Lin Yanchen felt that his left chest seemed to be stuffed with something, and it was so uncomfortable that he didn't know what to do for a while.
Chu Xun was still smiling slightly, but he couldn't smile at all.
The atmosphere was both sad and embarrassing. Chu Xun felt that he was powerful, and even had the mind to joke: "You said I didn't say you couldn't sleep, but now I said, can you sleep?"
Lin Yanchen grabbed his hand and said in a muffled voice, "I can't sleep."
In the face of death, parting in life is nothing. What Chu Xun is most grateful for is that Xiao Lin allowed him to fulfill many wishes at the end of his life. Although he still wants to see more of the world, he is satisfied with the current situation.
He is no longer irritable and sad, and can finally accept the fact that he is dying.
Chu Xun said, "Xiao Lin, thank you very much. I'm very happy to have met you."
Lin Yanchen vaguely remembered the mood when he was drunk and met Chu Xun that day. He was full of rebelliousness. Originally, he had an unruly playfulness. He thought that he would break up peacefully after one month... Since when did I start to be serious, I unknowingly forgot about the appointment for a month, it felt like I only met Chu Xun yesterday, and I didn't expect time to pass so quickly.
Lin Yanchen felt his eyes warm, and he heard his choked voice, so weak that he didn't look like him: "Axun, can you stay away?"
Chu Xun said softly: "Xiao Lin, don't do this, life is a journey of encounters and separations, at least we were happy when we were together, isn't that enough?"
Lin Yanchen couldn't help it suddenly. After holding it for a long time, he burst out and said, "Axun, stay with me. I don't want your money anymore, so don't leave."
Although Chu Xun was also very sad, he still said, "No, this is an appointment."
Lin Yanchen said urgently, "Then I'll give you 300,000 yuan. You can stay with me."
Chu Xun was stunned and laughed at him: "Don't say such things, Xiao Lin, I have no interest in letting you be my boss."
When Lin Yanchen saw that he was still smiling, as if he didn't care about himself, he was really anxious and angry: "Why are you like this, why are you so hard-hearted?"
Chu Xun said: "I don't have it. Don't wrong me. I'm clearly keeping my word."
Lin Yanchen was full of depression and had no way to vent, and suddenly burst out: "What do you want me to do to be willing to stay? Axun, I like you, I really like you, don't you like me at all? I said so Many times, you never once said you liked me. What's wrong with me? Don't you like me?"
Chu Xun was stared at by him with eyes full of ardent love, and his eyes were a little sour, so he didn't look too far.
Lin Yanchen's face was cold, he took a step in the direction he turned his head, walked into his eyes, Chu Xun turned his head again, and he continued to follow.
Chu Xun was helpless, raised his head to look at Lin Yanchen, took a deep breath, and said, "We are so happy together, do we have to do this? I was looking for you just to be happy, what's the point of it now? We are so happy together. Can't we just leave? We started with a smile, and now we end with a smile, okay? It's a good thing for you and me. "
Lin Yanchen, who had always been obedient to Chu Xun, suddenly refused to obey: "I don't want it, but I'm not..."
Chu Xun understood that he might want to confess his identity, but he didn't want to hear it, and suddenly said coldly, "I heard you and that girl say 'don't tell others'."
He had wanted to mention this for a long time.
Lin Yanchen was stunned, panicked, and didn't have time to say anything.
Chu Xun continued to say that he is not low-spirited. In terms of emotions, he knows that he is actually stupid, otherwise he would not have been caught by Ji Tianze for more than ten years. Pretending, but when he thinks of that sentence, he will feel irritable, and he himself does not realize that his words are a bit sour: "I understand what you said to that girl, our relationship really cannot be announced to the public... From the beginning, we just I made an appointment to have fun. But you don't want people to know, it shows that you are not too serious, so why do you keep me here? You still want to hide from me and deliberately speak in French. "
"You said..." Chu Xun took a deep breath, "You told her that I'm not your boyfriend, I understand."
Lin Yanchen was so anxious that his heart was scratching his lungs, and his liver hurt so much that he stuttered: "No, I didn't mean that when I said that, I-I was just afraid that you would be unhappy, so I spoke French. I'll explain. She don't, don't say it out, saying you're not my boyfriend, not because I don't want others to know..."
Still want to lie? Chu Xun asked coldly, "Why is that?"
Lin Yanchen was too anxious, and raised his voice: "Isn't that because you didn't say you liked me? I... I haven't asked you if you want to formally associate with me, if you want, don't tell me My friends, you are my lover, I can go to the newspaper and buy a copy to report to the world! I… I dare not ask, I don’t think you like me that much.”
Lin Yanchen spoke so loudly and confidently that Chu Xun was stunned by the roar. After a while, he said, "What are you doing so loudly? Are you arguing with me?"
After Chu Xun said this, Lin Yanchen calmed down. He calmed down and said aggrievedly: "You don't like me as much as I like you. You can't wrong me for not liking you."
Chu Xun is sad, no matter whether Lin Yanchen really likes him or not, he is very uncomfortable. If Xiao Lin really likes him, he can't drag Xiao Lin into the water, at least they haven't officially fallen in love, and they haven't fallen too deep. Refunded in time.
Lin Yanchen opened his arms and hugged him tightly. Through the clothes, he could feel each other's eager, fast, messy heartbeats. Chu Xun clenched his fists and restrained himself from hugging back. Xiao Lin's impulse.
Chu Xun closed his eyes, took a deep breath to adjust his emotions, repeated several times, finally summoned up the courage and decided to push Lin Yanchen away.
At this moment, Chu Xun felt a drop of warm water falling on the crook of his neck.
It was a tear.
Chu Xun's body suddenly froze.
The tear touched his skin, and he felt as if he was scalded wherever it touched, and the heat extended to the bottom of his heart.
Alas, this stinky boy is so sloppy every time, how can he keep his heart of stone
Lin Yanchen said with a crying voice, "Your heartbeat is so fast, you obviously like me too, but you just don't admit it, let's have a good relationship, okay?"
Chu Xun said indiscriminately: "It's just because I did a lot of things with you that made my heart beat faster, so I subconsciously my heart beat faster when I saw you."
Lin Yanchen let go of his arms and grabbed his shoulders, with teary eyes, pitiful and angry: "You lie."
Chu Xun gritted his teeth and wanted to say some more cruel words to cut through the mess: "I..."
Before he could finish speaking, Lin Yanchen suddenly leaned over and kissed him.
This was the first time that Lin Yanchen was so unkind, eager, irritable, with trembling lips, full of aggressiveness, and extremely fragile.
It was also the first time that Chu Xun did not accept him, closing his teeth and closing his heart at the same time.
Lin Yanchen gradually felt hopeless.
Chu Xun was ruthless and pushed him away: "Don't be like this, Lin Yanchen, you are not the kind of person who is difficult for strong people in my heart. Strong melons are not sweet."
Lin Yanchen looked embarrassed and asked almost pleadingly, "Axun, do you really not like me? Not at all?"
Chu Xun bent his trembling fingers, clenched them into fists, and clenched them tightly. He looked at Lin Yanchen and opened his mouth, but every word he said seemed to gouge out his own heart: "Xiao Lin, don't be there. Are you messing around with you? I always think you are a gentleman and a polite man, and I don't want to destroy your image in my heart. Let me think of you in the future, you are also beautiful, okay? ... I have already bought my ticket for tomorrow. "
Lin Yanchen felt as if his heart was sinking into the icy quagmire, sinking little by little, so anxious but powerless. Even when the company that started his first business was acquired, he didn't feel that he was so insignificant. At that time, he was still suffocating and brewing the opportunity to go back and give his father a good look. He knew there was always a chance later. But this time was different, he couldn't imagine how he could keep Chu Xun. Yes, he is very rich, but he doesn't think that confessing his identity can impress Chu Xun at all.
Chu Xun was a problem that left him helpless, and he was a complete failure.
The silence in the room was terrifying. I don't know how long it took, Lin Yanchen took a few deep breaths, slowly held back the tears, adjusted his emotions, at least tried his best to show his demeanor, and said, "Okay, I get it... Then At least let me take you away, okay?"
Chu Xun hesitated for a moment and wanted to refuse: "Xiao Lin, I think..."
Lin Yanchen saw his hesitation and refusal, and couldn't help it. The calm that he had finally built up collapsed in an instant. He blinked and tears fell: "Chu Xun, you can't be so heartless."
Chu Xun glanced at him, as if he had been stabbed carefully, as if he had used up all his strength, his hands and feet were cold, he did not dare to look at Lin Yanchen's expression, he lowered his head, nodded slightly, and said weakly, "Okay then. ... You will take me to the airport tomorrow. Thank you, Xiao Lin."