So, at six o'clock in the morning in the cold winter and twelfth lunar month, I stood on the platform of Wuxi high-speed rail station, carrying our most famous sweet meat stuffed dumplings in Wuxi that abused countless tourists====
There are still more than ten days before the Spring Festival. There are many people at the train station, and the platform is bustling. I stood on tiptoe among the crowd and looked at the direction of the train, feeling a little apprehensive.
Will Lin Yusen feel strange when he sees me waiting for him on the platform? If you pick up people, you will usually be at the exit, but I ran to the platform. Will this be too grand
Shall I run to the exit now
While hesitating, the train had already entered the station. The white train whizzed past me, and then gradually slowed down. Gradually, I was able to see the passengers in the carriage through the window.
I saw Lin Yusen.
I don't know why I can be sure it's him at a glance, but it's just a passing silhouette.
But I couldn't help but run after the car.
The speed of the train was already very slow, so that figure was always in my sight. I saw him stand up and take a black suitcase from the overhead rack, then a woman in a blue coat seemed to say something to him, he nodded and took another red one from the rack 's box.
The train stopped completely.
The door of the carriage opened, and the passengers came out one after another. When the familiar tall figure walked out of the carriage, I subconsciously hid behind the pillars==
When I realized that the direction of the exit was not on my side, Lin Yusen had already gone a little far, so I quickly chased after him and quietly followed him.
By the way, what am I tossing about
Soon I found out that I was not the only one following him. The woman in blue also caught up with him, and I vaguely heard her thanking Lin Yusen.
"Thank you just now for helping me carry the box, otherwise it's so heavy that I can't carry it."
Lin Yusen nodded slightly and did not speak.
I listened from a distance, I don't know why I suddenly felt a little proud in my heart - he came because of me, otherwise he wouldn't stay here at all, and he wouldn't help you with your luggage.
But then he was ashamed of this inexplicable pride.
The woman in blue seemed to want to say something, but Lin Yusen's alienating attitude stopped her and walked to the other side in embarrassment.
I followed behind him and watched him dismiss the enthusiastic woman without saying a word. I couldn't help but feel very happy, and my footsteps suddenly became lighter.
I suddenly realized that it was a lot of fun to follow him secretly behind me, wanton looking at his tall and straight back, so I made up my mind not to call him, just follow him first. However, after making this decision, the person in front suddenly stopped.
He turned around abruptly, his eyes fixed on me.
After a while, he strode towards me, as if to confirm, staring firmly at my face, "Nie Xiguang?"
How the hell did he find me
I looked up at him: "Yeah."
"How will you be here?"
I deliberately looked around, but didn't look at him, "Hey, you don't know how cold it is at the exit, I froze to death in my coat, so I just bought a ticket in the waiting hall, there is heating, and since the ticket was checked, I'll just come down, or else I'll cut a ticket and the train won't be able to leave, what should I do?"
I thought he would complain about the fact that it's not a plane, the train doesn't wait for anyone, but I didn't expect him to put on a very agreeable expression: "That's right, Miss Nie's ticket is so important, how dare you go without cutting the train."
"Hey!"
He smiled slightly: "Didn't I tell you eight o'clock?"
I hummed twice, but he dared to take the initiative to mention it.
"You told me about eight o'clock, but I checked the train timetable. There are trains coming from there. One arrives at six in the morning, and the other arrives at ten. There is no eight at all. Why are you lying to me?"
In fact, before I asked him this question, I had already made up the answer in my mind, for example, I was afraid that you would wake up too early and work hard.
Who knew that he sighed and said, "I'm afraid you will say, 'Forget it, Lin Yusen, it's too early for me to get up, you should go back to Suzhou by yourself.'"
I couldn't help being angry and laughing: "I won't do this!"
"Well, now I know." He said looking at me seriously.
I thought I would be very uncomfortable seeing him again, but just now I didn't, and it was as relaxed and casual as before. However, at this moment, under his gaze, I suddenly didn't know how to put my hands and feet away.
I avoided his gaze a little, and said jokingly, "By the way, it's amazing."
"what?"
"I saw it just now, the girl in the blue dress."
He smiled: "Is this a plus or minus?"
I was stunned for a moment before I understood what he meant, and immediately felt embarrassed. "What's the point, I'm not good at math"
Without waiting for him to speak, I casually stuffed the box in my hand into him: "Here, the xiaolongbao that you bought for you."
The hot xiao long bao has actually become a small frozen bao now. In fact, it would be silly to pack a xiao long bao for people in the winter, but anyway, I just got windy for a while.
"There's a nice cafe next to the exit. Let's eat there."
"it is good."
Seeing how fast he answered, I couldn't help reminding him, "It's sweet."
He smiled: "Really? That's suitable to eat now."
I couldn't help lowering my head, afraid that the corners of my mouth would reveal the surging feeling in my heart, "Let's go!"
This time I ran ahead.
Probably because it was too early, the cafe was very quiet and there were not many customers.
The waiter warmly helped us to warm up the xiao long bao, and even served some vinegar very thoughtfully, which surprised me. After breakfast, we walked slowly to the parking lot.
"Where do you want to go? Wuxi is actually not much fun, and Taihu Lake is too cold right now." I thought hard about the attractions, "Either go see Lingshan Brahma Palace, at least the top is still very beautiful, or go to the Three Kingdoms City Water Margin City? Or Yuantouzhu or something"
I gushed about it until his voice sounded.
"I always thought you would take me to see plum blossoms."
I stopped abruptly.
Thinking of how ecstatic he was when he received my invitation to appreciate plums in the letter, he couldn't help but feel sad. Taking a breath of the cold air, I deliberately said briskly, "Okay, then let's go to the plum garden. The tickets to the plum garden are the cheapest. You can save me money."
I drove by myself. In fact, I have taken Lin Yusen's car many times, but since I read his letter, I suddenly don't want him to drive, and I always feel a little worried. So when I got to the parking lot, I took the lead in the driver's seat.
As expected, Lin Yusen didn't go to the passenger seat obediently, but stood outside the driver's seat, leaning over and knocking on the window politely.
I opened the window.
"There's snow on the road outside, I'll drive."
"It's not that I don't trust your driving skills." At first, I wanted to find an excuse to make him give up the idea of driving, but suddenly I thought, maybe we will have a lot of opportunities to go out together in the future, we can't make excuses every time, so I seriously Immediately changed his mouth, "I really don't trust your driving skills=="
It probably hurt his self-esteem too much. He was speechless for a while, looked at me, wanted to laugh but not funny, and sighed.
I urged him: "Get in the car, or the plum blossoms will be thanked."
I drove the car on the winding roads of Wuxi with confidence, and drove through each road seriously, but when I was driving, I suddenly felt that the sparkling lake in front of me was Taihu Lake, right? How did I drive to the edge of Taihu Lake
I slowly parked the car on the side of the road, took out my mobile phone, and before I opened the map software, I heard the person next to me calmly say, "There is a junction ahead and you are driving the wrong way."
I silently turned to look at him.
"The street sign tells you that you should take the road on the right, and you are driving in the middle."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier"
"Oh," he said solemnly, "I thought people who were despised were not qualified to lead the way."
My expression was probably weird, Lin Yusen looked at me and couldn't help but actually laughed.
I was completely annoyed, turned the steering wheel gloomily and tried to turn back, but was stopped by Lin Yusen.
"Don't look back, it's fine here."
"what?"
Lin Yusen said, "Look over there."
I followed his gaze, and a large swath of red clouds in the distance suddenly burst into my eyes, as if they were plum blossoms in full bloom.
I drove the car a little over, parked on the side of the road, got off the car, and it turned out to be a large plum blossom forest.
I don't know when, so many plum trees were planted on the edge of Taihu Lake. Right now is the season of plum blossoms. It has just snowed, and the snow is gently pressing on the plum blossoms. It blooms quietly and brilliantly by the inaccessible Taihu Lake.
The water of Taihu Lake gently beat the embankment.
Lin Yusen and I walked quietly among the plum trees, no one spoke for a while, only the sound of shoes stepping on the snow.
"So, you always thought that it was me who invited you to see the plum blossom two years ago? Did you treat me like that when you were in the company?"
Lin Yusen answered me after a while. "yes."
"Then why did you later?" I stopped, "Obviously in your heart I once abandoned you."
"I can't help myself."
I stopped and looked at him.
"I found a lot of reasons to convince myself, maybe Jiaqi didn't make it clear, maybe you were too young to face such a heavy thing at that time, so you chose to forget it, and there have been cases in medicine. Or You don't know my Chinese name. At that time, I was introduced by vincent, and you happened to forget what I looked like, so you couldn't connect me with the person two years ago. I found many reasons, each of which was different There are so many loopholes, but I convince myself of each one, otherwise, how can I allow myself to pursue you again?"
"I'm not touched at all!" I really wanted to throw a snowball at him. "If you don't ask me, you'll put the blame on me. Am I that kind of person?"
"You're not." He sighed gloomily, "But Xiguang, I didn't think it would be anyone other than you. From the beginning to the end, I didn't think it would be you."
"I'm sorry," he said.
"If it wasn't for my father who unintentionally exposed this matter, did you plan to never let me know for the rest of your life?"
Lin Yusen didn't answer, obviously tacitly.
I couldn't help but feel stuffy for a while, but in addition to the stuffiness, there was more softness and grief. There is such a person who is willing to bear the pain for me alone, and is willing to continue as always after he thinks I have let it down.
A gust of lake wind blew, and the snow on the plum blossoms fell rustling.
"Why are you running so far without a word these days?"
Made me so worried.
"How should I face you?" His voice was somber, "I always thought that it was because of you that I couldn't pick up the scalpel again. I finally convinced myself to be willing, but in the end I found out that it was because of a different person. Related people, a mistake?"
He laughed to himself, "I don't even know what to say to myself."
"My life has turned into a joke."
I felt a dull pain in my heart.
But for a while, I couldn't say a word of comfort, as if the language suddenly lost its effect, and everything was so pale and powerless.
"Nie Xiguang, when did you meet him?"
I was stunned for a moment, only to realize that he was talking about Zhuang Xu. I don't know why he asked this, but I still replied: "The summer vacation between the junior and senior year."
"A year and a half." A wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "I often think of what you said these days."
"what?"
"You said, 'If only I knew you first'. But now, I'd rather be the one who met you later, so that I won't hold grudges, and I won't think that we would have been together long ago if it wasn't for such a mishap, but, "He said, "I knew you first."
I don't understand what kind of magic these few words have, so plain but stinging me all at once, together with the previous sentence "My life has turned into a joke" makes me sad to the extreme, I'm just in Out of the mouth in an instant.
"I'll be with you from now on."
He was stunned and lost for a moment, and then his eyes seemed to be ignited, eager to make people palpitate, but soon the light disappeared again, "Xiguang, I hope we are together, but it's not because of your moment. impulse."
I stubbornly said, "I'm just impulsive, do you want it?"
He stared at me silently, and finally, as if admitting defeat, suddenly pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly.
His coat was a little cold, but soon, his arms warmed up, and I heard my heart beating so flusterly, but I didn't want to break free at all.
After a while, I heard him say firmly in my ear, "Yes."
Then he repeated it, with a slight tiredness in his voice, "I want it."