His fingers gently touched the piece of jade pendant together, as if he had touched Ye Er's face.
so familiar.
With tears in his eyes, a smile gradually bloomed from the corners of his mouth, "I still remember that when I first saw Ye'er, she was wearing a blue dress, embroidered with beautiful jasmine flowers, and tied with two playful jasmine flowers. The pigtails, draped over her chest, flickered, that clean face, with a very refreshing smile, just that one glance, I am firm, I have only identified her as one in my whole life, God. It was fate to let me be with her. She said that she liked this jade pendant very much, so I cut it into two halves and gave one to her. At that time, she held the jade pendant and smiled happily. I'll never forget that moment, I swore to be good to her for the rest of my life, but in the end... I still can't give her the rest of my life."
The smile tightened a little.
Ji Yunshu asked, "In those days, what happened to make you leave her?"
He smiled bitterly again, gathered his palms, and held the jade pendant tightly in his palm.
At this time, the wind picked up, and the calm water was slightly rippling.
"Since I was a child, I have always relied on medicine to support my body. If I stop taking medicine, I may die at any time." After a little pause, he added, "When Ye Er told me she was pregnant, I was happier than anyone else. It was also at that time that the doctor suddenly told me that I would not live long, maybe only a year left, so I chose to leave, I would rather she hate me for a lifetime, and I don't want her to remember her for a lifetime. I, thinking about me, but I didn't expect that two years later, my condition got better and better. I had no courage to go back to find her again. After hesitating and contradicting for a long time, I finally made up my mind. When I went back to find her, what I didn't expect was that she chose to forgive me, and I wanted to use the rest of my life to make up for her and our children.
But God's will fools people. One day, she actually discovered our secret and learned about the disaster relief money. No matter how I explained it to her, she would not listen. I remember that it was raining heavily that day, and she was soaked in the rain I ran away, I couldn't stop her, the next day I went to find her, waited in the house, and heard her pulling a man in, so I hid you in the house, what I didn't expect was that she She wanted to tell the man about the disaster relief money, so I knocked the man unconscious before she even said it, and you should already know what happened next. "
The whole thing, really twists and turns!
Ji Yunshu remained silent.
Wen Xian blamed himself, "If I hadn't left then, she wouldn't have died. I'm sorry for her. I thought I could love her for a lifetime, but I didn't expect that I owe her a lifetime."
"I believe that Ye'er won't hate you."
"Why do you say that?"
"Fu Qin Jiangshan is here." She said a poem, "This poem is written on those lanterns that Ye Er gave you, just like she said, Fu Qin Jiangshan is here, for the king Do everything, never be a good friend, as long as you are here, she will always love you, I think the reason why she wants to report to the official is not that she doesn't love you or that she is disappointed in you, but precisely because Love, so I don't want you to make mistakes again and again."
Wen Xian's eyes were red, as if thousands of ants were gnawing at his internal organs.
Nothing but pain.
Ji Yunshu continued, "Miss Ye'er's love for you has never been reduced by half. If she has a spirit in heaven and sees you like this, she will be really sad."
a long time-
"Thank you sir."
Wen Xian's heart seemed to be slowly unraveling as the ants bit him.
Like a huge stone, it was slowly put down.
"Bring the child back. I heard that the child is very cute and fat. His mother is no longer there. As a father, you can't leave him anymore."
"Well, I will, but not now."
He nodded firmly.
The two looked at each other and smiled!
There are two figures standing by the quiet lake surrounded by mountains. As the sun slowly sets, the two figures reflected by the river are also dragged longer and longer...
That evening.
Wen Xian sat in his yard with the flute on his left and a pot of wine on his right.
I don't know how long I have been drinking for myself.
Until there was no more wine left in the jug, he hadn't had enough time to drink it. He was about to order someone to bring the wine, but before he opened his mouth, two jars of wine were placed on the table.
Looking up, it's Zhao Huai!
He sat down, tore off the lids of two jars of wine, and pushed a jug towards him.
Wen Xian looked at him with blurry eyes, and couldn't help clenching his fists.
Seeing this, Zhao Huai said in a rough and loud voice, "If you think you haven't played enough, you can continue."
Anyway, he's not afraid!
And when he said this, Wen Xian's clenched fist loosened again, and after glancing at him a few times, he picked up the jug in front of him and started drinking.
Drinking into the throat, the whole person feels a lot easier.
He said to Zhao Huai, "I will avenge your revenge for killing Lin Feng sooner or later, but not now."
"Okay, I'll wait."
The two touched a glass.
That's how men are. After the fight, they can sit down and continue drinking.
Before I knew it, the two jars of wine were drunk again.
"Brother." Xiao Xiyue's voice came from outside the yard.
She was carrying a lamp in her hand, the one with Zisanghua painted on it.
Wen Xian looked at it, and was stunned for a moment, then narrowed his slightly drunk eyes and asked, "Xiyue, this lamp?"
"I specially made it for my brother, brother. It's been a long time since you have a lamp in your house. Haven't you always liked this kind of lamp? Yesterday I made one for you."
He glanced back at his house.
Shrugging and smiling bitterly, "Yeah, it's been a long time since I lit the light, I'm about to forget what's in that room."
Xiao Xiyue blinked at him.
He propped up his wobbly body, took the lantern in Xiao Xiyue's hand, and walked towards his dim room step by step.
He took out the candles from the lantern in his hand, and slowly lit all the lamps hanging in the room one by one.
The house, which had been dark for several years, was finally illuminated by the lanterns.
He stood in the center of the room, turning his steps, looking at the colorful lanterns, the zisang flowers on them were lifelike, just like her clean smile when he saw Ye Er for the first time.
Now, he really let go.
Ye Er, if there is really another life, I swear, even if I only have one day left, I will choose to stay with you until the last moment of death.