He left, and Satris, who was originally going to send him away, performed another task because I was worried about it, which was to clean up another temple built by Thor. If possible, maybe there would be a good place to stay. At least there's some natural coloring there because of Thor.
"Little sister, what are you thinking about?" Little Liz came early in the morning and kept lying in front of my bed looking at me, while I lay in bed in a daze.
"Do you want to go out?" I asked, completely casually.
"Go out?" Little Liz was stunned, "Going outside?"
"Well, go among humans." I turned around and calmly looked at Little Liz who raised her head.
"I think so! But..." Xiao Lisi agreed quickly, but then he hesitated.
"What?"
"I haven't found my parents yet, I have no relatives outside, and I have no place to live, so... I think Sister Sali is right, it's better for me to stay here." Little Liz replied very sensibly.
"What if there is a place to live? Do you want to go back?" I was asking her, and I was also asking myself. The current human world seems to me the same as hers, although I have relatives, friends, and a place to live. , but I still can’t decide.
"Yes I do!"
"Why?"
"I can tell Miss Sister, but you can't tell anyone else, not even Sister Sali!" Little Liz looked around mysteriously, then turned back to me and said.
"Yeah." I nodded in assurance.
"Because those brothers and sisters here are not human!"
"Not human beings?" I was stunned. They were all angels, so naturally they were not human beings.
"Their smiles are so fake. They won't play with me or give me lollipops to eat. They don't look like big brothers and little sisters at all, so they are not human. And there is no sun and moon here, and there are no flowers that can sleep. Singing bugs are not fun at all." Liz stood up straight and said seriously. Looking at her like this, I suddenly felt like laughing. It turned out that the light of heaven was not bright at all from the perspective of such an ignorant little girl.
"Okay! Then little sister will take you back to the human world. Do you want to go?" I thought for a long time. This place is not suitable for me. For me, the light of heaven is darkness, but the night of the human world is so beautiful.
"Really? That's great. I want to eat a lollipop and a small cake. Eat..."
"You want to eat so much! What a greedy little cat!" Hong Wu suddenly appeared at the window and made a face at Xiao Lisi, making her giggle non-stop. In this calm place like a pool of stagnant water In the paradise, he was the only one who caused some unexpected ripples.
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"I want to eat everything. I'm just eating one thing here. Although I won't be hungry, I'm tired of eating." Xiao Lisi retorted.
"Okay! If you go out, big brother will buy you everything, okay?" Hong Wu jumped in from the window, stroked Xiao Lisi's head, and said softly.
"Okay! Okay!" Little Liz jumped up and down happily.
"Then you go out and play obediently for a while. Big brother has something to tell little sister." Hong Wu said, taking Xiao Lisi outside the door, and specifically asked, "Keep an eye on big brother, if there is anyone Come in and meow like a kitten, okay?"
"Well, Liz knows." Little Liz obediently went outside to look out for the wind. Looking at Hong Wu who closed the door and walked back to the bed, I raised my head and joked, "Do you have an Electra complex? "
"You..." Hong Wu's originally planned words and prepared expression were completely disrupted by the impact of these words.
"If I had known you would come back obediently, I shouldn't have taken you away in the first place." I sighed.
"If I had known you would give up on him, you shouldn't have woken up in the first place!" Hong Wu, whose tone was already out of tune, suddenly became serious and her words were extremely aggressive.
"Are you here to fight for his injustice?" I turned my gaze to the window and asked.
"Fighting against injustice? I'm not an angel of light, nor a good person. I don't know how to fight against injustice. I just feel that Safrot is a bit pitiful. He has lost so much and gone through so much because of you, but in the end, you did it for this broken paradise. And to give up on him, huh! Women are so scary!" Hong Wu said, sitting down beside my bed and looking out the window.
"Then you still dare to come?" My tone did not change, calm and cold.
"Anyway, I've become a guinea pig now, so there's nothing to be afraid of." Hong Wu replied helplessly.
"Guinea pig~ Huh! Isn't this your own choice?"
"Don't you think this is your own choice?" Hong Wu was very keen to catch the implication of my words, but I have experienced too much, and I will no longer be confused by such language holes. Tell me what to say.
"Sometimes, choices are placed in front of you, but you can only choose one of them." This is what I am helpless about. If possible, I would rather disappear than stay here. There is no warmth of sunshine in the light, smiling face There is no friendly expression in it, and power only exists for order. Such a place is not suitable for me at all.
"Given it to Faram?" He turned his head with a cunning smile, like a hunter who had found his target.
"Does it matter who gave it to me?" I asked nonchalantly.
"Then what do you think is important? To drive Safrot out of heaven, to make some choices and decisions without telling him, to completely exclude him? After so long, why don't you understand that many things should not be left to you alone? People make choices and decisions. If he chooses you, he will accept everything related to you, whether it is your tragic past or your uneasy future. So you shouldn't treat him like this. Why don't you tell him everything and let him He made his own choice, whether to leave or stay." Hong Wu was really interesting when he was serious. Seeing his solemn expression and his duty-bound look, I couldn't help but laugh.
"Why are you laughing? You can still laugh! Don't forget that when he is losing, you are also losing, and what you lose is far more than what he loses!" Hong Wu was a little angry, and his voice became much louder. .
"Lost?" Isn't this word a bit extravagant when used to me? "Do you think there is anything else that exists like us that can be lost?"
"You..." Hong Wu was speechless and paused for a moment, "Let's talk about you now. Do you think you have nothing? You have your half-brother Saint Grad, and you also have Sinmo, your adoptive father who loves you. I You should know better than anyone how this friend, especially Safrot, treats you. How can you say you have nothing when you have so much."
"These..." Do I really own them? Saint Greed, brother? Although I was left alone in Jiyingbao at the beginning, it was said to be of my own free will, but then a third party was hired. If I hadn't been strong enough, I would not have existed long ago. Can I be considered worthy of such a brother? Speaking of Sinmo, he is very kind to me, but the more he treats me, the less I want to accept it. I am afraid, I am afraid that one day he will lie in my arms and disappear. As for Hong Wu in front of me, his fate will be worse than I'm not much better, so I just do it casually. Anyway, we're not close enough, so I don't have to worry about him disappearing because of me. Finally, there is Saffrot, the person who changed me, but he has already harmed himself because he got too close to me. In other words, I harmed him. If it were not for me, would he kill Sidi
Thinking of this, I just felt a stabbing pain in my heart and felt a little stuffy, so I turned over and turned my back to him, "I'm tired!"
"Luvian, what happened? Why did you give up Safrot?" Hong Wu was silent for a while. When I thought he would leave silently, he suddenly spoke, and so directly.
"I didn't give up on him, I just gave him a way to test him. If he can kill Reddy Cross, then I will leave with him forever." Maybe in the eyes of many people, my method of testing him It's almost cruel, but if you think about it more deeply, would a person who has experienced "patriricide" ask his loved ones to do the same thing? certainly! I don't ask him to trust me without any worries and kill the man he considers his biological father.
"But Red Cross is his..." Hong Wu naturally couldn't believe that this method was just a so-called test.
"I'm tired!" I interrupted him, hoping he could understand what he meant.
"Well, then I'll leave first." Hong Wu had no choice but to get up and leave. Before going out, "He hasn't given up on you yet, and I hope you won't give up on him either."
"I will go to the human world tomorrow. If you want to go, come here early in the morning and take Liz with you." I decided to leave this dark paradise and go to the human world to find a place to live.
"Would Falham agree?" Hong Wu expressed doubt.
"Don't forget, I am the main god of heaven now." I did not hesitate. After all, apart from Saffrot, Falham to me is just an old man who can't even take care of his own children, and now He can no longer restrict me from anything else.
"Well, Lord God!" Hong Wu turned around and smiled ambiguously, "Then I will ask Lord God to take care of me from now on!"
"If you just behave like a guinea pig, you won't need my care at all." I retorted.
"Luvian, can't you be gentler? For example, at this time, you can throw yourself into my arms and cry sadly, even if you rub your nose and tears on my body! At least this can make me feel a little better. A sense of accomplishment." Hong Wu, who was about to go out, suddenly turned around and complained loudly.
"It seems that you have forgotten again. I am now the main god of heaven. You said, is it possible for a person who cares about a guinea pig to throw himself into the arms of a guinea pig and cry?" I rolled my eyes at him. He really didn't care at all. Fortunately, he could think of this way to vent, and the person he used it was me.
"Forget it!" He turned around with a slight anger on his face, and as he closed the door, he said in a leisurely voice, "As long as you're fine!"
"You..." It turns out that this is the only purpose of your coming. I smiled. It was the first time in this period that I smiled knowingly. No matter what choices I will face in the future, I think I can persist. Isn't this... me? (To be continued)