Fang Ru leaned into Yuan Che's ear and said a lot intermittently, Yuan Che just listened quietly and comforted him silently until he fell asleep. Slowly withdrawing from his body, Yuan Che carried him back to the room, wiped his body with a towel, and hugged him into the quilt.
In my impression, Fang Ru is a gentle and leisurely person who knows how to enjoy life, can always discover all kinds of fun, and enriches his world all the time. But today, he saw a different Fang Ru, sad, fragile, weak, stuck in the memory of the past and unable to break free.
Why not himself? He and Fang Ru are actually so similar.
[Yuan Che, you don't need to force yourself to forget all the sad things and welcome a new day. I love you! ] "Fang Ru, you don't need to force yourself anymore, forget all the sad things, and welcome a new day. I love you!" What Fang Ru once said in hypnosis, Yuan Che also said it unconsciously.
The next day, Fang Ru developed a high fever. Yuan Che was annoyed secretly, and blamed himself for being too reckless last night, which made him catch a cold.
After feeding him the medicine, Yuan Che walked out of the room.
Grandpa Fang Ru asked, "How is he?"
"Still asleep."
"How did you take care of him?" The old man blamed dissatisfiedly.
"I was wrong." Yuan Che sincerely admitted his mistake, but his cool expression always made people think that he was the one who should be apologized.
The old man snorted, threw something casually, and said, "See if this is yours?"
Yuan Che discovered that what the old man took out was actually the package he had sent to Fang Ru not long ago.
"This is mine." Yuan Che opened the outer package, revealing a delicate box inside.
"What are you sending? Do you know that Fang Ru's nightmares are all because someone sent him these packages?"
"I was just about to ask you." Yuan Che said coldly, "What exactly is in the package?"
"Come with me." The old man got up and walked towards his room.
Yuan Che put down the box in his hand, and strode to follow.
The old man took out a lot of things from the box, including photos, newspapers, DVDs, and several unopened packages.
"These are photos of Xiaoru's parents at the crime scene, news reports and case simulation videos," the old man explained.
Yuan Che flipped through them one by one, his face gradually gloomy.
"I don't know who is so vicious? It's the first time in more than ten years that I want to provoke Xiaoru." The old man was full of anger.
Yuan Che remained silent, his eyes fixed on this pile of things, Fang Ru's helplessness when he was entangled in nightmares, the pain when he fell into memories, and the fragility when he closed himself... Yuan Che couldn't restrain the anger in his chest, A cold flame ignited in his eyes.
Last night's confession still rings in his ears, he is very aware of the influence of Fang Ru in the past, he buried it carefully, afraid of touching it, and finally started again, but because of the appearance of these things, he was forced to open the sealed memory.
Father, you are very good!
Grandpa didn't know the truth, but Yuan Che knew it at a glance. It was definitely his father's doing! He actually used such a shameless means to cut Fang Ru's already healed wound again, causing him terribly painful.
He is happy to have a partner like Fang Ru, but his father is doing his best to hurt him! Did he think that as long as he forced Fang Ru away, he would obey him obediently
dream!
Yuan Che's expression was gloomy and cold, with bursts of cold air all over his body, with his fingers exerting force, he unconsciously twisted the photos and newspaper clippings into a ball.
Seeing this, the old man felt something in his heart, and asked tentatively, "Do you know the person who sent these things?"
"It's my father." Yuan Che didn't hide it.
The old man looked shocked, pointed at him and said, "It's your father? Why did he do this? Even if you don't like my little Confucian, there's no point in torturing him in this way?"
"I'm sorry." Yuan Che couldn't forgive his negligence.
"I'm sorry?" the old man said angrily, "Do you know that Xiao Ru was autistic for three years because of this incident?"
"I know."
"Then do you know how long it took him to communicate with people normally after he recovered?"
"..."
"It was five years. It wasn't until he was admitted to university that he had the vivacity that an ordinary teenager should have. During these five years, apart from learning textbook knowledge, he just practiced the piano. He has no friends, no entertainment, no emotions, just like a robot! It's hard and boring."
"..."
"He gave up his favorite piano, chose the psychology major that was the most difficult to pass, searched for information every day, collected cases, studied his homework, and finally became a psychotherapist. He began to learn to integrate into society and actively communicate with others. , Gradually became calm and confident. He studied with his mentor for two years, and constantly absorbed experience to enrich himself. The purpose is to help all people who are troubled by mental illness. He does not want the tragedy of his parents to repeat itself on others. He has always felt that , if he had been exposed to psychology at that time, he could have discovered his father's abnormalities in time, thereby helping him reduce stress, sharing pain with him, and preventing tragedies from happening."
Yuan Che recalled what Fang Ru repeated several times last night - "It would be great if I could go back to the past." Although he was only a child at the time, this feeling of remorse had already imprinted an indelible mark on his heart brand.
"I thought he would finally get out of the shadow of the past and be able to live a healthy and happy life. Unexpectedly, this memory has always been his pain, and it will relapse if he touches it a little bit. Or was it when he was unprepared? Uncover."
Yuan Che could hear his heart throbbing.
There were tears in the old man's eyes: "Little Ru's efforts to regain his strength are absolutely beyond your imagination. What exactly does your father want to do? Why do you want Xiao Ru to suffer again?"
"I'm sorry." Yuan Che apologized again.
The old man took a deep breath and said coldly, "Go, I won't allow you to be with Xiaoru. Even if you love him, I won't forgive your father for what he did."
Yuan Che stood up and said seriously: "I will not give up on him. You can beat or scold him at will, but you can't stop us from being together. Before that, I will definitely solve my father's problem properly, and give you and Fang Ru An explanation."
After saying this, Yuan Che turned and left.
The old man stared at his back with a complicated expression on his face.
"you're awake?"
As soon as Fang Ru opened his eyes, he saw Yuan Che sitting on the bed.
"What's wrong with you?" Fang Ru asked in a hoarse voice, "You don't seem to be looking well?"
Yuan Che helped him sit up, and handed him a glass of water by the way.
"Nothing, just worried about you."
Fang Ru smiled: "I'm fine, I told you a lot of things last night, and I feel much more comfortable."
Yuan Che reached out his hand to touch his forehead, and told him, "Rest well, don't let your imagination run wild!"
"Yes." Fang Ru handed him back the empty quilt.
"Fang Ru, I have a gift for you." Yuan Che picked up a box on the bedside table.
"What is this?" Fang Ru opened it and saw that the box contained an exquisite tandem bicycle model.
"Remember that model bike you gave me for my birthday?"
"Remember."
"You ask me, do you want to travel by bicycle?" Yuan Che stared at Fang Ru, and said softly, "Now I also want to ask you, would you like to participate in the bicycle wedding I held for you?"
"Bicycle wedding?" Fang Ru was surprised.
Yuan Che took the bicycle model out of the box and said: "This is a wedding car specially designed by me. It takes less than half a month to see the finished product. It is unique in the world. On the wedding day, we will ride this car, Leading a 1,000-strong cycling team through the city to the service at St Giles Cathedral, Edinburgh."
Fang Ru stared blankly at the exquisite bicycle model, his feverish mind couldn't react.
"Honey, I'm proposing to you, shouldn't you also respond?" Yuan Che flicked his forehead.
Fang Ru looked at his speckled pajamas, his hair was messy, and his complexion was definitely not much better when he was sick. On the other hand, Yuan Che wore a casual jacket on his upper body, a pair of striped pajama pants on his lower body, and a pair of elephant head shoes on his feet. He was dressed in a nondescript manner, but he still had a solemn expression on his face.
How could he propose to the sick and confused him in such an environment in his pajamas
Dare to be more reliable
"This, this is too sudden..."
"It's not sudden at all. I've already made a plan. Whether you agree or not, I will abduct you to the auditorium." Yuan Che said seriously.
"..." So you haven't thought about the timing of the proposal at all
"Fang Ru, marry me." Yuan Che held the bicycle model in both hands, with a deep expression, like a warrior toasting.
Fang Ru endured and endured, but in the end he couldn't hold back, and he crawled on the pillow and laughed.
Is this a marriage proposal or a fight? Hahaha…
The corners of Yuan Che's mouth twitched a few times, secretly reviewing his proposal steps, was there something wrong
Fang Ru laughed so dizzily that he couldn't stop laughing, suddenly his body lightened, and he was hugged into his arms.
Fang Ru curled up on Yuan Che's lap like a caterpillar.
Yuan Che's expression was gloomy, he pursed his lips and said nothing, as if he was having an awkward moment.
Seeing this, Fang Ru restrained his expression and said gently, "Yuan Che, I like this bicycle very much."
Yuan Che's eyes flashed, and he asked, "Then are you willing to let me drive you on a trip?"
"Of course." Fang Ru's cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were moist. I don't know if it was because of illness or emotion.
The corners of Yuan Che's mouth were raised, his eyes were full of joy, he lowered his head and kissed his lips, and said softly: "Fang Ru, I will love you forever, protect you, and never let you suffer any harm again."
"Well, I believe in you." I broke into your life, and you pulled me into your life. Yuan Che, our fate may have been doomed as early as the first meeting.
Outside the door, the old man stood quietly, his expression was both comforting and worried, and finally turned into a sigh and walked away slowly.