When Xiao Zheng came home, Ma Yingjun was watching TV with a box of ice cream, but Lin Huayin was nowhere to be seen. After changing his shoes, Xiao Zheng asked Ma Yingjun to watch TV quietly, and the latter came to Xiao Zheng in a low voice and said in a low voice: "Brother, my sister-in-law didn't look very good just now. When she saw me coming back, she went upstairs directly. I don’t know if something happened.”
"What did you say to her?" Xiao Zheng said nervously.
"Just say you go to the neighbor's house to drink tea." Ma Yingjun said innocently. "Not a word more."
"Then what did she say?" Xiao Zheng asked. "Weren't you all fine when you went out? Why are you suddenly unhappy?"
"I wanted to ask too, but my sister-in-law ignored me and went straight upstairs." Ma Yingjun said helplessly.
"Yes." Xiao Zheng nodded lightly, pretending to be calm. "You should rest early, I'm going upstairs."
"Okay." Ma Yingjun nodded and turned down the TV volume.
After Xiao Zheng went upstairs, he caught a glimpse of the faint light in the house through the crack in the door. Knowing that Lin Huayin had already fallen asleep, he did not dare to make too much noise at the moment. He tiptoed into the house and was about to get into the bathroom to wash up, but found that it was quiet. Lin Huayin, who was lying on the bed, turned over and said calmly: "I'm back."
The tone is light and emotionless. But he slowly sat up.
Xiao Zheng was startled and said with an embarrassed look on his face: "Aren't you asleep yet?"
"Insomnia." Lin Huayin said frankly. There was no sleepiness in his eyes, but he looked low and indifferent. It seems that there are many unresolved concerns.
"What's wrong?" Xiao Zheng walked over with concern and asked. "Did you drink too much coffee? How about I make you a glass of milk?"
"No need." Lin Huayin shook his head lightly and said calmly. "Sit down, I have something to tell you."
Seeing Lin Huayin acting uncharacteristically, Xiao Zheng couldn't help but sit on the bedside with worry, and asked with a guilty conscience: "What's the matter?"
Lin Huayin raised his head slightly and said calmly, "I asked the doctor before how long it will take to test whether I am pregnant."
"Hmm -" Xiao Zheng said doubtfully. "What's wrong?"
"The doctor said the test can be done as early as a week." Lin Huayin said expressionlessly.
"What's the latest?" Xiao Zheng vaguely guessed what Lin Huayin was going to say.
"The doctor didn't say the latest. Because everyone's physique is different." Lin Huayin said calmly. "But today I-"
"Have you been tested today?" Xiao Zheng suddenly became nervous. "What's the result? Are you pregnant? Is the test method correct? Did you use the first urine in the morning?"
Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng calmly. Suddenly, she didn't want to tell Xiao Zheng the result. In other words, she didn't have the heart to tell Xiao Zheng.
In fact, even she herself has not been able to fully digest it yet.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing her silence, Xiao Zheng couldn't help but become more nervous and asked uneasily. "What happened? You are talking."
Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng with complicated eyes. For a long time, she finally decided to tell Xiao Zheng.
"I'm in trouble." Lin Huayin said with great difficulty. Although his face was still expressionless, his tone became extremely heavy.
Yes.
At noon today, she suddenly felt a warm current rushing through her stomach. For a moment, she thought it was a sign of new life, but in fact, it was a sign of the appearance of her aunt—
When she sat on the toilet and saw the familiar red color, she was completely confused. I can’t tell whether it was a fluke, a relief, or a loss.
She originally thought that she would be 100% pregnant. She could not accept her sudden pregnancy. She was even prepared to raise the little life alone. But gradually, after she spent more than a long month with Xiao Zheng, she gradually adapted to living with a man, and gradually got used to living with a man by her side. She was even thinking that actually living with this man was not too uncomfortable. At least life becomes fulfilling and no longer boring.
She was waiting, slowly waiting for the arrival of her little life. Slowly prepare yourself mentally to welcome this sudden life.
However, at noon today, everything went wrong. Just like the night with Xiao Zheng that shouldn't have happened, there was a sudden change at noon today. This once again disrupted all Lin Huayin's plans. She was at a loss as to what to do next.
"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Zheng's face suddenly turned pale and his lips trembled slightly. "What's going on? Can you tell me - clearly?"
Xiao Zheng's brain seemed to explode, and he instantly lost his ability to think.
"I'm menstruating." After saying it, Lin Huayin became calmer and said every word. "This also proves that I am not pregnant."
Not pregnant—
Xiao Zheng was confused. His eyes were blurry and confused as he said: "You mean - you are not pregnant with my child?"
"That's understandable." Lin Huayin said calmly. My mood is inexplicably complicated.
She originally refused, but now, she found herself extremely disappointed.
"Then -" Xiao Zheng opened his mouth, but found that he could no longer say a word.
Not pregnant
In other words, all the connections between myself and Lin Huayin were broken because of this? Does that mean that I no longer have any reason to continue living here? Does it mean that I should leave here voluntarily
Just when life was on the right track, Lin Huayin gave him a fatal blow, leaving him at a loss as to what to do next and whether he could go on.
Xiao Zheng had never been so confused. Even if he dropped out of high school, was expelled from the army, or even lived a wandering life overseas, he had never been so hesitant and helpless. Of course, he has never been so full and happy as now.
Yes, Lin Huayin was not gentle enough or considerate, but he gave Xiao Zheng a feeling that is difficult to describe in words, as well as a home, a complete and popular home. How Xiao Zheng hoped that Lin Huayin would give him a healthy and lovely baby, give him a complete home, and let him live an ordinary but happy and fulfilling life. Recently, when Xiao Zheng even passed by a children's clothing store, he would take a few more glances to look for clothes for his soon-to-be-born child.
He had thought about all the accidents, even dystocia, but he had never thought about the fact that Lin Huayin was not pregnant. All his fantasies do not exist and are all wishful thinking...
Xiao Zheng's heart suddenly sank to the bottom, and his expression turned extremely ugly. Pale as paper.
"You didn't calculate well, why are you looking for me?" Xiao Zheng murmured, staring at the expressionless Lin Huayin, his voice trembling slightly. "You're not even pregnant, why--want to marry me?"
"Why?"