When Gu Yan returned home, she didn't think about anything. She had been running around all morning and hadn't eaten anything. Now when she got home, Gu Yan was a little hungry, but she really had no intention of cooking and knew that there was nothing at home.
Gu Yan didn't really want to stay at home alone, because every minute and second she spent at home would remind her of how happy she and Mo Yichen were in this house. How happy, how ridiculous the mutual suspicion between the two people is now.
Mo Yichen doubted Gu Yan, and Gu Yan also suspected that Mo Yichen doubted himself. What an ironic scene this was. Gu Yan felt ridiculous, and he couldn't stop himself from thinking about these things in his mind. Gu Yan Yan felt that he was crazy. Whenever he encountered something related to Mo Yichen, he would completely lose his sense of control.
Just like myself now, I can no longer concentrate on my work because of the messy thoughts in my mind. In the past, Gu Yan thought that she was not the kind of person who would bring the emotions in life to work, but after the recent After a while, Gu Yan knew that she was not that kind of person.
I am not the kind of person who can completely separate work and life. Gu Yan smiled bitterly. She always thought that she could completely and clearly understand the boundaries between work and life, but this is no longer the case. Gu Yan feels more and more that she cannot separate them. Between the two, Gu Yan's rhythm was easily disrupted.
Just like this time, Gu Yan's main purpose of returning to Annan City was to work and to increase profits for the studio. However, what she was doing now went against her original intention. Gu Yan's original dream had not changed. To this day, Gu Yan still wants to be a designer, but her life has changed.
Gu Yan knew that there were too many things mixed into his life now, and they were things he had never had before. These things made Gu Yan feel as if he had gradually lost himself.
"Miss, miss, we're here!"
It wasn't until the taxi driver greeted Gu Yan again that Gu Yan realized that he was distracted thinking about these things again.
Gu Yan paid and got out of the car. She did not go to the supermarket to buy groceries, but went to a nearby vegetable market. Now Gu Yan wanted to feel the hustle and bustle of the world. Gu Yan felt that she could not She might go crazy if she was left alone again.
There are not many people in the vegetable market now, but there are still many vendors who have not closed their stalls. These remaining stalls are enough for Gu Yan. She is alone at home anyway, so there is no need for any tricks. , cooking is just to fill your stomach.
Gu Yan stood in front of the meat stall, picked out a piece of meat and asked someone to weigh it for her. Then the phone suddenly rang. Gu Yan was in a hurry and hurriedly took out the phone from her bag.
It's Qi Changfeng.
Why is Qi Changfeng calling him now? Gu Yan felt puzzled at first, and then realized that the person who drank with him and sent him home yesterday was Qi Changfeng.
But thinking of Qi Changfeng, Gu Yan couldn't help but think of Mo Yichen's recent attitude of neither yin nor yang. Could it be said that Mo Yichen really believed Li Yunhong's words? If Mo Yichen really believed Li Yunhong's words, then What should I do? Should you explain to Mo Yichen, or should you not explain to Mo Yichen
Gu Yan didn't know, but then the phone kept ringing, and Gu Yan was startled. She just wanted to answer Qi Changfeng's call. Why was she thinking so much? Then she picked up the phone.
"Hello?"
The voice on Gu Yan's end was noisy, and Qi Changfeng frowned inaudibly, what is Gu Yan doing? Thinking of Gu Yan's unusual behavior yesterday, Qi Changfeng couldn't help but worry whether Gu Yan would do something outrageous again.
"What's wrong? I'm buying groceries!"
Gu Yan also amplified her voice, because she knew that the wet market was very noisy, so she amplified her voice at least to let Qi Changfeng know where she was, so that he would not worry about her again.
Gu Yan didn't know whether she should keep a distance from Qi Changfeng. She thought that the distance between her and Qi Changfeng was that of a normal friend. In order to make Li Yunhong feel at ease with her, she would never Do you associate with Qi Changfeng? Without interacting with Qi Changfeng, Gu Yan asked herself in her heart, could she do it
Gu Yan overturned herself. This was not a question of whether she could do it, but a question of whether she should do it. Not to mention Qi Changfeng, she had no feelings other than friends at all. She was frank and frank. I have a clear conscience and should not give up such a good friend like Qi Changfeng just because of Li Yunhong's unfounded suspicions.
Secondly, I have lived in Annan City for so many years, and the person who has helped me the most is not Mo Yichen, but Qi Changfeng. He has helped me so much in Annan City and never asked for anything in return. If Gu Yan now wants to If you enter the Mo family, you will end your friendship with Qi Changfeng
Gu Yan felt that if she really did it, even herself would look down on herself. Gu Yan could not accept herself doing such a thing. In Gu Yan's eyes, it was unkind and unjust.
What's the use of thinking so much now? Gu Yan also knew that Mo Yichen didn't confess his inner thoughts to him, and Gu Yan couldn't bring these things to the table. Gu Yan felt that it was possible that he wanted to There were too many. Maybe it was just Li Yunhong who had such thoughts and suspicions, but Mo Yichen did not.
Gu Yan didn't know and didn't want to think about it anymore. Since she had returned to Annan City, she should put everything about the Mo family aside for the time being.
"Is there a problem?"
Gu Yan didn't know why Qi Changfeng was calling him at this time. It was a bit troublesome for him to carry vegetables in one hand and his mobile phone in the other.
Qi Changfeng didn't have anything wrong. He just knew that Gu Yan drank too much yesterday, so he called her today to see if she was in good condition. But now, he went to the supermarket to see Gu Yan, so she must be in good condition.
"It's okay. I just want to ask you what you are doing. Do you have time to have a meal with me?"
Since everything was normal with Gu Yan, there was no need for Qi Changfeng to mention the things yesterday that made Gu Yan unhappy, so he changed the subject and invited Gu Yan to dinner no matter what time. This is something Qi Changfeng is willing to do. As long as Gu Yan is willing to reward him, Qi Changfeng will be fine and will definitely go.
"I won't go. I'm feeling groggy today and I didn't even go to class. I plan to go home and have a good sleep."