Lin Huayin is unparalleled in wisdom. She knows this precious sister better than anyone else, and she also knows that her words are sincere and not just polite greetings. But the more Lin Xiaozhu is like this, the more guilty she feels in her heart.
She doesn't like to talk about love and is used to a simple and simple life. But after all, she is a woman who is about to enter the "advanced age" of twenty-seven years old. How can she not understand the love between men and women
The way Lin Xiaozhu looked at Xiao Zheng was as innocent as that of a sister-in-law looking at her brother-in-law. Not only that, but she was even more obsessed than a couple in love. She wanted to be with Xiao Zheng all the time. Lin Huayin saw all this, but she also couldn't help it. Don't know what to say or do
She used to be afraid that Xiao Zheng would hurt Lin Xiaozhu. Now when she got to know Xiao Zheng better and understood his personality better, she no longer worried about Xiao Zheng, but she didn't know how to deal with the emotional entanglement between the three of them.
At one moment, when Lin Huayin saw the sad eyes of her sister who was about to leave, she even lost her mind and told Lin Xiaozhu: My sister doesn't want him anymore.
Lin Huayin never thought that it would be so difficult to choose between family affection and love. Even before meeting Xiao Zheng half a year ago, she had never thought that in her world, love could go hand in hand with family affection instead of being one-sided.
This gave Lin Huayin a new understanding of herself. In fact, she was not that generous and could not give up everything to her sister.
"Xiao Zhu" Xiao Zheng looked at his sister-in-law with gentle eyes, "My brother-in-law is now the director of the Overseas Department. He will go to the United States for business trips basically every month and stay there for a week or even longer. Even if you can't see your sister often, you can still see her often." Isn’t it only four years since I became brother-in-law? It’s passed in the blink of an eye. Brother-in-law, I’m waiting for you to grow up and become a beautiful and generous woman.”
Lin Xiaozhu smiled slightly and tried to hide the sadness deep in his beautiful eyes. He said with his lips: "Brother-in-law, you will be busy with work and have no time to see me."
"Why not?" Xiao Zheng smiled and pretended to be relaxed, "At most, I can ask your sister for a few days off. I don't think she will refuse me."
"Four years went very quickly," Lin Huayin said with relief. "It will pass quickly if you focus on studying."
"Well, sister, don't worry, I will study hard and not embarrass you." Lin Xiaozhu held up his chin, pretending to be lively and cute, and said with a smile, "Sister, I suddenly want to eat a hamburger, can you buy me one?"
"Okay." Lin Huayin didn't instruct Xiao Zheng to buy it. Instead, he got up and left the restaurant and went to the KFC on the street to buy it.
As soon as Lin Huayin left, Lin Xiaozhu's pretense of being playful and lively disappeared in an instant, and was replaced by sadness and pain.
"Brother-in-law" Lin Xiaozhu looked at Xiao Zheng sadly, "I won't allow you to bully my sister. She is very kind and simple. She will not easily trust a man, let alone fall in love with a man easily."
"Your sister seems to be a little white rabbit." Xiao Zheng tried his best to liven up the atmosphere.
"Don't come to see me often in the future." Lin Xiaozhu bit his lip and said, "I will live a good life, and I will also study hard and not embarrass you."
"What's the matter? You're afraid that your brother-in-law will be looked down upon by your Harvard classmates?" Xiao Zheng joked with a hint of sadness in his eyes.
"No one dares to look down on my brother-in-law," Lin Xiaozhu said softly with tears in his eyes, "but I don't want my brother-in-law to visit me often."
"Why?" Xiao Zhengqi asked
"I'm afraid that my sister will be sad," Lin Xiaozhu said in a trembling voice, "My sister has let me go since she was a child. I don't like anything she likes. I don't want her to let me go forever. I hope she is happy and has a man as good as you, brother-in-law, to accompany her."
Lin Xiaozhu grabbed Xiao Zheng's arm and said with tears in his eyes: "Brother-in-law, can you promise me that you will always be kind to my sister? Can you love her, pamper her and give her happiness all your life?"
This is a dead end
She so much hopes that her brother-in-law will be kind to her sister, and she also so much hopes that the person her brother-in-law loves and favors the most is herself. She is very conflicted and has a hard time, but her reason tells her that her brother-in-law is her sister, and she cannot fight or snatch her away, and she cannot have any unreasonable thoughts. What should I do with my sister
"Promise me, okay?" Lin Xiaozhu looked at Xiao Zheng with tears streaming down his face, and his heart was as strong as a knife cutting every word. "I don't want anything, just promise me your good brother-in-law, okay?"
Xiao Zheng's eyes were slightly astringent. He had never thought that Lin Xiaozhu would have this side. It seemed that he had underestimated the little girl's emotional intelligence or underestimated the girl's delicate feelings. In fact, she knew everything, she just didn't dare to say it.
Now that she was leaving, she finally plucked up the courage to tell Xiao Zheng
"Brother-in-law, I promise you will be good to your sister," Xiao Zheng said in a deep voice, "Always be good to her."
"Thank you brother-in-law"
With tears in his eyes, Lin Xiaozhu suddenly stood up and rushed out of the restaurant without looking back.
She brought her passport, ID card, money and credit card with her. She even bought the bill in advance and paid for the meal. She left without anyone giving her a gift, and she didn't want her brother-in-law and sister to feel sorry for her. She didn't take any clothes with her and she stayed here. She didn’t take anything from her sister’s house because her brother-in-law bought her a lot of clothes, including pajamas and underwear.
She wants to leave without any worries. She wants to leave without any regrets, even if leaving is the biggest regret.
But reality is reality, it's not a nightmare, it's not a hangover and you wake up and forget about everything and disappear.
She has to go. Even without her father's strong order, she can't stay with her brother-in-law forever. This is unfair to the sister and unfair to the brother-in-law.
She thought that if she left like this or stayed in the United States forever or the plane suddenly fell into the ocean, her brother-in-law would always remember her for the rest of his life.
When Lin Huayin returned to the restaurant with a steaming burger, Xiao Zheng was the only one left at the table. Lin Xiaozhu's seat was empty, leaving nothing behind.
"Leave" Lin Huayin asked with a blank expression.
"Well," Xiao Zheng bitterly lit a cigarette and said sadly, "The little girl understands everything when she grows up."
Lin Huayin stood there dumbly for a long time. She took the burger and returned to her seat, sat on Lin Xiaozhu's chair, opened the burger and took a bite: "She has never liked eating burgers since she was a child, but she asked me to buy it for her today."
No matter how unpalatable the bitter pill of life is, you must eat it. This means that life cannot be controlled by others.
Xiao Zheng took a puff of cigarette. Through the smoke, he could clearly see the tears in Lin Huayin's beautiful eyes. She is a rational woman, a woman who is not easily saddened by spring and autumn. There are not many people who can make her cry, but Lin Xiaozhu must. among them
Xiao Zheng did not go to comfort Lin Huayin, who was in a depressed mood. Like her, Xiao Zheng was also very uncomfortable. This was a relationship that the three of them knew very well but no one said anything about it. Everyone had their own reasons and reasons, but no matter what happened to the three of them, For whatever reason, no one can be spared. Everyone was hurt, but Lin Xiaozhu was hurt the most.