I ran out of the dormitory building and was blown away by the night wind. I woke up a little and thought vaguely in my head, what would they think if I just ran out like this
Guilty of being a thief? Or absconding in fear of crime
I don't know about other people, but with Zhuang Xu's opinion of me, there are nine out of ten people who think so.
It's ridiculous. Before today, I thought that even if Zhuang Xu didn't like me, even if he didn't like me and didn't want to make progress, at least he would be grateful to me and think I was a good person. After all, I helped him, didn't I
It turned out once again that I was an idiot.
Ever since I met Zhuang Xu, I seem to have been equating with an idiot. The chase was like a farce at first, I played the role of a smug clown who didn't know anything, and then I figured it out, packed up my emotions and quit, and even sent a text message to explain to him - "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were with Rong Rong, otherwise I wouldn't tell you that. Hope it didn't bother you."
Apologizing for what I like is ridiculous.
But I don't want him to misunderstand that I was deliberately trying to win love.
That text message, like most of the text messages sent to him before, went unanswered. Now that I think about it, maybe he didn't believe it at all.
Yeah, how could he believe it.
How could he believe that Rongrong and I were in the same dormitory, but he didn't know the ambiguity between them. How could he believe that I even asked Rong Rong at that time, but got the answer "Although we are neighbors, we don't know much about it".
My eyes became more and more sore, I raised my hand and wiped it twice to stop the tears, but instead it became more and more, and the soreness in my chest made me want to cry. I have always felt that liking someone should be the kind of mood that is like a flower blooming happily. Why is it so uncomfortable
I sat in the secluded grove of the school until late at night, and didn't stand up until I was very hungry. I looked up and saw that it was already dark. I didn’t know what time it was. I threw my phone and wallet in the dormitory and didn’t bring it out. Fortunately, there were dozens of dollars in my trouser pocket, otherwise I would not only be wronged, but also Starvation is too miserable.
Putting my hands in my pockets, I walked out of the school slowly. The night market outside the north gate was bustling, and pop songs mixed with the loud voices rushed towards my face, which instantly relieved the anxiety in my heart a lot. I took a deep breath and felt emotional. It seems to have calmed down a bit, but my eyes are stinging from the lights of the night market. I walked into a beef noodle restaurant that I usually go to next to the night market, sat down and ordered a bowl of noodles, and then I turned my chopsticks and continued to stare at me.
Rotating the pen and chopsticks is a bad habit I developed in high school. It has been a few years since I quit. Today, I started playing again without realizing it. The chopsticks are spinning in my hand quickly and smoothly, and it doesn't seem to be unfamiliar at all.
However, when I saw the two people walking into the noodle shop, my fingers froze, and the chopsticks flew out and hit the girl opposite eating.
It is Zhuang Xu and Rongrong. Rong Rong took Zhuang Xu's hand and walked in with a smile.
Probably this is the so-called narrow road meeting.
It is not uncommon for them to come to this shop. Students from University A often eat noodles here. This shop is a must-have for beef noodles, and Nanjing is very famous. But why at this time
Rong Rong took Zhuang Xu and sat down in another corner of the noodle shop. She didn't seem to see me. She kept talking to Zhuang Xu with a smile on her face. I could feel her good mood from so far away. My bad mood is completely inverse.
This is the first time I have seen them so close in public. Rong Rong has always been very reserved, telling everyone that he and Zhuang Xu are just friends. It's not my fault for being so close now. That being said, I'm a really efficient catalyst.
I laughed at myself, and the sourness I had just suppressed in my heart began to stir again.
I said sorry to the girl opposite and took the chopsticks back. The waiter just happened to deliver my noodles, I bowed my head to eat noodles, just wanted to leave before they saw me finish eating.
It's a pity that God didn't want it. The girl opposite finished eating, and when she got up, she bumped into the waiter who was holding the bowl. It was a mess and chaos. The waiter's attitude was not bad, but the voice was too loud. "Be careful", many people came over. .
Although Zhuang Xu and the others haven't looked this way yet, but if the waiter speaks loudly, there is no guarantee that they won't turn back. I didn't have the heart to eat it, and before the waiter spoke again, I took out a piece of twenty yuan from my trouser pocket and handed it to the waiter: "Checkout."
After he finished speaking, he got up and walked out without waiting for him to find money.
Rong Rong still saw me. When she got up, she just met her eyes. She snorted and turned her eyes away, as if she didn't want to look at me more.
I clenched my fists, resisted the urge to come forward and quarrel with her, and walked out of the noodle shop stiffly.
The mood is getting worse.
Anyway, I didn't want to go back to the dormitory today. I walked to the bus station and planned to spend the night at my uncle's house.
When I got to my uncle's house, my cousin had already finished evening self-study. He was sitting on the sofa eating supper and watching TV. As soon as he saw me, he first held the plate in his arms. "Sister, why are you back today. I'm starving, don't rob me."
"You're ready to eat yourself." I didn't want to pay him any attention, and said a word and ran upstairs.
After lying in bed for a few minutes, my cousin came knocking on the door. "Hey, Nie Xiguang, I can't eat it. Do you want to eat it? It's a small bun made by Aunt Zhang. It has meat."
I ignored him.
My cousin kept knocking outside, "Sister, you won't fall out of love again, will you?"
Why is everyone so annoying today? I got out of bed, opened the door, and said blankly, "So what?"
"Lost again?" The cousin first opened his mouth wide, and then started to snicker, "Will it still be Brother Zhuang, didn't you give up earlier?"
Finally, under my angry eyes, he comforted me insincerely: "Okay, sister, it's better if you don't lose your body."
"..." I looked at him for two seconds and kicked the door in front of him.
I worked as a tortoise at my uncle’s house for two days, but I still had to go back. My laptop is still in the dormitory, and the draft of my thesis is in it.
I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but when I was walking on the road to school, I always felt that a few half-baked classmates flashed at me. Later, things changed, A Fen told me that at that time, many people in the department knew about this matter very quickly, and it was very unpleasant to hear. There are several versions of Nie Xiguang framing a rival in love, which fully demonstrated the imagination of college students, even the counselors. They all called to the dormitory to comfort Rongrong.
I originally thought that in the afternoon, no one would choose to go to the dormitory after three o'clock. As a result, I pushed open the dormitory door and found that there were quite a few people in the dormitory, unfortunately, Rong Rong was standing in the middle of the dormitory, smiling and in a good mood. Seeing my face condensed, she smiled again.
"Nie Xiguang, forget about that, everyone, classmates."
I don't want to argue anymore, I look at her blankly.
She was playing with the mobile phone in her hand: "This is an early birthday gift from Zhuang Xu yesterday. There are pros and cons in everything. The ancients' words really make sense.
She meant something, and everyone else in the dormitory was silent. I looked at the dazzling mobile phone and said lightly, "What is there to show off with such an ordinary mobile phone."
She blushed, and then returned to normal: "Yes, the mobile phone is ordinary, only more than a thousand dollars, Miss Nie naturally dislikes it, but haven't you heard of it?" She said heavily: "Yiqiu is priceless, It's rare to have a lover."
I was stunned, and then said slowly: "Yes, it is rare to have a lover, so congratulations."
I couldn't live in the dormitory anymore, so I cleaned up and ran to my uncle's house.
I shouldn't have moved back in the first place.