When she met Shen Manjun for the first time, she drove a fiery red Ferrari and was the most beautiful and elegant in the smoky underground racing track. Even Lin Xiaozhu, who was extremely confident in his appearance, was wary of it. Consider this a potential threat, an extremely aggressive woman.
But at this moment, Shen Manjun no longer has the charm of the past. She was lonely and helpless, as if she had been abandoned by the whole world. She was no longer even qualified to chat with Xiao Zhengping.
The rough Xiao Zheng might be able to feel Shen Manjun's difficult situation, but how could he know how painful and unbearable Shen Manjun's heart was.
swell.
Xiao Zheng opened a bottle of wine again, poured a large glass for Shen Manjun, and said with a complicated expression: "I'll accompany you."
After saying that, he picked up the glass of wine in his hand and clinked it with Shen Manjun.
Women's tears are the most deadly weapon. Even a rough-looking man like Xiao Zheng can't resist women's tears. In particular, this woman is Shen Manjun who will never shed tears in Xiao Zheng's heart and will never give up on life.
But judging from the current situation, Shen Manjun is really exhausted physically and mentally and has no courage to continue moving forward.
The two drank one glass after another of strong drinks. Xiao Zheng had a good drinker, so it didn't matter if he had one more drink or one glass less. Shen Manjun desperately hopes to anesthetize himself with alcohol. He drank quickly and urgently, as if he would not stop until he got himself drunk.
"enough."
When Shen Manjun was about to open the fourth bottle, Xiao Zheng grabbed Shen Manjun's arm and said with a bitter smile: "Drink again and you will be drunk."
"A drink will relieve a thousand worries." Shen Manjun said in a low tone. "When you're drunk, you don't have to think about anything."
"After waking up." Xiao Zheng asked inhumanely. "How long can this drunkenness last? One day. One year. Or a lifetime."
Shen Manjun's delicate body trembled slightly, her beautiful eyes slightly raised, and she stared at Xiao Zheng with complicated eyes: "Why are you so cruel to me? Do I not even have the qualifications to get drunk?"
Xiao Zheng's mouth was full of bitterness, but he didn't know how to answer. But he must answer, because at this moment, only Xiao Zheng can give Shen Manjun the most powerful enlightenment.
"I just don't want you to hurt yourself." Xiao Zheng lit a cigarette, handed it to Shen Manjun, then lit another one for himself, and said calmly. "Drunkness can help you escape for a while, but only by facing it bravely can you truly solve the problem."
"Solve the problem." Shen Manjun laughed miserably and asked in a trembling voice. "How to solve it. Set a boundary with him, or forget his existence. Xiao Zheng, do you really think that I can cut off all ties with him."
"But you can at least live the life you want like you did before." Xiao Zheng said calmly. "Look at me, I have been helpless since I was a child. Not to mention relatives, I don't even have many friends. I have not survived to this day. I have never thought that I am pitiful or helpless."
"Life is what you create. Just work hard and fight for the life you want. What's the use of immersing yourself in painful memories. What's the use of giving up on yourself. Do you have to rely on tears to impress God? Ask God to change your life. Life." Xiao said expressionlessly.
He shouldn't have said these words so cruelly. But he knew that Shen Manjun could not untie the knot in Mr. Zhao's heart. At the same time, he also knew clearly that the grudge between himself and Fourth Master Zhao could never be reconciled. Even if he doesn't trouble Fourth Master Zhao, even if he doesn't care about what Fourth Master Zhao does to him. But what about Fourth Master Zhao? Will he let himself go
Ye Shiguan's previous attitude said it all. Sometimes, if you don't take a step back, the enemy will take a step back. Sometimes, it doesn’t mean you don’t want to participate, you can just stay out of it. Sometimes, you can only truly get relief by solving the problem with a hard heart. Otherwise, you are destined to hell.
Therefore, it was impossible for him to promise Shen Manjun that he would coexist peacefully with Mr. Zhao. In fact, this was absolutely impossible. All he could do was to use the most brutal method to crush Shen Manjun's vulnerability. Force her to show her bravest side and face all sufferings.
If you don’t burn your body with the fire of karma, how can you be reborn in Nirvana
Shen Manjun stared at Xiao Zheng with dull eyes, Xiao Zheng's cruel but to the point words lingering in his ears, his face was contradictory and complicated, confused and desperate.
She didn't know what to say next, or what to do next. She was messy and in pain. She finally understood why some people could give up a great life and future and seek death.
In the past, she looked down on women who were seeking life and death.
Now, she has finally become the person she hates the most.
Xiao Zheng saw Shen Manjun's pain and despair one by one. He knew that Shen Manjun had fallen into an endless abyss at this moment. Maybe the next moment, when she opens the door and leaves the room, she will commit suicide.
Xiao Zheng understands the fragility of human nature better than anyone else. He has seen too many men in high positions abandon their families and abandon their families in order to survive. He has also seen too many big people commit suicide after collapse. It's not that they are more fragile than others, it's just that they have experienced more terrible torture than others.
"If death can solve the problem, the world will be filled with sorrow." Xiao Zheng calmly lit a cigarette.
Shen Manjun lowered his eyes and said distractedly, "I want to be alone for a while."
"What you need is more than just silence." Xiao Zheng shook his head gently. "Pain and despair are a self-growing evil. When it is strong enough, you will be completely destroyed."
Shen Manjun raised his head and asked, "What do you want me to do."
"I hope you live well and meet all challenges." Xiao Zheng took a puff of cigarette and said every word. "Old rules, I will keep you safe for the rest of your life."
Shen Manjun's delicate body trembled, and tears rolled down her eyes like raindrops. Emotions are like a flash flood, venting out in an instant.
Shen Manjun fell into Xiao Zheng's arms. It's like a little girl who was locked up in a small dark room by her parents, without food or drink, and without even hope.
"Why," Shen Manjun burst into tears, all pretense collapsed. "Why me. I have never done anything harmful to God in my life. Why is God so cruel?"
Xiao Zheng gently hugged Shen Manjun's body, but a lonely figure appeared in his mind.
cruel.
You have been happy for more than twenty years. Where's Tina? Until now, she is still wandering between darkness and death, and has never lived a happy day. Floating like a ghost.
Compared with her, you are already happy enough.
But the only thing Xiao Zheng has to do at this moment is to comfort Shen Manjun and give her the courage to live. As for the abyss-like life between him and Tina, leave it to yourself to remember.