. He murmured for a while, then whispered: "...my question. But, you like me whatever you say."
"So you have nothing to fear?"
Gong Yingxian stared blankly at Ren Yi's back, he was fully prepared to accept Ren Yi's censure, but he still underestimated the influence of this person on him.
There are only two things in this world that he is afraid to face, one is flames, and the other is Ren Yi's rejection.
Gong Yingxian took a deep breath: "Take back what you just said, no matter what you say, no matter what you do, I will never give up."
Ren Yi still didn't look back.
"I not only do criminal investigation, but also do scientific research. As long as I want, I have plenty of patience, especially for you." Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi with gentle and sad eyes, "You have a good rest, I will come to see you next time."