I stood alone in this vast world of ice and snow, feeling the boundless loneliness and cold. I didn't know how long I stood like this, and I felt very tired, so I lay down. Maybe it was very cold on the snow, but to me, it was nothing, because for a person, the cold outside is It's far inferior to the coldness in your heart, and when you really feel cold, then there is no difference between living and dying for you. I just lay there quietly, as if I was asleep. Gradually, I felt the warmth around my body. This warmth also made me want to sleep more and more. I thought now was the moment when I would truly die! Don’t people often say that? When you die in cold weather and snow, what you feel is not cold, but warmth.
"I shouldn't be able to go to heaven!" I sighed in my heart. After all, there is blood in my body that cannot be redeemed, so even if I have never done anything, even if I pull God’s pants and beg for forgiveness, it is impossible to be accepted!
"But what is God? Because people believe in him, he is God. If people believe in me, then am I not also a god?" My own arrogance that despises all gods once again flashed in my heart. This should be what some people call “blasphemy” against divine authority! But I don't care, I never cared before, I won't care now, and I won't care in the future, if there is ever a future. A trace of warmth flows into my body, and waves of sleepiness come over me. It seems that I really have to go to hell! But there is paradise to me, because there are my parents there, my happy past, and my true self. There I don’t need to pretend to be a thief to see others, and I don’t need to be afraid of letting others know. He is a vampire and stays away from others. over there. . . . . What will it look like there
Suddenly I felt some thick liquid flowing into my mouth. The pure and sweet taste will never be forgotten in my life. It was the spring of life - blood. As I breathed it into my body, my body suddenly warmed up. I thought even the snow under me would be completely melted!
"It seems that I can't even go to hell now!" Although I don't know why there is blood flowing into my mouth in this deserted snow field, but for someone like me who has blood, For a vampire who has power and life, this shouldn't be a bad thing!
"Jing'er, wake up!" I vaguely heard someone calling my name. The voice was so familiar, but I couldn't remember where I heard it before or whose voice it was. .
"Master, is this okay?" Another voice asked.
"Yes, Master, you have lost so much blood, will you be okay?" Now there is another question in the voice of a mother-in-law, and her words are full of concern.
"I'm fine. As long as Jing'er can wake up, it doesn't matter if she bleeds more. Just add more later." The familiar voice said again.
"Who are you?" I asked, but no sound came out. I wanted to stand up, but I couldn't move my whole body, and I couldn't even open my eyes. What's wrong with me? Am I not dead yet? Why can't my body move? The more I couldn't move, the more I wanted to move, so I struggled desperately and finally opened my eyes.
"This is..." Looking at everything in front of me, it was no longer the ice and snow, but a warm room, a room that gave me a sense of familiarity.
"Jing'er? You really need to wake up, you finally woke up!" He shouted to me excitedly in front of me. His voice made my head buzz.
"You are..." I looked at them, their familiar faces, but my mind went blank, I just couldn't remember, who are they? Why were they in front of me and so excited to see me open my eyes
"Jing'er, what's wrong with you? Don't you even remember who I am?" His excitement suddenly disappeared when I asked him.
"Wait, let me think about it, I seem to know you, but now my mind is a little confused and I can't remember." I stopped him. Then I raised my hand and touched my forehead. I felt that my forehead was a little cold and my hands were numb, as if they hadn't been moved for a long time. Could it be that I had slept for a long time just now? But haven’t I been standing all this time and just lay down and fell asleep not long ago
The three of them just stood in front of the bed blankly, staring at me without asking any more troublesome questions. And I also observed them, wondering what they were thinking, and who were they? Why do they seem so nervous towards me? Are they my relatives? But don’t I have no relatives in this world
"Master, I think Miss Jing'er has slept for too long and her mind is a little sluggish. Let her rest first. You'd better stop the bleeding first!" The mother-in-law said to him standing in front of me. It was only now that I discovered that the wrist of his left hand was bleeding.
"Oh, I forgot about this." As he said this, he clenched his left hand with his right hand. After a while, I wiped it with a handkerchief and found that not even a trace was left, as if I had never been injured.
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"This Obasan, you also know me." I turned to look at the old woman standing next to him and asked.
"Of course, you are the only girl I have ever seen brought home by a young master!" Obasan replied in surprise.
"Are you a vampire too?" I asked in surprise, looking at his wrist.
"Don't you already know this?" He looked at me and said with a smile.
"Are we familiar?" I asked again.
"It's not a matter of familiarity or not, it's that I am your father and you are my daughter." He said seriously.
"You are my father. How is this possible? My father left me a long time ago." I know that I had a biological father and an adoptive father, but now they are gone, but the man in front of me says that he is mine. Father
"Your two previous fathers are indeed gone, so now I am your father!" He explained with a gentle smile.
"Really? But why don't I know anything?" I still asked doubtfully.
"Then how do I know? Don't you even know me now?" He didn't answer my question, which made me even more suspicious.
"Okay, whether what you say is true or false, wait until I wake up tomorrow!" I said looking out the window. Now I really can't remember anything, so I thought maybe if I get a good sleep, I will remember everything tomorrow, including who they are and whether he is my father.
"Do you still want to sleep?" he asked suddenly in surprise.
"Why can't I sleep?" I asked confused.
"You have been sleeping for many days. If you sleep again, you won't wake up again!" He said worriedly.
"Don't worry, I will wake up tomorrow morning, and I will definitely know who you are and whether you are my father." I said and closed my eyes again.
"I will definitely wake up!" I said to myself in my heart.
Because I want to know who they are who care about me so much, and whether this father is real or fake, but whether he is real or fake, his concern for me is so touching to me, so I have already been in this world. I am no longer alone, and I no longer only feel lonely and cold. I must wake up and face everything as warm as the sun. (To be continued)