Since Chu Xun has said this, Lin Yanchen can't do anything without tutoring.
It took him a long time to calm down, and he only calmed down a little, so that he would not be too hot to do irrational things and hurt Chu Xun, but his head was still in chaos.
Lin Yanchen said with red eyes, "I'll go to sleep in another room tonight."
Chu Xun: "..." He didn't know what to say. They couldn't sleep in the same bed like this. They've been together for nearly a month. This is the only time they sleep out of bed at night.
He couldn't bear to see Lin Yanchen's face, like a loyal dog abandoned by its owner, begging him to change his mind. He completely believed that even if he said so many cruel words, as long as he softened a little, Xiao Lin would forgive him. Lin Yanchen is such a good boy.
Chu Xun said dryly: "Then... good night, I wish you a good sleep."
Lin Yanchen replied subconsciously, his tone a little rushed: "How can you sleep well."
Chu Xun didn't know what to say, so he thought about it: "I'll give you a Valium tablet?"
Anyway, he probably had to take one tonight. The doctor prescribed a few days' supply. He took it with him along with the painkillers, but he slept very well some time ago. Thought it was finally used.
Lin Yanchen: "I don't want it!"
Chu Xun was so frightened by him that he was stunned.
Lin Yanchen hurriedly apologized again, tears in his eyes overflowing: "I'm sorry, Ah Xun, I didn't mean to kill you, I can't control myself..."
Chu Xun was so heartless that he wanted to leave, but he was still reluctant to leave a little bit of his badness in Chu Xun's heart. Chu Xun was right, at least when Chu Xun thought of him in the future, he would look good.
Chu Xun said softly: "I know, Xiao Lin, you are very good, you are a very good boy."
This didn't comfort Lin Yanchen, he was even more sad: "No matter how good I am, you don't like me."
Chu Xun's heart is aching, he is probably the most sad thing in this period of time, and meeting Xiao Lin is the greatest luck and misfortune in his life. Why is God doing this to him? Since there are people in the world who will truly love him, why should he arrange it when he is about to die
What did he do wrong in his last life to be so cruel to him
Chu Xun was about to cry: "It's not your fault, Xiao Lin, it's my fault, it's all my fault."
Lin Yanchen was puzzled. He didn't know if he was too narcissistic or what. He always felt that Chu Xun also liked him, no matter how much or less, at least he liked him, but if so, why did Chu Xun not want to stay? down
But he likes Chu Xun, so much that he doesn't even want to embarrass Chu Xun about it: "I won't embarrass you anymore, Ah Xun, what time is your flight tomorrow? Which airport?"
Chu Xun said, "One o'clock in the afternoon."
Lin Yanchen said, "then we will get up at eight in the morning, and I will take you to the airport."
Chu Xun gave a soft "um": "Thank you."
Lin Yanchen was reluctant to give up, finally let go of his hand and sniffed: "Axun, then you have a good rest, I'm leaving."
Chu Xun's eyes followed Lin Yanchen's back uncontrollably. Lin Yanchen seemed to have finally made up his mind and left without looking back. Chu Xun looked at the closed door, feeling a little lost for no reason. He stood there. Sighed. In fact, Xiao Lin didn't like him that much. After a few words, he was dismissed.
At this moment, the door was suddenly pushed open, and Lin Yanchen folded back.
Chu Xun was startled and asked, "Why did you come back?"
Lin Yanchen said in a dull voice: "Axun, remember to lock the door and hide your documents when you go to bed tonight. I'm afraid I can't help but come and steal it while you are sleeping, so that you won't leave."
Chu Xun was dumbfounded and stood still, at a loss: "..."
There were still tears in Lin Yanchen's eyes, but he smiled at him: "I'm joking, I won't steal it. Ah Xun, are you happier now?"
Chu Xun had a sour nose, hesitated, and nodded.
"I don't want to see you unhappy." Lin Yanchen said seriously, "I'm really gone, Axun, I hope that even if you dream of me when you are sleeping, you are still smiling and have no tears."
"Good night, Axun."
The bottom of Chu Xun's heart seemed to be bursting with all kinds of tender feelings. They gathered together, and when they came to his mouth, they turned into a meaningful sigh: "Good night, Xiao Lin."
Chu Xun tossed and turned all night, and the pillow was wet from crying.
He didn't know what happened to him. He thought he was a strong person. When he learned that he was unfortunately suffering from a terminal illness, he didn't shed a single tear. Now it's just a small difference, and he actually cried like this.
Sheng Sheng stayed up until two in the morning, swallowed a calming tablet, and finally fell asleep.
It was Lin Yanchen who woke him up the next morning.
Eight o'clock in the morning, very punctual.
This was also the first time that Lin Yanchen got up earlier than him.
Lin Yanchen's eyes still have some red blood that can't be removed, and there are dark circles around his eyes from staying up late, but he took care of himself cleanly and meticulously. He took a shower and changed into a formal three-piece suit. In a suit, put on a watch, don a diamond tie, combed my hair, made a hairstyle, not to mention shaved, and even trimmed the stray hairs on my eyebrows, like becoming a person, handsome and aggressive.
Chu Xun was stunned.
Lin Yanchen has never dressed up like this in front of Chu Xun, but today is going to send Chu Xun away. He wants to leave the best impression on Chu Xun at the end and remember his most handsome appearance.
Lin Yanchen stayed up all night and sorted out his emotions. Seeing Chu Xun looking at him like this, he said embarrassedly, "Am I looking good today?"
Chu Xun nodded: "It looks good."
Lin Yanchen smiled reluctantly: "That's good, I'll wait for you, you don't have to worry, it's still early, even if there is a traffic jam on the road."
In fact, there was nothing to organize. When he set out with Lin Yanchen, he didn't bring anything with him, but he bought a lot of things along the way that he wanted to take back. Every time he packed up, he would think of what happened when he was with Lin Yanchen.
Can't be with Lin Yanchen, at least let him bring memories and souvenirs.
He procrastinated, washed and dressed, and it took him an hour and a half to pack up, pack his bags and go to breakfast, and then it was time to leave.
I don't know if people forget to be hungry when they are sad. Chu Xun didn't feel hungry at all, and the food became greasy and disgusting inexplicably, and it was difficult to swallow.
It was Lin Yanchen who spoke first: "If you can't eat it, forget it, Ah Xun, it's time to set off, otherwise it will be too late."
Chu Xun put down his knife and fork: "...Okay."
They sat in the car and neither of them spoke.
Halfway through, Lin Yanchen suddenly said: "I forgot that painting, it should belong to you... Do you want to take it away?"
Chu Xun hesitated.
Lin Yanchen asked in a pleasing voice, "Axun, you don't allow me to take your photo, leave that painting to me, okay?"
Chu Xun was soft-hearted and nodded.
Lin Yanchen said restrainedly and politely: "Thank you. ... Thank you, Ah Xun."
It took two hours to get to the airport, and Chu Xun felt in a trance that it was both long and short.
After getting off the car, Lin Yanchen rushed to pick up his suitcase: "I'll help you carry the suitcase."
Chu Xun hurriedly said, "No, no, thank you."
Lin Yanchen said: "Don't be afraid, I won't rob you of your suitcase and keep you here, I just... I just want to do something for you in the end, okay? Ah Xun, let me carry the suitcase for you. ."
After thinking about it, Chu Xun stopped robbing him and said, "Thank you... Thank you."
Apart from "thank you", Chu Xun didn't know what else to say.
Lin Yanchen accompanied him to wait for the plane. He knew that he should go, but his body just wanted to stay here and stay here until the last moment.
Sitting dry and embarrassed, Lin Yanchen took the initiative to talk: "You told me a lot of 'thank you', and I should thank you too. In the days before I met you, I suffered setbacks and drank every day. You said that you were with me. I am very happy together, and I am also very happy with you."
"Um."
"I also want to thank you, you are the first time in my life that I like someone so much."
"… Um."
"I'm really not being glib, Ah Xun, I think I just fell in love with you at first sight."
"… "
"You are my first love."
Chu Xun felt like a blade was stuck in his throat, making him unable to make a sound or speak.
Lin Yanchen raised his head and looked at the electronic sign: "Axun, your plane is boarding."
He stood up first and took his luggage: "Let's go, I'll take you there."
He stopped in front of the elevator, let go of the hand holding the trunk bar, let out a breath, and said with a smile, "Xun, I'll take you here."
Chu Xun looked at him in a trance: "Okay... Bye."
Chu Xun picked up the box, stepped on the elevator, and went up. He couldn't help but look back at Lin Yanchen.
Lin Yanchen grinned, showing his white teeth and smiling brightly, just like when they first met, he raised his arms and waved towards Chu Xun: "Goodbye, Ah Xun!"
But Chu Xun knew very well that after this separation, they would never see each other again.
He is going to die.
It wasn't until Chu Xun couldn't see the downstairs, he stopped looking back, followed the crowd, and took the ticket documents to the security check. As the New Year approached, there were a lot of people, and after queuing for five or six minutes, it was finally his turn, but at this moment , Lin Yanchen smiled and said goodbye to him just now, but it lingered in his mind.
Someone pushed him.
"Sir... sir?"
Chu Xun came back to his senses, and the people next to him were looking at him strangely.
An impulse suddenly surged in Chu Xun's heart: "I won't board the plane yet."
He lifted the box, moved his numb feet, walked back, faster and faster, trotted, and then turned into a stride.
He returned to the escalator entrance, looked down, and saw Lin Yanchen at a glance.
He wanted to look at Lin Yanchen again, just the other side.
Lin Yanchen was still at the place where he left, and he didn't take a half step away, but the smile disappeared from his face, and his face was full of tears.
When Chu Xun saw it, tears could no longer be contained, and burst into his eyes. Lin Yanchen begged him before, but he ignored it with all his heart, and suppressed his feelings in countless more sensational moments, but at such an ordinary time, he just gave Lin Yanchen one more look... Lin Yan Chen didn't even realize that he was feeling sad, but he couldn't take it anymore.
Chu Xun pulled the suitcase, stepped on the elevator going down, and took a few steps. Thinking that dragging the suitcase was too much trouble, he simply threw the suitcase away and ran towards Lin Yanchen quickly, the sourness that had been pressing in his heart. Affection burst out with his call: "Lin Yanchen!"
Lin Yanchen was still crying foolishly, but suddenly he heard a familiar call above his head, he looked up tearfully, and saw Chu Xun running towards him.
He couldn't believe it, even thought it was his own hallucination.
After several seconds, Lin Yanchen realized that this was true, not that he was dreaming. His body moved first, pulled his feet, and ran towards Chu Xun.
When Chu Xun ran to the fourth step of the elevator, because he was too anxious, he accidentally stumbled on his foot and flew down.
Lin Yanchen stretched out his hand to catch him, just hugging him. Chu Xun almost slammed into his arms, and he pushed back a step.
Chu Xun hugged him tightly, buried his face on his shoulder, and said with a weeping voice, "Xiao Lin, I can't bear you."
Lin Yanchen choked, hugged him tighter, and said, "I can't bear you either... Ah Xun. I really like you."