Qi Changfeng and Gu Yan finished their meal, and Qi Changfeng sent Gu Yan home. On the way home, the two of them were silent, each with their own thoughts.
The car parked downstairs in Gu Yan's community. Gu Yan just woke up from a dream and was already home.
"I'm leaving, good night!" Gu Yan opened the car door and prepared to get out of the car.
"The moonlight looks good today." Qi Changfeng looked out from the open car door and saw the round moon. He said something so abruptly that Gu Yan couldn't understand.
"Huh?" Gu Yan didn't know what Qi Changfeng wanted to say.
"Are you tired today? Why don't we take a walk to eat?" Qi Changfeng suggested.
Gu Yan thought for a long time, "Okay!" Gu Yan saw that it was still early and she didn't know what to do when she got home. It seemed good to go for a walk.
The two got out of the car and walked slowly in the community. The people passing them were old ladies and old men. The years left traces on their faces and gave them a unique quietness.
Baptized by the years, they can choose to do what they like, and they can walk hand in hand and talk quietly about their children's lives. Don’t be tired of life, don’t suffer from ideals.
Qi Changfeng looked at these harmonious old people with envy, "Everyone envy their youth and are afraid that Zhaohua will be gone when their youth is gone, but what I want to live most is a life where I will be basking in the sun every day when I grow old, with my children and grandchildren around my knees. "
Gu Yan looked at Qi Changfeng who said these words in surprise. She had known Qi Changfeng for a long time. This was the first time she heard him say such touching words. In her impression, she always felt that Qi Changfeng looked like a A warm boy doesn't need to grow up. His identity and family background give him enough capital to do whatever he wants.
Gu Yan thought that his dreamland, even if it wasn't about developing the family business, would be about traveling around the world and other ideals in line with his son-in-law style, but he didn't expect it to be so unusual.
Being looked at by Gu Yan like a monster, Qi Changfeng felt uncomfortable in his heart, "Why are you looking at me like this?"
"No, I'm just curious about what you rich people do every day and what kind of education you received since childhood. It's really unusual!" Gu Yan said with contempt in his tone.
Qi Changfeng originally wanted to open up what he was going to say today by expressing emotions in the early stages, but all the preparations he had made before being teased by Gu Yanyi were in vain.
"Okay! If you don't like my ideals, tell me yours!" Qi Changfeng responded childishly.
"No, no, that's not what I meant." Gu Yan found Qi Changfeng's angry look so cute.
"I don't have any dreams. When I was young, I lived in the Wen family and became Wen Yunfeng's wife. In my heart, it was something that I couldn't resist. As I grew up, I grew up according to the track they designed. There is nothing special about it. Of course I don't dare to think about it." Gu Yan's tone was slightly bitter.
"Later I got married to Wen Yunfeng. I thought my whole life would pass like this. Who knew that life had just begun." Qi Changfeng regretted starting this topic. He evoked her sadness but didn't know how to end it.
"After the divorce, something happened to my grandma, and I had to run around for our lives again. I also had to guard against Wen Yunfeng. I was exhausted every day trying to make a living. I didn't have time to think about other things." What Gu Yan said was the grievance. He looked calm and didn't mean to complain.
"Until I met Mo Yichen, he was the man who brought me out of the darkness. It was he who told me that my life could not be so miserable. It was he who let me know that even if I thought I was a married woman, I could still be divorced. Doing what I like is also because he made me know my hobby and keep doing it." Gu Yan's face was filled with a happy smile.
"But who would have known that God loves me so much, and Mo Yichen and I have been stumbling along the way." Gu Yan couldn't help but cry when she thought about the past few days. It seems that the only thing that can make her cry now is Mo Yichen was left.
Qi Changfeng heard the choking in Gu Yan's voice, "What about me? Is it a mistake for me to appear in your life?" Qi Changfeng felt very distressed. He felt sorry for himself and even more for Gu Yan.
"You! How could you be a mistake! You are the sunshine in my heart. No matter whether the world has the sun or not, whether it is warm or not, your appearance allows me to live happily. Every time you appear in my heart when I am least open, I am surrounded by you, last time, this time." Gu Yan swallowed the tears in her eyes and put her hand on Qi Changfeng's shoulder.
"Then since you are unhappy, why don't you change your life?" Qi Changfeng said what he had been holding in his heart. The second half of his sentence was why not let me take care of you? I won't let you live. So sad. But there are some things that I don’t want to say but I just don’t dare to say them. It’s also a kind of helplessness to hesitate to say something.
Gu Yan turned her head and saw an old woman wiping the saliva that overflowed from the corner of her mouth for her husband in a wheelchair. "When you are angry, you are really angry and smash him to pieces, but after the anger is gone, you still go back and worry about his safety. How can you give up so easily!"
Qi Changfeng also saw it and naturally understood the meaning of Gu Yan's words. Although disappointed, I sadly found that I was getting used to it.
Gu Yan stood on the balcony and saw Qi Changfeng's car disappearing before returning to the living room. If I can't treat you well, then I might as well be cruel to you and make you give up early. Gu Yan knew that every appearance of Qi Changfeng was not accidental, but she still couldn't help but absorb the happiness factor from him to make herself happy. Maybe people are selfish!
Gu Yan lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly after taking a bath, but Qi Changfeng tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.
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Mo Yichen had already entered the door, and Mo Xiangyan was still looking back with wide eyes.
Mo Yichen saw that his son didn't follow him, "What are you looking at?"
"Mom, where's mom? Why don't you come in? It's cold outside?" Mo Yichen's heart dropped after hearing this, and he broke his promise to his son.
"Well, come on, Xiangyan." Xiangyan reluctantly looked at the door and ran towards Mo Yichen, "Listen to dad, mom's memories are not over yet. Dad originally wanted to wait for mom and then go home with mom. But dad missed you so much that he decided to go back and see Xiangyan by himself first, and then come over together when mom is done! "
Mo Xiangyan didn't know how to hide his emotions. When he heard that his mother wouldn't come, his eyes immediately turned red, "But my mother hasn't returned my call yet."
After all, he was still a kid at heart, so Mo Yichen couldn't say much. He touched Mo Xiangyan's head and said, "Be good!" He was talking about Mo Xiangyan and Gu Yan.