But what followed was exhaustion.
Counting carefully, I have been with Lian Qing for more than 20 years, more than 20 years, how many 20 years are there in my life? She suddenly didn't know how to spend such a long time, and she was even a little confused about her feelings for Lian Qing.
She has waited and accompanied him for so long, even if the stones are covered with heat, the cycads can bloom, but look at her, she has worked very hard, persisted for so long, but still can't see to hope.
In the past, she could still make excuses. He was too miserable, and there was no one around him. She needed to accompany him and accompany him through the difficulties again and again. But now, he has succeeded, he already has a company that cherishes him, protects him, and gives him opportunities; now he has a lot of resources, he has been successfully recognized by the audience, loved and maintained by so many fans, he Has become a real big star.
So now, he doesn't need her at all.
Still have begun to doubt whether my feelings for him are true or just a habit? Now she is very tired, very confused, she can't hold on anymore.
Li Yiran took a sip of wine, and in front of Wen Rou, she removed all her defenses and disguises, and the sadness between her brows could finally be revealed with confidence.
Gentle sighed, stretched out his hand to embrace Ren'er into his arms, leaned on her shoulders, and patted her gently. It was still possible to hold back, but the moment he leaned into Wenrou's arms, tears burst out of his eyes uncontrollably. The low sobbing at the beginning slowly turned into crying with grievances: "Sister, I'm really tired, woo woo woo, me, what should I do, sister, tell me what to do woo woo Woo"
Ruan didn't speak, but accompanied her quietly, still broke down and drank, she didn't stop her, patted her on the back gently, and accompanied her silently.
"Sister Rou, she... Seeing that it was still the first time she had collapsed like this, Qingling was a little at a loss and wanted to stop her from drinking anymore, but Gentle stopped her and shook her head gently at her.
Qingling believes in gentleness, she feels sorry for Yiran, sits silently beside her, buys herself a glass of red wine, and drinks with Yiran.
"Do you know that I didn't dare to expect him to respond before, but later I did, but my heart became more and more dissatisfied, more and more dissatisfied"
She still continued to drink after crying. She was a little drunk and her speech was vague, but she was still sober. In front of Gentle and Qingling, she wanted to find the tree hole. All the things she didn't dare to say, all the things she did secretly, all came out in one go.
For so many years, she had too many grievances to complain, too many things to say, too many things to vent, and she finally said them all at this moment.
Gently patted her, Qingling has an irresistible temperament, the more she listens to her, the more she feels wronged, and her anger grows: "Since it's so hard, why do you still like him, don't like him anymore , Such a person is not worthy of your liking. If he really loves you and likes you, why hasn't he responded to you after all these years? I don't believe he hasn't found out for so many years. "
Qingling is straightforward, she can say whatever comes to her mind, of course it's because she is still her friend that she talks too much, she really thinks it's still not worth it.
And she often encourages her to still confess boldly. Anyway, the big deal is that she can't even make friends. Even if she fails, she can get out of the broken relationship as soon as possible.
Finding the true happiness that belongs to her and recognizing the facts early is much better than not knowing how long to wait, not to mention, who knows if the wait will really come in the end? Still this stance is too low.
Because of what she experienced when she was a child, Qing Ling used to be a person who worried about gains and losses and had extremely low self-esteem. In addition, she was later hacked by the whole network, betrayed by her first love, and almost got autistic depression. Fortunately, she has come out now, otherwise she would have been unable to bear suicide.
Therefore, she empathizes with still's feelings, and it is precisely because of this that she desperately hopes that still can come out early and find her true happiness.
She is still such a smart and outstanding person, she shouldn't be so humble.
Still, she was almost drunk at the moment, and she didn't know how much she had gone in, so she would cry with tenderness.
"Okay, stop talking." Wen Rou didn't let Qing Ling continue to say these things.
Qingling was a little angry: "Sister Rou, you can see that she has been deceiving herself for so long. If you don't wake her up, she will sink deeper and deeper, and the harm will only be worse."
This person can't be serious, otherwise it's easy to go to hell.
Gentle realized that she was still tired from crying and fell asleep, so she didn't change her movements and just let her hug her like this.
Seeing that Qingling was so angry, she sighed softly: "She doesn't know what you said? Otherwise, would she be like this today? Don't worry, we have to trust her, she is stronger than we imagined." Still paid so much Many, whether it's because of her reluctance or habit, or because of love, she is still thinking about it. I believe she will be able to judge and make a decision soon. As her friends, all they have to do now is to trust her.
Qingling also found that she was still asleep, and while she was relieved, she had no scruples about speaking: "But sister Rou, can she figure it out, she likes Lian Qing so much, she doesn't even dare to let Lian Qing know what she wants , This is not good, she dare not say it, then I will tell Lian Qing, if this drags on, when Lian Qing brings back other women, it still won't collapse!"
Thinking of this, Qing Ling immediately went to the next door to catch Lian Qing.
"Wait." Rourou quickly stopped her, a little dumbfounded: "You really said that the wind is the rain, you sit down first, be good, be obedient."
Qingling believed in gentleness, even if she wished to catch Lian Qing immediately and accept it with her head pressed down, she sat back obediently.
Although the expression is reluctant.
Gentle put out a hand to comfort her, "What kind of person do you think Lian Qing is?"
She has collaborated with Lian Qing in so many dramas, and even once as a couple. Of course, she is very aware of Lian Qing's personality. He is very low-key, serious in his work, has a very good personality, gentle and polite, and a little shy.
The most important thing is that he is also super responsible, not to mention his excellent business performance, in short, he is a very, very good person, very good.
In short, if she hadn't met Li Qingyi and was still single now, she might not be able to help but fall in love with Lian Qing.
Who doesn't like such a good man.
So when she knew that she still liked Lian Qing, she was really happy. It was really great that the fat and water did not flow into the fields of outsiders.
Therefore, during the cooperation period, Qing Ling did not lack assists for the two of them. But what happened to these two people, one didn't dare to say, the other didn't seem to know, it was always not what everyone wanted.
Of course, even though Qing Ling appreciates Lian Qing very much, and everyone has a good relationship, Qing Ling's heart is still on this side, making the good sisters feel wronged, is the relationship good? Nonsence!
"Then tell me, how do Lian Qing and Yi Yi get along with each other?"
In the past two years, Lian Qing, Wen Wen and Qing Ling have worked together, and they are still busy with the crew, so they are naturally very clear about how they get along.
Qing Ling thought for a while, and said: "It's very harmonious and warm. The two of them are like a family. In short, their aura is something that no one else can get into, but they are very comfortable."
Although what everyone saw was still taking care of Lian Qing and busying himself up and down for him, but that was also in the crew, and in private, Lian Qing took care of him a lot.
For example, she is still a bit confused, afraid of trouble, a bit lazy and cancerous, even a person with advanced procrastination and very poor self-control, well, she is also a girl with internet addiction
Cough, anyway, this girl still has a lot of shortcomings. Of course, once Lian Qing's matter is involved, she is still very self-controlled, and she can't do other things.
So when not working, Lian Qing took care of her more.
It's just that Lian Qing is not a person who is good at expressing, and his temper is also gentle and gentle. He rarely shows his emotions, and the ups and downs are very small. , In private, you can hardly see his ups and downs, just warm and indifferent, even Qing himself has admitted that even if he is angry, he digests it silently, even when he is angry, it is almost unnoticeable.
So Lian still rarely sees Lian Qing's emotions, let alone be gentle with them.
Qing Ling said after a long while: "So sister Rou, what you mean is that Lian Qing is not actually indifferent to still, but his natural personality is like this, and he doesn't even know about still? But if he really has feelings for still , Then why didn’t you notice it at all, and you didn’t succeed after waiting for so long, this doesn’t make any sense.”
He smiled softly and said, "Then tell me, Lian Qing is about to leave for the third year, why has he never been in a relationship? Apart from the female colleagues he met at work, who else have you met besides Yiran in private? According to what I know You know, every time during Chinese New Year holidays and when he usually goes home, he brings Yi Yi home with him. Tell me why, even though it is still his assistant who used to be a neighbor, he wouldn’t take her with him during the Chinese New Year holidays, right? ?Not to mention that she is usually taken with her when traveling.
Also, even Qing let this Gu Liang enter the house, but this Gu Liang doesn't know, even if the authorities are confused, you, a bystander, are also confused? "Some people just can't express, but they do a lot, but everyone can see what they still do, so people ignore what Lian Qing did.
These are still revealed by herself, gentleness does not use prophecy, after all, it is not good to peep without consent, except for special occasions, such as assisting the police, she will not easily read other people's privacy.
Qingling didn't know as much as Wenrou. Hearing this, she felt a little dazed. She recalled carefully, put aside her preconceived prejudices, thought about what she saw again, and still got along with Lianqing. Some things found.
Lian Qing is a public figure, and he will be very careful in every word and deed. This is also to avoid trouble, so in some public places of the crew, Lian Qing can be said to be very restrained, but Lian Qing has a good relationship with them, so he is very casual in private, and he is also very cautious. There is nothing too shy about it, but he is very low-key and basically quiet, so it is easy to ignore him.
But he still cared but could still see it.
No one can intervene in the relationship between him and still.
That's why Qing Ling was shocked that she was still not with Lian Qing, but since Lian Qing was still interested in her, why didn't she confess her love? After such a long time, Qing Ling always felt that it didn't make sense.
"Maybe it's because of still"
Gentle analysis said.
There are still many shortcomings, especially the low self-esteem, especially for Lian Qing, she is so low, she hides her heart very deeply, gentleness is only discovered after getting acquainted with her, but there is no way to do it , because she still revealed her family situation, her parents have a bad relationship and often fight violently, and they have a patriarchal problem, so as a girl, she is still always beaten by her drinking father, and the serious one was sent to the rescue room.
It left a very serious impact on the small still, and the autism is very serious.
I don't know if it was a blessing in disguise or other reasons, but she discovered that she has the ability of photographic memory only after studying, and she can be said to be a child prodigy.
But Xiao Yiran's life was not particularly easy. She was forced by her father to skip grades. She was only 13 years old when she was in the first year of high school, and she was only 19 years old when she graduated from university.
During this period, if her father hadn't been imprisoned for drinking and committing crimes, she might have graduated earlier, but the real reason why her father was imprisoned was related to her, so maybe it was retribution. a member.
Without the advantages and all the attention, there is a big gap for Yiran.
In short, because of these experiences, she is different from other children, but she also received special care from Lian Qing, who is 7 years older than her. It was he who pulled her out of the darkness and helped her become a normal person.
Therefore, for Yiran, Lian Qing is her salvation. She doesn't know when she had feelings for Lian Qing, but in her life, Lian Qing occupied almost all of her time, and even her mother had to stay behind. .
So she is still extremely dependent on Lian Qing, she can't imagine what will happen if she leaves Lian Qing, even if she is no different from ordinary people now, but she has Lian Qing, a cinnabar mole, and she can't touch it at all. exist. So she didn't dare to say it, once she said it, she had to leave and leave these two results.
As the person concerned, Lian Qing may not have noticed still's thoughts, after all, he has been so clingy to him since he was a child.
Is the feeling for him family love or just dependence and habit and other feelings? Even if Qing didn't know, he didn't dare to gamble, so he didn't dare to act rashly without a thorough understanding.
After careful analysis and investigation, Rourou observed Lian Qing's attitude more carefully.
"Let's not get involved in this matter, let them figure it out for themselves." Rourou thought to herself, they shouldn't get involved in the matter of the young couple, it won't last long.
Knowing so much, Qing Ling is really happy, but: "But, the two of you have studied each other for so many years, don't you really want to mention Lian Qing?"
"Don't mention it, he will find out by himself." Just kidding, who made this guy not show off his landscape, and his little cutie is still saddened by it for so long. Don't let him show any emotions, tear his gentle expression, How can that be? !