"You don't need to tell Ye Rong. But, I'm relieved." Very slowly, he put his hand into the pocket of his suit pants, "It's ridiculous, it turns out that someone's promise is so worthless, it will change if you change it."
Is he... talking about me
promise
When will we be able to talk about promises, does it mean that a long time ago, my ridiculous declaration - Zhuang Xu, I will always like you, even if you don't accept it now, I will not change, wait for me to get you Bar!
It's just that you don't like me, it's just that you're already with someone else. Why come here, talk about the past, and embarrass me
Worthless promises, promises are worth more, who is rare! Are you rare
I held back the sourness in my eyes and said in a soft voice, "I'm not hard-hearted. Someone likes me and treats me well. I'll be tempted, I'll... change my heart, what's so strange."
There was another silence, and then he laughed sarcastically: "You're right, you're not hard-hearted, it's strange to change your heart, no one has ever changed."
"Nie Xiguang, thank you for letting me find my way back."
Where to get lost? What has he gone astray? It's... so funny.
Isn't it me who has been lingering in the lost way
My eyes were sore, I tried my best to keep my eyes wide open and restrained, but the crunch in my heart was uncontrollable, and I desperately wanted to curl up.
Zhuang Xu's figure completely disappeared around the corner.
I leaned against the wall with relief, and finally slid down the wall slowly, burying my head and hugging my knees.
I know that I am too conspicuous, and I know that there will be people walking up and down this corridor at any time, but I have no way, no way to use so much energy, to pretend to be natural, to pretend that nothing happened.
"You can't cry, you can't cry, how stupid you are to cry for him."
This is the only word that keeps going back and forth in my heart.
But what a fool I am.
In this corridor where someone will come at any time, I buried my head and cried silently.
Until it was pulled up forcefully.
Lin Yusen stared at my eyes tightly, with a complicated expression.
So humiliating. I turned my head away and wiped my eyes hard.
"Don't mind me," I said sullenly. "I'll be fine in a minute, in a minute."
"Why don't you follow the law? You are so unsatisfactory."
He sighed slightly.
"Confession here really lowers my grade, but you cry like this, I don't take advantage of it, and I'm sorry for my IQ. Nie Xiguang, tell me, what should I do?"
His voice was low and soft, like a gentle wind blowing quietly, and there seemed to be a slight confusion in his tone, which gently touched my heart.
But slowly I understood the meaning of his words, and suddenly I felt as if I was dazed by a gust of wind.
confession? What's the meaning
Enter while you're at it? What's the meaning
"Just at the entrance of the banquet hall, I met your classmate who works in Shengyuan, and I said to her, 'If I were you, I would not go there'. But I broke my promise. I said to myself, let's go I've been thirty in two years, don't be like a little boy, but I just can't hold my breath."
"I'm dead set on myself, but I hope she changes her mind soon." He looked at me, his tone was so light, "Nie Xiguang, don't play stupid."
"I didn't pretend to be stupid." My mind was completely messed up and I looked at him blankly and said, "I just realized that it's too late to pretend."
He laughed suddenly and lowly, and the laughter was full of joy.
"Nie Xiguang, you really..."
As soon as he lowered his head, the warm breath was very close all of a sudden, covering my whole body from top to bottom, leaving me almost no room to move. I looked up crampedly, he paused, took a step back, and let go open my hand.
It was only at this moment that I realized that he had been holding my hand just now.
Time seemed to stand still for a long time, he breathed steadily and handed me the bag in his hand.
"I went to get it in the car and put it on. I bought so many beautiful dresses. It's a pity not to wear them for everyone to see."
I picked up the clothes that had been stuffed into my hands, and walked to the bathroom again, walking like I was stepping on clouds.
When turning, I couldn't help but stop and look at Lin Yusen, who was standing against the wall, his eyes on the ground. He was always so high-spirited, confident and composed, but at this moment, I actually felt that his posture was extremely lonely.
He just said... he likes me
Lin Yu Sen…
… I
I changed my clothes and returned to the banquet with Lin Yusen. After sitting for a while, he got up and said goodbye.
The bride and groom and groomsmen and bridesmaids have already seen off guests at the door of the hotel.
The boss patted me: "No, you actually changed your clothes. Hey, this one is also very beautiful. Miss, you go out with more clothes than my bride."
I glanced at her dully, but there was no language in my mind to answer her for a while.
Lin Yusen said with a smile, "It will snow in the afternoon, and the traffic will be inconvenient, so let's go first."
The boss also showed the appearance of the master: "Thank you for attending our wedding."
When I walked out of the hotel, Zhuang Xu just finished sending a guest and turned around. His tall body could barely pass me, and with the cold chill brought in from outside the house, I subconsciously gave in to Lin Yusen.
There were actually scattered snowflakes outside.
When I walked beside Lin Yusen, I had never felt so unnatural. For a time, I only felt that the presence of the people around me was so strong that I was overwhelmed. With his hands in the pockets of his coat, he walked unhurriedly for a while, and suddenly opened his mouth.
"It turns out that my confession has the effect of general anesthesia."
I stopped a bit stiffly and looked down at my toes.
"Sorry!"
There was silence above the head.
"Nie Xiguang, you shouldn't reject me like this."
"You should say confidently, Lin Yusen, I haven't seen you yet, and you haven't met my requirements. Instead of this, it seems that you have done something that is sorry for me."
"no."
I hurriedly raised my head, almost subconsciously denying his statement.
How could he not meet my requirements. Such a talented and outstanding man, even if I imagined what the other half looked like when I was young, I am embarrassed to imagine such perfection.
But if you are still sad and unforgettable for one person, how can you be qualified to accept another person
"I just," I paused, "I just haven't forgotten the person I liked before... Just now, you saw it too. If two people want to be together, they must be wholeheartedly, I can't do it right now."
Lin Yusen looked at me and smiled slightly.
"Actually, at the hotel just now, I lied to you."
What? I looked at him in astonishment, my heart skipping a beat.
"I said, I'm sorry for my IQ if I don't take advantage of it. In fact, I confessed to you at that time. I'm sorry for my IQ, and I'm sorry for the annual plan that I demonstrated all night yesterday, but... It turns out that these things are all involuntarily. calculated by law.”
He smiled, "It's the first time to experience this feeling, it's really new."
"I know you will refuse. But so soon... What should I do, I'm a little, um, shameless to see Jiang Dong's elders. But it's to be expected, and there is a kind of feeling, although it's a tumor, but fortunately it's benign."
He nodded, feeling pretty good, "Okay, it seems that we can only proceed step by step, so let's talk about this first, let's go back to Suzhou?"
Say, what else
Do you see me dizzy and staring at the stars
I'm clearly expressing my meaning very seriously, but what's with the feeling that I can't keep up with the rhythm for a moment
A tumor or something suddenly appeared in our conversation, is there really no problem
I tried to sort out the thoughts that had been disturbed by him, but after a minute, to no avail. I had to catch the simpler question.
"I'm not going back to Suzhou, I... want to go back to Wuxi." I explained quickly, "Anyway, there is still a day and a half of vacation, and I haven't gone back to see my mother for a long time, who wants to drink my mother's soup. ,I… "
"Do you need so many reasons to go home?" Lin Yusen almost laughed, "Okay, then I'll take you to... the train station."
"...No need, I'll take a taxi by myself."
He finally sighed again.
"Nie Xiguang, are you planning to hide from me in the future?"
"No." I bit my lower lip in embarrassment. I didn't know how to euphemistically express my meaning. In the end, I was defeated by a mess of my brain and decided to be more direct.
He's so smart, it's probably no different from being direct and euphemistic.
"I didn't accept it, but I still enjoy the care of others calmly. Isn't that too much?"
He frowned slightly and looked like he was thinking, "I'm not very experienced in this either, but isn't this a normal pursuit step for me? So you mean, not only do you not accept me, but also allow me to chase you?"
The words "chasing you" came out of Lin Yusen's mouth, and I was at a loss again. Moreover, why was he summed up, it made me feel like the overlord clause.
"If in the end I still don't... why waste your time."
"Nie Xiguang, if you don't have confidence in yourself, why don't you have confidence in me?" Lin Yusen looked at me with soft eyes.
"Didn't you say that I'm good at everything?" He raised his eyebrows slightly, "A girl like you can't even say 'I didn't accept me in the end', so soft-hearted, how stupid I have to be to catch up you?"
Is this praising me or laughing at me...
I looked at him speechlessly, and suddenly felt a little amused in embarrassment.
"I'm so scared that I don't even dare to sit in my car..." he sighed, "I'm just pursuing you, not about business cooperation, but also about the return on investment. Why do you have to think first, if you don't accept it, I'm sorry I?"
"I'm chasing you, it's your welfare, not your burden."
I stared blankly at him.
"You said you still like someone else, what's the problem?" He smiled at me and said decisively, "I'll let you choose."