At this moment, Ren Yi wished he could disappear on the spot.
It is not the first time that Gong Yingxian has said something astonishing, but he often said some heart-burning words that are completely inconsistent with that cold appearance, probably because Gong Yingxian doesn't care about his social rating, so he wants to say something, Just say it, and throw the problem to someone else.
Ren Yi was suffering and couldn't tell, he didn't even think about what to say now.
Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi resolutely: "Why don't you dare to look at me? Do I make you uncomfortable?" He deliberately lifted the bathrobe.
Ren Yi took a step back subconsciously: "What exactly do you want to say?"
"I've always said what I want to say." Gong Yingxian stared straight at Ren Yi, not giving him a chance to breathe, "Have you ever fantasized?"
Ren Yi became furious: "What is your purpose for asking this kind of question, do you want to humiliate me?"
"I have the right to know things related to me. You have been hiding it from me before, don't you feel that you owe me some truth now." Gong Yingxian narrowed his eyes slightly, "Don't lie to me again."
Ren Yi plucked the short stubble of hair irritably, but it was still difficult to speak.
Say no, this kind of lie seems unconvincing in the adult world.
Did he say yes? He didn't dare to imagine what kind of reaction Gong Yingxian would make.
So Ren Yi did a very cowardly thing, he decided to escape: "I don't want to discuss this kind of issue, you can rest." After speaking, he strode towards the door.
As soon as his hand touched the doorknob, he felt the wind behind him. Then, the door that had just been opened was pushed back forcefully by a big hand, and it was closed tightly with a bang.
Ren Yi's heart beat faster immediately, and from the corner of his eye, he looked at the hand that was pressing on the door from the side. The five fingers were white and slender, and the nails were round and clean. It looked like a beautiful hand that was only suitable for writing. In fact, the marksmanship is very accurate and the strength is amazing. He noticed that the four metacarpophalangeal joints of this hand did not have obvious bumps and ups and downs like normal people, which was joint deformation caused by years of punching.
Sometimes when Gong Yingxian is angry, Ren Yi is really a little scared, such as now. He could feel Gong Yingxian right behind him, and he could also feel the warm breath gushing on the back of his neck. Just from the rapid breathing rate, he could feel Gong Yingxian's anger.
So he didn't dare to move.
Gong Yingxian also pressed his other hand on the door panel, trapping Ren Yi between his arms and his tall body, he leaned close to Ren Yi's ear, and whispered: "Want to run?"
Ren Yi's heart skipped a beat.
"answer my question."
Ren Yi took a deep breath: "For a normal man, seeing a beautiful woman has an idea may just be an instinctive reaction, and it doesn't mean he will do anything."
"That's right." Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi's reddened ears from behind, as if a little claw was scratching his heart, he touched the earlobe with his lips, "Turn around. "
Ren Yi was so nervous that his palms were sweating.
"I said, turn, come, come." Gong Yingxian ordered.
Ren Yi closed his eyes, resigned himself to his fate and slowly turned around. When he turned sideways, he tried his best to shrink back, but he still inevitably touched Gong Yingxian's body.
Ren Yi forced himself to calm down, summoned up the courage to look directly into Gong Yingxian's eyes, the deep meaning in those eyes made him unable to read at all.
"What kind of fantasy?" Gong Yingxian continued to ask.
Ren Yi felt his head was going to explode, he gritted his teeth and said, "I don't remember!"
"Is it the same as what you and Qi Xiao did?"
"I don't know, I don't remember..." Ren Yi felt hard to say.
"Have you ever fantasized about me kissing you, hugging you, and you..."
"Enough!" Ren Yi stretched out his hand to push Gong Yingxian away.
Gong Yingxian grabbed his wrist and nailed it to the door, his eyes stared into the depths of Ren Yi's pupils, as sharp as a beast, he said coldly: "Didn't you say you don't have any thoughts about me? , how many more lies do you have to tell?"
Ren Yi growled, "What do you want to prove, Gong Yingxian? To prove that I am disgusted with dirty thoughts about you... I have already said that those are just instincts, instincts! You are also a man, you fucking wake up in the morning When you react, do you have thoughts about the air? Let me tell you, I don’t like you. I always like Qi Xiao’s type. You don’t have to worry that I have unreasonable thoughts about you, let alone that I will harass you. You, don't you feel that you are too, too sentimental!"
After Ren Yi roared in one breath, his whole ventricle was trembling, his whole body was ice-cold, as if his blood had been emptied in an instant. Even though he defeated Gong Yingxian in this way, he didn't feel any joy of victory in his heart. He just felt sad and ridiculous. He didn't even understand that such forced sophistry was for the sake of the "friendship" that had long been impossible to maintain, or for the sake of There was not much dignity left in front of Gong Yingxian.
What exactly is the picture? What hope did he have? If his final bottom line is that Gong Yingxian should not hate him, then after these words, this bottom line may also be defeated.
Gong Yingxian's complexion sank at a speed visible to the naked eye, his eyes became colder and his expression became more ruthless, he said softly: "Okay, very good, I'm just being passionate." He said through gritted teeth Each word felt like a knife stabbing into his heart.
Ren Yi gasped and regretted endlessly: "I, I didn't mean that, I..."
"I just want to make sure that you don't have any unreasonable thoughts about me." Gong Yingxian's eyes were full of coldness, "After all, you once said you were friends with me, but you lied to me so much behind your back. "
Ren Yi clenched his fists and said in a hoarse voice, "Then can you rest assured now?"
"Don't worry." Gong Yingxian smiled instead of anger, that smile made Ren Yi's hair stand on end.
"You can let me go." Ren Yi whispered, "Captain Qiu should be here soon, we still have business to do."
Gong Yingxian didn't let go, he bowed slightly, looked at Ren Yi at the same level: "I'm a little curious."
"... Curious about something."
"That thing, most people say it's comfortable."
Ren Yi understood: "I thought you were very repulsive..."
"Why do I reject sex? Sex is a means of reproduction. It is an animal instinct like eating and sleeping. Sex is also an indispensable part of studying criminal psychology. What I reject is people."
Ren Yi couldn't understand now, he didn't know what Gong Yingxian meant when he said these words.
"In view of..." Gong Yingxian stared into Ren Yi's eyes, his eyes and tone were cold, "You happen to have a body that I won't reject, I want to try."
Ren Yi's eyes widened, his mind went blank in shock.
What is Gong Yingxian saying? What is he saying? !
"Why, haven't you fantasized about it too?" Gong Yingxian sneered, "Do you think you don't need to pay for lying? You owe me this."
Ren Yi tremblingly said: "You, you want to..."
"If you don't like me, I won't like you. This way, it's easier. I'm a man. I just want to know what it feels like."
Ren Yi's heart ached.
If Gong Yingxian had made such a request a few months ago, he might have been very happy, but it is no longer possible now. If you really like someone, the only way to believe is to connect with one another. But Gong Yingxian would not like him.
Is it his fault that Gong Yingxian had such an idea? He remembered what Qiu Yan said, did he use his status as a friend to give Gong Yingxian the wrong guidance
What did he do, why did things turn out like this? !
Gong Yingxian's eyes were red, Ren Yi was blurred and then clear in his vision, clear and blurred again and again, which made him have a splitting headache.
He has already been irritated and stabbed, but he hides it, he wants it too much, as long as he can have Ren Yi, no matter what it is, no matter how much it is, he wants it, even if he clearly says "do not like" his Ren Yi Yi, he still wanted it crazily.
Ren Yi nodded: "Okay." He twitched the corners of his mouth and made a nonchalant smile, "What's the problem with this, I'll let you...try."
Gong Yingxian said expressionlessly: "When you have a boyfriend, you can still be ambiguous with others. It's really not a problem for you."
Ren Yi sneered, unable to defend himself: "Welcome to the world of adults."
Gong Yingxian let go of Ren Yi.
Ren Yi wiped his face, turned and opened the door and left.
Gong Yingxian stood stiffly in front of the door for a long time, then suddenly raised his fist and hit the door hard.
A deep dent was left on the thick solid wood door, and sawdust scraped Gong Yingxian's hands with bloodstains.
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When Qiu Yan arrived, it was already very late.
As the three gathered in the evidence-filled study, each put on a mask of calm.
Qiu Yan greeted Ren Yi calmly, Ren Yi and Gong Yingxian looked at each other calmly, even though he found that Gong Yingxian's hands were wrapped in gauze, he held back his habitual concern.
It seems that everything is calm, and who can see who's undercurrent is turbulent.