The fate of hope is to disappear soon after it is obtained.
There are always blows, but a blow that is sustained may not be a blow.
I walked all the way back to the cabin, lay down on the bed, and returned to the state I was in before going out. I could see the reality more clearly, but I couldn't find the next solution.
Satris stood beside the bed and never left.
"What do you want to ask?" Feeling his presence, I couldn't quietly indulge in finding a way to abandon the position of the Lord God and leave with Saffrot.
"Master, have you really released the prison of your soul?" He hesitated, but finally asked.
"Don't believe it?" I raised my eyes and looked at him. This man with golden eyes second only to Sidi has now replaced Shu Le as my servant, or angel.
"No, it's just that I don't think the master has changed much."
"Change?" I cracked my lips and smiled dryly, "I will always be me."
"Yes!" He nodded and accepted, as if accepting an order, and then the whole room became calm again.
"Is it true that the position of Lord God cannot be replaced?" I suddenly asked.
"In the next ranking match, if you lose, you can replace someone else, but..." Satris hesitated, "It's just..."
"What?"
"Lord Si Di has always hoped that you could become the Lord God. Don't you think you don't want his wish to come true?"
"He just wants his child to be the main god, not me." I smiled helplessly.
"But he has always treated you as his own child. Remember when Will and the others brought you back, he could have reshaped you, but he was afraid of hurting you, so he changed it to soul confinement, and later he accompanied you Watching you eating cakes in this world, aren't these all made for you? Do you really not care at all?" Satris became more and more excited as he spoke. Seeing him like this, I suddenly couldn't help laughing. He stood up, but his smile was a little cold.
"Master... why are you laughing?" He stared at me in shock.
"You are becoming less and less like you used to be." I replied, jumping off the bed and standing in front of the window, looking at the light outside. "But I am not suitable to live in such a bright place, and he is not suitable for living in such a bright place." Won’t stay here forever.”
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"If the master really wants to leave, there may be another way." Satris saw my embarrassment and pain, so he said.
"What?" I turned around sharply and looked at him expectantly.
"That is to find Lord Si Di's real child. In that case, someone will take over the position of the main god of heaven, and the master can repay Lord Si Di's love."
"This..." Looking at Satoris, I knew that he was right. This is the best ideal method, but now that child will never appear again, because I don't want him to appear, "But..."
"Since you, the master, are the fourth generation, you should know the third generation better. I think it will not be difficult to find Mr. Sti's child, so as long as you, the master..."
"That's enough! I won't go looking for it." I interrupted Satoris with a loud voice.
"Why?" Satris asked puzzledly.
I sighed, turned around and sat on the bed, looking down at my bare feet, "Sartris, do you have too many questions today?"
"I'm sorry, I was wrong, Master! I won't ask any more questions." Although Satoris looked curious, he still kept his mouth shut. ,
I rolled over and fell down, "I'm tired, see you tomorrow."
"Yes! Master!" Satris retreated obediently, as he said, and never asked me any questions, but my heart still couldn't help but feel uneasy, because sometimes, Many things and many truths are not meant to be buried forever if you don’t tell them.
If this truth can be buried forever, then I am willing to pay any price, because the pain and self-blame are beyond words and cannot be put away. Even though I have completely accepted and let go, I still think of that situation from time to time, and The most frightening thing about being stabbed deeply by it is that such wounds will not heal.
I put my hands together and wanted to pray, but when I was about to pray, I couldn't find the person to pray to.
"Huh!" He smiled helplessly, "It turns out that gods are more pitiable than humans."
I fell asleep quickly while lying on the bed, maybe because I was tired.
The so-called taking over the affairs of heaven the next day was actually a private meeting between me and Falham, sitting face to face, looking at each other, and guessing the other's thoughts and purpose of coming.
"You asked me to come here just to let me sit and admire your white beard, right?" I was really bored, so I couldn't help but speak.
"Mysilia is really good at joking, hahaha~" Falham said with a smile, "Actually, I have written down the affairs of heaven in this book. You will understand as long as you take it back and read it. As for the purpose of letting you come here I think you have already guessed what it is!"
"No! I didn't guess anything." I was cold and calm. The person I am now is the person I was in the past. As for whether I fit in with what he said about the main god, that is not within my consideration, because I have never been interested in catering to him. other people's tastes.
"Since you haven't guessed it, I'll tell you straight away." Falham said with a loving look on his face, "I hope you can stay and be the main god of heaven."
"Do you think I will stay?" In fact, I had already guessed that he came to me for this matter, but this did not seem to be a topic that could be discussed.
"Yes!" He nodded firmly.
"Oh? But I don't think so." I was a little curious.
"Haha!" Falham smiled, "Whether you are Steve's child or not, at least he loves you like a child. Even if you are repaying his love, you should stay."
"But he said that he would let me make my own choice. He didn't want me to end up like him." I raised my head, looked at Falham squarely, and replied calmly.
"But he shouldn't want the Clan of Light to be wiped out like this, right?"
"Destroyed? Without me as the Lord God, the Clan of Light would be as weak as ants!" I just thought it was funny. Fortunately, he could imagine that he would put the fate of the Clan of Light on me. If If he expands it further, wouldn’t I become the savior of the entire world
"I think you should be as clear as I am about the strength of Heaven now. Originally, together with Emperor Si, there were nine golden eyes, but now there are only a few left. The only one who can fight is you except Temeng,..."
"And you!" I added.
"Okay, there are still me, but there are only three of you. If you leave Heaven, then Heaven will suddenly lose its main god, and people will definitely be distracted. In addition, there are only two golden-eyed combatants. How can such a Heaven compete with the old ones? How about competing against the Night Clan?" Falham looked at me and analyzed clearly.
"So, if I leave, heaven will probably be destroyed?" This is the only conclusion that can be drawn from what he said.
"Not bad!" He nodded.
"But you forgot one thing, that is, the destruction of heaven, does it have anything to do with me?" I reminded with a cold smile, "Don't forget, I am not an angel, I am not kind, and I am not the child of Sidi. , there is no equal obligation, and I don’t like the light, the light here is too fake, so I don’t like living here.”
"The reason is very good, but the light may not be bright, but the darkness will never be bright." Falham felt.
"Maybe!" I didn't agree, but I didn't object either.
Then, no one spoke immediately, and the surroundings were eerily quiet, until Fareham sighed, seemed to have made some decision, and said, "Even if you don't think about heaven, you still have to think about him, right?"
"For him? What do you mean?" I couldn't help but become nervous, but I remained calm on the surface.
"I asked a lot of questions after I took him away yesterday." He answered slowly, "For example, who is his mother, why does he have purple-gold eyes, and what is his powerful power..."
"You know everything?" I didn't want to hear any more and interrupted directly.
"Not bad!" he affirmed. "If you don't want him to know what I know, then you'd better stay and watch me."
"Are you threatening me?" I hate being threatened, and my tone suddenly became extremely cold.
"That's understandable!" But my coldness had no effect on him. He smiled and actually picked up the tea at hand and drank it. His calm and calm look made me even more furious.
"Then you think I will be threatened?" This is what I don't like to do the most. Being threatened, controlled by others, like a puppet, losing myself. This kind of myself, I feel that I am no longer myself.
"Of course, who makes him the person you exist for in this life?" He said and smiled, "At this point, you are more suitable to be the Lord God than him."
"Why?"
"Because I have no way to threaten him to stay and become the Lord God!" Falham was honest and told me clearly, but even if he said it clearly, I still couldn't do anything to him.
"Huh!" I snorted, helplessly but willingly, "You win!"
"I know I will win." He didn't look proud, but his words still made people uncomfortable.
"But... I stay here to be the main god, so I don't want to be controlled by anyone." I don't want to be cared for like a guinea pig in heaven. If that's the case, then I might as well just let him disappear in front of me. Maybe it's easier to do.
"Okay! As long as you stay and he leaves, I won't stop you from doing anything you want to do. I think you know very well that I'm only interested in them." As he said that, he looked at the bottles and jars used for experiments. Can.
"Okay! I understand." With that said, I stood up and walked out the door.
He was right. If I stay, Saffrot must leave, otherwise everything will be meaningless and it will become impossible to bury the truth.
"He is now in the noble residence!" When I stepped out of the door of the laboratory, Fareham reminded me inside the door.
"Thank you! Rule the Angel Faram!" From this moment on, I am the Lord God, the ruthless Lord of Heaven, the spiritual pillar of mankind. Maybe this is a road of no return, but at the same time it is also a road that I have to take. (To be continued)