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Yi Fan has never cared much about various festivals.
When she was abroad, when it came to Western festivals, Lan Siyang would try her best to drop her tail and go have fun with Yi Fan by herself. It was harder to expect her to remember traditional festivals than to train a pig to climb a tree. So Yi Fan got used to being lonely, and he treated the holidays as normal when he returned to China.
During the Spring Festival this year, he flew abroad to meet a friend and discuss some business issues. Since he was a very good personal friend, he did not contact him in advance. But when I arrived at the door of that person's house, I was told that this person and his family were going to China to celebrate the Spring Festival!
Looking at the very Chinese-style red lanterns in the porch, only four words flashed in Yi Fan's mind: Good fortune plays tricks on people.
Two days after the flight was booked, Yi Fan, who had a rare free time, began to wander around this quaint town and accidentally broke into a flea market organized by the community. He was enjoying the time at this moment. He didn't have to think about the complicated intrigues in the shopping mall, he didn't have to look at the reports and documents that would never be finished, he watched the children playing around and the adults because they found a beautiful and cheap thing. And joy, the lively streets are filled with the warm atmosphere of human fireworks.
On such a sunny afternoon, loneliness came unexpectedly. Yi Fan suddenly felt that being alone among the noisy crowd was an unforgivable mistake.
A child fell at his feet. Yi Fan quickly helped him up. The child's mother thanked Yi Fan but began to scold the child. The boy was holding a doll about the same height as himself, and he probably tripped over it just now. It was a very Hawaiian-style doll, with cool clothes and a realistic look. It is said that the shape of the toy is too obscene and the size of the doll is too small. It's probably an old item that the child's father kept when he was young. The mother didn't want her young son to see this bad toy, but the child twisted his body against his mother and playfully pinched the doll's thin waist, but unexpectedly made a series of pleasant "clucking" sounds. .
The child's cute smile and laughter made Yi Fan want to spend money to buy the doll. The mother reluctantly gave it to Yi Fan without taking any money, and watched him leave happily, and started to educate her young son on the ideological education before it happened.
Yi Fan looked at the doll with a weird smile and wanted to return home. Unknowingly, I seemed to be used to the simple days of having that beautiful girl by my side, laughing together.
Loneliness is like this. When it is with you all the way, you will gradually get used to it, but once you leave, you never want it to come back.
On the first day of work after the new year, I finally got the chance to give a gift to Guan Xiaobei when I got off work.
Guan Xiaobei opened the box with a heroic look on her face like she was holding a bomb, but Yi Fan looked forward to it, but just when he was waiting for praise, a man appeared out of thin air and stole his show.
Only then did Yi Fan realize that today was Valentine's Day. He had to admit that roses and men with evil eyes were more suitable for this ambiguous night, and that funny doll... was indeed a bit silly.
After the two left, he stood on the steps depressedly, with the long wind blowing up the corners of his clothes. Thinking back to the man's proud smile just now, he felt inexplicably frustrated that the concubines in the harem had failed in the competition for favor.
At this time, a little girl came over and asked: "Sir, can you buy a flower?"
Yi Fan rolled his eyes at her in a very disgraceful way: "I don't even have a girlfriend, so who can I buy flowers for?"
The flower girl glared back at him fiercely and cursed viciously: "You will never find a wife in your life!"
Humph, it’s so funny. He is a dignified AC CEO, handsome, talented and beautiful, but he can’t find a wife! He is so proud of his life and is so high-spirited that he can poach whoever he wants? !
Then he became jealous and Yi Fan took out his phone: "I'll find a woman to show you right now!"
The flower girl cursed "crazy" and left.
Ten minutes later, Yi Fan watched Guan Xiaobei storm into the AC Building, threw a box of information brought up from the legal department to the ground, rubbed his waist and smiled proudly.
Working overtime until late at night, Yi Fan and Guan Xiaobei had a serious discussion about the illusory and meaningless proposition of the destruction of the earth. He asked jokingly: "If there were only two people left on the earth, would you ask me to be your boyfriend?" "
There was a flash of expectation in my heart... It was late at night but not yet midnight, and it was still Valentine's Day. Wouldn't this be a perfect start
Guan Xiaobei smiled like a clown when he saw the performance, which instantly extinguished the little flame that was rippling in his heart. After laughing enough, she seriously told him the theory of "a good match".
I actually went to buy pork but was rejected by the pigs.
Yi Fan is a person who is good at introspection. In depression, he repeatedly recalled the plot of the two getting along, trying to find out why Guan Xiaobei didn't buy it.
He remembered the time when Xiaobei arranged for her to meet her cousin.
The woman in the bohemian dress had a gentle and comfortable smile, but her eyes... were nothing like that at all. He remembered that she looked at him condescendingly at that time, and a pair of very deceptive eyes that seemed kind at first released a kind of light called "malicious", which tortured his soul and body.
Yi Fan felt that her expression was like that of a doctor who had entered the morgue, carefully cracking open his skull, quickly and accurately tying up his nerves and classifying them as "unqualified", "neurotic" and "needs to be reworked". "label, and finally pulled out those that couldn't be classified, and put them under the microscope with a look of fanaticism.
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Yi Fan has a grudge against strong women, and this kind of woman who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside makes him confused.
The woman smiled softly: "We have met, Mr. Yi. Su Yixin, cousin Guan Xiaobei."
"Xiaobei is a serious and paranoid person. In order to find a suitable person for you, she even investigated your love history." Sitting opposite him, Su Yixin said lightly.
Yi Fan tried his best to keep a calm expression: "What did she find out in her investigation?"
"Everyone has different opinions, which makes her very confused. At present, Xiaobei believes that you have had several girlfriends, most of whom are women about the same age as you and with strong personalities. She feels that you seem to be a 'hep-controller'." Su Yi felt slightly sad. Smiling, "If you feel uncomfortable holding it in, don't hold it in anymore."
Yi Fan turned his head and coughed. Just when he heard the word "love history", he choked on a mouthful of water. It took a long time to calm down and say: "She has no talent for gossip."
"Yes, she can't understand the precise science of psychology." Su Yixin agreed, "How could she know that you only have one so-called woman from the beginning to the end, and that woman plays a very important role in your life. This This situation often occurs in children who have been separated from their parents since childhood. They will place all their feelings on the people around them who replace their parents. Most of these children will encounter problems in dealing with emotional problems when they become adults. Specific to you, the problem is simple and simple. Typical, for a long time, you mistook your feelings for that woman for love. In short, you are a person with an Oedipus complex."
"In the eyes of psychologists, all men are Oedipal, right?"
This conclusion is not new. The psychiatrist in college, who had very nervous eyes, gave him this label when he first received psychological counseling. It’s really like Oedipus once, but you can’t escape this nightmare for the rest of your life.
"Indeed. Psychologists believe that wherever there is thinking, there is neurosis." She smiled heartily, "How else would we cheat money."
"Then Miss Su is here to cheat money?" Yi Fan asked jokingly. Women with shrewd eyes like this are all around him, and every time at this time, he can't help but put on another look and deal with them without leaving a trace.
Su Yixin saw through his disguise at a glance: "Mr. Yi, don't be nervous. I'm here entirely for Xiaobei. I can see that you are trying to get rid of the past and want to start a new life, but I hope you are in the process of finding new life." Don’t involve Xiaobei.”
"How do you say this?"
"Don't you think that your relationship has gone beyond that of a boss and a subordinate, or even that of ordinary friends? Mr. Yi knows his own value in the eyes of women, doesn't he? Ordinary girls in Xiaobei's position will definitely be close to everyone. "
Yi Fan smiled tactfully: "I can't control what they think. You should warn those women who have wild dreams."
"No, I'm here to warn you. Don't mess with girls you shouldn't mess with just because you're lonely. Xiaobei has always been simple and simple emotionally, but once she falls in love with someone, she will definitely be affectionate. You can't control others. Thoughts, you can control your own behavior. Don’t give others false hints.”
At that time, Yi Fan ignored Su Yixin's warning. He only regarded it as a sister's concern for his sister, and what those women thought about him really had nothing to do with him. As for Guan Xiaobei, she has seen her most secret side, and getting along with her has a level of ease and contentment unknown to outsiders. She is smart, outspoken, and surprisingly good-tempered. Even when they are fighting each other, they are all playful. After meeting her, the mechanical and rigid life has become interesting and lively. Naturally, he will not give up the rare happiness in life just because of a few words from others.
On the second day of Valentine's Day, Yi Fan saw Guan Xiaobei going to see off the man named Bai at the airport. Based on some dark psychology, he hid in the corner and stared at the two people with cold eyes.
He remembered that Su Yixin said at the time: "Emotions begin with habit and dependence. If you can't let her continue to rely on you, please don't let her get used to your existence."
So, seeing Xiaobei entangled with other men, the feeling in his heart of being entangled like vines and suffocating was because of habit? You are used to her company, are you suddenly afraid of losing her
On the way back together, Yi Fan asked Guan Xiaobei: "You and that Mr. Bai..."
"Yes. Although it is my parents' wish, I also want to get along with him. He seems very nice," Guan Xiaobei said hesitantly, "His family is similar to mine..."
"Find me another girl. Like you said, her family status is similar to mine." Yi Fan interrupted her abruptly. From beginning to end, he hated her for saying such pedantic words as "a perfect match".
If things don't go as you wish, let yourself end that attachment before getting used to it.