Lin Huayin's unusual attitude caught Xiao Zheng off guard, and even his normal logic began to become lacking. He didn't understand how Lin Huayin could accept himself as a sinner. Apart from the initial shock and panic, Lin Huayin didn't take his past seriously at all. This was really incredible to Xiao Zheng. Lin Huayin also had to be re-evaluated.
What kind of woman is she
"Is there any more beer?" Lin Huayin put down the empty wine glass and raised his eyes and asked.
"Yes." Xiao Zheng got up and went to get a beer. When he came back, he found Lin Huayin adjusting his breathing in a very cute way. It seemed that her mind was not as calm as it appeared.
"The wine is here." Xiao Zheng greeted in advance.
Lin Huayin returned to his original appearance, nodded indifferently, and took the beer.
After Xiao Zheng sat down, a meaningful smile appeared in his eyes, he pursed his lips and asked, "Are you afraid?"
"What are you afraid of?" Lin Huayin took a sip of beer, almost as if he was numbing himself with alcohol.
"Afraid of me." Xiao Zheng smiled.
A murderous maniac like himself, apart from a female devil like Tina, even Bai Yujiao, can't be completely unafraid, right
Hearing this, Lin Huayin did not answer directly, but continued to drink a few sips of beer, then slowly put down the glass, stared directly at Xiao Zheng, and asked: "If I hurt you, will you kill me? "
Xiao Zheng was slightly startled, and his eyes involuntarily slid over Lin Huayin's belly: "Even if you want to kill me, I won't resist."
"Then why should I be afraid of you?" Lin Huayin said calmly. "You have killed people, but you did it for your brother and Lin Xiaozhu, not for yourself. What do you think you are worthy of me being afraid of?"
Xiao Zheng's eyes flashed with subtle throbbing, and the corners of his lips curled up.
This was the first time that Xiao Zheng felt that he had integrated into the world of ordinary people after returning to China. Even if it is very limited, it cannot expand infinitely. But for him, it was already a great encouragement.
"Although I'm not afraid of you, I hope you won't do this kind of thing again in the future." Lin Huayin tried his best to calm down and spoke word by word. "This is not the life that Xiaozhu and I yearn for, nor is it the life that we would like."
Xiao Zheng nodded: "Understood."
"Do you really understand?" Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng meticulously. "What you killed was a human being, not a chicken or a duck, not a cat or a dog, it was a living person."
Even if the person you killed committed a heinous crime that cannot be tolerated by the law, you should not take action!
"I really understand." Xiao Zheng smiled and nodded. "I yearn for a peaceful life more than anyone else."
This is the truth and what Xiao Zheng says from the bottom of his heart. Otherwise, he would not leave his brothers and sisters overseas, return to the Pearl alone, and live a life without three meals a day, no dignity and no personality. The purpose is just to find peace and enjoy peace.
"Yeah." Lin Huayin nodded slightly and stood up. "I'm stuffed."
After that, without waiting for Xiao Zheng's response, he went straight to the second floor.
Click.
When Lin Huayin returned to the room and closed the door, her body seemed to be hollowed out and she leaned softly against the door.
Yes.
She was frightened!
The man she was eating hot pot and chatting with just now was a man with blood on his hands!
He ruthlessly deprived other people of their lives. Even if he had various reasons, he was still not understood by Lin Huayin's sound outlook on life!
But she got it!
She is afraid of his past, but she accepts his present!
She will try hard to forget Xiao Zheng's terrible past, accept him as he is now, and welcome him in the future.
Why did she do this? Why didn't even the most basic fear and anxiety show up in front of Xiao Zheng
She asked herself, could she get along with such a man
The minute Xiao Zheng went to get the beer, she figured it out and agreed with him.
Yes. She was selfish and left behind many years of morals and concepts for herself. Because the appearance of Xiao Zheng filled the vacancy of her father in her heart and gave her an unhealthy psychological dependence. Once upon a time, she believed that her father could do anything for her, including murder and arson. But my father personally destroyed this family for a woman. It also destroyed all her admiration for her father.
She became self-reliant and independent, but deep down in her heart, she lacked a kind of dependence. A dependence that was immensely enjoyable in childhood.
Now, Xiao Zheng has given her this dependence. Even though it was dangerous, and even in the eyes of rational Lin Huayin, it was just a tightrope, she didn't want to let go, and she didn't intend to let Xiao Zheng go.
How many people in this world can commit murder and set fire for themselves, becoming the target of public criticism and the sinners of all living beings? Xiao Zheng could, and he did the same.
If a man can kill for you, even if he is condemned by the whole world, you will definitely be willing to accept him and understand him. Even if the process is scary and dangerous - don't be afraid.
This is Lin Huayin's current state of mind, and it is also the reason why she is trying not to let her reaction hurt Xiao Zheng. She minded Xiao Zheng killing people, and even rejected him. But she didn't hate what Xiao Zheng did for herself at all.
Selfish
No one has ever thought that Lin Huayin should be so generous as to have the world in mind. Who is not selfish? Which woman can distinguish between public and private matters
She just enjoys this dependence, even if she is afraid, she is willing to bear it.
She just didn't want to let Xiao Zheng go, even if she was uneasy, she was not afraid of challenges.
Who stipulates that the man next to me, Lin Huayin, must be talented, well-connected, and a gentleman
I want to find a sinful man who has been in the underworld and has blood on his hands! He can offend the Han family for me, who can? He dares to kill for my sister, who dares
He has done much more than you! Lin Chaotian!
A childhood family accident created Lin Huayin's seemingly sound, but actually extreme and withdrawn character. In the past, she had the same outlook on life that was nurtured by society like all normal women. But at some point, the rebellion in her bones will turn her into a woman who will do what others dare not do, the more she will do it. Perhaps it is this kind of character that has created Lin Huayin today, the most admired and worshiped iceberg goddess in Xinao.
Lin Huayin, whose thoughts were in confusion, did not know that ordinary interactions did not make her have any impression of Xiao Zheng. Even if she was very likely to be pregnant with Xiao Zheng's child, it could not change her resolute temperament. Instead, after learning about Xiao Zheng's past and learning that she killed someone for Lin Xiaozhu. Her emotions surged out like a tide, and she developed a rebellious mentality of being afraid of Xiao Zheng and refusing to let him go.
But how did she know that love and hate can last but a moment? Regardless of love or hate, the first thing to do is to keep the other person in your heart.
Tonight, Lin Huayin finally opened her heart and quietly let into her heart the man who clearly had no possibility of being with her.