On the way.
many people.
There are men and women, old and young. Some are alone, some are in pairs, and some are in groups. They laughed, chatted, and sketched a picture of all living beings. A sand of sand is a whole world, not to mention the city center with constant flow of people
Shen Manjun was like an orphan, walking aimlessly on the street. She didn't drive or find a walking companion. She walked, cried, walked a long way, and cried for a long time. She was tired from walking, but she didn't stop.
Once people stop, it is easy to recall and reminisce about the past. Good, bad, happy, painful. They all came one after another and got into her head.
The last thing she needed at the moment was memories. She was worried about keeping herself clean and her brain clean. She tried her best to forget every day before today, even though it was painful and terrible. But she must.
"Shen Manjun, don't you even want to take revenge for killing your father? He is your biological father. Even if he makes all kinds of mistakes, isn't he just being hypocritical to you?"
"Shen Manjun. Don't you know him well? Isn't it enough that he has paid and shouldered enough for you? If it weren't for you, how could he have been involved in this crisis and almost lost his life?"
“…”
There seemed to be two people having a conversation in my mind, and they were brutally torturing Shen Manjun, who was in agony. He didn't care about Shen Manjun's feelings at all, and used the most vicious and heart-rending words to rub salt into her wounds. It made her breathless, almost suffocating.
She walked from day to night, to the cold wind, to the stars and the moon hanging high. But she didn't know where to go. Or, is there somewhere else that can take her in and give her a warm harbor
"Is there no place for me in the world? Is there no room for me, Shen Manjun?"
In the middle of the road, a large truck was driving quickly. It illuminated the entire street and blocked Shen Manjun's path forward.
She took steps, ignoring the red light reminder, and walked to the middle of the road.
Toot—
The loud and piercing sound of the car drove Shen Manjun away. It was obvious that the truck driver was frightened by Shen Manjun's sudden appearance.
Whoosh!
A black shadow appeared, hugged Shen Manjun, who was waiting for death with his eyes closed, at lightning speed, and ran towards the other side of the road.
"Damn! Are you fucking blind?"
The driver's loud curses came from the truck. Listening to his voice, it was obvious that there was some fear of the aftermath.
Shen Manjun opened his eyes and saw Xiao Zheng standing in front of him with a worried look on his face. He let go of his hand and stood in front of Shen Manjun at a loss, not knowing what to say or how to persuade.
She is seeking death.
Xiao Zhengxin, who followed Shen Manjun, was like a mirror. But even so, all Xiao Zheng could do was to follow closely behind her, not daring to intervene and not qualified to give any opinions.
"Are you here?" Shen Manjun's face was gloomy and he just asked in a normal way.
"I've always been here." Xiao Zheng said in a low voice.
"I wished you were always here." Shen Manjun was calm, as if she had experienced a narrow escape just now, and now she became much more peaceful. "Even if you leave everything behind, you don't want anything."
Xiao Zheng's mood was extremely complicated, and he said bitterly: "I will always be here. As long as you need it."
"Need it?" Shen Manjun smiled hoarsely and said sadly. "The only thing I need was destroyed by you just now."
"This is not the path you should take." Xiao Zheng whispered. "I don't want you to leave like this either."
"Is there any other way?" Shen Manjun asked. "How do you think I should go? Where can I go?"
"I know. You won't forgive me." Xiao Zheng said with a bitter smile. "If you are willing, kill me and avenge your father."
"Kill you?" Shen Manjun said tremblingly. "How could I kill you? How could I be willing to kill you?"
Xiao Zheng's emotions were ups and downs, and he said excitedly: "Since you can let me live, why can't you let me live?"
"Do I still have a chance to survive?" Shen Manjun asked. "Where is my way out?"
"You do!" Xiao Zheng said forcefully. "You still have a bright future, this is by no means your only choice!"
"Who am I going to live for?" Shen Manjun asked tremblingly. "Tell me. Who else in this world deserves my life?"
Xiao Zheng wanted to blurt it out, but after thinking about it, how could he be so virtuous and have the face to say such words in front of her
But if you don't say anything, how can you persuade him to continue
Shen Manjun tonight made Xiao Zheng feel scared. This woman would really die, die in front of herself.
"Me." Xiao Zheng raised his head and raised his chest. "I'm sorry for you. I owe you my life. Can you take good care of yourself and save your life to come to me to repay your debt?"
"Repay the debt?" Shen Manjun shook his head. "You don't owe me anything. You don't have to pay back the debt."
Xiao Zheng said in a deep voice: "Just because you don't need me doesn't mean I don't have to pay you back. These are two different things."
"Then how do you plan to pay it back?" Shen Manjun said tremblingly. "Can you pay it back?"
Xiao Zheng stared at Shen Manjun's beautiful but extremely desperate eyes, gritted his teeth and said: "It will take me a lifetime to pay back. As long as you are alive, I will keep paying back."
With tears in her eyes, Shen Manjun said with contradiction and pain: "Okay. I will live. I will wait for you to pay off your debt."
Xiao Zheng, you said you would repay it with your whole life. Remember, remember what you said to me.
Xiao Zheng suddenly stretched out his arm, tightly held Shen Manjun's jade hands that were blown by the cold wind as if they were frozen, and said solemnly: "Live well. I owe nothing to anyone, don't let me find it." People pay their debts.”
Shen Manjun burst into tears, speechless and choked.
She decided to live.
She didn't know how painful the road ahead would be, or whether she would be happier than all women. But she had decided to live. Live for Him.
How many women in this world live for a man
Shen Manjun is.
He truly lives for Xiao Zheng.
Otherwise, she would find no reason to continue living. Otherwise, she doesn't know what value she has in this world.
But now, she at least has a reason to live. To collect debts. In order to give Xiao Zheng a chance to pay off his debts.
In this way, can we offset the contradictions in our hearts? In this way, can we live safely
"It's late at night." Xiao Zheng said softly. "It's time to go home."
"Which family?" Shen Manjun raised his head and looked at Xiao Zheng blankly.
"Your home." Xiao Zheng looked calmly, but did not point out which home it was.
Only Shen Manjun knows where home is. How can Xiao Zheng give her guidance
"It's time to go home." Shen Manjun said softly. "I haven't been home for a long time."
Ever since Xiao Zheng broke up with Zhao Laosi, Shen Manjun has never returned home. Now that Zhao Laosi is dead, it's time for her to go home. Otherwise, wouldn’t the Zhao family be gone
She couldn't let the Zhao family disappear.
She is still Mr. Zhao's daughter. Even if Fourth Master Zhao doesn't care.