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It has been a whole week since Chu Xun lost his whereabouts and has no news.
Ji Tianze went from confusion to panic, and now he is driving crazy. He looks for people around during the day, and sleeps all night at night. Chu Xun has never left his life for so long... Will Chu Xun come back after leaving? He now even thinks that it is a good thing that Chu Xun is just determined to break up with him. No matter how he called Chu Xun, he couldn't get through. Is it necessary to not even turn on the mobile phone when traveling? He was really afraid of what happened to Chu Xun.
He had nightmares all night long, dreaming that Chu Xun was hit by a car, and the cold and pale body was placed in the small freezer of the mortuary morgue, unclaimed by parents and friends, lying alone in a plastic bag, so pitiful.
Humans are such creatures. When you have them, you don't cherish them. When you lose them, you will regret them too much.
Ji Tianze is the only son in the family, his father is a corporate executive, and although his mother is a housewife, she is also highly educated. He grew up in a family that was envied by his classmates. Most of his uncles and uncles are also successful people, only one younger uncle is particularly rebellious.
That was the first time in Ji Tianze's life that there was such a thing as homosexuality.
When he was a child, he would go back to his hometown with his parents every Spring Festival. He would spend the New Year at his grandparents' house and the whole family would get together. He had a vague impression of his little uncle, as if he was a gentle and handsome young man. The younger uncle was the youngest of that generation, much younger than his father, ten years older than him. He remembered that the younger uncle smiled politely and gave him a box of foreign chocolates and Transformers toys, which were still very rare at that time. s things.
It was about New Year's Eve when he was ten years old. He and his friends were tired from playing outside and went to bed early. In the middle of the night, he was awakened by the movement outside, and ran out barefoot. The door of the old house's lobby was half-closed, and the people inside were very noisy, so he secretly looked.
I saw that grandpa was hitting the little uncle with a cane, and the beating was so hard that a terrible sound of flesh could be heard. There was a large bruise on his cheek, and his mouth was full of blood.
While beating, he scolded him: "I'll let you get a second chair! I might as well beat you to death, so that you can go out and be embarrassed!"
Ji Tianze looked very frightened and wanted to run away, but his feet were weak because of the fright, and he stood still. He was afraid that his little uncle would be beaten to death.
The little uncle knelt on the ground, raised his eyes, like a beast driven to a desperate situation, suddenly smiled, and replied sharply: "Dad, you don't understand, it's not that I didn't learn it well, it's hereditary, the blood of Ji's family. There is a gene for liking men, and it was passed on to me. In our Ji family, I may not be the only one who likes men. I am a bastard, and you are an old bastard. "
Grandpa got even more angry and almost beat him to death. Ji Tianze saw a pool of blood and cried in fright, and was discovered by his father.
Over the past ten years, he still remembers this incident.
The little uncle left later, I heard that he went abroad and never came back.
But as long as he thinks of what his uncle said, he still feels frightened.
The younger uncle is a notorious negative teaching material in the mouths of the elders. Every time the younger uncle is mentioned, the father and the uncle will scold him several times, saying that he is disobedient to the elders, ignorant and ignorant. He is gay, only he knows among the juniors, he never told anyone.
Ji Tianze had another dream, dreaming that he finally found Chu Xun, and he took Chu Xun home.
The little uncle was at his house, and the little uncle and his father were quarreling. Suddenly, the little uncle pointed at him and said to his father, "Haha, brother, look, I said that I am not the only homosexual in our family. You hate me deeply, but you The only precious son is also with the man."
He clapped and laughed, and Dad looked at him with hatred and disgust.
Ji Tianze was awakened by a nightmare and broke out in a cold sweat.
What should he do
What can he do
He didn't want to be gay, but he couldn't let Chu Xun go.
How could Chu Xun do this? Running into his life without authorization is good for him, and running away without authorization.
After work, Ji Tianze went to Chu Xun's house again. The door was closed, and there was no sign of anyone coming back.
Ji Tianze sighed and was about to leave when he suddenly smelled a faint smell in the room.
He suddenly thought, maybe Chu Xun didn't leave at all, he was at home, something happened...
Ji Tianze quickly found the property and told him that he was Chu Xun's friend, worried that Chu Xun would encounter an accident at home, and the property was also afraid of life, so he helped open the door, and they went in to check.
Chu Xun's house was empty and not cleaned for a week, and a thin layer of dust had fallen in the room.
They found the source of the stench, not a corpse, just a piece of pork forgotten to put in the fridge.
Searched his wardrobe and refrigerator again, but found no murder scene.
But Ji Tianze thought it was strange that Chu Xun was a cautious person. If he was traveling, why didn't he organize many things in the room? He didn't take away some of the clothes he always liked to wear in the closet. Chu Xun left too hastily. .
The property has begun to doubt his intentions and said politely, "Sir, since there is no problem, please leave."
This person is really looking for trouble. The labor and teachers open the door of other people's houses. If the owner of the house comes back and finds out, he may complain to them.
Ji Tianze had no choice but to leave.
Before leaving, Ji Tianze saw a plastic bag under the coffee table with the name of a certain hospital printed on it. He ignored the urging of the property manager, walked to the coffee table, and took out the plastic bag.
Inside is a thick stack of documents, CT photos, X-rays, various inspection reports, and diagnostic results.
The latest report was last Monday.
He suddenly recalled that on Tuesday morning, Chu Xun lowered his head and said to him, "I have something to tell you..."
Suddenly, he understood everything.
Why did Chu Xun cry a little while he said so many hurtful things.
He sat down, covered his face, pressed his forehead, and took a deep breath.
How sad should Xiaoxun be? Where will he be now? He must be lonely...
"Sir, please leave." The property urged helplessly, "Sir, this is not your home, please leave quickly."
He locked the door and got off work, and went to explain to the security guard that he should not let this neuropathy enter their community next time.
Today's Las Vegas also has good weather, although the temperature is not high, but the sun is shining, just wear a thin wool and windbreaker to keep warm.
Chu Xun raised his head, the sky was blue and numb, and he was in a good mood at first sight.
On the streets of this foreign country, all you can see are unfamiliar faces, but even if Xiao Lin insisted on holding hands with him, no passers-by would find it strange and look at them sideways.
Today's itinerary to see the Cirque du Soleil show.
They were sitting in a position with a good view, looking into the past. The performer seems to shrink into a villain, throwing himself into the air, up and down, as deftly as a bird, flipping up and down on the huge iron wheel spinning rapidly, extremely thrilling, causing exclamations from time to time, making all the audience nervous Fear of witnessing the moment of death in the next second.
Chu Xun admired them for their courage.
With emotion, he said: "I just don't have his agility on the flat ground."
Lin Yanchen asked: "Are you interested? I have practiced parkour, so I can take you to play."
Chu Xun waved his hand quickly: "No, no, I can't stand the toss with my old bones. Just take a look."
Chu Xun thought about it, and added: "You should play less of these dangerous projects in the future. Isn't the news saying that thousands of people die in parkour every year? I also saw that it is popular among young people not to install safety devices at high altitudes. I took a selfie with half a foot on a building or on the edge of a cliff, and a lot of people died. I really can’t figure it out. It’s okay for acrobats to be forced by human beings. Why would someone make a joke of their life just for a photo? Kind of stupid."
Lin Yanchen: "Okay, if you don't let me do it, I won't do it."
The performance is over and the audience is gone.
They were walking together, but Chu Xun suddenly remembered that his coat had fallen off on the chair, so he turned back to look for it, and forgot to tell Lin Yanchen.
It took only a few seconds for Lin Yanchen to let go of Chu Xun, and when he turned around, he found that the person was gone.