Break-up

Chapter 13: That feeling is too bad, like being abandoned by the world

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When Gu Yanting returned home, he leaned against the wall and fell on the sofa all the way. He was so drunk that he was about to fall asleep when he suddenly remembered that Tang Yi was not allowed to enter the living room with his shoes on.

This thought was like a golden hoop hitting his head, causing him to explode with amazing agility and explosiveness. He jumped up from the sofa and jumped to the door. He kicked his shoes off in a panic, and his eyes were blurred. He was confused and couldn't see which pair of slippers belonged to him. He always felt that they were all swaying back and forth. He reached out and grabbed a few times before he caught a pair.

When putting on shoes, Gu Yanting subconsciously smiled in the direction of the sofa. In the past, if he didn't change his shoes and entered the house, as long as he smirked and corrected in time, Tang Yi frowned and looked coldly, but he could always go around him verbally. A note. This time, his head was a little dizzy. After he finished laughing, Tang Yi's various instructions automatically sounded in his mind.

- If you drink alcohol, you have to go to the toilet first. If you can vomit, you can urinate.

- Wash your hands after vomiting and urinating, and brush your teeth before going to bed.

- Lie down well when you go to bed, and sleep against the wall.

The toilet that usually only takes a few steps to reach is extremely far away. Gu Yanting carefully touched the toilet all the way, feeling that everything around him was playing hide and seek with him. But he didn't dare to walk hard or wave his arms at will. These things were carefully picked by Tang Yi. Once he broke a vase after drinking, and it took Tang Yi four months to find an identical one.

Gu Yanting bent down and shrank his arms, just like an old thief stealing sweet potatoes. By the time he walked across the line of fire to the toilet, half an hour had passed. It took another half an hour to induce vomiting, pee, and wash hands in the toilet. When he came out of the bathroom, he did not forget to gently close the toilet door, and then used the posture of stealing sweet potatoes again, carefully touching the bedroom all the way.

Wrapped in the quilt and rolled it up, and consciously leaning against the wall, Gu Yanting thought, "My wife is too fierce." The scent of the familiar softener on the quilt gently enveloped him, and he tutted contentedly, "Finally Get a good night's sleep."

However, this sleep was not as fragrant and sweet as expected.

There were many noisy and chaotic scenes in the dream, all kinds of people without faces, Gu Yanting couldn't see his own face, but he knew who those people were.

As if she was five or six years old, Gu's mother was holding his hand and taking him to a neighbor's house.

"This boy is so handsome!" The neighbor aunt smiled and touched his head, grabbed two candies from the table and put them in his hand.

Gu Yanting frowned and looked at it. He didn't know how long the candy bar had been in place. Gu's mother hugged him very embarrassedly and thanked the other party. He didn't want to pick it up. The neighbor aunt smiled and praised, "This child is quite shy."

Gu Yanting is not shy, when Gu's mother peeled off the candy wrapper for him, he clearly saw the sticky piece of candy sticking between the candy wrapper and the candy cube. He knocked off the candy, and said with some disgust, "There is no brand!"

Gu's mother and the neighbor's aunt were stunned.

Gu Yanting snorted again, "There's no expiration date, it's all gone bad and melted!"

The neighbor's aunt's face suddenly became like a candy wrapper, red and green, so embarrassed that she couldn't even squeeze out a smile. Gu's mother pointed at him angrily and said repeatedly "you, you, you!"

"What are you", Mom Gu didn't say anything, and her raised hand didn't drop, but she sighed deeply and sadly.

A fat beating is unavoidable in the end, Gu’s father dragged his shoes when he got home and kicked him, Gu’s mother was hesitant to say anything and went to pull the frame, repeatedly saying, “Don’t, old Gu, don’t beat him, he’s not ... you don't hit me! What should I do if the children remember to hate us later!!"

Gu Yanting did not suffer from beatings from childhood to adulthood. He grew up with beatings, but he gradually understood the painstaking efforts of his parents. His academic performance has been poor, and he has fought in groups several times in elementary and junior high schools. Later, in the middle school entrance examination, he turned on a plug-in and performed exceptionally well, and he was two points away from the admission line of key high schools.

Dad Gu was so happy that he couldn't keep his mouth shut. He was kind to him throughout the summer vacation, and he often cooked pork ribs for him.

It's just that when he can't see, Dad Gu will suffocate his head in the corridor and smoke one by one, as if he has encountered a big trouble.

In the end, Gu Yanting was inexplicably admitted to a key high school. Some people say that he bought it with money from his family, of course Gu Yanting doesn't believe it, but everyone wants to enter the key high school after sharpening their brains. Although it is possible to find someone to "accommodate" within five points, and the standard of one point and fifteen thousand, the price is clearly marked and the old man is not deceived.

But two cents is 30,000 yuan, which is enough for them to eat and drink for a whole year.

Gu Yanting didn't have a good time in high school. He said that he would rather be the head of the chicken than the tail of the phoenix. The people who didn't have enough marks were divided into a separate class. Apart from him, all the classmates in the class are quite affluent. His trousers, which can only be stretched to reach the ankles, and the occasional shoes with small holes, are all out of tune with the bright and shiny class atmosphere of this class. His foundation is far from the progress of the key high school, and he is also very difficult to study.

However, he is still top-notch. When the English teacher in the school talks about the test papers, when they talk about words such as handsome and Mesmerizing, they will bring out Gu Yanting's name for a walk. For a time, in extreme embarrassment, he became the new male god of the school's limelight.

Therefore, he was reluctant to make friends with girls. Under the contradiction of inferiority and conceit, he was gradually excluded by the boys and became a lonely person.

Lin Rui is probably the first boy who is dressed in bright clothes, looks as good as him, and at the same time is kind and warm to him.

The direct consequence of the car accident was that he continued to rest at home for six months after the treatment. He heard from the doctor that there was a slight brain injury. Gu Yanting was not very clear about the consequences. Gu's father and Gu's mother were tight-lipped about it. He couldn't feel it. That's how uncomfortable it is.

But because of the beautiful face that fell from the sky like an angel that day, and the famine caused by the perpetrator Gu's father who could not find the perpetrator, Gu Yanting suddenly calmed down and began to concentrate on reading.

When he went to school again, he happened to take the final exam.

His efforts were not in vain. After finishing the test, he was divided into another class, and finally he was assigned to an ordinary class, far away from the special class who were in groups of three or five and made fun of him many times.

He only wears his school uniform every day, and his shoes still have a thumb hole. But that sense of inferiority is gradually disappearing. Later, he and the boys in the ordinary class gradually became friends and made more and more friends.

Gu Yanting is very dependent on his friends, he would rather suffer a loss and be a big head, would rather this group of friends just eat and drink with him, rather than stay alone.

That feeling is too bad, like being abandoned by the world.

He didn't know what that innate fear was, but he resisted instinctively.

The situation in the dream became more and more chaotic and complicated, and he suddenly saw himself on a bridge, staggering towards a beautiful woman, calling for mother. Suddenly, I felt myself flying along the high cliff, up and down suddenly, and there was a turbid and turbulent river under my feet. I dreamed again that the teacher handed out the test paper, and everyone had to hand in the paper.

In the end, there was a tall and jade-like figure, holding a stack of documents in his hand, bowing his head and walking into a splendid office, while sitting behind the boss's desk, he was also smiling and waiting for him to pass, his eyes full of tenderness.

Gu Yanting breathed a sigh of relief, the anxiety and irritability of the whole night was finally appeased, and he passed out comfortably.

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When Gu Yanting woke up again, the clock on the bedroom wall just clicked and it was stuck at midnight.

It was pattering like it was raining outside. The other side of the bed was icy cold, and the chill of the autumn rain made Tang Yi's side icy cold. While Gu Yanting put his hand on his head and rubbed his temples, he habitually moved to Tang Yi's half to warm him up.

Tang Yi was a little afraid of the cold, and it was Gu Yanting's responsibility to warm the quilt in autumn and winter, otherwise Tang Yi would rather lie on top of him and sleep.

The dull, drunken pain rushed towards his temple, and the Tianling cover seemed to be pushed open. Gu Yanting warmed for a while and then worried, lying on the left and right, and finally touched the mobile phone from the bedside table and sent a text message to Tang Yi.

- Wife, why are you still working overtime? What time will you be back

The phone was quiet, and two minutes passed and no one returned.

Gu Yanting stared at the phone for a long time, and then sent - I'm warming your bed, when will you be back? Do you want me to pick you up

Still no one came back.

Gu Yanting suddenly became a little worried - Tang Yi didn't say he worked overtime? Why don't you text back? Did something happen

He sat up agitatedly, but felt that the more he thought about it, the worse it became, and he hurriedly put on his pants while dialing Tang Yi's cell phone.

When I grabbed my jacket and rushed out, the phone that had been hung up three times in a row was finally connected.

Gu Yanting's eyes were full of panic, and he tripped when he left the bedroom, almost planting a dog to eat shit, "Tang Yi, where are you?! I'll pick you up!"

"Pick up your uncle!"

Tang Yi looked at the phone with a livid face, and roared through gritted teeth, "Gu Yanting, can you be a bit of a goddamn idiot! And let me not sleep!"

The person on the other side fell silent. Tang Yi suddenly had insomnia tonight. He was obviously sleepy to death, but he couldn't sleep. After counting the sheep, I passed all the sons and grandsons of the sheep, and then I felt a little sleepy.

Who would have thought that just after falling asleep, Gu Yanting would text and call again as if he was out of breath, all inexplicable words.

Tang Yi's face was twisted, and the irritability of insomnia made him want to eat Gu Yanting's belly, but rationally, he still had a little kindness left, waiting for the other party to explain the meaning of tonight.

The dark night was extraordinarily quiet, and the sound of rain hitting the windows was cool and cold.

Tang Yi closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm himself down.

Gu Yanting felt like something fell, and then fell into an inexplicable silence.

Tang Yi waited for three minutes, but this time he was too lazy to talk to the other party, so he reached out and hung up the phone. A second before the finger was about to be pressed, there was an intermittent question suddenly coming from the microphone.

"Tang Yi, let's not break up, okay?"