Fang Ru slept for six hours, and Yuan Che stayed with him for six hours. When he woke up, it was already past two o'clock in the afternoon.
Fang Ru hadn't slept so comfortably for many days. After cleaning up, he easily took Yuan Che out to look for food. This time the old man didn't say anything, probably because Yuan Che performed well.
The two first filled their stomachs in the restaurant, and then walked along the river together to enjoy the scenery of the town. It is quiet and beautiful, full of romantic atmosphere. Yuan Che held Fang Ru's hand, with a calm face, turned his head to look at him from time to time, and listened to his introduction of the local customs.
The breeze blows gently, bringing a faint fragrance and cool water vapor. Fang Ru's hair was lightly raised, his eyes were shining brightly, his voice was like the whisper of a classical musical instrument, and his gentle temperament was full of vitality. This kind of Fang Ru made Yuan Che's heart itch, and he couldn't get enough of it.
When I walked to a square, I happened to meet someone who was holding a parent-child activity. Several pairs of parents took their children to play games in the square. Fang Ru bought more than a dozen balloons, and pulled Yuan Che to give the balloons to these children respectively. You don't need to know each other's names, and you don't need extra politeness, just to reap each other's laughter.
Yuan Che has never done such unnecessary things, but since Fang Ru entered his life, he has tried many new things. Fang Ru is like an excellent painter, turning the black and white and simple life into a rich and peaceful colorful world.
"Yuan Che, look, it's a group of pigeons." Fang Ru pointed to the white pigeons flying not far away, and turned to Yuan Che with a brilliant smile.
Yuan Che suddenly stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, kissed him passionately, and sucked each other's breath like no one else was there.
Click, a photographer pressed the shutter, and the two kissing figures were frozen in this quiet square.
Fang Ru's face was reddish, but he didn't hesitate, and held hands with Yuan Che frankly. Unlike in China, most people here have a tolerant attitude towards homosexuals. It was this kind of atmosphere that made him have no unnecessary worries.
The photographer sent them the photos taken just now together with blessings, marking a perfect end to their short trip.
The two returned home happily, and the nanny had already prepared dinner.
Eating delicious food, Fang Ru's grandfather was rarely pleasant, and calmly talked about some trivial matters in Yuan Che's life, and learned about his family background. The atmosphere was very harmonious and loving.
After dinner, under the gaze of the old man, Yuan Che occupied Fang Ru's room openly and aboveboard, and even brought all his luggage in.
The old man snorted a few times, but there was no objection.
Fang Ru thanked the old man for his thoughtfulness and tolerance, hugged him and kissed him deeply. Yuan Che's sharp eyes immediately swept over, stepped forward a few steps, and kissed Fang Ru again, making the old man's hair stand on end. You must know that Yuan Che's stern expression and strong temperament are really not suitable for such warm actions, at least not suitable for people other than Fang Ru. It's a test of the heart!
Yuan Che and Fang Ru slept in each other's arms, except for kissing and comforting, they did not make love. Yuan Che said that he still has some self-control.
After sleeping until midnight, Yuan Che felt the people around him turn over and get up. He thought he was just going to the bathroom, but unexpectedly he walked out of the room all the way.
Yuan Che sat up abruptly and followed quickly.
Fang Ru walked into the piano room with bare feet, without turning on the light, walked to the piano by the faint moonlight, and began to play piano music.
Yuan Che closed the door gently, leaned against the wall and listened quietly. A series of beautiful notes flowed from Fang Ru's fingers, adding a bit of mystery and sadness to the quiet night.
At first, Yuan Che thought that Fang Ru just suddenly became interested in playing the piano, so he didn't bother him. But it wasn't until he repeated the same piece for the second and third time in a row that he realized something was wrong.
"Fang Ru?" Yuan Che walked up to him and called softly.
Fang Ru continued to play as if he hadn't heard it, and his fingers danced quickly on the keys as if he couldn't stop.
"Enough, Fang Ru!" Yuan Che grabbed his arm and pulled him up from the chair, "What's wrong with you?"
Fang Ru raised his head, his expressionless face reflected in the dim moonlight.
"Fang Ru?" Yuan Che held his face in his hands and stared at him steadfastly.
Fang Ru pushed him away indifferently, struggling to sit back at the piano again.
Nervousness and anger flashed across Yuan Che's eyes, he shook his shoulder and growled, "Wake up!"
Fang Ru struggled harder, resisting with a trembling voice: "Let go... let me go..."
"Let go of you? It's a good idea!" Yuan Che held the back of his head and kissed his lips fiercely.
"Hmm..." Fang Ru was pressed against the piano, his tongue resisting the man's intrusion.
Yuan Che grabbed his chin and sucked deeply.
"Uh... no..." Fang Ru pushed away violently, turned over and wanted to get soaked.
Yuan Che grabbed him, pressed him against the wall forcefully, restrained his hands, and continued to ask for kisses.
"Don't try to escape!" Yuan Che really didn't like the way Fang Ru looked at him just now, as if he was looking at a stranger.
"Fang Ru, call me by my name!" He bit his neck lightly, speaking with orders.
Fang Ru's expression was indifferent and he didn't say a word.
"Damn it!" Yuan Che pulled off his pants, put his lower body between his legs, and kept rubbing.
"What are you doing..." Fang Ru was short of breath, her voice trembling.
"You still asked what you were doing?" Yuan Che gritted his teeth, "I still want to ask you what's going on? Fang Ru, call me by my name, who am I?"
"Who are you..." Fang Ru's expression was confused, and his body gradually became soft and hot under Yuan Che's caress.
Yuan Che's eyes were burning, he raised Fang Ru's leg, and inserted his fingers into the tight tunnel, constantly stimulating his sensitive points.
"Ah..." Fang Ru raised his face slightly, his face flushed.
"Fang Ru, call me by my name!" Yuan Che withdrew his finger, and stabbed fiercely in his lower body.
"It hurts... don't..." Fang Ru pushed Yuan Che's shoulders with both hands, but he couldn't shake him a bit.
Yuan Che fixed his waist and kept sprinting.
"Call my name, call my name..." I kept repeating this sentence, trying hard to get a response.
"Hmm... ah..." Fang Ru's slack eyes gradually converged in passion, and the pleasure rushed to the back of his head, making him tremble.
"Call my name!" Yuan Che's hoarse voice reached his ears.
"Yuan... Che..."
Yuan Che paused and stared straight at him: "Call again."
"Yuan Che."
"Very good!" Yuan Che moved again.
"That's enough, I..." Fang Ru felt as if his whole body was falling apart, his back was rubbing against the wall, and there were bursts of pain.
Yuan Che hugged him and moved him to the large soft chair beside him.
"Tell me, what happened to you? I want to know the truth now!" Fang Ru's state just now was definitely not caused by some nightmare!
Fang Ru gasped slightly, grabbed Yuan Che's shoulders, and glanced around.
"Fang Ru, speak!" Yuan Che looked him straight in the eyes, not allowing him to escape.
"That's it?" Fang Ru sat cross-legged on Yuan Che, the man's avatar was still deeply embedded in his body.
"That's it!" Yuan Che said in a firm tone.
Fang Ru didn't dare to move rashly, resisted the strange feeling in his lower body, and said hoarsely: "Okay, I'll tell you."
Yuan Che moved, adjusted a more comfortable posture, and pretended to be listening attentively.
Fang Ru smiled wryly to himself, this man is always aggressive and does not allow him to escape.
He calmed down slowly, and said, "You should have reinvestigated my identity before, right?"
"Um."
"Then you should also know how my parents died?"
"Know."
Fang Ru said in a low voice: "The outside world says this is a family tragedy where the husband and wife disagree, but who knows that my parents loved each other deeply until their death."
Yuan Che frowned, with puzzlement in his eyes.
"My parents are college classmates, and they entered the palace of marriage after graduation. They started a business together, supported each other, and helped each other. I witnessed their fulfilling and happy every day until my mother was diagnosed with cancer when I was nine years old. , a major operation was required. But with the medical technology at that time, the success rate of this operation was very low, and it required a large operation fee. During the hospitalization, the mother was tortured by serious diseases. After discussing with her father, she finally decided surgery."
"The operation was scheduled to take place half a year later. During the six months, my father has been taking care of my mother with all my heart, encouraging her and never giving up. However, because he put most of his energy on his mother, he ignored the company's affairs. , the result was that someone took advantage of it and lost a large amount of money, causing the company to fall into crisis. My father did not tell my mother about this, and resisted all the pressure alone. During that time, my mother's hair fell out, her face was haggard, and her body was in a bad state. Weak every day, but with the support of her father, she never gave up hope. Although I was only nine years old at the time, I deeply remember the deep relationship between them and am proud of it."
"Perhaps God was also moved by them. Mother's operation was successful. Apart from the need for a period of recuperation, her body recovered well, and her father's company gradually became more attractive. Just when we all thought that the end of all hardships will come, my father killed Mother, right in front of me."
"What happened?" Yuan Che asked.
Fang Ru covered his face and said dryly: "During the two years from my mother's illness to the end of the operation, my father never gave up on my mother. His persistence and affection are the driving force for my mother to live. At that time, the attending doctor said that my mother's will to survive It was very strong, and she survived the near-death several times during the operation. She overcame the disease through painstaking efforts, but finally died at the hands of the person she loved the most. I still remember her full of doubts before she died. Unbelievable eyes."
Fang Ru hugged his arm, his eyes were empty, as if the scene from that year had reappeared before his eyes.
Yuan Che stretched out his arms to hug him, silently comforting him.
"After my father killed my mother, the whole person seemed to be stupid, and then he hugged my mother with his blood-stained hands and cried bitterly. The sound pierced my heart, and the despair made me tremble. I didn't know what to do. How to react, I just watched my father being taken away by the police, and then I was taken to a strange place, and was questioned by several strangers. A few days later, my father cut his own neck with a piece of iron, decisively out of this world."
"Because of this incident, I got autism. My grandfather adopted me and hired a psychiatrist for me. It took three years to pull me out of the closed world step by step and face life again. Also because With the guidance of that psychiatrist, I gradually found the reason why my father killed my mother. During that time, my father was under tremendous pressure, sleep less than 4 hours a day, my mother's illness, company affairs, lack of funds, The persecution of his competitors made him almost desperate. He couldn't find a way to vent, and he didn't dare to show his emotions, and eventually he had a nervous breakdown. I was too young at the time, and I occasionally saw my father talking to himself in the air. It's weird, and I don't understand what's going on. Later, when I came into contact with psychology, I realized that this is a mental illness caused by long-term stress. He will make people nervous, unable to distinguish between reality and hallucinations, and even violent tendencies .It is no different from normal people at ordinary times, and once the disease occurs, it cannot be controlled by itself.”
"With the help of my mentor, I overcame autism, but my father didn't have a chance to come back. They loved each other so much, but they ended their lives in this way. I always think, if I had studied psychology earlier , can this tragedy be stopped?" Fang Ru rested his head on Yuan Che's shoulder, tears gushing out, scorching his skin.
"Fool, it's not your fault." Yuan Che patted Fang Ru's back lightly.
Fang Ru broke down in tears, and tremblingly said: "I have been having nightmares, and the scene of my mother being killed is repeated in my dream. What really scares me is not death, but what my father revealed after killing his mother by mistake. A kind of self-blame, pain and despair, his mournful cry cut my heart like a knife."