Weather on Sunday, April 6: Sunny
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Spring is such a beautiful season, and the slightly drunken air makes everyone feel ecstatic.
I came to the company early and missed two elevators. On the third one, the elevator descended to the second underground floor. When it rose to the first floor, only Yi Fan stood in it.
"Good morning." He pressed the floor for me, "You seem to be in a good mood recently."
"The weather is nice. I'm always in a good mood when spring comes."
Yi Fan looked at me and smiled, and the corners of his raised mouth had an evil taste: "Oh, it turns out it's Wazi Sichun. Xiaobei, can I remind you..."
I glared at him: "What nonsense are you talking about!"
"Don't you want to listen?" He spread his hands innocently, "I wanted to remind you that your employment period is about to end and the final evaluation is about to begin. I also planned to reveal some inside information to you. If you don't want to listen, then forget it. ”
I thought about it and asked, "What if I take back what I just said? What if I beg you sincerely?"
Yi Fan shook his head in confusion: "It's too late, there is no such shop after passing this village."
I pressed the emergency call button inside the elevator: "Hey, brothers in the control room, are you interested in hearing the story of a little kid who cried when thunder struck?"
Yi Fan slapped my hand away: "Don't cause trouble to other people's work. Besides, who can believe these things!"
...Yes, these are the lucky ones who have been blessed with great gifts and great achievements.
At this time, a roar came from the call channel: "Who is here to cause trouble! I won't stop even if I go to the toilet!"
I frowned, but Yi Fan reached out and rubbed my hair: "There is no inside information. Just be prepared and give me credit."
I still frowned depressedly. I have to walk on stilts to work tomorrow. Even if you want to rub my hair, you have to stand on tiptoes!
All kidding aside, preparing for a job retention evaluation immediately escalated to a top priority in my life.
I gathered all the materials, and spent my days eating and sleeping thinking about the tricky questions that the supervisors might ask during the evaluation.
"I wasn't even so nervous during the interview!" I complained to Su.
Su looked at my frizzy hair and gloated: "In times of turmoil, rich people are always more insecure than poor people."
"Please explain the connection between this metaphor and me." I was immersed in the material, and I really had no intention of trying to figure out her subtext.
"When you went to interview with AC, you were a broke man with nothing to lose. It's different now."
"Yes, if I fail, I will lose my job. I will also have to bear the reputation of making mistakes at work... I may be asked to pay off the debt."
"Tsk, will I, the great psychologist, pay attention to these problems that have no depth or taste? I always pay attention to the essence behind the phenomena."
"What on earth are you talking about?" I waved my hand in annoyance, "I despise you the most. If you don't say something clearly, it will be like a riddle."
"This is how you can defraud money. Now that I've said it clearly, there's no way to make money." Su Dayan said shamelessly.
Then she came over and twisted my face and looked up and down: "As for you... I mean, your face is so suspicious, with the words 'Peach Blossoms Blooming' written in every pore." "
"Where is that!" I protested.
Su glanced at the Flower Fairy pendant I had been playing with in my hand: "Don't say I didn't remind you when the time comes. The stepmother left with her sisters, but that doesn't mean the prince will forget that the princess is chasing Cinderella everywhere. !Although the prince is sweet sometimes, the reality is always bitter."
I thought about Su's riddle, then simply pushed her out and closed the door.
Ah, the world is finally peaceful.
A few days later, I received my retention evaluation as scheduled in the conference room of the Human Resources Department.
The last executive closed the folder in front of me and said to me with a smile: "Ms. Guan, your evaluation conclusion will be submitted to the president in the form of a report. He will make the final decision on your performance in the past six months." Evaluation." At this time, I knew that supervisors at all levels had given me good evaluations, and the so-called CEO evaluation was just the last symbolic procedure. This means that with one stroke of Yi Fan's pen, I am an upright soldier of AC again.
Luoluo watched me go in with a tragic face and come out like a rebirth. She immediately ran over happily and gave me a big hug: "Hey, what are you planning to treat? I'm going to eat sushi! In order to pay back the money, I'm going to eat sushi." I almost forgot what fish tastes like.”
I laughed: "Fish don't taste good, just forget about them. The little salary I got after my job was restored is not enough to pay Su's rent."
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Luoluo said: "I don't care about that. I'll be poor first and you'll have to worry about it."
"Yes, I will always be in debt to others in this life." I sighed.
Although I knew I didn’t have much money for reissues, I still started to fantasize about how I would spend my money: buying myself some new clothes, adding some cosmetics that I had wanted to buy for a long time, a new model of mobile phone of a certain brand that was very good... Treat me first. Later... Just pay the rent and pretend I forgot about it.
Yes, the thought that there would be problems with the assessment never occurred to me for a second in my elated mind. However, the reality is always cruel and distorted - problems appear in the links where they are least likely to occur.
It is said that the evaluation report filled with excellent comments from supervisors had been sitting on Yi Fan's desk for three days. When it was taken out, three words "disagree" were written in place of the president's opinion. There is no reason, no explanation, only three words of extreme indifference, disagreement.
When King Kong handed the report to me, he looked as sad as a doctor announcing the death of a patient to his family.
I am silly.
This is an ending I never expected.
An ending that didn't even exist in my worst nightmares.
After Yi Fan announced the result in public at the regular meeting, he left in a hurry without even looking at me.
The human resources department also had a difficult attitude towards the president. In the end, they could only let me resign without any compensation or any evaluation. At the beginning of my career, apart from proving that I had stayed in AC for nearly a year, everything else was a blank piece of paper.
I don't know why this is happening, and I don't know what happened in those three days when the evaluation report was on Yi Fan's desk, but I really need a reason, a reason that can make me leave willingly. Like Qiu Ju in a lawsuit, I went around looking for Yi Fan to reason, but I found that he was often seen in the past and disappeared in front of me.
Finally, I stood at the door of his office for a long time with the report. I want to tell him that I have been working hard in the past six months. I want to prove to AC that I am an employee worth retaining. I want people to know that you are keeping me not for personal reasons, but because I am really capable. Staying here, I want to tell you... I don't want to have days when I can't see you.
But I finally didn't go in.
Because Rong Moyang told me that the president flew to the Capital Airport, and Lan Siyang flew abroad from there today.
Yes, Su, you are right. Reality, with its sharp edge, spreads bitterness from the bottom of my heart to my whole body.
I leaned against the door of the president's office and thought with a wry smile.
I finally gave up the fight, returned home and lay down on Sue's treatment chair. Sue stayed with me without saying a word. Only then did I realize what a powerful comfort silence can be.
"Sue, I'm sorry I laughed at your job." I said softly as I lay there.
Su lay on another recliner and drank an empty glass of orange juice: "It doesn't matter."
I stared at the snow-white ceiling and blinked my stinging eyes: "I knew I couldn't be a princess. There are not so many fairy tales in reality. I was too naive."
Su looked at me and asked: "Do you know that Yi Fan's strange reactions after being rejected all showed that he was mentally frustrated and was entering a strange self-regulation stage, so he would bully you like that. There is a half chance of this happening. Half of the time, if he is well adjusted, he can come out of the shadows and start a new life. If he is not well adjusted, he is a lunatic in love. I didn't want to help you analyze his symptoms at the beginning, because I was afraid that you would take the initiative to save him and end up giving up your feelings. You can't get away. I just hope that you can't stand his torture and leave voluntarily. Unexpectedly, during the process of torturing you, he returned to normal, but you were still trapped. You are really the strangest patient I have ever seen."
I sighed helplessly: "Su, you're doing it after the fact again. Can you think of countermeasures before things happen?"
"Have you paid me in advance to help solve the problem?" Su asked as realistically as ever.
This reminds me of another real problem.
"I don't have any money to pay your rent." I said
Su stood up immediately: "I knew I shouldn't have taken you in at the beginning."
"You are the most miserable person I have ever seen!" I shouted.
Su turned around and smiled at me: "You owe me the medical expenses again."
Three days later, Guan Xiaobei from Our Lady finally received a call from Yi Fan.
He said: "Guan Xiaobei, accompany me on a blind date, with red makeup off, the third seat by the window..."
Before he could finish, I threw the phone out of the second-story window and let the traffic on the street crush it to pieces.
The devil wants to accompany you on a blind date! I don’t even care about the small probability of you!
As a result, Su personally escorted me there. She yelled at me: "What's the point of throwing a cell phone? Even if you want to tear him apart, you have to do it yourself!"
At that moment, I kind of understood why Luoyang was so devoted to her even though he was overseas. This violent woman!
I came to Hongzhuangluo with a heavy heart. As soon as I walked in, I saw Yi Fan. Sure enough, he was much ahead of schedule.
He was still sitting in the third seat by the window. He didn't smile. He just looked at the door quietly, with the sun shining on him, as elegant and handsome as a person in an oil painting.
I walked over expressionlessly and sat across from him.
Yi Fan smiled and asked, "What do you want to drink?"
I shook my head: "No need to give me some. I'll leave after you finish the blind date. I owe a lot of foreign debts and can't afford to drink."
He looked at me for a while, then called the waiter with a smile and ordered me a cup of cocoa.
I turned my face to the side and looked out the window without focus. It took me a long time to realize that Yi Fan was smiling at me in the reflection of the glass. I gripped the cup hard, afraid that he would see my hands shaking.
Yi Fan, how can you still laugh like this? Aren't you afraid that I might scratch your beautiful face in anger? Aren't you afraid that this is the last time we... will see each other
In silence, Yi Fan suddenly asked: "Do you know why I like this position?"
I maintained my silence.
He shook his head and smiled: "Of course it's not because I look the best here. I'm not that narcissistic. Besides, how can I see my own face? It's because I found that you have the best smile here. So I Thinking, I’ll look good here too.”
I was stunned and couldn't help but look at my reflection in the glass.
His fingers gently touched the corners of my eyes: "Silly girl, I said you look good when you smile, but I didn't say you look good when you cry."
Then, he announced in a serious tone: "AC strictly prohibits office romance. If it happens, one party must resign. I am the president, and I must lead by example."
I thought I heard the sound of ice and snow melting and flowers blooming.
Yi Fan looked at me, very focused, and seemed a little nervous, but still smiling.
I sat in my chair, gripping the cup with my fingers and then loosening it, then loosening it and then tightening it again. It took a long time before I finally said, "Humph! Then why don't you resign?"
He shook his head pretending to be helpless: "You pauper still want to raise a pretty boy?!"
I smiled, a happy smile that spread from the bottom of my heart.
Yi Fan and I held the cup filled with sweet cocoa: "The first time I saw you smile, I was in a bad mood. I didn't want to see such a happy smile at that time, so I tried every means to make you smile. I can’t laugh. But no matter when, you can always laugh from the heart like that, as if the whole world is bright. Sometimes, I want to tell you that in addition to joy, there is also a lot of sadness in this world, but looking at you I can't describe the innocent face. Gradually, I just want to bring you to my side and give you a stable sky so that I can always see such a smile."
"But, Yi Fan, you make me want to cry now."
"Humph, because it's me, I'm the only one who can make you cry whenever I want!" He said domineeringly, like a willful and defensive child.
Sister Siyang is right, Yi Fan is a simple child, a child who can still be as innocent as a child after experiencing the intrigues in the shopping mall. He can still laugh like this, love like this, and say love words to me like this that are not love words.
I suddenly couldn't help but reached up and wanted to kiss his full forehead, but as soon as my lips touched his skin, I woke up.
What am I doing!
I immediately sat back and huddled up holding the cup, feeling that my face was about to become overripe.
Yi Fan looked at me, the tenderness in his eyes was like a spell that made people sink. He suddenly pulled me up and kissed me passionately.
Before I lost consciousness, I thought:
It’s good to have experience. Look, my first blind date was a success!