Break-up

Chapter 14: Whoever lives up to anyone is not necessarily better

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Tang Yi raised a stray cat when he was a child. To be precise, it can't be regarded as raising, it can only be said to be sheltered.

Twenty years ago, there was no advanced irrigation technology in the countryside. In the village, the fields were divided into areas, and each area was assigned a deep well, and the outside was covered with a well house.

At that time, Tang Yi lived in a house like this that had been abandoned for a long time at the head of the village.

However, that kind of well house is extremely inconvenient. The deep water wells for irrigation are usually 100 meters deep. In order to meet the irrigation needs of the entire area, the entire right side of the well house has been dug into a deep rectangular pit. A machine such as a water pump has a bottomless darkness below.

Therefore, Tang Yi's activities can only be limited to a few square meters on the left half of the well room, and the left side is also sunken. There are six or seven steep steps down, and the corner is dark and damp. Rats and various ants and insects are rampant here. Tang Yi, who was still young at the time, nestled in the corner of the well, and was often disgusted and scared because of these things. As long as he didn't have to go in, he would rather hang out in the village or sleep outside.

Until later, he picked up a three-flowered kitten that was about to freeze to death. The kitten is not big, and the appearance of dying in the ice and snow somehow aroused Tang Yi's sympathy.

He took it to the well house, built a small nest for it, and kept a half of the food and drink the villagers gave to it to feed it. Then endure the goose bumps all over his body and scratch it for lice.

It is said that a low life is easy to support, and the kitten, like Tang Yi, has survived that winter in a confused way, and seems to be quite dependent on each other. When spring comes, the kitten gets longer and more beautiful, especially the blue eyes are like crystal ice, and the three-colored hair is also smooth and smooth. Tang Yi holds it and goes out to bask in the sun, and the people in the village have to come and watch for a while. , bring something delicious to it.

When March has passed and the cold has not subsided, the kitten will stay with one family and not leave.

Presumably it is not the dictatorship of human beings to judge the situation. After a cat survived the catastrophe, he chose a good tree without a teacher. The family often fed it to eat meat. Even the smell of oil smoke wafting from the door was irresistible. of temptation.

Tang Yi was standing at the door of that person's house, reaching out to call it, "Are you going? If you don't go with me, I'll really go?"

"I'm really gone? Really?"

"Am I really gone?"

After calling in vain for half an afternoon, Tang Yi turned and left.

The best thing the cat did to him was that he was used to being in the well.

After half a year, when he came back from school one day, he saw a big cat sitting at the door, with beautiful ice blue eyes and three colors, but his skinny appearance looked extremely pitiful, and he must have been abandoned by someone.

Tang Yi indifferently opened the small door of the well room, and when the cat got up and wanted to follow him in, he kicked it out.

When the cat whimpered and looked terrified, Tang Yi's eyes froze, and a sense of guilt and distress rose from the bottom of his heart, but more than that, it was an indescribable pleasure.

It's not necessarily easier for anyone to fail anyone. The joy of seeing the other party's unfortunate revenge is bad, but it's also enjoyable. How can there be such an easy forgiveness? A tick for a tick, that's fine.

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Gu Yanting held the phone and kept holding on to his jacket for a long time before slowly squatting down.

Tang Yi hung up.

Almost after he said that it was in good condition, he immediately cut it off without even the slightest hesitation. The jacket he put on in a hurry was upside down, and his trousers were tied crookedly. Gu Yanting stepped on the floor with his bare feet, and the cold floor immediately seemed to have a row of ice spikes, causing him to shiver.

The bedroom was very clean, with the "marriage photos" of the two of them on the bedside table, and the light autumn rain outside the curtains that were not drawn. If Tang Yi was at home and slept with him in a warm blanket as usual, it should have been a very nice and comfortable night.

Originally, Gu Yanting felt that such a day was destined to be like that, and it was the way life was supposed to be. He just established a belief this year, that is, Tang Yi's dedication to him in the old times can definitely stand the test of the class and the torture of the enemy, and his loyalty and unswerving energy is comparable to that of a martyr. As long as he doesn't mess around, Tang Yi will never be separated from him.

But the reality is always out of bounds, and it goes against his expectations. But the saddest thing is that he can't do anything about it.

In the hospital that day, Tang Yi slapped him fiercely, which shocked him and began to see Tang Yi's anger for the first time.

At first, Tang Yi confessed to him, saying let's give it a try, Gu Yanting was stunned for a moment and then obeyed. Later, Tang Yi did not take him to various parties with joy like the little boyfriend he had dated before, acted coquettishly in front of everyone, and did not ask him to accompany him to go shopping for clothes, shoes and bags.

Tang Yi just continued to be like before, calling him to eat together when he was free, and occasionally going out to climb the mountain and go to the beach for a walk. This way of getting along makes Gu Yanting feel very comfortable. He is a passive person, and the only active sentence is the confession to Lin Rui, "You are gay too? Me too, why don't we make a couple?"

Lin Rui rejected him unsurprisingly. Apart from being slightly frustrated, he also took it for granted.

The first time I formally mentioned Lin Rui with Tang Yi was a month after the two started dating. Tang Yi went to see a movie with him that day. When he left the cinema, Tang Yi was stunned in one direction and looked a little dazed. He shouted several times before the latter turned around. Afterwards, Tang Yi smiled gently, "Tell me about your previous positions?"

How many appointments, Gu Yanting sat on the small stool in the square in front of the theater, and explained seriously, Tang Yi counted for him, eleven.

Then Tang Yi asked, "What about Lin Rui? It hasn't been included yet."

Gu Yanting felt very melancholy, turned his head and smiled embarrassedly, "I have a secret crush on someone, isn't this not catching up?"

"Oh?" Tang Yi looked at him funny, "What's the matter with you?"

Gu Yanting felt that this matter was a bit long, but although he had a bunch of friends and had meetings every now and then, he had never talked so deeply with anyone. So he thought about it, and from the first time he saw Lin Rui, he told everything that he could remember in four years of college.

Tang Yi listened carefully at first, but finally yawned. He interrupted Gu Yanting speechlessly and asked him, "You haven't made any progress?"

"Ah, no?" Gu Yanting thought for a while, "Does holding hands count? I did it once, but his hands were rough, like old branches."

"..." Tang Yi opened his mouth, as if he was about to say something but couldn't say it, "Forget it, then how far have you and the others gone?"

Gu Yanting gained some face this time, and raised his eyebrows, "Of course they all kissed!"

Tang Yi: "..."

Gu Yanting looked at him seriously, "Really."

Tang Yi put his hand on his forehead, his beautiful eyes were full of small smiles, and finally he couldn't help but smile and asked, "A tongue kiss?"

Of course it wasn't a tongue kiss. Gu Yanting felt that sticking out his tongue was too dirty. Who knows what the other party ate or drank a second ago, did he have bad breath or was he constipated? In order to avoid those boys sticking out their tongues and spitting, Gu Yanting always kept his eyes open when kissing.

But at this moment, Tang Yi's eyes were obviously a little joking, Gu Yanting had a good face, stabbed his neck, and shouted, "Of course!"

"Okay," Tang Yi smiled and put a hand on his neck accurately, then clasped his neck and pressed it in his direction, "Teach me."

It was also early autumn, and after midnight, there was a quiet ghost outside the cinema. The night was all around, and under the semi-dark light of the square, Tang Yi dignifiedly pulled him over, and then gently touched his lips. Before he could react, Tang Yi's tongue had lightly pressed against his teeth, and he stirred in gently and domineeringly.

Gu Yanting didn't come up in one breath and almost choked to death. Tang Yi seemed to let out a low laugh, and reminded him softly, "Close your eyes."

Gu Yanting returned to the dormitory at night, his face was like a boiled crab. While he was a little shocked, he thought, "He, he, he actually stretched out his tongue!" While holding his heart that was beating non-stop, he repeatedly thought about the phrase "The east wind blows the drum of war, who is afraid of who in today's world?" .

For quite some time after that, it was Gu Yanting who was afraid of Tang Yi. Sometimes when the two of them were eating, and when Tang Yi was sitting opposite him and suddenly wanted to lean over, Gu Yanting's first reaction was to close his eyes. I thought that this time, uncle, you have a shorter time, ah, my lung capacity is not as good as yours.

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It didn't rain for a long time, and when Gu Yanting reacted from his memory, the light rain outside had stopped. The clock on the wall clacked.

He stared at the clock for a long time with some daze and some regret, and finally began to slowly accept the reality that Tang Yi really didn't plan to let it go.

With this question so acute in front of him, Gu Yanting subconsciously wanted to escape, as he believed a few days ago that Tang Yi's anger was gone. But what happened tonight made him understand that this kind of self-hypnosis was useless. Tang Yi said that his attitude was so cold and resolute when he broke up, and when he saw him today, his expression was even more embarrassing.

He was sad to even look at himself.

But Gu Yanting felt that the situation between them was doomed from the beginning.

Tang Yi's various concepts and habits are simply incompatible with his, and the only thing that can be called equivalent between the two sides is the face and body. From the very beginning, Gu Yanting would be nervous and worried that Tang Yi would not be able to see him one day, and he would suddenly leave without saying goodbye. Although this speculation is groundless and rather ridiculous, Gu Yanting has never been able to escape from that worry and fear. come out.

Tang Yi said nothing at home, and Gu Yanting almost obeyed. He even sometimes felt that he played the roles of both a partner and a son at home, and in front of the mature and excellent Tang Yi, his opinions and thoughts were often as unworthy of a child's naive thought. The more Tang Yi manages, the more he feels that he is worthless. He is obviously a big man, but his role at home gradually tends to cling to the vines on Tang Yi's body.

But he didn't dare to resist. He was afraid that after the quarrel, Tang Yi left in a rage.

The word "break up" is like a sharp sword hanging over the heads of the two of them. Sometimes Gu Yanting feels that he will die sooner than later, and he will recognize it with one stroke. But sometimes he felt that the sharp sword fell, and he must be stabbed in the opposite direction.

Tang Yi's forbearance character has a little bit of brutality. Whoever he wants to stab with a sharp sword, blood and flesh is the beginning, and the soul is scattered is the end.

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Tang Yi slept very sweetly after shutting down at night, and went to the company the next day.

Most of the people in the company have arrived. When he passed the second part, he glanced at it lightly, and only then did he realize that less than half of the people in the second part had not arrived yet.

The late list is basically the same as what I expected.

Tang Yi's usual leadership style has both visionary and commanding styles. In careful calculation, the commanding style is more obvious. He seldom gave direct advice to his subordinates, but once he set a direction, he would be absolutely consistent, and would not tolerate anyone's doubts and disobedience.

The most direct consequence of this is that the results of the second department are much higher than other branches of ER, but the subordinates are most likely to inflate their self-confidence while holding large bonuses. Under the high-pressure policy, the more severe the repression, the more tenacious the resistance will become. Many sales elites want to take over a project by themselves after their wings are hardened.

Tang Yi refused, Lin Ruifeng came over in a flash, and those few people immediately headed over with their own group shaking their heads.

Tang Yi leaned on the office chair leisurely, his long legs folded casually, and the beautiful phoenix eyes behind the frame were slightly picked. At this time, he seemed to have a heart-warming temperament, but his cold eyes drooped down, which was a hundred and eighty thousand miles away from the warm and humble rumors of the outside world.

Probably everyone has forgotten that he has the right to dismiss his subordinates with a limit. Tang Yi added the names of several people to the dismissal document, reached out and pressed the phone a few times, and called assistant Xiao Yang to come over.

Xiao Yang didn't leave immediately after taking the document, instead he glanced at Tang Yi hesitantly.

Tang Yi didn't lift his head, and asked him lightly, "What's wrong?"

"That... Manager Tang, someone ordered you a bunch of immortal roses this morning, ninety-nine." Xiao Yang carefully looked at Tang Yi's face and added, "But it was just delivered to the door of the company. When the time comes, let the chairman block it back."

"..." Tang Yi was stunned for a moment, "Chairman?"

"Well, it's President Shen." Xiao Yang said, "He also told the front desk that someone will give you something in the future, no matter what."